sugar rushh

2009-08-22T12:48:00.001-07:00

i moved to a faraway land,

where one can still find me,

in a place that's fun to be.

so hop on the train,

you'll take less than a day,

to for us to be together again...

HAHAHA. that was so gay.
anw, relink and find me:

HTPP://ANNEYEO.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

i know, fuck my username that became my URL name.
stupid, gross and retarded.
okay!
be there or be square! :D

2009-08-21T08:54:00.000-07:00

wowww. finally blogger is fixed. i had the urge to create livejournal.
LOL. i shall go and create an account there.
oh my. i have so many blog accounts everywhere.
i have xanga, onsugar, blogger and now i'm creating another.
lolol. i shall go join tyn there and be her friend :D
brb!

Joy Luck Club!

2009-08-19T08:50:00.000-07:00

3/10 has a really hilarious and cute english teacher if you haven't notice (those in three-ten!)

something really hilarious happened today.

(during english lesson, we're on a topic about 'Women'. and so, we watched this really meaningful movie called 'joy luck club' in the AVA room)

and we watched the movie halfway yesterday and continued it today.
and there was this really steamy sex scene where Miss lim has to not let us watch.
we continued from where we stopped and it was damn near the sex scene. (no one was naked just some humping on the wall :O )
and when it came to the part, instead of covering up the visualiser or skip the chapter, miss lim fast forwarded it and the screen was still there.
SO, WE WATCHED THE SEX SCENE IN FAST MOTION. LOL!
it was fucking hilarious!
everyone burst out laughing.
but we all know who laughed the loudest! - sheryl shen!

hahahahaha.
i love the show though.
i wanna read the book.

okay, gonna go and read finish my second book of Angus thongs.
heeheeheeheehee.
it's finishing soon!
then i can go on to my third book.
claudia's like reading the tenth and last book already.
she's damn fast.

ah. i should stop using the 'f' word.
it's like a habit now. FUCK!
...

i mean, FREAK!

math test tmr. oh goshhh.
and blogger has a problem.
it's so annoying.

someone punch me

2009-08-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

Tell me, how complicated can this get.
Tell me, how can one feel so insensitive and so ungrateful about another wanting to spend time with the other.
Tell me, how can one choose a break over someone so not worth it and someone whom is not even close and wouldn't do the same for you when you're in that same position.

Tell me, why is it so difficult to make me happy. For once.

And sorry for the bloody stinko attitude. You won't be able to smell it anymore.

2009-08-09T09:30:00.000-07:00

is my blog song too gay? ):

Ignorance is your new bestfriend.

2009-08-09T09:26:00.000-07:00

AH-HAH!
i know why was my previous post gone!
cos stupid sheryl deleted it!
and i took all the pain too type it back ):
she could've saved it as draft or something righttt.

anw, had a great day at B's today.
hope tmr she'll be able to make it to ______! (:

and my laptop sucks. theres a timing where i cant seem to update twitter from the net and go to my facebook profile. its annoying.
and hotmail cant be opened at times too!
how ARGHHH.

FML.

TTFN.
MUAHH.

Silent competition.

2009-08-07T08:25:00.000-07:00

URGH. FUCKKK.
my post i typed yesterday is GONE.
damn. fucked. up. now.

anw, went jamming today.
wasn't productive.
wasted my time at sheryl's in the morning when i could've just continued sleeping instead of having to wake up at normal school time and go over her house, ate so much and barely slept.
(i feel so sleepy noww ):)

went to plaza singapura to eat after jamming.
ate fish burger at mos! (:
i prefer mac's fish burger though.'
though i dunno why i prefer mac's.
i guess unhealthy food always tastes better.
:/

i really lost my sense of how to blog after so long):
i havent been putting up vids and pictures.
songs will stay for a very long period of time unlike last time ):
i dont even have time to play facebook games and check on my sims!
i am turning alienic!

btw! i am still in the midst of reading angus thongs.
i need the second book and third book though ):
gonna borrow it from bishan library tmr (:
anyone care to follow me? :D

ah. and shaz's birthday is coming!
today was melanie's (michelle's sis) birthday!
heehee. happy bird-day :D

oh yes. i'm curious of how a one-balled dick looks like.
hmmm. HAHAHA.
tyn, claudia, yiru, sarah tan and i were talking about it during pe the other day.
kinda curious.
wanted to go on the net to check for pictures.
HAHA. but nahhh.
i got better things to do.

k. i am gonna go watch gossip girls and read my book. (;
hope i'll be able to find time where i am motivated to change my blog skin and blog MORE OFTEN ):

btw, dance was great (:

and i was thinking,
does anyone actually call guys/boys/males impostors of each other? just because they all wear just a tee with berms or jeans and nothing else?
yeah. so why do y'all have to say that about her?
how different do you want her to dress apart from the TWO of them?
come on.
where do you guys get your sense of fashion from?
you created it yourself? developed it from your mom? GOT INSPIRED BY THE MAGAZINE? MOVIE STARS? or whatever other sources y'all come across.
you guys are not that original after all.
you dont even know her well and you stereotype people just by looking at faceboook pictures and say that she's a copy and paste of _______?
how stupid. how would you feel if we say that about your gang?
cos all of you dress similarly too.
so come on, stop stereotyping.
becos it's SO NOT TRUE.

and you,
she's your friend afterall.
shouldnt you have a better view of things than thinking she copied you or having a silent competition yourself?
even if you feel inferior of her, why should you be.
you guys are friends anyway.
well, at least she treated you like one.

btw, stop staring.

(lets keep this anonymous and see who's guilty)

Hot Air Balloon! credits to chelley for introducing :*

2009-08-01T10:28:00.000-07:00

We wrote a prelude
To our own fairy tale
And bought a parachute
At a church rummage sale

And with a mean sewing machine
And miles of thread
We sewed the day above L.A.
In navy and red

We wound a race track
Through your mom's kitchen chairs
And fought the shadows back
Down your dark basement stairs

I lit a match, then let it catch
To light up the room
And then you yelled as we beheld
An old maroon hot air balloon

I'll be out of my mind
And you'll be out of ideas
Pretty soon
So let's spend
The afternoon in a cold hot air balloon
Leave your jacket behind
Lean out and touch the treetops over town
I can't wait
To kiss the ground
Wherever we touch back down

La la la la la laaa
La la la la la laaa

We drank the Great Lakes
Like cold lemonade
And both got stomach aches
Sprawled out in the shade

So bored to death you held your breath
And I tried not to yawn
You made my frown turn upside down
And now my worries are gone

I'll be out of my mind
And you'll be out of ideas
Pretty soon
So let's spend
The afternoon in a cold hot air balloon
Leave your jacket behind
Lean out and touch the treetops over town
I can't wait
To kiss the ground
Wherever we touch back down

I'll be out of my mind
And you'll be out of ideas
Pretty soon
So let's spend
The afternoon in a cold hot air balloon
Leave your jacket behind
Lean out and touch the treetops over town
I can't wait
To kiss the ground
Wherever we touch back down

Back to normal

2009-08-01T09:29:00.000-07:00

so many things happened this week.
(and my blog is DEAD)

the most important thing that happened this week is that i got promoted back up to express.
got into michelle's class on tuesday and i felt really weird and pressured there. ):
like, i dropped from express so painfully and suddenly, back up there is so phobia-ish.
so with much tears, i decided to give that up. ):
i really missed my class.
and i feel more comfortable with the pace i was at.
and parents and aunt were okay that i stay in NA. so, yupp (:
no regrets (:

had baking class with claudia and 3/9 and 3/10 f&n girls on thurs (:
so funnnn!
baked two swiss rolls and the colourful one tasted SO BITTER.
i've got a phobia of cakes now cos of that.
maybe it was the colouring or the emulsifier.. hahaha. we dont know!
anw, CLAUDIA'S THE BEST BAKING PARTNER (:

went jamming on FRIDAY!
THE MOST PRODUCTIVE ONE I'VE EVER HAD.
IT WAS SOOO FUNN.
hahaha. sang michelle's home-made songs which sounded really nice.
sheryl played the drums, michelle played the guitar and sang her song, tyn, claudia and i were the backups! we did the echos and stuff.
recorded the song on my phone!
the back ups were really funny.
we didnt really practice on what to 'echo', so we just echo as and when we think the song needs one.
HEEEHEE.
cant wait for the next jamming session guys!
*:
michelle and i made a song.
a really cute 'get over you' song!
heehee.
i heart heart michelley(:

flea market tmr with tyn, michelle, christabel, eugenia and alexis(tyn's cuz)
heeehee. weird combi but we'll work it out.

OH YES. I BORROWED ANGUS THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGINGS TODAY.
HAHAHAHA.
THE BOOK IS REALLY HILARIOUS.
was tempted by claudia to read it.
heehee.

k, pictures!

ORANGE AND STRAWBERRY CHIFFON CAKE! (:

BEST BAKING PARTNER *:

STUPID COLORFUL CAKE WHICH MADE ME PUKE.
hahaha. this is the top. that's why it's ugly.
the underneath is the stripey pattern.
really nice. BUT POISONOUS.
like the colourful snake.
anything colourful, DONT MESS WITH IT.

TTFN (means ta-ta for now!)
(;

PRAWNING AT M'SIA!

2009-07-24T12:06:00.000-07:00

heehee. WENT TO PRAWN AT M'SIA!
it's so fun!
everyone was getting impatient cos the prawns weren't biting.
but i caught the first 4 prawns!
how cool is that!
hahaha. its my first time doing this kinda retarded thing okay.

had supper while prawning!
frog's leg porridge, sotongs with chilli, stingray, chicken wings, carrot cake, durian and a can of chrysanthemum tea!
fatness.

it was really fun.
hope we'll go again! :D

and i got nominated for student council by my form teacher without my knowing.
): but i know i can't be commited.
and i know i wont wanna go up on stage during assembly to let people vote.
i dont want at alllll.
it's not my thing.

and DANCE,
OMG. 3 days a week.
crazy or insane?
you pick one.
monday = contemp
tuesday = traditional dance with zaki
wednesday = dance with mr. tang.

i will have no time for myself ):

NAPFA.
2.4.
ARGH.
may the track kill me.

2009-07-18T11:17:00.000-07:00

omggg. my blog is deaaad.
lol.
anw! went over to my aunt's house today (as usual)
and played 'old maid' and 'happy family'
you know, those old old card games that people used to play.
it's so funny.
my mom kept cheating and asking back for the cards my aunt and i took from her from 'happy family' hahaha.
and 'old maid' was hilarious!
i had the old maid and my aunt and mom were so afraid of me cos they dont wanna end up with old maid as their last card.
it was just so hilarious.
i laughed so had till my tummy hurts.

bought half of sheryl's present already! (:
i hope she likes it.
and i'm gonna make her card EXTRA special.
i hope nobody ever did it before.
:D

cant wait for her birthday.
4 more days! (:

studying with sheryl tmr (:
cant waaaaaait!

2009-07-18T11:00:00.000-07:00

(a pretty girl introduced this song to me (: you know who you areeee. )

(hey! hey! hey! hey!)
Top down in the summer sun
the day we met was a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue (taste it on my tongue)
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl in case you havent heard

I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, forever is so far
We used to kiss all night, now its just a bar fight
So dont call me crying say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip would make me sick
I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, but now its over
*hey! hey! hey! hey!*

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
Were spinning round a rollercoaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now Im so broken that I cant get up
Oh girl you make me such a rush

I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now its just a bar fight
So dont call me crying say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip would make me sick
I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, but now its over

All the time i wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab cause everything that we had
Didnt mean a thing to you
I used to be love drunk , but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, but now its over

I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now its just a bar fight
So dont call me crying say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip would make me sick
I used to be love drunk, but now Im hung over
Ill love you forever, but now its over

Now its over
Can taste it on my tongue
Now Its over

2009-07-15T10:06:00.000-07:00

FUNNYYY!
this is called, 'hitler finds out michael jackson is dead'
ahhaha. JUST WATCH IT.
i know it's bad to laugh at it.
but the guy who translate everything is damn good!

2009-07-15T09:39:00.000-07:00

omg. this is the never before seen MJ's commercial accident which made him so obsessed with plastic surgery and was addicted to drugs too cos of the medication.
omggg. he got a second and third degree burn on his scalp and face.

WATCH.

2009-07-13T07:21:00.000-07:00

hey guys! i'm like kinda crazy right now.
no, these few days cos i've been catching up alot on MJ.
i have no idea what's gotten into me, but he's really a nice guy.
i know so much about him now and i feel so proud of myself!
i cant believe i start to like him so late ):
grah. I'M GONNA WATCH EVERY SINGLE VIDEOS OF HIM FROM NOW!
he is a great guy.
seriouslyyy!

this video is about after he got released of arrest after he was accused of molesting a boy. ITS SOOOO NOTTT TRUE.
this vid is part of the interview.
if you wanna see what's the whole thing,
i cant really findthe vid.
but i got the website :*
so must read! (if you're interested)

http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2003/12/28/60minutes/main590381.shtml

watch the last part where he talks about his son, prince! :D
it's damn cute.

i'm currently catching up on Michael Jackson's private home vids.
it is sooo nice.
he is a really playful guy.

THIS IS REALLY FUNNY. just watch k (:

heehee.
if you wanna catch up,
click here! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8Qpy0PJxec&NR=1

i wanna type everything i know about him!!
but i scared y'all think i'm a weirdo.
lol. so, ANOTHER DAY (:

but here's one fact!
you know why he built Neverland?
it's because he didnt really have a childhood.
he was travelling all around the world and all.
so, he built Neverland is to compensate the childhood that he never had.
that's why the rides, zoo and theatre are there.
he's really damn poor thing.
he wrote a song called 'Childhood'
just go read the lyrics (:

k. i know y'all are gonna think i'm weird. LOL.
but IDCCCC!!
he's so amazing.
:D

I've got a confession...

2009-07-10T04:16:00.000-07:00

I've got a crush on Tyn & I'm not even kidding ...............

I think it's huge this time.............
she just turns me on soooooo bad!!!!.......

hope she wun c tis ...... bt i tink she will ...., hope she wun. i wan 2 tell her i like her face 2 face, bcoz den mayb she wil lyk me more ...................

When i grow up!

2009-07-07T07:54:00.000-07:00

holly molly!
i'm turning fifteen in like, one hours time!

you know, i was having a really bad tummy ache earlier this evening, and i had my phone wih me when i went to the toilet to shit. (hahaha! how unhygienic, i knowww. hahaha. but i got my ways to make it hygienic!)
but anyways, i was thinking of what would change or what should change when i turn fifteen!

and i came up with
15 embarassing things i shouldn't do when i turn 15: (all based on past experiences)
1. fart out loud
2. sneeze like a man
3. boobs to continue growing
4. allowing pitz hair to grow for a week without shaving
5. leaving thick bush on eyebrows above my eye (rachel yonggg ahh.. you watch out ahhh)
6. primary 6's slanted fringe (check out my ez-link card!)
7. wearing ah ma panties
8. wearing unsupportive bras
9. pretending my bears are alive
10. act cute
11. drawing utters on everyone's paper/books
12. being tone deaf
13. having uneven nail lengths
14. bad hair day
15~~. being a retard to everyone~~ (sorry, that i cant do :D)

15 things i should do when i am 15! (hmmm, some i guess)
1. comb my dolls
2. quit restaurant city
3. play neopets
4. be on youtube with michelle!****
5. challenge to have smaller boobs than sheryl***
6. get a nipple piercing
7. drive. in the arcade!
8. stayover SOMEWHERE.
9. grow.
10. go for bikini wax!
11. research on 'why do human have pubic hair'
12. try to go back up to express!**
13. keep fit with michelle!
14. walk nakedly around orchard with rachel!
15. *this is a secret*

heeheee. lame, i know.
but certain things are true okayyy!
(:
i really love the accessories rachel got for me.
and the muffins mel baked.
ohmy. i still cant forget yesterday's surprise.
i love surprises and i never had one till, yesterday? (:
hahaha. so touching.
i love you guys foreverrrr.

and thanks rachel! for being first for me to spot that you dedicated a post to me (:
heeheehee. love you(:

can't wait for OUR date tmr (:

Surprise advance birthday party!

2009-07-06T08:42:00.000-07:00

had a great day with Michelle, Sheryl, Rachael, Rachel, Eunice, CLaudia, Melissa.N, Shazwana, Illya and Christabel! :D
was actually suppose to meet sheryl only today (well, to me) but it was seriously damn unexpected for the rest to plan the birthday party! hahaha.
i was damn blur and i got tricked by sheryl so badly till i dont even know!
went to marina barrage thinking theres gonna be 'fireworks' in the end, was greeted by the gang with a birthday song and i didnt't know it was them until a while later!
hahaha.
today was awesome (:
thank you all for planning such a wonderful day and y'all managed to 'SURPRISE' me.
heeheehee. :)

michelle send me the pictures soon! (:

meanwhile,
check this out!

beyonce can really MOVE IT.
sorry for the blur video. it's all i can find):

THIS IS A MUST WATCH!
WATCH THE FIRST FEW PART WHERE THE GIRLS CLAPS.
OMG.
THE GIRL ON THE LEFT IS OFF WITH THE CLAPS.
THE GIRL ON THE RIGHT FORGOT TO CLAP AND SHE SMILED.
omg. how can they produce this.
LOL. and guess what, she's an asian rapper.
wait, she's SINGAPOREAN!

Michael Jackson's Neverland Ranch.

2009-07-04T13:37:00.001-07:00

OMG. check this out.
it's so pretty ):
i read Michael Jackson up on wiki, searched him on youtube and went to look at how beautiful neverland is.
heartpain that he's gone ):

All at once.

2009-07-03T08:48:00.000-07:00

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another
To another

Back for MORE.

2009-07-03T08:37:00.000-07:00

back to blogger!
feels weird being all alone onsugar.
michelle pangseh me, leaving me to figure out how the hell onsugar works.
till i know how to make it fancier, i shall be here. :D

i'm so sleepyyyy.
gonna start having titles from now!
this way, its neater.

school has been going well for me (:
hope in a blink of an eye, holidays are here again ):
i need a break from everythingggggggg!

NEW BLOGGY WOGGY.

2009-06-28T09:23:00.000-07:00

oh man. i dunno which blog to use.
i've currently 2 blogs now (:

one is here.
the other is www.anneeee.onsugar.com
sorry for the totally not original website.
couldn't think of anything else besides my name and sadly, bubble-gummers ain't that original either.
i'm currently more attached to blogger and i feel a pinch in my heart betraying blogger ):
hahaha. onsugar needs to have more skins yo!
look at my blog and see how empty it is.

kay. i shall blog there now. (:
oh yes. there's school tmr and i'm up past midnight.
will it affect my concentration tmr? ):
hope not. ): ):

2009-06-26T09:21:00.001-07:00

can't believe i wasted my time just to screenshot those stuff.
and seriously, are you gay?

sheryl hasn't been coming to my blog to update for me ):
'i will never look you in the eye and tell you that i love you anymore...'

and update on my day today,
went to tyn's place to do project.
but ended up getting distracted :/
hahaha. which was really bad cos there was only one laptop.
and all of us had to use it to finish our individual work then we can discuss.
but the bad thing was, tyn and i havent finish.
so we were kinda trying to take turns.
but i ended up playing cooking mama.
:/
hahaha. it's really gay but fun.
i had to blow my soup. :o

after that, went to michelle's house and did,
SEVENTEEN WORKOUTS.
we're like the healthy partners.
and we're gonna change our favourite snack: LAYS VINEGAR CHIPS.
to healthy snacks like, YOGHURT and BLENDED FRUIT SHAKES.
heehee. totally healthy.
we made a blended fruit (with a little milk powder as i forgot to buy yoghurt) shake with APPLES AND PEARS AND A BOTTLE OF YAKULT AND 3 SPOONS OF NESPRAY MILK POWDER!
hahahah. it was really good. but the blender scared us by roaring so much.
we left it in the freezer then (:

after seventeen workout, drank the shake and OMGGG.
it tasted really good.
my brother was like snatching with me.
and michelle and i took it as dinner (:
was really good and filling!

after the shake, about 8 plus, we went down to JOG.
omg. it's been so long since i've jogged and i was so bloated with water that after our last round, i puked a little.
);
felt so uncomfortable.
but after that, i pulled myself up and felt better(:
went to the void deck gym and 'played' and talk :D
heehee. michelle did a flip with the pull-up thingy!
hahaha. she even wanted me to try it.
but i scared my pek-pek pain. :X

felt so healthy today.
never felt so good throughout this whole holiday!
love working out with michelle!
sunday gonna go swimming then do facial mask.
heehee. seventeen workouts are so gonna be damn popular after you see our WEIGHT LOSS. :D
hahahah. (no guarantees, but we work damn hard okay! (:)

kay, gonna go now.
just webcammed with sheryl and her sis :D
i was so excited and happy cos its my first time using a webcam.
omggg.
i wanna do a youtube video with it!
hmmm, can i? :O

2009-06-25T09:53:00.000-07:00

just wondering, what are blogs to some people.
and why are they constantly thinking about who they hate all the time when the person he/she hates don't even care. (seriously, not at all)
then they'll act as if it's other people's fault to why they are blogging about them.
it just gets really annoying and those who has access to that person's locked posts, have all wrong information about the whole entire situation.
well, it's not like a i care.
but seriously,
unlock those post and see how dirty your blog is.
was looking thru some days back and i saw such a nice and clean emo blog, always missing someone or whatever.
and hmmm.. what lies beneath.
no one really wants to know..
and i dont think you should post such stuff on your blog (and if you do blog such nasty stuff, don't try talking to the person you blogged about nastily, or try to be two-face with the friends connected)
you just dont know how much trouble you're getting into if it leaks.

2009-06-25T09:39:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA. been youtube-hopping!
WATCH THEMMM!! OMGGGG.
so freaking hilarious.
a little (actually its VERY) vulgarrrr!

2009-06-24T09:59:00.003-07:00

hear my blog song guys(:
i like it though.
just that one part sounded like the 'korean boy singing touch my body' thingy. :/

2009-06-24T09:59:00.001-07:00

(Turn The Lights On)

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe Ill get a chance to see you
When i close my eyes
Im going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
Youre the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream am is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up youre there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me youll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
Youre the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where,
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my,
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

2009-06-23T11:32:00.000-07:00

WHO ARE WE?

hahaha, michelle's fav guy.
i like his last part(:

jamming tmr at a studio! :}
and gonna re-pierce my cartilage! :O

2009-06-22T10:29:00.000-07:00

You say you got to go and find yourself
You say that you've become someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm there whenever you need me, I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you
Come back to me

Take your time I won't go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I keep your things right where you left them I'll be here for you

And I'll let you go I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you
Come back to me

I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
When you find you
Come back to me

I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul to bare
I can't fix you, I can't save you
It's something you have to do

So I'll let you go I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you
Come back to me

I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
When you find you
Come back to me

2009-06-22T08:49:00.001-07:00

wow, he's good.

2009-06-21T10:24:00.000-07:00

Had an awesome day today. :D Went swimming with anne, Michelle, Stella And jacov. Went swimming quite a number of times this week. I'm happy. Was cam-whoring in my room the whole afternoon after swimming. We made a parady. It was fun. :D We're going to some studio on Wendesday. Anne will be tone deaf (!!) We took like 500 plus pictures. Couldn't upload on facebook. :( Went to Courts and Giant at Tampanies just now. The U space was AWESOME. It was like a coocon (sp). Then it had like music and moodlight. Was spending my whole time trying all the equipment. Then later, went to Giant to get groceries. Got quite a lot of stuff. Anne went to Michelle's house I think.
Alright, I'll shall stop here. Good night people. Anne is prolly playing her sims now.
Okay, baibai.

2009-06-18T09:08:00.000-07:00

CHILDPROOF YOUR 'VALUABLES'!

don't you just agree w chris crocker? heehee.
he's so gay, literally. but, WHO CARES! :D

2009-06-18T08:38:00.000-07:00

Hello babiessss :) I'm here to blog again. Omggggg, my sims is pregnanttttt! HAHA! Not only Anne's sims is pregnant. Mine is also pregnantttttt :D yay, mine looks better than Anne's. Heehee, beat that. And i know lots of cheat code. To make the pregnant lady sim to be happy :D I want a quadriplet.
Okay, my mum actually came to spot check me and my sister today -.- How stupid can it get. She's like ignoring us now. Wdv. Hope she talks to us soon though :/ Feels weirdddd.

Alrightt, I'll go continue doing my work now. My sister went for Lady Gaga's concerttt :( Anne is jealoussss! HAHA! Love you :)
Anne went Coffee Bean to study with Rachael and Rachel just now. Haha, i went for tuitionnnnnn. And stupid Tyn went for Chomp x2 without me. She thinks she's very cool. But she's not :(

Here are some "cute" pictures of Anne. She took it herself with my sister's phoneone. And at the bottom are Lady gaga's pictures.

2009-06-17T07:27:00.000-07:00

Anne is sick :( I suspect that she have swine flu. Cause she havee........ Fever, body ache, flu and headache. Hope she gets well soon. Played Sims 3 today :) It was fun! Didn't manage to build the house all by myself. So we just bought a really big and furnished house. My sims is also pregnant! :D Had sex about 4 times and suddenly my sim felt nauseous. HAHA! Okay. Gonna watch Paris hilton bff.
Bye, and get well soon Anne.
Love you baby :)
Here's a picture for you :)

2009-06-15T17:18:00.000-07:00

HEE, did a little touch up on the blog. so tiredd. and BORED.
stayed home throughout the afternoon ):
sheryl's having fun at her stupid cousin's house. ):
michelle's packing packing packing ):
graaah.
save me, sims. :D

2009-06-15T17:14:00.000-07:00

Listen up I feel a little drunk
Lets speed up the drums and create dirty funk
DJ spinnin it, whole clubs diggin it
Diggin the dirty funk I'm singin it

One for the women, holding VK
One for the fella who felt he had to pay
I say, I'm feelin it, feelin the dirty funky stuff that we're dealin' with
Well I hope you brought your game shoes
Cause this dirty funk's what we're gonna have a rave to

Cause it's dirty funk, it's up and away,
And we turn up the drums and have a little rave
When the night turns into today, the funk don't stop it just moves away
To another place and they rave… they rave
The Dirty funk, woh oh,

Picture this, a whole club rockin,
it's Friday night and the beats aren't stopping,
its actually Saturday, we don't clock it
cause we're too busy havin a rave or head boppin it.

One for the women sippin gin and tonics,
I thought I was on it but this girl had a boyfriend
He came over like 'bruv that's my girlfriend'
I was like alright mister, pipe down, pipe down,
Theres no need to go and have a fight now
Well maybe later, cause right now

It's the dirty funk, it's up and away
and we turn up the drums and have a little rave
When the night turns into today, the funk don't stop it just moves away

See me sippin on vodka red bull,
Got to do dance cause that's what my heart says
Rave it up, dirty funk in the mix,
Pull out my dance moves and other dirty tricks
Cause I know I know you'll be raving it up
And I know I know you'll be lovin the funk
Up jump the beats slam down the guitars
Everybody point to the stars

Cause it's dirty funk, it's up and away,
and we turn up the drums and have a little rave
When the night turns into today, the funk don't stop it just moves away
To another place and they rave... they rave, yeah, ooh ooh,
They rave yeah yeah

2009-06-14T06:55:00.000-07:00

'Don't tell me i look pretty, pretty looks like me!'

hahahah, sheryl's really cute.
she talked about rachel's party as if it's her own blog.
R,S,R,M,E. hahaha!
anw, I LOVEEE CRIS CROCKER.

2009-06-14T06:07:00.000-07:00

Hello world. Since Anne doesn't wanna blog, I'll help her :)

Guess what, she is ditching her blog cause of SIMS 3 :(

Here is her addiction:

Anne can't live w/o this. her sims name is crumplebottom -.-
She had a really fun day with S&M :) She loves them. Went to find M's tankini(SPARKLES).
But didn't manage to get it. A is following M to get one tomorrow.
And S is going to have fun. M is going for a holiday :( Leaving A alone. poor her.
But she can live with it. Cause she has her SIMS :)
Its her new found babbyyyy. A went to her aunt's house yesterday(again).
She left all of us alone. R is sad :( So am i. A said sorry to R as she couldn't turn up.
On behalf of A, I'll say sorry to R :( Sorry R :(
A iss a mean ass. And everyone knows that.

We all stayed over at R's chalet yesterday. A didn't go :(
It was fun :) But it was freezing when it came to the sleeping part. S and E were like snatching the blanket in the middle of the night.
M, R, R, S &E slept on the bed and the rest slept on the floor.
We drank drinks and R was high. She kept laughing to herself. (HAHA!)
Then played truth or dare and more. slept at about 3 plus?
Woke up at about nine plus. S &M went off early.
Overall, it was fun :) Thanks R :)
Hope you have a wonderful birthday celebration.

Now, A must be playing with her Sims. (As usual)
And this is A's new favourite singer!:
LADY GAGAGAGAGGA!
Britney Spears: (Gagaagaagaaa... Yeaaaahhh...Haaaahaaahaa...)

Okay, I'll stop here. I'll update more for her again :) Bye.

2009-06-12T10:13:00.001-07:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

2009-06-12T10:03:00.000-07:00

Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.

blog's DEAAAADD.

finally i'm back here again.
hee. i'm listening to new songs.
michelle let me hear the cover done by The Fray for heartless.
pretty good laaa.
hahahah. michelle's gonna kill me.(:

k, rachel's bday party tmr and i cant be there.
sincere apologies alright?
i'll be there on sunday. if you still have your doors opened for me (:
happy 15th burpday!
hope you like what chelle, sheryl and i got you. love love. (:

kay, gonna play sim3 now! :O
haha, and NO, i dont blog only becos something happened.
it's jusso that i have no mood to play sims just now.
my twitter is dead too. lol.

When it's time to live and let die
&you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.

2009-06-12T07:33:00.000-07:00

BOOM BOOM POW

OMG. WHO IS THAT WITH THE RETARDED ENTRANCE?!

BOOM BOOM POW

*Gasps* IT'S.... Black Eyed Peas!
Joke. Totally. ROFL.

I think I should shut up now. :D

HI ANNE.
Anne is neglecting her blog cause she's busy playing Sims 3.
Ohwow!
She chose Sims 3 over her blog!
Tsktsktsk.
Say that to her when you see her k! >:B
Tsktsktsk.

TSK ANNEY.
TSK.

(I'm totally crapping here. K bye.)
(I shall remain silent till someone figures out it's me.)

2009-06-05T10:29:00.000-07:00

We are the crowd
We're quick coming out
Got my flash on it's true
Need that picture of you
It's so magical
We'd be so fantastical

Leather and jeans
... glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us
It don't have a trace
Ready for those flashing lights
'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

I'll be a girl backstage at your show
Oh the ropes and guitars
Yeah cause you'll know
I'm styling between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is broked
...
My lashes are dry
But with teardrops I cry
You don't have a trace
Loving you is ....
'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

Real good
(We're dancing in the studio)
Snap snap
(That shit on the radio)

Don't stop for anyone
We're plastic but we still have fun!

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

2009-06-05T09:55:00.001-07:00

HOLLYYY MOLLYYY GOLLY!
(heee, i just felt like saying that after reading my lastest post before deciding whether to update or not)

anww, had a really REAALLY great day with michelle, rachael, rachel, eugenia, shaz and marc (yes, my brother) at WWW (wild wild wet) today! (:
and i looked really really fat in my bikini compared to everyone ):
i put on weight.
i'm really upset right now):
i'm gonna stop eating, people.
CONTROL MEE!

and yes, i'm gonna change my blogskin soon.
but for now, i'm gonna just remove the 'click-click' part when you enter my blog. HAHAH.
annoying, i knowww.

btw, i'm like addicted to lady gaga's songs right nowww.
it's so good.
i love her. and i mean it.

heeeee.
wanted to go to sentosa with sheryl yesterday.
trained all the way to vivo and we decided not to go.
and we watched...
NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2!! :}
IT'S FRIGGING FUNNY, CUTE AND GOOD.
omg. i was laughing my ass out.
but it was so anti-climax when SOMEONE WHOM YOU WATCH WITH DOESNT LAUGH THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE ENTIRE SHOW.
she just practically lie on my lap the whole time, attempting to sleep and i forbidded her to. heehee. :D
yes, she doesnt laugh at funny stuff in movies.
and i can officially conclude that cos i've watched hundred and one movies with her.
and she doesnt laugh at the FUNNIEST stuff.
she said monsters vs. aliens aint funny.
OMG. seriously maaan! its so freaking hilarious!!!

esp when the 'bug' thingy turned into the butterfly.
omg. the minute i saw that i just burst out laughing.
HAHAHAA.
it had eyelashes man! seriously. how gay could that thing get!

and i do have pictures): all are in on my facebook! :}
i still dunno how to work facebook man.
how to play games ):

anw, gonna do my work soon. next week probably. ):
i love my ladygaga songs(((:
gonna change it, NOWWW.

the song on my blog is so emo ):
but i like it :D
so sheryl, dont mute my youtube song everytime you hear it!
heee, but i love you so much.
happy belated eight. <3

2009-06-02T09:55:00.000-07:00

i re-dyed my hair!
and i cant believe my mom said it looks good.
hahaha, i'm impressed(:

gonna go help michelle re-dye hers too.
my nostrils smells like chemicals due to my hair.
its freaking driving me crazy.
gonna watch sims3 trailer nowww.
heee. i know i'm slow.

2009-06-01T09:41:00.000-07:00

LADYGAGA'S THE BAMMM.

i wanted to upload a nice high quality video of lady gaga's new paparazzi music video and all are under terms of violation or whatever. some are just in really bad quality. so y'all find yourself k! it's so worth watching.
dot let our parents catch you watching though.
kinda porning at first. HAHA.

2009-05-29T08:44:00.000-07:00

I'm finished.

-eyes looked extremely ugly in all these photos.

had a great day with michelle, shaz, illz and rachel today @vivo.
shopped like crazy w michelle after they left(:
bought leggings and long tank top dress.
proud of myself.
principal gave this congratulating letter which didn't say much.
but my mom was damn retarded.
she's not drawn to anything, but the sentence that says 'thanks to you parents that helped her strive...... blah blah blah'
she's like, whoa, see, listening to your parents does help you improve!
urgh. lol. my mom asked if i was interviewed -.-
lol. it's like a big deal that i finally passed all in my family.
but it's still very retarded of my mom.
and sheryl shen's really cute.
she told me that letter's really impt and warned me not to throw i away.
she's really cute. (:

You seized this chance, to get back with her.
You just threw all my hopes away.
I don't really care if she means more or i'm just letting my mind go wild.
If you wanted to get back with her, you could've just said so.
Not take this break up as an opportunity.
Now, i don't even know where to start or end.
We quarreled cos of something else.
Now i've to apologise for something else that i've been against for, for 2 years.
Now, that's really, REALLY fair to me.
You dont even know how much it hurts to even try.
And you just went along with your well-planned plans.
Well yeah, there you go.
Anne lost the battle.
&i'm too tired to fight back.
So, please, stop forcing me to give in.
I've tried accepting her before.
But which part of 'i really cant do it' and 'i really did try' do you not understand.
& all you do is say, that i can 'harp on how selfish you are but it's not going anywhere'.
Yeah, you're not selfish.
I am the one, alright?
You can even talk happily to someone that treated me so badly this year when i didn't even do anything, just becos we broke.
You just dunno how much it hurts.
Well yeah, i'm not as heartless.
I dont give back whatever is memorable.
Instead, i want to keep it.
Becos i know it was the happiest time of my life.
But i never knew, throughtout this whole entire period of time,
i brought you, NOTHING, but tolerance, selfishness and unhappiness.
So yeah, you happily chose your path.
I should choose mine now.
I can't change the part of accepting her.
That's why i can't bring myself to apologise to you though i really wished i could, cos i know i am really mean to you.
And this really got the best out of me.

I'm finished.

2009-05-28T07:55:00.000-07:00

Love's a battlefield, better go get your armour.

whooo, had a really tiring day w rachael and michelle today!
saw yan when michelle and i finally arrive at Cine.
(cos i was taking really long to get ready. new clothes = disability to match it ):)
then yan has to go ):
ate yummy subway today.

bought more accessories at DIVAAA.
i need to go get one more bracelet!
the black one which comes in 3 ):
it was 16bucks and i was contemplating whether to buy it ):

anw, had fun changing in and out of clothes w michelle today! :D
though i know rachael was pretty bored ):

it's been long since i've blogged like that.
will blog more often!
my mom's driving me, INSANE.

PICTURES!

-heels!

-this is the most outrageous thing i've ever tried in my whole entire life!

-love my nail colours! i bought EVEN MORE nail polishers :D

since you 'don't give a fuck about me' anymore,
i guess i'll be leaving.

2009-05-27T21:23:00.000-07:00

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh oh oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for (fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

Why does love always feel like
Why does love always feel like
A battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for

I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for

2009-05-26T07:52:00.000-07:00

i HATE it when people call me annoying.
it hurts even more that you called me annoying just becos you're upset.
i kept calling becos i'm worried right.
you dont have to SHOUT AT ME.
YOU DONT HAVE TO VENT YOUR ANGER ON ME.
you can just CALM DOWN RIGHT.

fuck you.
not your fault and i should know you'll vent it on me?
fuck you.

2009-05-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

finally gave gregory wong a piece of my mind.
he BETTER read it.
or i'll come for him.
urgh, bitch.

and i finally showed Y.O.U attitude. (hopefully your skin's not so thick till you can't feel it)
like HOW YOU DID TO ME WHEN I DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING TO YOU.
surrender to you, mf?
i dont think so.
dont always make me look like the bad one, when you're the big bully.
hmmm, shall i say, SILIENT& BEHIND-MY-BACK- BULLY?

people like Y'ALL, make my life SICK.
tell me why you guys exist.
i dont think i did A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G wrong to Y.O.U man.
and what kinda things do i get you, bitching bout me behind my back?
i think i'm way too nice.
i should stop waiting till i hear you talking behind my back, then i start talking bout you.
i shall bitch about ridiculous things about you from now, TWENTY-FOUR-SEVEN.

2009-05-19T08:19:00.000-07:00

ripped from someone called, auburntiger54, comment from youtube!

1. Your reading my comment
2. Now your saying/thinking thats a stupid fact.
4. You didnt notice that i skipped 3.
5. Your checking it now.
6. Your smiling.
7. Your still reading my comment.
8. You know all you have read is true.
10. You didn't notice that i skipped 9.
11. Your checking it now.
12. You didn't notice there are only 10 facts

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i'm realllyyy happy!
i didn't fail any subjects.
proud of myself yet i know i can do, BETTER.
my f&n was crapp. lol. i manage to just pass it! 20/40. :O
hahah, and i did well for poa! 94/100.
i've got no intention of becoming an accountant!

anw, tmr's retreat!
feel like ponning):

2009-05-18T08:54:00.000-07:00

I lift my voice to sing out
Let the sound of my heart bring out

got back 5 papers today(:
chinese, english, math, ss & history.
fortunately, I PASSED ALL! :D

but i'm not satisfied, i thought i could do so so so so much better for ss. really. ):
sigh, luckily my history pulled me up.
it's really unexpected. ):
and i passed maths first time in history!
but, not satisfied. ):
i really thought i could do better.
chinese, lol, expected to do the least among all subjects.
guess i was right ):
havent calculated listening compre and oral yet though. hope it'll pull me up one more grade!

anw! watched angels and demons yesterday at suntec!
it's really good.
though it's a little deep to understand.
i understood it in general though.
i really, really, REALLY wanna catch NIGHT AT THE MUSUEM 2!!!
it's so tempting.
many movies i wanna catch now! but i cant think of it. :X

lol. i have MANY pictures to post but i've been busy watching ANTM CYCLE 12 (i'm finishing!) and haven't been giving attention to my blog ):

also! picnic last friday w sheryl, rachael, michelle, my brother and rachel was a great one!
though the weather kinda spoilt everything, but i have to say, marina barrage is a really nice place for picnics!
i'm gonna go there for my dates!
wahahaha.

i really wanna go tyn's place to play WII!!!
i wanna play the bully game!
and michelle says that playing wii only makes you look retarded.
LOL. cos you're like hitting the air.

kay, i'mma go now.
something really annoyed me today but b said to, CONTROL.
lol, confrontation's better than ranting right here.
doesn't work, does it?

2009-05-09T10:57:00.001-07:00

Let me in your arms to feel,
The beating of your heart baby.

painted my nails! :}
well, gonna stay here for only 3 days!
created another quiz on FB!
GO DOOO! :D
heard sheryl got a xanga!
lol!

went to long beach today! :D
has great seafood.
haven't had crabs for a really long time.
my baby cousin is really adorable!!
she looks like a princess.
i'm JEALOUS.
i want a pretty baby too!

i have pictures to upload though (:
and whooo! one more paper to go!
supporting sheryl's mama in the beautiful mum contest tmr. so cute right!
lol. k, gonna sleep nowww.
havent been updating my twitter much ):
i still dont understand why people using IE cant view my tagboard. and solely, MYTAGBOARD ): now no one can see my twitter toooooo ):

photobucket's taking really long ):

URGH. I FORGOT TO RESIZE MYYYYYYYY PHOTOOOOSSSS):

i dont like copycats.

2009-05-09T10:53:00.000-07:00

(Beating Hearts Baby)
Baby is this love for real?
(Beating Hearts Baby)
Let me in your arms to feel
(Beating Hearts Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby
(Beating Hearts Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby

You, you want nothing to do with me
You, you want nothing to do with me
I, I don't know what to do with you
Cause you, you don't know what you do to me

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart baby
The beating of your heart baby

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
Your beating heart baby
The beating of your heart baby

Girl, you really got your hold on me
Girl, you really got your hold on me
Girl, you gotta get away from me
Cause you, you want nothing to do with me

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart baby
The beating of your heart baby

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
Your beating heart baby
The beating of your heart baby

In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do, yeah

In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do, well

You, you want nothing to do with me
You, you want nothing to do with me

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
Your beating heart baby
The beating of your heart baby

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart baby
The beating of your heart baby

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
Your beating heart baby
The beating of your heart baby

credits to michelle for introducing(:

2009-05-05T01:43:00.000-07:00

whoo. blogged hopped and twittered and i'm here blogging :D

finished PHYSICS AND MATH TODAY! :}
i manage to finish both paper on time.
physics was a little confusing.
but both are do-able :}

lets see,
english paper - done
chinese paper - done
ss paper - done
poa paper - done
physics paper - done
math paper - done! :}

and now i'm left with
history,
F&N (die)
bio! :D

i'm so egg-citeed :D

anw, got this news fro asiaoneNEWS!
so gross!!!!

Secretary accidentally bites off boss' penis
Tue, May 05, 2009
The Star/Asia News Network

A SECRETARY accidentally bit off the penis of her employer while giving him oral sex in a car.

Sin Chew Daily and China Press reported yesterday that while the 30-year-old woman was performing oral sex on the man, the car was hit by a reversing van.

The impact of the crash, China Press reported, caused the woman to bite off her lover's organ.

The daily reported that the incident occurred in a Singapore park where the couple met after work.

To make matters worse for the woman, her husband had sent a private investigator to spy on her after suspecting that she was being unfaithful.

The investigator said he had followed the woman and her boss to the park.

'On reaching the park, they did not alight from the car. Not long after, the car started to shake violently.

After the car was hit by the van, there was a loud scream from the woman whose mouth was covered with blood,' he said.

The woman later followed her lover to the hospital with part of the sexual organ.

The investigator, who called an ambulance to send the man to hospital, said that this was the first time he had encountered such an incident.

-adapted from : asiaoneNEWS

gross! imagine the sight of it!
gah. anw, changed my blog song!!

2009-05-05T01:41:00.000-07:00

check out the video :} she's so cute when she says 'i lost my fake ID and you lost the motel key'

You gotta help me out
It`s all a blur last night
We need a taxi `cause you`re hung-over and I`m broke
I lost my fake id but you lost the motel key
Spare me your freakin` dirty looks
Now don`t play me
You want to cash out and get the hell out of town

CHORUS:
Don`t be a baby
Remember what you told me
Shut up and put your money where your mouth is
That`s what you get for waking up in Vegas
Get up and shake the glitter off your clothes, now
That`s what you get for waking up in Vegas

Why are these lights so bright
Oh, did we get hitched last night, dressed up like Elvis,
And why, why am I wearing your class ring?
Don`t call your mother
`Cause now we`re partners in crime

CHORUS:
Don`t be a baby
Remember what you told me
Shut up and put your money where your mouth is
That`s what you get for waking up in Vegas
Get up and shake the glitter off your clothes, now
That`s what you get for waking up in Vegas

You got me into this
Information overload, situation lost control
Send out an S.O.S.
And get some cash out
We`re gonna tear up the town

Don`t be a baby
Remember what you told me (x3)
Told me, you told me, you told me
Shut up and put your money where your mouth is
That`s what you get for waking up in Vegas
Get up and shake the glitter off your clothes, now
That`s what you get for waking up in Vegas
Shake the glitter, shake, shake, shake the glitter, c`mon!
Give me some cash out baby
Give me some cash out, honey

2009-05-04T00:39:00.000-07:00

currently at jas's house and she's sleepinggg :}
just finished ss and poa paper! :}
ss was alright :}
i think i was relevant in the things i wrote for source based. but was kinda rushy for structured essay. :/
but i hope i get marks from what i wrote.

had confidence for poa.
i wanted to aim to get full marks luh ):
cos i thought i could do it.
guess what.
everything went extremely well till i had to do my balance sheet.
becos of one mistake i made in my profit and loss acc, (cos i got mixed up with where to put 'interest payable on loan' so i thought it's in the balance sheet's current liability. then guess whatttt. it's wronggg.
it's in the P/L acc ):
so i lost marks from there. the fill in the blanks question too.
i dunno if i'm right right though.
what a disappointment ):
i really wanted to do well for poa ):

grah. anw,
did i mention that SHERYL HAS FACEBOOK!? :}
hhaha. and TWITTER.
oh yes, my blog is best seen in mozilla firefox.
if you use IE, you wont be able to access my tagboard and twitter :}
i update my twitter frequently okay!
so follow me, people! :D

kay, gonna ask sheryl to start studying for math and physics paper for tmr ):
and call jasmine up :}
i hope i can do well for this two papers too :{
now i'm really worried bout f&n. cos there's alot to study.
alot alot alot alot.
whoo. but i'll try my best.

i have facebook! so i am, COOLZ. :D

when you cry, it made my heart ache ):
i'm sure you'll do well k(:
and i'll tutor you till you pass with flying colours!
ilymmmmm. <3

2009-05-02T08:35:00.001-07:00

2009-05-01T19:37:00.000-07:00

I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!
hope it's not so laggy.
i know the clicking for the first part was really annoying.
but dont you think it's sooo coool!
i like the coloours! :}

anwww!
I HAVE A FACEBOOK ACCCOUNT AND A TWITTER ACCOUNT! :}
check out my twitter account under my tagboard! :}
i'll update whenever i can :}
but the sad thing is,
nobody i know following me):
only deanne is following me):
and my picture on twitter is, ---> o_O
it's damn ugly, i know. I'LL CROP MY PICTURE SOON to upload(:

studied at tyn's place yesterday!
tgt with loads of chips!
sheryl, michelle, shaz, stella and jaasmine were there too(:

kay, i'mma go bathe nowww.
studying with sheryl later at novenaaa.
and i'm really hungry.
just bought sheryl's favourite eggy cake (:

it's yellow and it's sweet.
really nice.
rachael insulted it cos she say it's a cake for praying buddha ):

2009-05-01T10:21:00.001-07:00

Hi Anne.

2009-04-25T10:24:00.000-07:00

hello mello (:
it's so late nw.
i am really damn lazy to blog.
does anyone really read my blog? HAHA.

anw, this is for my beloved michelle:
you have to be strong k, and i'm always here for you.
i wont let you be some fat kid that indulge in fries everyday after that break up!
and definitely not gonna let you put on weight!
instead, i'm gonna make you have fun with life(:
i'll spend time with you looking at shimmering lights in singapore, playing eye spy with beautiful scenery, watch aeroplanes land, take videos of weird guy walking (like in your phone), walk down tp hub in the big rain and wind till our umbrellas overturn, late night playground swinging sessions, sing to many songs on youtube, or as simple as sharing ice kachang in BANQUET and let you try how atap seed tastes like(:
right now, i just want you to concentrate on your exams. ): i dont want you to be distracted with what's happening.
and we are all here to share and listen to your sorrows :}}}
dont cry everynight when you're alone ):
you've got so much more to think about!
like, thinking about... ME? "}
heee. be strong and stay strong k.
you can pull this through, definitely.
we're all in this tgt!
(together with BONNIE!)

kayy, i'm really sleepy now.
study date in the mprning with michelle and sheryl tmr(:
byebyebyebyebye people!
(my blog's so boring now.)
oh yes, everyone has lyrics for 'kiss me thru the phone'! it's like, EH-BREE-WEARRR!

this two videos are really cute.
the second on especially! (:

2009-04-21T09:01:00.001-07:00

Oh, sweetheart
Put the bottle down
You've got
Too much talent
I see you
Through those
Bloodshot eyes
There's a cure
You've found it

Slow motion
sparks you caught that chill
Now don't deny it
But boys will be boys
Oh, yes they will
They don't want
To define it
Just give up the game
And get into me
If you're looking
For thrills
Then get cold feet

Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I go slow
So if you want me
I don't come cheap
Keep your thing
In your pants
And your heart
On your sleeve
Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I fall deep
Cause the more you try
The harder i'll fight
To say goodnight

I can't cook, no
But I can clean
Up the mess you left
Lay your head down
And feel the beat
As i kiss

Your forehead
This may not
Last but this is now
So love the one
You're with
You wanna chase
But you're chasing
Your tail
Quick fix
Won't ever
Get you well

Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I go slow
So if you want me
I don't come cheap
Keep your thing
In your pants
And your heart
On your sleeve
Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I fall deep
Cause the more
You try
The harder
I'll fight
To say goodnight

Cause i feel
The distance
Between us
Could be over
With a snap
Of your fingers
Oh, oh, oh, yeah

Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I go slow
So if you want me
I don't come cheap
Keep your thing
In your pants
And your heart
On your sleeve
Oh, no
I do not
Hook up, up
I fall deep
Cause the more
You try
The harder
I'll fight
To say goodnight

Oh, sweetheart
Put the bottle down
Cause i don't wanna
Miss out

2009-04-21T08:55:00.000-07:00

omg... i need loads of time to update my blog.
my blog is officially dead. :/
exams are coming, and i'm gonna focus on revising first.
i've got so much to update. heeeee.
michelle's been really upset these few days):
that hyena couple's FAULT.
been trying to cheer her up.
hope she's better.

F&N practical is on thurs ):
making cheesecake, chicken rice and chicken soup!
i cant waaaait! :}
nervous though.
luckily sheryl's there to help meee!

and yes, my dears.
i will change my blogskin.
SOON.
hahaha. i know it's damn laggy.
but if you love me, my blog and my posts,
you'll wait till it loads rigggghhttttt, YANGLIN, RACHEL, SHERYL?
hahaha. you guys keep complaining my blog lag):

k. changing my blog song.
HEE.
i lurve it.

2009-04-14T08:45:00.000-07:00

recent addiction (:
and yes, i havent been blogging.
i've got loads to blog.
since saturday(:
uploading pictures soon. hopefully by this weeek.
and i heard my blog lags FREQUENTLY :O
how how howww.
what should i do):

Gimme them bright lights, long nights
High rise, overtime - (Pussycat Dolls)
Gimme them bright lights, long nights - Party till the sun is rising
High rise, overtime - Working till the moon is shining
Hot guys, fly girls - Never thought Id say
I feel on top of the world, I feel on top of the world
Hey

Im ready for the pressure
The drama and the pleasure
Got my whole life here in front of me
Im taking over when I hit the streets

Glamour, glitter and gold
Nothing is stopping you, nothing is stopping me
In this frenzy, out of control
I must stay in pursuit, do what I got to do

Gimme them bright lights, long nights - Party till the sun is rising
High rise, overtime - Working till the moon is shining
Hot guys, fly girls - Never thought Id say
I feel on top of the world, I feel on top of the world

Its like a rollercoaster
One step away Im closer
I can see it there within my reach
Wont let the city get on top of me

Glamour, glitter and gold
Nothing is stopping you, nothing is stopping me
In this frenzy, out of control
I must stay in pursuit, do what I got to do

Gimme them bright lights, long nights - Party till the sun is rising
High rise, overtime - Working till the moon is shining
Hot guys, fly girls - Never thought Id say
I feel on top of the world, I feel on top of the world

I can do it on my own (Nothing can stop me)
They can place my home (Cant slow me down)
The only thing I know (Is that I wont fall)
And I have it all (I have it all)

Gimme them bright lights, long nights - Oh, yeah
High rise, overtime - Working till the moon is shining
Hot guys, fly girls - Never thought Id say
I feel on top of the world, I feel on top of the world

Gimme them bright lights, long nights - Party till the sun is rising
High rise, overtime - Working till the moon is shining
Hot guys, fly girls - Never thought Id say
I feel on top of the world, I feel on top of the world

Bright lights, long nights - (Pussycat Dolls)
High rise, overtime
Fly guys, fly girls - Never thought Id say
I feel on top of the world, I feel on top of the world

2009-04-10T10:57:00.001-07:00

A parody:

dear diary,

i'm not close to my teddy now.
my blanket has taken the spot over my teddy.
i love my blanket.
but then, i realised i love my pillow too!
it's taking over the spot of my teddy too.
then, i saw my bedsheet,
i totally, totally, fell in love with it.
it's taking over my teddy too.

i think my teddy dont mean so much to me anymore):
it doesnt message me so often like how it used to,
tell me bedtime stories when i' not feeling sleepy,
be there with me when i'm afraid of the dark,
and more importantly,
i'm not close to it anymore.

oh yes, and i've been giving attitude to barney.
together with teddy.

i love my awesome blanket, bedsheet and pillow!
in short, i call them my
'chou chou' (smelly smelly in chinese)

oh man, 'chou chou's,
what will i do without you.

I LOVE MY AWRSOME, MOST EXTRODINARY, CHOUCHOUS-S!

hate barney, only responsible when he's told to.
A-NNOY-ING!

-to be continued

2009-04-10T10:00:00.001-07:00

and so, the silent-yet big conflict continues.
and yes, it's with me, bitch.

so i SAW,
not HEARD,
that you're upset, I DON'T DO MY DUTIES,
as a fucking vice-chair.
why is that so?
cos when you're late, i don't take attendance for you. (:
then air head,
get this into you k.
DO YOU MESSAGE ME, CALL ME, SHOUT AT ME, CALL YOUR WHOEVER TO CALL ME TO TELL ME, YOU'RE FUCKING LATE? (since you clearly know who's close to me too in the morning, grab your phone and call that person to tell her, to tell ME, that you're late)

YOU CANT CATCH UP WITH THE BUS, FELL DOWN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD, OR YOU FUCKING CANT FIND YOUR LEGS TO GET OUTTA BED,
yeah, SURE, i know all that happened.
yeah, sure i do.
when i sit in the parade sq all morning,
thinking that YOU will take the attendance.
cos i recieve, NO PHONE CALLS SAYING 'SOS, MY FRIEND, GET THE ATTENDANCE LIST, COS I AM SO DAMN LATE'
then your irresponsibility of lack of communication leads to my IRRESPONSIBILITY OF MY POSITION?
you saying me? or you?

firstly, you took the attendance, just like a chairperson since the first day of school.
i offered to help BEFORE. then you said, OKAY. then the next day, you took the attendance and started marking AGAIN.
and same goes for the other days.
you wanna do it, it's your problem.
and when you can't do it for THAT DAY,
MESSAGE ME, MAYBE? and get me to take it.
what's your phone for then.
and YOU CAN FUCKING SAY YOU CALLED ME? AND I NEVER PICK UP?

fuckface, i didn't get calls from ANYONE, besides sheryl as a wake up call in the morning.
and you bitch can tell me, you CALLED?
hah! my ass!
you wanna lie, dig for a better lie.
don't lie when there's prove, maybe?

and sure, i don't do my duties as a VCP.
i don't talk much in class.
i dont get change of seats at all during this whole period in school DURING LESSONS cos i 'TALKED TOO MUCH'.
i remind stuff on board.
i write the attendance on board.
i TRY to shut the class up when class gets noisy.
i tried to shut you up too, INDIRECTLY (TRYING NOT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS OR SOUR OUR 'FRIENDSHIP' - if that's what you call it, or treat me as a friend)
when teachers get so mad there's mumbles going on at the back of her head.
i don't get scoldings often.

i am NOT trying to be ego cos i think i did no wrong in school. i'm a human. i still can forget to bring my stuff at times. -.-
so don't bring this whole paragraph above this, COPY AND PASTE EVERYWHERE IN YOUR BLOG and say,
'i'm the most, egoistic shit, EVER'

anw,
so to the above mentioned,
i dont think i have a bad reputation as a VCP.
and if ANYONE can object to that sentence,
tag me/message me/call me/call your gang to beat me up
and i'll apologise.
but don't come and blog about me, THEN TREAT ME SO NICELY/TALK TO ME IN SCH and BEING SUCH A TWOFACE.

and as to what YOU'VE reasoned out,
then that's too bad.
i won't lick your boot and tell you that i'm sincerely apologetic about not taking attendance for you, every morning just becos you're late.
well, simply, that's just becos you dont take up the initiative to tell me.

so what more do you have to say?
that i'm annoying cos i'm REASONING out with you on my blog?
and sure, spread it like kaya in school and let everyone go against me, BECOS YOU'RE OH-SO REASONABLE.
and one reason why i'm typing it here, MF, it's becos you started typing it there first.
and trying to make it so obvious to me, that you want me to know, I'M ANNOYING.
so i'm doing the same.
cos i'm not afraid of what YOU say/think/bitch about me.
i'll just bitch, wrong word, reason it out with you, IN YOUR FACE.
and the next time i see such hideous comments about me in your LOCKED POST, with my fucking name on it, that you're gonna ignore/dao/get annoyed with me,
i'll just come up right to your face with my bad breath, and ask you,
'WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM'
and there won't be a question mark.
cos i don't expect an answer from you.
cos i know, it's effing childish.
and till when i know it's reasonable,
i'll come up to you in a different manner.
you should know me by now.
i'm NOT that unreasonable and childish.

and when you wanna write it on your blog, tell someone your dirty little secret to get sympathy,
don't be afraid to see an answer from the person you complained about.
cos even in court, the guilty gets to reason out themselves.
why can i then?
and you hate me so much,
please, seriously, dont try to talk to me in sch when you feel this way towards me.
it'll only make me think, you're a faker.
and we'll see how life goes on in class.
with TWO LEADERS IN CLASS FEELING SUCH NEGATIVITY TOWARDS EACH OTHER.
and it's all becos of your childishness and unability to communicate properly and shooting bullets at me indirectly, for things i dunno i've done that MIGHT affect you so badly.
and i didn't know, it's becos of you.

so go on,
get all your attention.
the first one that will be there,
right at the front seat, haunting you everywhere,
is me.
and trust me, i am not that two face.

OH YES,
and that money matter that i said 'you asked me to pay and never pay back',
bird brain, i'm not referring to nancy's cake.
i chose a better cake for nancy and y'all to eat,
it's MY FAULT that i over estimated the money that we've raised.
so i'm not that unreasonable to quarrel with you cos of this.
and moreover, i managed to get back 7buck. and i just paid 3 bucks more than you guys for Y'ALL to enjoy the cake.
i didnt wanna eat the cake either.
so, YOU, even when you're not the birthday girl, be smart and appreciative I AM NOT THAT CALCULATIVE -.-
i asked money back was becos i was broke. now, i dont even care bout it.
so what i said in my previous post, was probably referring to your habit of asking people, to help you pay first cos you've no money, then never return.
but seriously man, i don't really care.
i'm just stating there to let you know HOW GOOD WAS I TREATING YOU.
but sadly, you didnt appreciate it.
so forget it k.

you wanna act like this,
being a total bitch to me, behind my back and in class,
then just leave it.
till the end of the year.
i won't solve it with you.
i won't bother to.
unless YOU TAKE UP THE COURAGE TO STOP TELLING PEOPLE AND TYPING IN YOUR BLOG, HOW MUCH YOU HATE ME and COME UP TO ME AND SORT OUT WHATEVER NEGATIVVE FEELINGS YOU HAVE TOWARDS ME, then i'll sort it out WITH YOU.

so, dont bitch about me, to my friends and in your blog, though i know it's your blog -.-
but be more sensitive to how i feel, MAYBE.
cos if you wanna take things all the way to THE TOP,
believe me, i'll take it to THE TOP with you.
you won't like it,
neither would i like to waste my time on such effing posts like this, just for you.

and so, i'll be waiting. to see what you have to reply to this.
and don't show me, you're afraid or trying to hide.
it'll just make me more irritated with you.
and disappointed, to see someone like you, SO BRAVE AND STRONG, to write such things on your blog with lock posts, then to see you hiding with more lock posts, preventing me from seeing what you got to say bout me, will just make me think you're a loser from hell.

i'm not trying to be harsh.
you're the one who was insensitive towards my feelings, IN THE FIRST PLACE.
i'm just defending myself right now.

2009-04-09T08:36:00.000-07:00

i'm enough of being hurt
so i'll start smiling to you, baby.

this video's so cool(:

watched confession of the shopaholic at amkhub todayyyy! :}
the nicest show i've ever watched.
it's really good.
should really catch it.
its funny yet touchinggg(:
isla fisher is really pretty in the show.
and the guy! :}
so hot together.
the kiss is HOTTT.

the show is just HILARIOUSSSS.
the girl bought a honey lemon that was over a hundreds of dollars out of pityness,
this was what she said 'i bought it out of sympathy! ): she had lazy eyes and i couldn't see the direction of where is she looking at!'
lol. that's why she bought it.
lol.
really good.
i dont mind watching it again sometime! :D

and yes,
things will start to differ.
you get what you want from now.
and i'll be independent.

2009-04-08T08:43:00.000-07:00

love the beats to this song(:
wanted to post some other song.
but this one got me addicted.
heee(:

(Jai Ho)
(Jai Ho)I got (I got) shivers (shivers),
When you touch my face,
I'll make you hot,
Get all you got,
I'll make you wanna say (Jai Ho)

(Jai Ho)

I got (I got) fever (fever),
Running like a fire,
For you I will go all the way,
I wanna take you higher (Jai Ho)
I keep it steady
Cuz steady is how I feel it.
This beat is heavy, so heavy,
You gon feel it.

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Ho! Uh-uh-uh-oh!
(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, come and save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.

Jai Ho

(Jai Ho) Escape (escape) away (away),
I'll take you to a place,
This fantasy of you and me,
I'll never lose the chase. (Jai Ho)

Yeaahhhh (Jai Ho) Yeaahhhh

I can (I can) feel you (feel you),
Rushing through my veins,
There's an notion in my heart,
I will never be the same.

(Jai Ho)Just keep it burnin', yeah baby,
Just keep it comin', (Jai Ho)
You're gonna find out, baby,
I'm one in a million.

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it's destiny)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, come and save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.

Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho

I need you,
Gonna make it,(Jai Ho)
I'm ready,
So take it!

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us,(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it's destiny)

Jai Ho!

Jai ho-jai ho!
Jai ho-jai ho!

Jai Ho!

Jai ho-jai ho!

Jai Ho!

2009-04-08T08:01:00.000-07:00

POKERFACE.

had lunch with michelle and rachel today(:
rachael lye pangseh us and went to meet her friend ):
and rachel was angryyyy!
lol. but she had us.
met greg at j8.
michelle wants to lean onto greg, but greg kept moving around and didnt care about her!
hahaha. was really hilarious.
he has a mole in his eye!

had macwings for lunch.
so fattening and unhealthy.
luckily i peeled off the skin.
and i squeeze out all the oil from my fries.
and seriously, without the oil, it's damn blend.
lol. it's like eating raw potato.

anw! then rach had to go.
her sisters keep calling her!
so chelle came to my place.
tried on a black top for her to see.
lol. she was drooling for me!
then we started being retarded and sang instrumental hip songs on youtube.
like,
me against the music by madonna and britney spears,
hit me baby one more time,
broken strings
realize
halo
if i were a boy,
and many mnay many more.
the funniest was me against the music.
cos it's like a duet between madonna and brit and the chorus, it's so fast!
we couldnt catch up.
i remembered sarah tan and i used to call each other on the phone during p4 and try to compete with each other and see who can memorise the rap!
LOL.

and michelle wants to do vlogs tgt with me just like how miley cyrus does it with her bestie.
LOL. so funny. then we'll post videos about us, singing retardedly and trying very hard to keep up with the music and lyrics.
heehee.

did my ss with chelle at macs today!
we finally met up like our old times today after a kazillion years.
i ate macflurry.
FATTENING.

had a great day.
would be better if rachael was there too ):

hey, you, twofaced, pokerface.
how i wish i could shout these words at you right now.
how i wish i can just put all these words in BOLD and FONT ONE THOUSAND.
so that everything i say right here, RIGHT NOW, would get into your bird brain.
so here it goes.
i dont think i ever did anything to you besides being a damn nice friend to you.
i'm willing to give, willing to share and willing to be there.
and now, are you trying to tell me, I'M A FOOL?
how many months (ONLY) have i really got to know you.
today, makes it the 4th month and 8th day.
well, minus 3 days cos sch only started on the 3rd.
so, 4th month and 5th day.
and what you only learnt about me, is the word, ANNOYING?
hey bitch,
you're the one who gave me attitude in the first place.
everytime when you have your pms days,
you show me attitude.
ONLY ME.
and you smile only when you want to.
you talk to me only when you need my help.
you ask me to pay this, pay that and dont return.
not only just once.
but many times.
shocks me and to my friends that a timid girl like you could be such a bitch suddenly.
yeah, people change.
for the better.
you? i've got nothing to say.
i tried to be the best type of friend as i can be to you.
and what have i got in return?
an attention seeking friend like you.
fancy telling someone close to me that i am annoying.
what are you trying to prove.
that you want me to know that I'M ANNOYING?
or you just wanna sour everything in my life.
i cant believe you can actually affect my mood all day in sch.
EVERYDAY.
and you, can be such a two face to ask if i am quarelling with whoever.
i dont think that's any of your business since IN THE FIRST PLACE,
YOU DONT TREAT ME LIKE HUMAN, OR EVEN LIKE A FRIEND.
so why the bother.
msg me to ask for hmk and giving me attitude.
blogging bout me that you're gonna ignore me and lock that fuck post.
seriously, what are you trying to prove, you tell me?
mocking me?
saying that i'm annoying and i dont know bout it and i continue being nice to you?
HAH.
fine, then watch me.
the next time, you show me attitude,
I SMILE AT YOU.
really widely till you can count how many teeth i have.
i never knew, i had you like a friend.
you broke my record.
no one's ever called me annoying.
well, my 'friend' did.
this way, no ones ever gonna be true to you.
and i'll be the first.
to show you how that feels.

You are the reason that I breathe,
You are the reason that I still believe
You are my destiny,
No there is nothing that can stop us
Nothing can ever come between us,
So come and dance with me.

2009-04-06T08:13:00.000-07:00

Oh Oh
La La La

I am, I'm too fabulous
I'm so fierce that it's so nuts
I live to be model thin
Dress me, I'm your mannequin

J'adore Vivienne, habillez-moi
Gucci, Fendi, and Prada.
Valentino, Armani too
Merde, I love them Jimmy Choo

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

Oh Oh
La La La
We love designer

I need some new stilettos
Can't walk, down the street in those
You are, who you wear, it's true
A girl's just as hot as the shoes she choose
Oh yeah

J'adore Weitzman, habillez-moi
Louis, Dolce Gabbana, Alexander McQueen, eh oh!
Merde, I love those Manolo

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

Oh Oh
La La La
We Love Designer

Oh Oh
La La La
We Love Designer

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

Oh
La La La
We love designer

Oh
La La La
We love designer

2009-04-04T11:02:00.001-07:00

my newest addiction :D

I wake up all alone, somewhere unfamiliar.
Been gone so many days, I’m losing count.
When I think of home, I see your face.
I know I have to wait…

(Chorus)
So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I miss hearing your laughter
And all the little things
Forgotten what it’s like to hold you
Cause where I am right now so unforgiving
It’s numbing everything

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

So promise
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you
You’ll wait for me.

I Promise
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
Just wait and see

I miss being at home
I miss your face
Don’t think I can wait...

We’re So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I promise,
It’s tearing me apart
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
I promise
Its tearing me apart
What I would do-
What I would do-
What I would do to be there with you

2009-04-04T10:16:00.000-07:00

doing it for the fame
cos we wanna live the life of the rich and famous.
doing it for the fame
cos we gotta taste the champagne and endless fortune

went for danceworks final with sheryl rachel eunice and christabel today which was held at the Bellini Grande.
it's a really nice pub!
met many dancers there. :}
and jere was so nice that he let us join his friends so we could go in pretty early(:
the pub had red walls with black floor tiles and red furnitures.
reallly hawt.
lol. the spot we sat in weren't really good though.
the angle was really off.
but still, it was great.
SJI - kworku did great and won 3rd :}
Tanglin sec - UTG won 2nd
Unity sec won 1st. :} they were really good.
and groovy girls from juying sec won 4th :D

the category 3 groups were SO MUCH more entertaining than CAT 2.
frankly speaking :/
the competition there was much higher.
it was really enjoyable to watch. all groups deserve winning :}

after everything, we went to get a cab from clark quey to far east to settle our lunch cos sheryl was really hungry and to buy hats :}
hats there were so ex.
so sheryl and rachel didnt get it. ):
had carl's junior and talked cock. :D
then went to wisma and shopped all around till we were at topshop/topman,
sheryl gtg ):
was suppose to follow her to go to the temple, but i didn't wanna ditch rachel):
so surprisinglyyy, i ditched sheryl.
heeheee. rachel was honoured :}
but i did it out of a reasonable reason ):
i even got sheryl a present okay!
(secret, she doesnt know it yet!)

hahah. so i spent the rest of my late afternoon, 6-9pm with rachel.
didnt do much(:
just walked around heeren 3 times up and down the whole building,
we left heeren, went back to heeren, left heenren, went back to heeren.
LOL.
and sat at every bench we see just to talk.
tried to explore orchard but it's really boring,
got a purple and black balloon, both were sinking cos helium was running out,
went to cine,
R bought jewellery,
i looked for carebears but it was filled with all the fake furry ones. :/
then went to talk outside cine,
walked to taka, sat at a bench outside taka,
find it boring,
walked back to paragon and sat at coffeebean to talk.
then had to go :D

lolol. yes, how PRODUCTIVE our 3 hrs of spending tgt was.
without dinner somemore!
now i'm hungry :{

grah. i'm really happy i downloaded many songs :D
IPOD, I'M GONNA FLOOD YOU WITH NICE SONGS! :D
MY EAR DRUMS ARE GONNA BURST!

sentosa with rachel tmr :}
wonder if i can go :{

gonna change my blogsong :D
and yes, i'm gonna lock my blog.

PICTURES OF YOU, PICTURES OF ME.
HUNG UPON MY BLOG,
FOR THE WORLD TO SEE :D
(not today's(:)

(exactly what i wore today :} )

sheryl's cousin, JASMINE :}
rachel said she's pretty.
she thought jasmine was stella (sheryl's sis)

i liked this dress from Zara :{
89.90

claudia's teeth is PEARLY WHITE!

LOL!

BETTINA TOOK THIS PICTURE! :D
we all look SO PRETTY! :D
LOL.
i can so see my face! :D
ironic!

my cam has lines.
why?

no lines :D
our face was so close cos we're afraid the cam cant capture! LOL.
look at our faces! it's 'stuck with it each other, stuck with each otherrrr, and nothing we can do bout ittt.' :D

bye world :D
happy6th<3

2009-04-03T09:01:00.000-07:00

VOICES IN HELIUM.
'jie, dont let the air out! it's PRECIOUS'

super interesting! finally had an experiment on how your voice will sound like after sucking helium! :D

heeheee. so hilarious. i look really ugly with my fringe pinned up :/
(i kept the balloon!) and yes, sheryl was wearing shorts. she looked like she wasnt. so STOP STARING! :D

danceworks finals tmr! gonna go support jerry :}
together with eunice rachel sheryl and stelle :}
BUHBYE!

2009-03-30T08:29:00.000-07:00

so much for being right here for you.
so much for telling myself i should treat you better.
so much for trusting your words.
so much for accepting the same old apology and promises you make everytime the same old thing happens.
and it always does.
the same old way.
how cliche.

{you know who you are}

2009-03-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

someone stop me from keep repeating this song on and on on my ipod. PLEASE! :}
love it song. TO THE MAX.

I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of your silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in
If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said
If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the pull of your heart
I taste the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils and God, when you come on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Singin' sha la la la
Singin' sha la la la la

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me, drown me in love

So wrong, So wrong
So wrong, So right
So come on, get higher
So come on and get higher
'Cause everything works, love
Everything works in your arms

2009-03-27T10:07:00.000-07:00

OMGGG. I'M IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER SONGGG.
BUT, I STILL LOVE THIS SONG.
I'M IN DEEP DILEMMA :/
nvm, i'll change soon. like, SOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNN.
:}
the next one i'm posting sounds really nice and sweet.
y'all will LOVE IT.
bye :D

p.s, for those of you who think i dont reply to my tags, i made the effort today okay! ): (((:

2009-03-26T09:26:00.000-07:00

You used to hold the door for me, now you can't wait to leave
You used to send me flowers if you ***ked up in my dreams
I used to make you laugh with all the silly **** I did
But now you roll your eyes and walk away and shake your head

When the spark has gone, and the candles are out
And the song is done and there's no more sound
Whispers turn to yellin and I'm thinkin

How did we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone?
Is it cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

Always sentimental when I think of how it was
When love was sweet and new and we just couldn't get enough
The shower, it reminds me you'd undress me with your eyes
And now you never touch me and you tell me that you're tired

You know, I get so sad when it all goes bad
And all you think about is all the fun you had
And all those sorries ain't never gonna mean a thing, oh

How did we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone?
Is it cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

Oh, we said some things that we can never take back
It's like a train wreck tryna hit the right track
We opened up the wine and we just let it breathe,
But we shoulda drank it down while it was still sweet
It all goes bad eventually

Now do we stay together cause we're scared to be alone?
We got so used to this abuse, it kind of feels like home
But, my baby, I just really wanna know, oh

2009-03-26T08:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15th BURF-DAY MICHELLEY KA POONEY! :D

i've got loads of wonderful retarded pictures(:
got a dress from cotton-on from sheryl and i for michelley :D
hope she likes it. :}

had loads of 'frame-ed' pictures this week.
lol. exploring stupid frames and mosaic with my phone.
whoo!

and something interesting,
my dad and brother was suspected for stealing things at NTUC -.-
like whose so retarded to steal groceries from a supermarket.
and not only that, you wanna go jail by stealing milk and bags of chips?!
please la.
moreover my brother took money from my dad to pay cos my dad had to go buy stuff somewhere else.
and the stupid stupid ass sercurity guard assumed my dad and bro planned it -.-
so my dad's going to confront that ass guy tmr.
IN YOUR FACE.

(out of point)
i'm currently listening to pink's song.
i'm addicted to one now :}
shall change it later.
i'm quite annoyed with my current blog song suddenly.
it's meaningful but way too noisy :/

ANW.
had quality time laughing with claudia today.
it's been long since we've actually laughed so hard about silly stuff.
lol. actually, never.
we dont usually sit together for the whole 3 periods of lesson laughing and talking.
lol. and guess what we were doing during F&N?
(becos we finished everything :D)
we were playing with chain mails.
like all the mind tests and everything.
pretty interesting.
found so many junks in my mail and thumbdrive so we started playing.
LOL.
i like today(:

had POA test today.
hope i'll pass or i'll drag christine along too :X
christine probably trusts me too much.
AHH. adds to the pressure.
lol.

--------------------------

i got pics! :}

after danceworks :D

saw a rainbow in the sky(:
3rd time in the year i saw a rainbow :D

i like the sky's colour :}

the balloon sheryl and tyn got for me :} thank you(:
it's still bloated but kinda going soft alr. but still floating :D

i like tyn's handwriting :D

TUESDAY (suppose movie date with eunice, claudia and christine)

LOL. I WAS TRYING THIS OUT.

bloob. :o

LOL. i collected yiru and tyn's one and this and michelle and greg! :D

this suits her!! omg. perfect pic. :D hahaha!
she's a lost santa.
chris says: the elfs gotta help me get something good for anne this christmas! :D

WEDESDAY! :D

tyn asked me to draw her dancing miley's hoedown showdown/ throwdown?? (?)
looks like her right! even yiru says so. :D

yiru's really freaky drawing.
she drew it out randomly. :X

TODAY! :D

me, chelles, greg! <-- is a girl. he's the only one on earth that allows me to take a self portriat knowing that it's gonna be framed up by something retarded. :X

in this pic, he smiled and stayed there for almost 5mins cos i was tryiing to get his face to fit this
frame. but failed. LOL.
but we had a good laugh out of it cos he WAITED! O:
hahaha!

teng-teng-teng-teng :D

chelle looks good here :}

first, got chelle to do the kissy face.
passed!
then, got greg to do it the opposite direction.
FAILED. he couldn't feel his lips. LOL.
so ended up doing this.
LOL.

PICTURE OF THE DAY.
i wonder if y'all seen the new carebears in stores.
some are cute. some, the eyes are damn droopy.
and some, are plain fake.
look at this:

this is such an insult to those adorable looking carebears!
and this just reminds me of animal abuse :X
look at the right EYE! :{

2009-03-25T09:32:00.000-07:00

hate the first part of the song :X
like screamo song.
but when it reaches the chorus, i like it :D
i like the lyrics actually :}
================================================

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each days a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
Whats worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts cause theres no second try
So live like youll never live it twice
Dont take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one youre dreamin of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know its never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
Cause you cant rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one youre dreamin of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

2009-03-24T08:56:00.000-07:00

ANNE IS BACK.

whoo.
i'm like really bored of my blog.
i think everyone stop coming alr):
anw!

DANCEWORKS IS OFFICIALLY OVERRR. ):
though i am so not prepared to be posting this sentence so early, but the judges chose the fate of both Voltage and Vantage to not take part in the finals ):
which is really really disheartening cos we all really practice so damn hard.
and definitely at least one group from our school should get into finals.
we all were damn sad and we broke down really badly.
each and every one of the dancers. performing or not.
sigh. we're all damn nervous about everything.
cried cos it's unexpectedly over, and definitely, for our upcoming SYF. :/
all the best guys(: y'all can DO IT.
'SEDUCE ME WITH YOUR DANCE :D' quoted by zaki!

aiyah, but still, we still kept our promise to our school.
Voltage won Best Energy AWARD(:
and Vantage won Best supported award, worth 300 bucks.
was aiming for a really much better prize for vantage.
never knew it turned out worse, though we did aim for this but, well, something much more.
at least best choreo for our instructor):
he deserved it.

grah. but overall, my first danceworks experience, it's really damn befitting.
i got to work with a paid choreographer, a proffessional make up artist and dance in an outfit worth 100 bucks.
so, yeah, i do appreciate everything(:

and not forgetting, JiaHui for being such a wonderful choreographer for Voltage.
and she broke down the most at the end of everything.
she did a really good job. (:
she too deserved best choreo.
whooo!

but anyhoos,
we'll all work harder for next year's DANCEWORKS 2010.
and i tell you, we're gonna work damn damn damn hard on the stupid asshole ANITI-DRUG storyline.
just becos VOLandVAN didnt work that hard on their storyline, we lost.
):
grah. shitholes.
OH YES. not forgetting, DANCE NIGHT!
i'm so excited.

and dance will be back to techniques again):
hope it's not as tiring.

a vid to end this topic...

VANTAGE!
(it's really blur and noisy. lol. whoever took this video was like commenting on our dance. LOL and i screwed up. SPOT ME!)

and voltage, the video is really damn bad.
so i wont post it up yet (:
i'll post it up on both youtube and my blog when i grab hold of eunice's and rachael's SD card! :D
heh heh heh heh
---------------------------------------------------

TODAY!

deng ddeng deng denggggg.

wanted to watch COMING SOON TODAY.
and was contemplating with claudia if we should watch.
and till the ned of the day during chinese, christine also wanted to watch!
so we decided to catch the movie at tp eng waah.
(cos we thought it's easy to sneak in. but we never thought IT'S HARDER THAN USUAL.)

anw, met eunice is christabel on our way out of sch.
and asked them if they wanna go.
and so, eunice joined us :D
reached tp entert by cab and the meter didnt even jump a bit.
lol.
went to buy tickets and the stupid old lady there asked for IC.
then i said we dont have our ICs. it's with teachers :X
then she say, 'no IC, cannot buy' -.-
so we thought of a 'BRILLIANT' plan.
we waited in the toilet, to wait for guys to come outta the toilet :X
and we asked a guy to help us buy.
and so, we thought after going through the ticket booth downstairs,
we're safe.
how would we know there's another old hag upstairs tearing ticket.
moreover, she's un ugly bung :X
then she asked for IC.
urgh. so annoying.

but before that, we were chatting happily at macs waiting for our show to start @ 340.
lol.
and so, we asked ambra to help us give her ic and whatsoever.
and blah blah blah, we still cannot watch and she went to ask for refund.
the old hag at the counter talk so much till the guy manager finally came out.
then ambra asked really sweetly, 'can we have our money back, PLEAASSEEE?'
then the manager said ' yes sure(:'
lol. damn funny.

grah. then went to subway to have dinner and slacked and talked.
really fun.
we're intending to watch this weekend!
lol.
took retarded pics of chris and eunice.
i'll uploaded soon.
GOTTA GO.

byebye
house flies :D

2009-03-19T10:12:00.000-07:00

two more days to...

DANCEWORKS

2009!

we can do it VANTAGE!

21 march 2009

Vivocity Amphitheatre,
1-4pm!

(come early! we, the kiasu people will be 'chop-ping' seats:D)

BE THERE OR BE SQUARE! :D

2009-03-18T11:13:00.000-07:00

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Mmmmmm
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
Ohhh
And now is i'm yellin' over her, she's yellin' over me
All that that means
is neither of us is listening
[and what's even worse]
that we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

(HOOK)
Nothin' [fighting for]
Nothin' [crying for]
Nothin' [whooaaa]
But we wont let it go for nothin'
[no not for]
Nothin'
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got
Ohhh baby...

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now
'cause I can't sleep through the pain
[can't sleep through the pain].

(CHORUS)
Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
No, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
Ohhh no no no...

(VERSE 2)

And it gets me upset, girl
when your constantly accusing.
[askin' questions like you've already known]
We're fighting this war, baby
when both of us are losing.
[This ain't the way that love is supposed to go].

Whoahhhh.....
[what happened to workin' it out]
We've fall into this place
where you ain't backin' down and i ain't backin' down
so what the hell do we do now...

It's all for..

(HOOK)
Nothin' [fighting for]
Nothin' [crying for]
Nothin' [whooaaa]
but we won't let it go for
nothin'...
[no not for]
Nothin'
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got
Ohhh baby...

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now
'cause I can't sleep through the pain
[can't sleep through the pain].

(CHORUS)
Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
No, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
Ohhh no no no...

(BRIDGE)
Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
[perfect, perfect, ohh ohh]
and just how good it's gonna be
we can fuss and we can fightlong as everythings allright between us...
before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now
'cause I can't sleep through the pain
[can't sleep through the pain].

(CHORUS)
Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
No, i don't wanna go to bed
[mad at you]
And i don't want you to go to bed
[mad at me]
Ohhh no no no...

2009-03-18T10:40:00.000-07:00

Girls Day Out. (:

lol. retarded-ness.
went out with rachel and ashley today(:
well, initially!
then rachael came to join us.
then ashley left a while later ):

can you believe it! she had a piercing on her arm.
like practically, on her arm!
hahaha. weird and unique, but i heard it's nice. O:
had lunch at LJS (cine). we named it (lan jiao sai :X)
lol. then talked about stuff over lunch.

and rachael was an EXTRAAA, she came and find us cos she was at Burger King :D
lol. kidding laaaa (:
yeaah, then went down to taka to get my top @ fox.
then contemplated whether to cut my hair ):
but in town, it's so ex.
so decided to cut another day(:

then headed down to wisma :D
then rachel and i wanted to be retarded.
so we went to F21 to try on stupid dresses.
LOL. and guess what. the fitting room only allowed 1 per fitting room -.-
so we didnt try.

then we went to charles and keith to try on heels.
try on a few only then rachel gotta meet her aunt.
her aunt smells good btw :X
hahha!
then went to esprit and tried on a top!
the grey one on top! ^^^

omg, i know cant see, my hair looks screwed and all,
i swear that top is DAMN NICE.
but it's like, 59.90?!
super ex.
but i love it.
rachael said it looks damn good(:
and rachel was the one who chose it(:

damn nice luh. i'm gonna try to get it.
whoo!

then trained to tp.
and
GOT MY HAIR CUT WITH RACHAEL!

haha. it's not much of a haircut actually.
cos of DW, i cant cut my length.
so i just tidy up my fringe (:
well, it's A LITTLE shorter now.

i think rachael is damn irritated with me cos i took so long to decide whatkinda hair cut i wanted.
lol. in the end, i ended up looking the same. :X
sorry rachael ):
made you wait for so long and you were so patient.
love you to bitz :D

then finally, it was 7 (:
then i rushed to fetch my brother.
whooo.
long day, but fun.
time passed really slowly today(:
did loads of things.

thanks rachel for accompanying me last minute(:
WO AI SI NI LEEEERRHHH.

this post is for YOU please!
keep asking me to update!

2009-03-18T09:59:00.000-07:00

obnoxious, insensitive, unpredictable
BITCH.

who do you think you are.
with other people, you can make plans so free and easy.
with me, YOU DONT EVEN TELL ME YOUR PLANS.
AND I HAVE A CCA.
MY PLANS AND FREEDAY CHANGE TO AND FRO.
YOU JUST DONT UNDERSTAND THAT.
AND WHEN I CHANGE FREEDAY FROM THURS TO WED, YOU BLAME IT ON ME WHEN YOU'RE THE ONE WHO NEVER TELL ME THAT YOU CAN MAKE IT.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU.
THEN YOU'RE ACTING LIKE YOU'RE RIGHT AND GIVING ME THOSE AWFUL REPLIES THAT NEVER FAILS TO HURT MY FEELINGS AND YOU KNOW IT.
AND YOU ARE NOT MAKING IT ANY BETTER.
ALL YOU DO IS GO OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS, TO THE ZOO OR WHATEVER SHIT STUFF WITHOUT EVEN SPARING A THOUGHT OF HOW WOULD I FEEL WHEN WE'RE IN A MIDDLE OF A FIGHT.
YOU HAVE TIME TO PLAN AND GO OUT.
BUT NO TIME TO CALL ME, NO TIME TO REPLY ME NO TIME TO TELL ME WEDNESDAY, YOUR FUCK MOM HAS THIS BLOOODY MUSEUM THING.
AND WHAT. YOU THINK YOU'RE STILL RIGHT.
YOU KNOW HOW HARD ISSIT TO GIVE INTO YOU WHEN I'M BOILING INSIDE.
AND ALL YOU DO IS MAKE IT WORSE.
GIMME THAT TONE AS IF I OWED YOU A LIVING.
GIVING ME THE TONE AS IF I'M THE ONLY ONE AT FAULT.
YOU'RE A SICK AND BLOODY BITCH.
YOU RATHER SEE BLOODY ANIMALS THAN TO THINK OF A WAY TO GET BACK WITH ME.

MAKE IT PERMANENT THEN.
YOU CAN LIVE WITHOUT ME AND MAKE PLANS TO SEE ANIMALS LIKE YOU WHAT.
THEN GO AHEAD.

I DONT NEED YOUR,
I GOT SAY I'M RIGHT MEH?
I GOT SAY I DONT CARE MEH?
I GOT SAY I DONT WANNA REPLY MEH?
I GOT SAY I AM NOT CALLING MEH?
I GOT SAY I'M ALWAYS FREE MEH?
I GOT SAY IT'S YOUR FAULT MEH?
AND YOUR BLOODY TONE IRKS ME.
I'M HURT, YOU'RE MAKING ME EVEN MORE HURT.
AND YOU NEVER FAIL TO DO THAT.
SAT'S MY PERFORMANCE AND YOU'RE DOING NOTHING ABOUT IT.
YOU'RE HAVING LOADS OF FUN AND I AM PRACTICING SO DARN HARD AND WHEN I HAVE MY FREE DAY, YOU'RE SO UNAPPRECIATIVE.

SERIOUSLY. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU.
HEARTLESS ANIMAL.
GO OUT WITH YOUR OTHER FRIENDS,
YOU'RE NUMBER ONE.
GO OUT WITH ME,
YOU SAY YOU SPEND TOO MUCH TIME WITH ME.
AND THAT I SHOULD SPEND IT WITH OTHER PEOPLE.

YEAH. SURE. WHY NOT. A FUCKED UP BITCH LIKE YOU GOT ENOUGH OF ME ALR.
AND SURE, YOUR SAME REPLY,
'I GOT SAY I GOT ENOUGH OF YOU MEH?'

THAT STUPID MESSAGE I SENT YOU, TAKE IT AS IF I MADE A MISTAKE.
YOU DONT DESERVE MY APOLOGY.

OR IF YOU THINK YOU'RE RIGHT, WITH THAT BLOODY TONE OF YOURS,
THEN,
I DONT DESERVE A BLOODY ASSHOLE BESTFRIEND LIKE OU WHO NEVER FAILS TO HURT ME AND SPOIL MY DAY AND MAKE ME FEEL SO UNIMPORTANT ALL THE TIME.

OH WAIT,
AND YOUR REPLY WILL BE,
'I GOT SAY YOU'RE UNIMPORTANT TO ME MEH?'

I GOT ENOUGH OF YOU.
AND I'M SURE YOU GOT ENOUGH OF ME SINCE YOU GEET SO IRRTATED WITH ME.
I'LL REMEMBER THIS.
THAT'S WHY I'M TYPING IT HERE.
SO I WONT MAKE MYSELF FEEL SO HUMILIATED WHEN I SEND YOU ANOTHER MESSAGE LIKE HOW I DID JUST NOW.
AND I WONT FORGIVE YOU.

A BITCH LIKE YOU SHOULDNT BE REMEMBERED OR KEPT OR TREASURED.

2009-03-14T11:51:00.000-07:00

IT'S 252AM NOWWW.
i just finished bio homework and POA ;[
i cant seem to balance my POA ;[
i'm really frustrated.
i'm gonna do it tmr ;]
------

anw, finally caught up with RACHAEL, MICHELLE, RACHEL AND SHAZ! :D
at lunch on tues tgt with sheryl :}
went to J8's subwayyyyyyy,' eat fresh!' for lunch.
then to cotton on for, PANTIES SPREEEE with chelley, rachel and rachael! :D
really cute.
thanks to rachael for choosing! and waiting :D
then back to subway to meet sheryl and shaz. :D
talked about unglam habits of dear ol' michelle and laughed about it really hard.
then it went on and on and on about almost everybody.
had loads of fun talking.
and rachael drew on my hand. (some game)
lol. yuuuppp. then bused home with my 'one-road-away' mate, michelly ka pooney!

MOVIE UPDATES! :D
few days back, watched He's just not into you :D
it's a really great show.
though a little draggy.
but it's good.
and watched Marley and me! :D
that show,
is..
OMGGGG. really sad. touching. heartwarming.
really nice show.
should catch it :D

andddd, i watched BENJAMIN BUTTON last night at home!
it's SOOOOO GOOOOD.
that last part really made a deep impression on me.
it's sooo sad.
brad pit become a baby and was in the arms of his lover who was really old alr.
he stared at her and she stared at him..
then, he closed his eyes and died.
omgg. a really good show.
cried like maaaaad!
:/
hehehe. if i can grab hold of the disc again, (it's back with my aunt) i'll watch it a million times more! :D
but it's like 3 hours.
:/

--------
and, TODAY!
went out with sheryl :}
met at cityhall as we wanted to go to marina sq.
was there early so walked around Raffles Link and waited for her ;[
when she came, she was with an Indonesian woman, neatly dressed with luggage, was asking for directions to go to marina sq's pan pacific hotel.
and since we're heading there, we brought her to the hotel.

finally, reached pan pacific and the lady's legs were hurting and sheryl helpped to carry her luggage for her :} (kind girl :D)
yupp, so she went to check in.
after she was done, she tried to ask us out for a drink as she was feeling very thankful. hahaha. but we rejected her in the end.
wanted her to rest cos her legs were sore.
then when we said we're going off, she wanted to give us $10.
but rejected again. lol.
he face was soooo guilty.
but it's good we didnt take it (:

so, went to Cafe Cartel to have lunch :D
ate half a plate of lasagna while sheryl had her Sirlion Steak.
ate cheeken wings too! (our favvvvvv :D)
then off to go shopping!

OMG. i really spent alot today.
i bought this M)phosis dress for $63.30.
paid by, SWIPE SWIPE!
kinda heart pain now but, IT'S SOOOOO GORGEOUS :D
sheryl judged it while i tried :}

then i bought NUM flipflops.
like, FINALLYYY.
spent $26.90
bought the brown one :}
i like itttt :D

actually went to Fox and two tops caught my eye.
a blue striped speg and a yellowish-white tube :}
all super nice.
butttttttttt, wanted to go back to get it but thought i spent enough for the day):

I AM GONNA GET YOU SOOON, ME LOVE!):

sheryl bought tops from topshop :D
tees and long sleeves!
and i judged it :DDDD
kekeke.

today was greaaaat fun (:
its been long since we went shopping like that.

meeting again to go GYM (she wants to lose weight and train her muscles cos i keep beating her in arm-wrestling. hahaha!) then going to STUDDY :D
well, i just wanna finish up my March hols work and i'll be contented.

6 MORE DAYS TO DANCEWORKS!
VANTAGE & VOLTAGE! :D

GO GO GO! :D

2009-03-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

i still like this song :D
my apologies for jet-lagging of songs.
i dont like any new songs noww.
:/
lol! and sorry for not updating.
will update after i watch benjamin's button :D
-raise eyebrows- :DDDDD

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

(PRE)
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

(CHORUS)
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

(V2)
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

(PRE)
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

(CHORUS)
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

(BRIDGE)
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

(CHORUS)
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your...

Your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door and
Take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay

2009-03-05T08:21:00.000-08:00

THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HILARIOUS! OMGGGGGG.
OMG.
LISTEN TO HOW HE SINGS!
AND WORSE, THE SUBTITLES ARE EFFING FUNNY.
AND THE PICTURES.
OMG.
MY STOMACH HURTS.

THANKS TO MARISSA. SERIOUSLY.
HAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-03T07:17:00.000-08:00

heh heh heh. my tagboard is maxed.
lol. like sheryl said, i want people to tag but i dont reply :/
i was busyy ;[
so here it is :D

MEL : OMGGGG. you haven't tag since.. i shaved for the 25th time!

claudia : HAHAA. i know! you kept singing breathe slow in class all the time.
tsktsk! then you'll walk up to me and serenade me. :O

sheryl : wo bu ai ni. :/ you dont allow me to buy the new PLANNER >:{ very angry with you. :'{

yiru : YIRU-ZY! :D i've yet to link you, mama! :D

OLIVEGIRL : hahaha, sheryl shen girlfriend. lolol. you got gimme sunblock meh! i still got sunburn okay ;[ lousy shit. LOL. kiding la :} it really helped alot :D not peeling so badly. esp. my precious, most beautiful, FACE :D thankyou very much :D <333

RACHEL! : LOL, HALO somemore! YOU ARE LIKE ONE OF MY MOST FREQUENT AND LOYAL TAGGER! :D you come by when my blog is down :D i love you too friend :} and you're the fats around my body! :D LOL.

CHRISTINE : YOU ARE MY MOST FREQUENT TAGGER TOOOOO! never fails to love my blog and my song and my tagboard! :D i sure got your ATTENTION. O-O <---- LOL.
and you're damn weird, you eat pizza also tell me. funny uh! and i update alr :{
sorry starry starry :D

stella! : LOL, hello! you never update you blog, ALWAYS! :{

MARSAZ : LOL. chinese lesson is full of COLOURS and animes (SP?) when you're right next to me right. lol. yeahhh! i kept looking up in the sky! like frog in the well liddat. never seen a rainbow before. so amazed by it :O
wait, YOU'RE ONE OF THEM! somemore so kiasu. take until 21 LOL. might as well stand there and take a video till it fades! :D

TYN : credits to youuu laaa, mam! :D <33

BABYESTACY: lol, auntie, nobody will know you're nancy, you know! anw, LINKED! love your fried rice! :D

SARAHTAN : LINKED ;D errrrxinnnnn :D kiddingggg laaa! love eww too :D

YAYY. i'm done.
oh yes, been watching loads of racism or prejudice type movies during eng :}
love history stuff :}
we're watching SCHINDLER'S LIST :}
loads of porno parts but were fast-forwarded by misslim.
LOL.
love it :D
hope we'll finish it soon during eng! :}

2009-02-28T07:49:00.000-08:00

I didn't wanna say I'm sorry
For breaking us apart
I didn't wanna say It was my fault
Even though I knew it was

I didn't wanna call you back
'Cause I knew that I was wrong
Yeah, I knew I was wrong

One in the same
Never to change
Our love was beautiful
We got it all
Destined to fall
Our love was tragical
Wanted to call
No need to fight
You know I wouldn't lie
But tonight
We'll leave it on the line

Listen baby,

Never would've said forever
If we knew it ends so fast
Why did you say I love you
If you knew that it wouldn't last?

Baby, I just can't hear what you're saying
The line is breaking up
Or is that just us?
Or is that just us?

One in the same
Never to change
Our love was beautiful
We got it all
Destined to fall
Our love was tragical
Wanted to call
No need to fight
You know I wouldn't lie
But tonight
We'll leave it on the line

I try to call again, I get your mailbox
Like a letter left unread
Apologies are often open ended
But this was better left unsaid

One in the same
Never to change
Our love was beautiful
We got it all
Destined to fall
Our love was tragical
Wanted to call
No need to fight
You know I wouldn't lie
But tonight
We'll leave it on the line

We'll leave it on the line
Yeah, oh yeah
We'll leave it on the line, tonight

2009-02-28T07:17:00.000-08:00

One in the same,
Never to change.

Our love is beautifulY

pretty rainbow :D

heh heh, little blurry but it was sooo clear when sheryl and i saw it in the bus!
all seven colours :}
it's so rare to see a rainbow.

this week's been fine.
bio test was great :}
though i made a mistake.
xylem vessels, i wrote as, 'xylem cells' ;[
i hope i paaaaaaasssss ;[

was suppose to have physics test on friday, luckily it's postponed to monday!
i'm so not prepared for physics ;[

anw, went for yiru's birthday today :D
just had lunch with yiru, nancy, tyn, saraht, velda, sheryl and yiru's friend :}
hahaha, had sakae's pasta outlet at wheelock. it was, okayyyy.
nothing special.
wanted to have sakae buffet but it's not available on weekends ;[
SADDENING.

yeaah, after lunch, sheryl and i left to go to my place cos i had to go ;[
(i wasnt suppose to be out actually) :{
so my apologies for not being able to cut cake with yiru and all ;[

hahaha, and sorry for not updating, christine and racheeel!
i know y'all love to read my blog right!
so here's a post FORCED to post by your two!
lolol. love y'all many many :}

i'm gonna go now.
upload new blog song :}

2009-02-23T07:19:00.000-08:00

I'm running out of patients
'Cos I can't believe what the hell
I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat
That I am feeling

I love you too much
It shows
All my emotions go
Out of control oh woah woah
Good for you bad for me
When I can hardly see
From the tears that flow oh woah

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gonna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure

Not gonna lie
Or even try
You've got my wheel spinning
And I ain't the one to shoot
The gun
'Cos that means you will be
Winning oh yeah

I love you too much
It shows
All my emotions go
Out of control oh woah woah
Good for you bad for me
When I can hardly see
From the tears that flow oh woah

Ohh oh ooh
Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gonna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure

Somebody better hold me back
You're lucky I know how to act
(So lucky ain't gunna attack)
I'm being calm and cool
But believe me you
It's taking everything to just
Breathe breathe breathe...

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gonna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gonna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure

2009-02-23T07:02:00.000-08:00

have you heard about the word, 'attention seeker'?

i'm sure to all, characteristics of this group is normally known as loud (???), annoying (???) or maybe, just plain crazyy (???)
but i never would have thought someone that crazy would sit on a merry-go-round just to lie about unnecessary stuff(s). which to me, is really pointless.
never knew this kinda person would still exist in my world after i graduated from primary six.
seriouslyyyyy.
but oh well,
it's not like we can do anything bout' it but to play along.
kinda both shocked, yet disgusted that someone (quite) close to me would do such silly things which makes me feel really sympathetic of.

sigh, how am i gonna live my day from now when i know everything i hear is probably made up or well, made up? :X

2009-02-22T07:36:00.000-08:00

Apologies are often open ended.

OMG.
I AM BACK FROM CAMP! :D
heehee.
i'm like having a really uneven skin tone on my face now, which really annoys me.
it's like i have some skin disease.
worse, i'm peeling! D:

grah!
but overall, camp was really great :}
something that sucked was not getting to bathe as often as i can back at home.
oh yes! peeing too. and having good foood.
so i am very appreciative of what i get everyday now. :X

shall type what we did throughout the whole 3 days :}
though it'll take a really long time. :X
it's alr 12 and there's school tmr :{
-yawns

Day One!
went for the ropes immediately after departure from school.
it was reaaaaal scary okayyy!
i went on the one rope thingy which is reallly really high.
and when i was up there, trying to balance on A ROPE, i had a good view of cars passing by on the expressway.
YES. really scary. and yiru was behind me, waiting for me to at least finish half so that she can go on. :X but i was trembling so hard till the whole string that attaches me from up there to people below me supporting me, in case i lose balance, i'll still be hanging up there, was trembling too. :X
siti (she was the one pulling my rope) was complaining that the whole rope was trembling vigorously. :X
yeaaah. but i manage to pull through :}
i almost lost balance halfway. and when i did, i realised the ropes attached to me really helps. it prevents me from falling. lol. so i gained a little trust from it :}
and finally, i finished it.
heh heh heh.

then i did another one that has two ropes and it's really high with claudia :}
equally as scary as the one rope one though it's a little lower.
she promised me before we went up, 'i'll be as still as a log up there kay!'
cos if she trembles, and i tremble, we'll both fall like crazy.
sp, when we're up there, i was really really scared.
but she made me overcome a little of my phobia of heights.
which is really nice :}
when she took a step, she'll say, 'left, right'
and i'll follow her.
but her one small step, is my three steps. :X
yeahh, that's how scared i was :/
but still she was really, very, brave and without her, i would've died.
lol. that course made me learn alot about teamwork. and of course, a little more bonding session between us :}

after the ropes, went to our camp site, pasir ris for the first time and saw our tents pitched up, ready for us to go into :}
so, we had dinner and lined up at the super long queue just to shower.
grah. showered nakedly with claudia, cos they said that the more people showering together, the time limit will extend :}
1 person = 3mins
2 persons = 6mins
(and so on and so forth)
hahah. so we had 6 mins! :}
but in the end, we took up 10mins till we were rushed to come out.

had gala night briefing and stuff and went to bed ;]
slept in with leticia, christine, abigail and claudia :}
right next to our tent was tyn, sarah.t, velda, yiru and nancy.
(they were REALLY NOISY. LOL)
nancy was a pig, she slept first :D

DAY 2!
LOL. woke up the next day at 6++++?
was waken up by stupid sheryl. ;[
she woke claudia and i up cos we were the only ones sleeping :X

had breakfast as the MARQUEE (pronounced at mar-kee, and we often hear it as market and the instructor will correct us :X)
(we had rice for breakfast, and rice for yesterday's lunch and dinner too :/)
then depart for DRAGON BOATING! :D
had difficulties rowing the boat as first though.
i kept hitting my middle finger in between the boat and the 'rowing thingy :X'

/tyn just messaged me and we're currently fighting in the middle of the night -.- LOL

anw! 3/10 won! :D
we beat 3/7 and 3/9 :D
IN YOURRRR FAAACEEE :DDDDDDD
kiddingggg kidddingg :}
LOL.
it was great fun. though i flooded sheryl's shoes. heehee.

then headed back to the camp site to have lunch (rice again -.-) and cook and play AMAZING RACE!
hahaha. our food sucked.
cos we didnt really have time to heat up everything due to time restrain and the wind that keeps putting out the fire.
i love the beans though! :D (which made me fart ALOT in the tent. :X along with christine and abi. yes, poor leticia and claudia :X hahaha!)

then we had our dinner :D (rice again -.-)
and we had to prepare for our gala night during campfire.
OUR CLASS SCREWED UP. but wtv. :X
hahaha! i like our cheer that claudia taught us though :D
it goes like this,

"we got a fever, we're hot
and we can't be stopped.
we got a fever, we're hot,
and we can't be stopped.
we got a oooh, oooh, oooh, hot hot hot!
we got a oooh, oooh, oooh, hot hot hot!
pssssssss *finger on our butttt*
*cheeers!*"

so cool right!
heh heh heh.
there were gangsters around though -.-
they camp into our area when they clearly know they shouldnt -.-
they wanted to go into one of the tents.
and our instructor chased them away.
and cos it was friday night, there were loads of weird people around.
esp, drunkards.
more like, DRUNKASS.
they kept pestering us.
then we'll run and they'll be like, 'eh, dont run lah. come talk to us'
crazy man.

yuppp. so the teachers we very worried about our safety.
tsktsk.

DAY 3! (our last daaay ):)
had breakfast :D
(FINALLY, IT'S BEEHOON! D:)

then we had a whole level game play :}
really fun.
haha! :}
three-ten needs a little more co-ordination though.
but still, i think we did great together ;]
everyone wanted to participate :D

then headed back to school :}
and poor sarah.t lost her wallet.
i hope she found it!

kayyy. it's like super duper late now.
bye folks :D
see me in my ugly two toned face tmr :{

i'm thinking of locking my blog.
so i can open my blog to certain people.
hmmmmm.
should i?
:/

2009-02-17T07:32:00.000-08:00

OMG -.-
stupid miss seet.
LOL. she let us hear this song for history the other day and it's like, one of my favourite song now? -.-
but it's really interesting.
LOL.
it's the Russia's history.
:D
the man is called, rasputin.
DAMN COOOL. i downloaded the song -.-
OMG.
help me.

just listen :D
read the lyrics. heck about the video :D

There lived a certain man in Russia long ago
He was big and strong, in his eyes a flaming glow
Most people looked at him with terror and with fear
But to Moscow chicks he was such a lovely dear
He could preach the bible like a preacher
Full of ecstacy and fire
But he also was the kind of teacher
Women would desire

RA RA RASPUTIN
Lover of the Russian queen
There was a cat that really was gone
RA RA RASPUTIN
Russia's greatest love machine
It was a shame how he carried on

He ruled the Russian land and never mind the czar
But the kasachok he danced really wunderbar
In all affairs of state he was the man to please
But he was real great when he had a girl to squeeze
For the queen he was no wheeler dealer
Though she'd heard the things he'd done
She believed he was a holy healer
Who would heal her son

(Spoken:)
But when his drinking and lusting and his hunger
for power became known to more and more people,
the demands to do something about this outrageous
man became louder and louder.

"This man's just got to go!" declared his enemies
But the ladies begged "Don't you try to do it, please"
No doubt this Rasputin had lots of hidden charms
Though he was a brute they just fell into his arms
Then one night some men of higher standing
Set a trap, they're not to blame
"Come to visit us" they kept demanding
And he really came

RA RA RASPUTIN
Lover of the Russian queen
They put some poison into his wine
RA RA RASPUTIN
Russia's greatest love machine
He drank it all and he said "I feel fine"

RA RA RASPUTIN
Lover of the Russian queen
They didn't quit, they wanted his head
RA RA RASPUTIN
Russia's greatest love machine
And so they shot him till he was dead

(Spoken:) Oh, those Russians...

2009-02-14T09:50:00.000-08:00

CREDITS TO CHRISTINE!
i looooooooooovvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee this soooooongggggggggg!
ZOMY.

You can, think you can get free
You think you won't need me
That you're gonna get you somethin' better,
But you know that we're in this forever,
And you can, think you can walk out
Even with your doubts,
But you know that we're in this together
You can try to push me from you
Nothing you do can pull us a part

Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it, baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin you can do about it
It's been too long, this is too strong
Cause we belong here
Baby, we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

Yeah
Now I can say that I would not care
If you were not there,
Tell myself that I'll be fine without ya
but I would die if I was not around ya,
and I can try to convince you
I don't need to be with you,
But my only thoughts are thoughts about ya,
What can I do, love is like glue.
There's no way to
Tear our hearts apart

Cause it's too late (too late, too late)
There's no escape, might as well face it,
Baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other (with each other)
ain't nothin I can do about it
It's been too long, this is too strong
yes, we belong here,
Baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other (stuck with each other)
stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

Bridge: Shontelle
There's nothing I'd rather do
Than to sit with you forever
Can't think of nothin better
Than to be stuck with you

Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it,
baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin we can do about it
Oh yeah

Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it,
baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin I can do about it
It's been too long, this is too strong
Yes, we belong here
baby, we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it,
Baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin we can do about it
It's been too long, it's been too strong
Yes we belong here,
baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

Ain't nothin gonna stop me and you ey
Cause you know we just stuck like glue ey

Ain't nothin we can do
We stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

2009-02-14T09:36:00.000-08:00

baby, we're stuck with each other.
&there's nothing we can do bout it Y

OMG. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
spent it with stupid sheryl :}
cabbed to jack's at amk and it's temporary closed cos it's full house -.-
GRAH. so end up having pizza hut.
HAHA. what a big difference. definitely cheaper though :}
but you know what toot dont allow me to pay for ANYTHING.
haha! :}
had fun though :D

I HAVE PICTURES!

my favourite bouquet :D

my stupid finger was there -.-

i look damn ugry.

i look like i have a big face and many wrinkles.

she can be mr lim's full time daughter! 'PEACE!'

twice!

of course, there's a THRICE.

heh heh!

2009-02-13T08:57:00.000-08:00

tag replies are here!

SORRY GUYS! i haven't been replying. heh heh! lazyyyy! had to do it here cos i am afraid you wont be able to find what you last typed cos there's alot of dued ones. heheheh! forgive me.

meiting: heeeheeee! i will link you la toot :} simplest action is to HELP ME PUT YOUR LINK DOWN ON THE TAGBOARD RIGHT!

christine: yes yes ;] i'll try to update everyday for you okay!! haha! okay! stuck with you nice uh? by who?

M: hahaha! thank you laaah :} wo ai ni! eh, where's my VDAY present!

stelle: heh heh "} THANKYOUVERYMUCH! i want SYF tickets!

rachel: anything's thats gotta do with ME, is COOL. hahahaha! eh, GO OUT SOON BEFORE YOU START WORRYING BOUT YOUR Os!

my secret admirer: STUPID SARAH TAN. HAHA!

jacov: hahaha! you rock uhm.. porks!

ah shen: yes yes :} when i'm free kay :D

TYN: I AINT STARING AT CHEW MAN. ugly poot. HAHA! remember our poo-poot!
i'm poo! you're poot! when i say poo, you say? :D -tyn eagerly says 'POOT!'-

yiru: hahaha! sexy dances? CAN. you say one ah! dont regret! :D

saraht: ashleee simpson? HAHAHA! i go search!

MARSA: AHAHA. ping ding! hahaha! and your 'zhen fu' -> (government), you mstook as 'zhang fu' -> (husband) ahahaha! sucker.LEARN TING XIE!

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HEHEHEHEH. thats all! all dued so long ago!
ANYWAY, I HAVE GOT GOOD NEWSS!
I CHANGED PHONNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AND NUMBER!!
i changed to the samsung touchscreen oneee!
i am very happy :D

its valentine's day today! recieved cookies, chocolates, jellies and FLOWERS :}
plus a bouquet from sheryl :* damn sweet "D
thanks guys, for those who remembered me on v'day! hahaha!
well, i didnt forgettt okay! i just didnt have time and i didnt know what to buy. so i'll look this weekend kayy!
(:

oh yes, i wanna compliment meiting and claudia's cookies. they are delicious man :}}}
thanks claudia for giving me the extra one COS I'M SPECIAL.
hahaha.

finally passed up ss proj!
hope we do well :}

kay, going out with stupid girl tmr. ;]

HAPPY VALENTINE'S

EVERYONEE :}

hope you all have your

dates!

dont be lonely

this year!

you can ask me

out if you wanna :}

*hint hint!*

hehheh! i need to watch bride wars! >:{

oh yes, dance has been really goood ;]
love hamzy. ;]

2009-02-09T08:03:00.000-08:00

NEW SONG YOW :}
listen to the WHOLE song.
it's very interesting.
tell you at the end. (:

La la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la

Oh baby baby, have you seen Amy tonight?
Is she in the bathroom?
Is she smoking up outside?
Oh baby baby, does she take a piece of lime
For the drink that I'mma buy her
Do you know just what she likes?

Oh

Oh, oh, tell me have you seen her
'Cause I'm so, oh, I can't get her off of my brain
I just wanna go to the party she gonna go
Can somebody take me home?

Ha ha he he ha ha ho

Love me, hate me, say you what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy

Love me, hate me

La la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la

Oh baby baby, have you seen Amy tonight?
Is she in the bathroom? Is she smoking up outside?
Oh baby baby, does she take a piece of lime
For the drink that I'mma buy her
Do you know just what she likes?

Oh

Oh, oh, tell me have you seen her
'Cause I'm so, oh, I can't get her off of my brain
I just wanna go to the party she gonna go
Can somebody take me home?

Ha ha he he ha ha ho

Love me, hate me, but cant you see what i see?
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy

Love me, hate me, say you what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me, hate me, say you what you want about me (yeah)
Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy

Love me, hate me
Oh, say what you want about me
Oh, but can't you see what I see?
Love me, hate me
Oh, say what you want about me

HAHAHA! do you realise i coloured some words red?
in the beginning, and in the title, you may think that this song is plainly just about amy.
then you go on listening, it doesnt make sense!
then went onto youtube, they said there was a hidden msg.

say, IF YOU SEEKAMY.
say it out just like how i type it.
what does it sound??

if = F
YOU = U
SEE = C
KA= K
MY=ME

geddit??
all the people in the club are begging for sex.
heeheehee.

so the whole chorus is like,

love me, hate me, but cant you see what i see
all the boys and all the girls are begging to 'F.U.C.K.ME' :D

cool huh!
i loved this song.
but it's so wrong when it keeps repeating after you realise the msg to this song.
DIRRTYYY.
i still love it ;D
LOVE ME, HATE ME, SAYWHATCHA WANT ABOUT MEEEE!

2009-02-08T02:50:00.000-08:00

pisssssedddd offfffff.
my asshole mom dont allow me to go out on weekends anymore!
she really really suck a hell load.
force me to do housework and all the shit stuff and in the end i get nothing just becos her fucking ring went missing -.-
URGH.
and all she knows how to say is, 'you know i don't trust you anymore'
when i'm telling her more about what's happening in my life compared to the past.
i even paid her 150 bucks just becos of that fucking ring that someone (i dont know who and i aint suspecting who) took it in my house or it's just misplaced.
she should really fuck herself.
URRRGHHHHH.
and besides, she complains alot about me to my aunt -.-
no, AUNTS.
so cny was a BAD one.
i havent mentioned that part i'm sure.
she complains stupid stuff that sometimes i dont even remember doing it.
and what, mostly is about, CLEANINESS?
urgh, SERIOUSL MAN. get a life.
dust particles can be cleaned away, FOR THAT MOMENT.
and not when you clean it once, it's gone forever.
so stop WIPING.

i dont care how am i gonna be punished becos i type such stuff about my mom, but i think it's worth the punishment to let the world know how fucking unreasonable she is.
i'm improving, i'm studying alot now, my marks in tests are getting better, i'm learning to balance out between cca and work now, i'm chhaaaanginggggg, but does she see it?
NO. DESPITE HAVING TO REPORT TO HER EVERYDAY WHAT HAPPENED IN SCHOOL AND YADAYADAYADA.
and when i'm studying, SHE'S FUCKING NOISY.
she goes in and out of the room, complain about this, complain about that.
and mostly, it's about CLEANINESS.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
she'll ask stupid questions like,
'have you cleaned the sofa?'
and i'll be like, 'YES, i cleaned it!'
then she'll keep asking every object that she sees, that has fingerprints and dust particles, whether have i cleaned that part -.-
how to study, you tell me.

i am not gonna talk to her about ANYTHING anymore.
when i talk to her about it, she seems understanding and caring and all the shit reaction and advices she gave -.-
and i havent been asking to go out on weekends for ages and i cant even go out tmr.
URRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH.
-.-
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
i feel so boiled up.
URGH.

i swear, i am gonna move out on my own as soon as i am able to get my own life. and her, i dont need her.
all she does in my life besides paying for everything, is teaching me how to be a clean freak just like her.
and what have i learnt about anything related to teenage life? or generally, LIFE, throughout my whole 15 years of living in this world? nothing!
NOTHING.AT.ALL.

i'm like the frog in the well that only sees the sky as a round sky.

urgh, FUCK THAT RING.

2009-02-07T23:30:00.000-08:00

WATCH AND PLAY THIS! :D
this is the Jonas Brother's interactive game.
hahaha! see who do you match with.
it's done by Venetian princess and only her :}
check out her other videos about miley cyrus and all.
damn cool and some are hilarious :}}

play!

i got joe :D