Written on: Monday, October 29, 2007 Time: 8:12 AM
HELLO WORLD! :D i'm here t invade anne's bloggggg! whoot! i guessed her password :D it is...
not telling you. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i shall write th ten facts about anne another day :D
chaos//toodles//bye//sayonara//see ya
♥deanne
Time: 4:43 AM
;its too late to apologise. i'm at michelley ka pooney's houseee!! hahah. she loves me. she wants to give me a kiss. like, seriously. she keeps saying she has SUPPLE (michelle just corrected my spelling.) AND WET LIPS. gahh. lol funnayye.
anyways, i went to bugis todayy. first thing when we're there, we went to mos. oooh. sexxayee. the minute i stepped in there just gives me memories. gahh. johnny chan wasnt there. :XXX hahah. only old women working at the cashier. hahaah. i didnt eattttt!!!! i only at chicken nuggets and drink. couldnt finish my drink. and my nuggets. so i donated my nuggets to shaz, illya and melissa. and i left my drink to evaporate. (: lalaala.
after that, we went to the LIBRARY!! HAHA. SEXXAYYE. it was.. HUGE DUDE. we sat the lift up and down. from 1st-14th from 14th-1st. so funnayye. it was fun. (michelle is taking a picture with me now.) lalalaa. ah. i went to the library to emoo!! while the others were doing the class stuff. me and illya were emoing. (: i was apart from the group. cool eh.
anyways, i thought it though. whats the point of keeping something that doesnt wanna be with you? and whats the point of being all so upset when the other person isnt? i dont know lah okay. talked to deanne over the phone yesterday. yeah. sheryl should have went home with tyn. tyn could accompany sheryl through a longer bus journey. yeah. i know. i know i came in between. i dont know why sheryl waited for me too. sorry anyways.. thats why i dont wanna treat sheryl as something so important to me anymore. neither do i wanna keep her as m bestfriend. lets just say, normal friends yeah. we'll talk (or not) when we have to.. anyways, she was never not awkward with me before. whats the point of keeping this anyway.. i cant be compared to any of her friends anyways. its not like i didnt try my best to be someone who is really there for her. sigh.
and I'm not jealous, no I'm not i just want everything shes got you look at her so amazed I remember way back when you used to look at me that wayything she's got. tell me what makes her so much better than me what just makes her everything i can never be what makes her your every dream and fantasy because i cant remember when it was me..
Now you don't care if I'm alive How did we let the fire die (nah. im used to it) its okay.
anyways, i'm finally talking to melissa. (: i miss talking to her. i really do. lets see this:
melissa(: candy sweet(: says: well even though its been quite awhile since we last talked melissa(: candy sweet(: says: but i dont break promises,if you need me,i will always be re for you anne; says: what did she type to sheryl? anne; says: hah.. yeahh. i know. you've always been there for me. anne; says: just that.. i didnt know how to treasure someone like you. anne; says: probably now i know how sheryl feels. anne; says: :X anne; says: you treasure her, she doesnt. anne; says: (; anne; says: but, I DO TREASURE YOU. just that.. melissa(: candy sweet(: says: ? anne; says: i dont know. i notice if we're too close, i'll just lose it. anne; says: and whenn we drift, i'll start missing the times when we're together. anne; says: somethings wrong with me. i know. anne; says: : XXX melissa(: candy sweet(: says: hahaha.lol. n whats gona happen? melissa(: candy sweet(: says: hahahha melissa(: candy sweet(: says: nah its okayy luh anne; says: i dont knoww. anne; says: hah. err.. stay where we are now? just that, WE SMILE, TALK AND ALL?? anne; says: : DDD anne; says: and not puke a little whenever we see each other. anne; says: HAHAH.
yeah. sweet. (: okay. i got to go. michelle's playing with my water bra strap. shes AMAZED by the glitter and stars and water in it. xDDDD aww. i know you want one michelle. xxDDD
Written on: Sunday, October 28, 2007 Time: 2:14 AM
Can we bring yesterday back around, cause i know how i feel about you now.
i was dumb, i was wrong, i let you down. but i know how i feel about you now.
haha. if anyone would say that, wouldnt it be sweet? bam.
impossible. pigs will fly. : D
anywayyy. im not really lazy today. so i shall post post A picture!
goshh. lye lye looks HOT in there. haha!
we kinda bought the tube together when we were all shoppping at bugis.
we were having fun shopping and trying out tube tops. haha!
rachael and i tried the same one.
and rachael looked SUPER HOT. so, we persuaded her to buy.
haahahh and guess whatt?
SHE BOUGHT A TUBE BRAAAA.
hahahah. just for this. xD
cool. ehh.
but this picture was taken when we're at rachel's chalet. xxxDD
goodie!
lala. im so lazy suddenly. can i not post the others? :X
i post it on friendster luh. hahahah.
anyways mann. its like sunday.
boring.
xDD
talking to christine, deanne and this guy that likes eunice. xdd
hahaa.
and listening to EMO SONGS.
lalala. ooo. i just found out scissors blade and really make cuts. :D
i made it!
and i used the UNPICKLE tooo.
hahaahahah. happy happy aunty aunty.
tomorrow gotta date with michelley ka pooney, shaz and gang. lol.
oh yeah.
RACHEL YONG. WHENS MY SENTOSA DATE?
HAHA.
sms to tell me yeahh.
dumbass.
and i just realise, it isnt good to be nice.
when you're nice, you get backfired.
hahah. thought maybe i could help you WAKE UP.
wtf.
"i thought you said you butt out?"
wtffff.
i can't stand unreasonable, childish, always thinks shes right kinda person.
god.
please tell me why i got to know her.
eww.
its disgustingg.
sexy bangs?
eww. tell me bout it.
i dont hate you.
you made me hate you. (:
sarcasm.
_____________________________________
if you were here right now i swear i'll tell you this,
baby, i dont wanna waste another day
keeping it inside is killing me cause,
all i ever wanted comes right down to you.
i wish that i can find the words to say
baby i wanna tell you this everytime you leave,
i'm inconsolable.
but do you care?
no.
: D
________________________________________
i hate you. but i love you. i cant stop thinking of you.
Written on: Saturday, October 27, 2007 Time: 9:42 AM
baby i do, cherish you. for the rest of my life, you dont have to think twice. i will, love you still, from the depths of my soul, its beyond my control if you're asking do i love you this much, i do. _____________________________________________
Time: 8:13 AM
Everybody, put up your hands and say, "i dont wanna be in love". shes going out to forget they were together for all that time, she was taken for granted. man. guess what just happened? not just. yesterday. and it just happened, I'M IN THE PICTURE. (: read tyn's blog and you'll know. would EVERYONE just grow up? why does everyone i meet in this year are so fucking fucked up with problems that aren't problems? its just SOMETHING thats so fucking childish. oh please. let explain what happen on Friday, 26 october 2007.
WE, rachel, michelle, shaz, sheryl and deanne are SUPPOSE to go out to watch a movie as it was THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. and somewhat deanne FELT ILL and said she wanted to go back to tp when we're all the way at serangoon. and so, when we reached the mrt station, deanne alrd made up her mind saying that she'll go back to tp. AS SHERYL WAS FUCKING NICE, she went back with deanne to tp. and when they reached tp, deanne said she wanted to go to macs to slack. so sheryl had to follow. TYN, you called her NO LIFE for that? man. and you say you treasure her for all that shit and you said this kind of thing to her. dont you owe her an apology too? AND, all those while when we were at different places, we were messaging each other. we suggested to GO HOME TOGETHER. and there TYN came and told sheryl to go home with her. SHERYL THOUGHT TYN WAS GOING HOME LATE. SO SHE SAID OKAY AND DIDNT TELL HER SHE WAS WAITING FOR ME TOO. and for some REASONS, TYN said she CANT SACRIFICE something just for her. oh please. sacrifice? are you USING THE RIGHT WORD? you have YOUR CIP is your fucked up problem because thats your RESPONSIBILITY in order to help you in you 'o' levels. and you call that SACRIFICING? arent you too selfish? man. i've NO IDEA how did i get to this mess. i dont even know why am i speaking up for sheryl when SHE doesnt even care. _____________________________________________________ anyways, i've made up my mind. i sacrifice for all of you. though i think i'm not really in the picture. (partly) i just cant help but to get jealous. fuck. :/ but anyways, i really dont wanna have anything to do with you guys anymore. pet, christine, dont get the wrong idea. cause you know i wont wanna leave you guys. but you should know who i'm talking bout.
i really REALLY dont wanna talk to you guys, or have ANYTHING to do with you guys. i thought this could last till 2 months more. but i guess i really dont wanna spoil my holidays in this fucking mess. ___________________________________________ to sheryl: i gave chances. i told you how i feel everytime. i forgive whatever you do. i always treated you and put you FIRST in my life. i promise to take care of you. i promise not to keep anything from you. i promise not to get you jealous. i promise i promise i promise. you did too. you promised too. you always do. to everyone. to everybody. but hey, why everytime you just have to break it for all sorts of reasons thats gotta do with your friends? hey, i get it okay. all of them just mean something MUCH MUCH more to you. i get it. but really, im not that kind of person that FORCES you to talk to me, make those empty promises and all when you're not willing to. or in such cases, you cant hold up to it. you told me you do care about me. but it really dont seem that way to me. i cant HELP but to think you dont. i know i keep bringing all these up. and i know its getting really annoying. and I KNOW, i always cause trouble in between your friends. i wanna STOP IT. i wanna STOP THIS. lets just end it okay. get use to not messaging each other. get use to it. take this 2 mths oppotunity to get rid of that habit. i dont know how would you feel after reading this. happy? "sad"? i dont know.
let me ask you. HAVE I EVER MEANT ANYTHING, ANYTHING TO YOU? well, i really DOUBT so. everytime i'll just go hinting to you but you just dont get it. i dont know what im doing now. but i clearly know, i dont wanna keep you by my side. you go on and keep tyn happy. apologise to her. promise her the stuff she wants.
and whatever happened this past few months, it was the sweetest memories. but now, its just something that HURTS whenever i think about it. forget about what i wrote in the farewell letter. i dont even think its worthy for you to read it. tear it. burn it. god damn it. do whatever you wanna do with it. i just dont wanna be in any of this gooey stuff. right now, i just wanna forget. forget about you, forget about everything. go on being someone, you were not infront of me.
have i said, you're just like a two headed snake? infront of me you are as if someone who is so soft spoken, shy and all. behind my back, you're so loud, hyper and all. i dont know the reason why but i know somethings wrong. whatever okay. i dont know which is the real you anymore. no. not even once. those "i want you to care about me" "i dont want you to regret" "i treasure you okay" "i care about you" and stuff like that, are those what you really wanna tell me? or its just that you THOUGHT i was someone else and you said it to the wrong person?
i really think its wrong of me to do whatever i've done for YOU. cause you just dont seem to see it, feel it or even APPRECIATE IT. treating you like a bestie was really a mistake. cause i dont seem like someone whose important to you at all. i'm your good friend. or you said, "SUPER" good friend. cant i mean something much more?? why did i keep saying all those stuff that gets so irritating and annoying? thats cause i was HINTING YOU. you just didnt get it. not even the words in the song. its okay. i'm use to it anyway.
i dont know how you became so important to me. i really dont. its up to you whether you wanna keep this friendship or not. but PLEASE. solve everything first before talking to me. or SOLVE EVERYTHING AND LET GO OF THIS. think about it. its time for reflection.
i dont wanna cry. but i just cant help it. i hate you. i hate the stuff you do that acts like a knife to my heart. and i hate myselfto keep thinking to myself while typing this: " should i let go?, " should i just forgive and forget?" , "shall i post this?", " would i regret?" man. that clearly shows how much i treasure you.
i said i love you. i meant it. but how bout you?
you dont get it. you just dont. right now, i just feel betrayed and disappointed.
sorry to break my promise for not writing anything about you on my blog. or to say, negative stuff? but i really dont know how to put things to you over sms. i'm sorry anyway..
Time: 8:09 AM
gahh. man. my bloggo is backk. im sooo lazy. i dont wanna have a taggy, i lost all my links and all. hahahah. guess thats what you get when you dont think twice before doing something. xD anyways, i've got loads and loads of pictures to upload. but, I'M LAZY LEHZXZXZX. super. xD haha. i'll try to drag my butt then. ooo. anyways, lets start SOMETHING with a new post. (:
Written on: Monday, October 29, 2007 Time: 8:12 AM
HELLO WORLD! :D i'm here t invade anne's bloggggg! whoot! i guessed her password :D it is...
not telling you. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i shall write th ten facts about anne another day :D
chaos//toodles//bye//sayonara//see ya
♥deanne
Time: 4:43 AM
;its too late to apologise. i'm at michelley ka pooney's houseee!! hahah. she loves me. she wants to give me a kiss. like, seriously. she keeps saying she has SUPPLE (michelle just corrected my spelling.) AND WET LIPS. gahh. lol funnayye.
anyways, i went to bugis todayy. first thing when we're there, we went to mos. oooh. sexxayee. the minute i stepped in there just gives me memories. gahh. johnny chan wasnt there. :XXX hahah. only old women working at the cashier. hahaah. i didnt eattttt!!!! i only at chicken nuggets and drink. couldnt finish my drink. and my nuggets. so i donated my nuggets to shaz, illya and melissa. and i left my drink to evaporate. (: lalaala.
after that, we went to the LIBRARY!! HAHA. SEXXAYYE. it was.. HUGE DUDE. we sat the lift up and down. from 1st-14th from 14th-1st. so funnayye. it was fun. (michelle is taking a picture with me now.) lalalaa. ah. i went to the library to emoo!! while the others were doing the class stuff. me and illya were emoing. (: i was apart from the group. cool eh.
anyways, i thought it though. whats the point of keeping something that doesnt wanna be with you? and whats the point of being all so upset when the other person isnt? i dont know lah okay. talked to deanne over the phone yesterday. yeah. sheryl should have went home with tyn. tyn could accompany sheryl through a longer bus journey. yeah. i know. i know i came in between. i dont know why sheryl waited for me too. sorry anyways.. thats why i dont wanna treat sheryl as something so important to me anymore. neither do i wanna keep her as m bestfriend. lets just say, normal friends yeah. we'll talk (or not) when we have to.. anyways, she was never not awkward with me before. whats the point of keeping this anyway.. i cant be compared to any of her friends anyways. its not like i didnt try my best to be someone who is really there for her. sigh.
and I'm not jealous, no I'm not i just want everything shes got you look at her so amazed I remember way back when you used to look at me that wayything she's got. tell me what makes her so much better than me what just makes her everything i can never be what makes her your every dream and fantasy because i cant remember when it was me..
Now you don't care if I'm alive How did we let the fire die (nah. im used to it) its okay.
anyways, i'm finally talking to melissa. (: i miss talking to her. i really do. lets see this:
melissa(: candy sweet(: says: well even though its been quite awhile since we last talked melissa(: candy sweet(: says: but i dont break promises,if you need me,i will always be re for you anne; says: what did she type to sheryl? anne; says: hah.. yeahh. i know. you've always been there for me. anne; says: just that.. i didnt know how to treasure someone like you. anne; says: probably now i know how sheryl feels. anne; says: :X anne; says: you treasure her, she doesnt. anne; says: (; anne; says: but, I DO TREASURE YOU. just that.. melissa(: candy sweet(: says: ? anne; says: i dont know. i notice if we're too close, i'll just lose it. anne; says: and whenn we drift, i'll start missing the times when we're together. anne; says: somethings wrong with me. i know. anne; says: : XXX melissa(: candy sweet(: says: hahaha.lol. n whats gona happen? melissa(: candy sweet(: says: hahahha melissa(: candy sweet(: says: nah its okayy luh anne; says: i dont knoww. anne; says: hah. err.. stay where we are now? just that, WE SMILE, TALK AND ALL?? anne; says: : DDD anne; says: and not puke a little whenever we see each other. anne; says: HAHAH.
yeah. sweet. (: okay. i got to go. michelle's playing with my water bra strap. shes AMAZED by the glitter and stars and water in it. xDDDD aww. i know you want one michelle. xxDDD
Written on: Sunday, October 28, 2007 Time: 2:14 AM
Can we bring yesterday back around, cause i know how i feel about you now.
i was dumb, i was wrong, i let you down. but i know how i feel about you now.
haha. if anyone would say that, wouldnt it be sweet? bam.
impossible. pigs will fly. : D
anywayyy. im not really lazy today. so i shall post post A picture!
goshh. lye lye looks HOT in there. haha!
we kinda bought the tube together when we were all shoppping at bugis.
we were having fun shopping and trying out tube tops. haha!
rachael and i tried the same one.
and rachael looked SUPER HOT. so, we persuaded her to buy.
haahahh and guess whatt?
SHE BOUGHT A TUBE BRAAAA.
hahahah. just for this. xD
cool. ehh.
but this picture was taken when we're at rachel's chalet. xxxDD
goodie!
lala. im so lazy suddenly. can i not post the others? :X
i post it on friendster luh. hahahah.
anyways mann. its like sunday.
boring.
xDD
talking to christine, deanne and this guy that likes eunice. xdd
hahaa.
and listening to EMO SONGS.
lalala. ooo. i just found out scissors blade and really make cuts. :D
i made it!
and i used the UNPICKLE tooo.
hahaahahah. happy happy aunty aunty.
tomorrow gotta date with michelley ka pooney, shaz and gang. lol.
oh yeah.
RACHEL YONG. WHENS MY SENTOSA DATE?
HAHA.
sms to tell me yeahh.
dumbass.
and i just realise, it isnt good to be nice.
when you're nice, you get backfired.
hahah. thought maybe i could help you WAKE UP.
wtf.
"i thought you said you butt out?"
wtffff.
i can't stand unreasonable, childish, always thinks shes right kinda person.
god.
please tell me why i got to know her.
eww.
its disgustingg.
sexy bangs?
eww. tell me bout it.
i dont hate you.
you made me hate you. (:
sarcasm.
_____________________________________
if you were here right now i swear i'll tell you this,
baby, i dont wanna waste another day
keeping it inside is killing me cause,
all i ever wanted comes right down to you.
i wish that i can find the words to say
baby i wanna tell you this everytime you leave,
i'm inconsolable.
but do you care?
no.
: D
________________________________________
i hate you. but i love you. i cant stop thinking of you.
Written on: Saturday, October 27, 2007 Time: 9:42 AM
baby i do, cherish you. for the rest of my life, you dont have to think twice. i will, love you still, from the depths of my soul, its beyond my control if you're asking do i love you this much, i do. _____________________________________________
Time: 8:13 AM
Everybody, put up your hands and say, "i dont wanna be in love". shes going out to forget they were together for all that time, she was taken for granted. man. guess what just happened? not just. yesterday. and it just happened, I'M IN THE PICTURE. (: read tyn's blog and you'll know. would EVERYONE just grow up? why does everyone i meet in this year are so fucking fucked up with problems that aren't problems? its just SOMETHING thats so fucking childish. oh please. let explain what happen on Friday, 26 october 2007.
WE, rachel, michelle, shaz, sheryl and deanne are SUPPOSE to go out to watch a movie as it was THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. and somewhat deanne FELT ILL and said she wanted to go back to tp when we're all the way at serangoon. and so, when we reached the mrt station, deanne alrd made up her mind saying that she'll go back to tp. AS SHERYL WAS FUCKING NICE, she went back with deanne to tp. and when they reached tp, deanne said she wanted to go to macs to slack. so sheryl had to follow. TYN, you called her NO LIFE for that? man. and you say you treasure her for all that shit and you said this kind of thing to her. dont you owe her an apology too? AND, all those while when we were at different places, we were messaging each other. we suggested to GO HOME TOGETHER. and there TYN came and told sheryl to go home with her. SHERYL THOUGHT TYN WAS GOING HOME LATE. SO SHE SAID OKAY AND DIDNT TELL HER SHE WAS WAITING FOR ME TOO. and for some REASONS, TYN said she CANT SACRIFICE something just for her. oh please. sacrifice? are you USING THE RIGHT WORD? you have YOUR CIP is your fucked up problem because thats your RESPONSIBILITY in order to help you in you 'o' levels. and you call that SACRIFICING? arent you too selfish? man. i've NO IDEA how did i get to this mess. i dont even know why am i speaking up for sheryl when SHE doesnt even care. _____________________________________________________ anyways, i've made up my mind. i sacrifice for all of you. though i think i'm not really in the picture. (partly) i just cant help but to get jealous. fuck. :/ but anyways, i really dont wanna have anything to do with you guys anymore. pet, christine, dont get the wrong idea. cause you know i wont wanna leave you guys. but you should know who i'm talking bout.
i really REALLY dont wanna talk to you guys, or have ANYTHING to do with you guys. i thought this could last till 2 months more. but i guess i really dont wanna spoil my holidays in this fucking mess. ___________________________________________ to sheryl: i gave chances. i told you how i feel everytime. i forgive whatever you do. i always treated you and put you FIRST in my life. i promise to take care of you. i promise not to keep anything from you. i promise not to get you jealous. i promise i promise i promise. you did too. you promised too. you always do. to everyone. to everybody. but hey, why everytime you just have to break it for all sorts of reasons thats gotta do with your friends? hey, i get it okay. all of them just mean something MUCH MUCH more to you. i get it. but really, im not that kind of person that FORCES you to talk to me, make those empty promises and all when you're not willing to. or in such cases, you cant hold up to it. you told me you do care about me. but it really dont seem that way to me. i cant HELP but to think you dont. i know i keep bringing all these up. and i know its getting really annoying. and I KNOW, i always cause trouble in between your friends. i wanna STOP IT. i wanna STOP THIS. lets just end it okay. get use to not messaging each other. get use to it. take this 2 mths oppotunity to get rid of that habit. i dont know how would you feel after reading this. happy? "sad"? i dont know.
let me ask you. HAVE I EVER MEANT ANYTHING, ANYTHING TO YOU? well, i really DOUBT so. everytime i'll just go hinting to you but you just dont get it. i dont know what im doing now. but i clearly know, i dont wanna keep you by my side. you go on and keep tyn happy. apologise to her. promise her the stuff she wants.
and whatever happened this past few months, it was the sweetest memories. but now, its just something that HURTS whenever i think about it. forget about what i wrote in the farewell letter. i dont even think its worthy for you to read it. tear it. burn it. god damn it. do whatever you wanna do with it. i just dont wanna be in any of this gooey stuff. right now, i just wanna forget. forget about you, forget about everything. go on being someone, you were not infront of me.
have i said, you're just like a two headed snake? infront of me you are as if someone who is so soft spoken, shy and all. behind my back, you're so loud, hyper and all. i dont know the reason why but i know somethings wrong. whatever okay. i dont know which is the real you anymore. no. not even once. those "i want you to care about me" "i dont want you to regret" "i treasure you okay" "i care about you" and stuff like that, are those what you really wanna tell me? or its just that you THOUGHT i was someone else and you said it to the wrong person?
i really think its wrong of me to do whatever i've done for YOU. cause you just dont seem to see it, feel it or even APPRECIATE IT. treating you like a bestie was really a mistake. cause i dont seem like someone whose important to you at all. i'm your good friend. or you said, "SUPER" good friend. cant i mean something much more?? why did i keep saying all those stuff that gets so irritating and annoying? thats cause i was HINTING YOU. you just didnt get it. not even the words in the song. its okay. i'm use to it anyway.
i dont know how you became so important to me. i really dont. its up to you whether you wanna keep this friendship or not. but PLEASE. solve everything first before talking to me. or SOLVE EVERYTHING AND LET GO OF THIS. think about it. its time for reflection.
i dont wanna cry. but i just cant help it. i hate you. i hate the stuff you do that acts like a knife to my heart. and i hate myselfto keep thinking to myself while typing this: " should i let go?, " should i just forgive and forget?" , "shall i post this?", " would i regret?" man. that clearly shows how much i treasure you.
i said i love you. i meant it. but how bout you?
you dont get it. you just dont. right now, i just feel betrayed and disappointed.
sorry to break my promise for not writing anything about you on my blog. or to say, negative stuff? but i really dont know how to put things to you over sms. i'm sorry anyway..
Time: 8:09 AM
gahh. man. my bloggo is backk. im sooo lazy. i dont wanna have a taggy, i lost all my links and all. hahahah. guess thats what you get when you dont think twice before doing something. xD anyways, i've got loads and loads of pictures to upload. but, I'M LAZY LEHZXZXZX. super. xD haha. i'll try to drag my butt then. ooo. anyways, lets start SOMETHING with a new post. (:
Dirty FUNK!
ANNE
IJTP
Secondary Three Ten
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Don't want no paper gangsta, not interested in fakers.
