Written on: Saturday, February 28, 2009 Time: 7:49 AM
I didn't wanna say I'm sorry For breaking us apart I didn't wanna say It was my fault Even though I knew it was
I didn't wanna call you back 'Cause I knew that I was wrong Yeah, I knew I was wrong
One in the same Never to change Our love was beautiful We got it all Destined to fall Our love was tragical Wanted to call No need to fight You know I wouldn't lie But tonight We'll leave it on the line
Listen baby,
Never would've said forever If we knew it ends so fast Why did you say I love you If you knew that it wouldn't last?
Baby, I just can't hear what you're saying The line is breaking up Or is that just us? Or is that just us?
One in the same Never to change Our love was beautiful We got it all Destined to fall Our love was tragical Wanted to call No need to fight You know I wouldn't lie But tonight We'll leave it on the line
I try to call again, I get your mailbox Like a letter left unread Apologies are often open ended But this was better left unsaid
One in the same Never to change Our love was beautiful We got it all Destined to fall Our love was tragical Wanted to call No need to fight You know I wouldn't lie But tonight We'll leave it on the line
We'll leave it on the line Yeah, oh yeah We'll leave it on the line, tonight
Time: 7:17 AM
One in the same, Never to change.
Our love is beautifulY
pretty rainbow :D
heh heh, little blurry but it was sooo clear when sheryl and i saw it in the bus! all seven colours :} it's so rare to see a rainbow.
this week's been fine. bio test was great :} though i made a mistake. xylem vessels, i wrote as, 'xylem cells' ;[ i hope i paaaaaaasssss ;[
was suppose to have physics test on friday, luckily it's postponed to monday! i'm so not prepared for physics ;[
anw, went for yiru's birthday today :D just had lunch with yiru, nancy, tyn, saraht, velda, sheryl and yiru's friend :} hahaha, had sakae's pasta outlet at wheelock. it was, okayyyy. nothing special. wanted to have sakae buffet but it's not available on weekends ;[ SADDENING.
yeaah, after lunch, sheryl and i left to go to my place cos i had to go ;[ (i wasnt suppose to be out actually) :{ so my apologies for not being able to cut cake with yiru and all ;[
hahaha, and sorry for not updating, christine and racheeel! i know y'all love to read my blog right! so here's a post FORCED to post by your two! lolol. love y'all many many :}
i'm gonna go now. upload new blog song :}
Written on: Monday, February 23, 2009 Time: 7:19 AM
I'm running out of patients 'Cos I can't believe what the hell I'm hearing And speaking of hell It don't compare to this heat That I am feeling
I love you too much It shows All my emotions go Out of control oh woah woah Good for you bad for me When I can hardly see From the tears that flow oh woah
Can't forget to breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gonna breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Not gonna lie Or even try You've got my wheel spinning And I ain't the one to shoot The gun 'Cos that means you will be Winning oh yeah
I love you too much It shows All my emotions go Out of control oh woah woah Good for you bad for me When I can hardly see From the tears that flow oh woah
Ohh oh ooh Can't forget to breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gonna breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Somebody better hold me back You're lucky I know how to act (So lucky ain't gunna attack) I'm being calm and cool But believe me you It's taking everything to just Breathe breathe breathe...
Can't forget to breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gonna breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Can't forget to breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gonna breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Time: 7:02 AM
have you heard about the word, 'attention seeker'?
i'm sure to all, characteristics of this group is normally known as loud (???), annoying (???) or maybe, just plain crazyy (???) but i never would have thought someone that crazy would sit on a merry-go-round just to lie about unnecessary stuff(s). which to me, is really pointless. never knew this kinda person would still exist in my world after i graduated from primary six. seriouslyyyyy. but oh well, it's not like we can do anything bout' it but to play along. kinda both shocked, yet disgusted that someone (quite) close to me would do such silly things which makes me feel really sympathetic of.
sigh, how am i gonna live my day from now when i know everything i hear is probably made up or well, made up? :X
Written on: Sunday, February 22, 2009 Time: 7:36 AM
Apologies are often open ended.
OMG. I AM BACK FROM CAMP! :D heehee. i'm like having a really uneven skin tone on my face now, which really annoys me. it's like i have some skin disease. worse, i'm peeling! D:
grah! but overall, camp was really great :} something that sucked was not getting to bathe as often as i can back at home. oh yes! peeing too. and having good foood. so i am very appreciative of what i get everyday now. :X
shall type what we did throughout the whole 3 days :} though it'll take a really long time. :X it's alr 12 and there's school tmr :{ -yawns
Day One! went for the ropes immediately after departure from school. it was reaaaaal scary okayyy! i went on the one rope thingy which is reallly really high. and when i was up there, trying to balance on A ROPE, i had a good view of cars passing by on the expressway. YES. really scary. and yiru was behind me, waiting for me to at least finish half so that she can go on. :X but i was trembling so hard till the whole string that attaches me from up there to people below me supporting me, in case i lose balance, i'll still be hanging up there, was trembling too. :X siti (she was the one pulling my rope) was complaining that the whole rope was trembling vigorously. :X yeaaah. but i manage to pull through :} i almost lost balance halfway. and when i did, i realised the ropes attached to me really helps. it prevents me from falling. lol. so i gained a little trust from it :} and finally, i finished it. heh heh heh.
then i did another one that has two ropes and it's really high with claudia :} equally as scary as the one rope one though it's a little lower. she promised me before we went up, 'i'll be as still as a log up there kay!' cos if she trembles, and i tremble, we'll both fall like crazy. sp, when we're up there, i was really really scared. but she made me overcome a little of my phobia of heights. which is really nice :} when she took a step, she'll say, 'left, right' and i'll follow her. but her one small step, is my three steps. :X yeahh, that's how scared i was :/ but still she was really, very, brave and without her, i would've died. lol. that course made me learn alot about teamwork. and of course, a little more bonding session between us :}
after the ropes, went to our camp site, pasir ris for the first time and saw our tents pitched up, ready for us to go into :} so, we had dinner and lined up at the super long queue just to shower. grah. showered nakedly with claudia, cos they said that the more people showering together, the time limit will extend :} 1 person = 3mins 2 persons = 6mins (and so on and so forth) hahah. so we had 6 mins! :} but in the end, we took up 10mins till we were rushed to come out.
had gala night briefing and stuff and went to bed ;] slept in with leticia, christine, abigail and claudia :} right next to our tent was tyn, sarah.t, velda, yiru and nancy. (they were REALLY NOISY. LOL) nancy was a pig, she slept first :D
DAY 2! LOL. woke up the next day at 6++++? was waken up by stupid sheryl. ;[ she woke claudia and i up cos we were the only ones sleeping :X
had breakfast as the MARQUEE (pronounced at mar-kee, and we often hear it as market and the instructor will correct us :X) (we had rice for breakfast, and rice for yesterday's lunch and dinner too :/) then depart for DRAGON BOATING! :D had difficulties rowing the boat as first though. i kept hitting my middle finger in between the boat and the 'rowing thingy :X'
/tyn just messaged me and we're currently fighting in the middle of the night -.- LOL
anw! 3/10 won! :D we beat 3/7 and 3/9 :D IN YOURRRR FAAACEEE :DDDDDDD kiddingggg kidddingg :} LOL. it was great fun. though i flooded sheryl's shoes. heehee.
then headed back to the camp site to have lunch (rice again -.-) and cook and play AMAZING RACE! hahaha. our food sucked. cos we didnt really have time to heat up everything due to time restrain and the wind that keeps putting out the fire. i love the beans though! :D (which made me fart ALOT in the tent. :X along with christine and abi. yes, poor leticia and claudia :X hahaha!)
then we had our dinner :D (rice again -.-) and we had to prepare for our gala night during campfire. OUR CLASS SCREWED UP. but wtv. :X hahaha! i like our cheer that claudia taught us though :D it goes like this,
"we got a fever, we're hot and we can't be stopped. we got a fever, we're hot, and we can't be stopped. we got a oooh, oooh, oooh, hot hot hot! we got a oooh, oooh, oooh, hot hot hot! pssssssss *finger on our butttt* *cheeers!*"
so cool right! heh heh heh. there were gangsters around though -.- they camp into our area when they clearly know they shouldnt -.- they wanted to go into one of the tents. and our instructor chased them away. and cos it was friday night, there were loads of weird people around. esp, drunkards. more like, DRUNKASS. they kept pestering us. then we'll run and they'll be like, 'eh, dont run lah. come talk to us' crazy man.
yuppp. so the teachers we very worried about our safety. tsktsk.
DAY 3! (our last daaay ):) had breakfast :D (FINALLY, IT'S BEEHOON! D:)
then we had a whole level game play :} really fun. haha! :} three-ten needs a little more co-ordination though. but still, i think we did great together ;] everyone wanted to participate :D
then headed back to school :} and poor sarah.t lost her wallet. i hope she found it!
kayyy. it's like super duper late now. bye folks :D see me in my ugly two toned face tmr :{
i'm thinking of locking my blog. so i can open my blog to certain people. hmmmmm. should i? :/
Written on: Tuesday, February 17, 2009 Time: 7:32 AM
OMG -.- stupid miss seet. LOL. she let us hear this song for history the other day and it's like, one of my favourite song now? -.- but it's really interesting. LOL. it's the Russia's history. :D the man is called, rasputin. DAMN COOOL. i downloaded the song -.- OMG. help me.
just listen :D read the lyrics. heck about the video :D
There lived a certain man in Russia long ago He was big and strong, in his eyes a flaming glow Most people looked at him with terror and with fear But to Moscow chicks he was such a lovely dear He could preach the bible like a preacher Full of ecstacy and fire But he also was the kind of teacher Women would desire
RA RA RASPUTIN Lover of the Russian queen There was a cat that really was gone RA RA RASPUTIN Russia's greatest love machine It was a shame how he carried on
He ruled the Russian land and never mind the czar But the kasachok he danced really wunderbar In all affairs of state he was the man to please But he was real great when he had a girl to squeeze For the queen he was no wheeler dealer Though she'd heard the things he'd done She believed he was a holy healer Who would heal her son
(Spoken:) But when his drinking and lusting and his hunger for power became known to more and more people, the demands to do something about this outrageous man became louder and louder.
"This man's just got to go!" declared his enemies But the ladies begged "Don't you try to do it, please" No doubt this Rasputin had lots of hidden charms Though he was a brute they just fell into his arms Then one night some men of higher standing Set a trap, they're not to blame "Come to visit us" they kept demanding And he really came
RA RA RASPUTIN Lover of the Russian queen They put some poison into his wine RA RA RASPUTIN Russia's greatest love machine He drank it all and he said "I feel fine"
RA RA RASPUTIN Lover of the Russian queen They didn't quit, they wanted his head RA RA RASPUTIN Russia's greatest love machine And so they shot him till he was dead
(Spoken:) Oh, those Russians...
Written on: Saturday, February 14, 2009 Time: 9:50 AM
CREDITS TO CHRISTINE! i looooooooooovvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee this soooooongggggggggg! ZOMY.
You can, think you can get free You think you won't need me That you're gonna get you somethin' better, But you know that we're in this forever, And you can, think you can walk out Even with your doubts, But you know that we're in this together You can try to push me from you Nothing you do can pull us a part
Cause it's too late, there's no escape Might as well face it, baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Ain't nothin you can do about it It's been too long, this is too strong Cause we belong here Baby, we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Stuck in love with each other (stuck in love with each other)
Yeah Now I can say that I would not care If you were not there, Tell myself that I'll be fine without ya but I would die if I was not around ya, and I can try to convince you I don't need to be with you, But my only thoughts are thoughts about ya, What can I do, love is like glue. There's no way to Tear our hearts apart
Cause it's too late (too late, too late) There's no escape, might as well face it, Baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other (with each other) ain't nothin I can do about it It's been too long, this is too strong yes, we belong here, Baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other (stuck with each other) stuck in love with each other (stuck in love with each other)
Bridge: Shontelle There's nothing I'd rather do Than to sit with you forever Can't think of nothin better Than to be stuck with you
Cause it's too late, there's no escape Might as well face it, baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Ain't nothin we can do about it Oh yeah
Cause it's too late, there's no escape Might as well face it, baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Ain't nothin I can do about it It's been too long, this is too strong Yes, we belong here baby, we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Stuck in love with each other (stuck in love with each other)
Cause it's too late, there's no escape Might as well face it, Baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Ain't nothin we can do about it It's been too long, it's been too strong Yes we belong here, baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Stuck in love with each other (stuck in love with each other)
Ain't nothin gonna stop me and you ey Cause you know we just stuck like glue ey
Ain't nothin we can do We stuck in love with each other (stuck in love with each other)
Time: 9:36 AM
baby, we're stuck with each other. &there's nothing we can do bout it Y
OMG. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! spent it with stupid sheryl :} cabbed to jack's at amk and it's temporary closed cos it's full house -.- GRAH. so end up having pizza hut. HAHA. what a big difference. definitely cheaper though :} but you know what toot dont allow me to pay for ANYTHING. haha! :} had fun though :D
I HAVE PICTURES!
my favourite bouquet :D
my stupid finger was there -.-
i look damn ugry.
i look like i have a big face and many wrinkles.
she can be mr lim's full time daughter! 'PEACE!'
twice!
of course, there's a THRICE.
heh heh!
Written on: Friday, February 13, 2009 Time: 8:57 AM
tag replies are here!
SORRY GUYS! i haven't been replying. heh heh! lazyyyy! had to do it here cos i am afraid you wont be able to find what you last typed cos there's alot of dued ones. heheheh! forgive me.
meiting: heeeheeee! i will link you la toot :} simplest action is to HELP ME PUT YOUR LINK DOWN ON THE TAGBOARD RIGHT!
christine: yes yes ;] i'll try to update everyday for you okay!! haha! okay! stuck with you nice uh? by who?
M: hahaha! thank you laaah :} wo ai ni! eh, where's my VDAY present!
stelle: heh heh "} THANKYOUVERYMUCH! i want SYF tickets!
rachel: anything's thats gotta do with ME, is COOL. hahahaha! eh, GO OUT SOON BEFORE YOU START WORRYING BOUT YOUR Os!
my secret admirer: STUPID SARAH TAN. HAHA!
jacov: hahaha! you rock uhm.. porks!
ah shen: yes yes :} when i'm free kay :D
TYN: I AINT STARING AT CHEW MAN. ugly poot. HAHA! remember our poo-poot! i'm poo! you're poot! when i say poo, you say? :D -tyn eagerly says 'POOT!'-
yiru: hahaha! sexy dances? CAN. you say one ah! dont regret! :D
saraht: ashleee simpson? HAHAHA! i go search!
MARSA: AHAHA. ping ding! hahaha! and your 'zhen fu' -> (government), you mstook as 'zhang fu' -> (husband) ahahaha! sucker.LEARN TING XIE!
HEHEHEHEH. thats all! all dued so long ago! ANYWAY, I HAVE GOT GOOD NEWSS! I CHANGED PHONNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AND NUMBER!! i changed to the samsung touchscreen oneee! i am very happy :D
its valentine's day today! recieved cookies, chocolates, jellies and FLOWERS :} plus a bouquet from sheryl :* damn sweet "D thanks guys, for those who remembered me on v'day! hahaha! well, i didnt forgettt okay! i just didnt have time and i didnt know what to buy. so i'll look this weekend kayy! (:
oh yes, i wanna compliment meiting and claudia's cookies. they are delicious man :}}} thanks claudia for giving me the extra one COS I'M SPECIAL. hahaha.
finally passed up ss proj! hope we do well :}
kay, going out with stupid girl tmr. ;]
HAPPY VALENTINE'S
EVERYONEE :}
hope you all have your
dates!
dont be lonely
this year!
you can ask me
out if you wanna :}
*hint hint!*
hehheh! i need to watch bride wars! >:{
oh yes, dance has been really goood ;] love hamzy. ;]
Written on: Monday, February 9, 2009 Time: 8:03 AM
NEW SONG YOW :} listen to the WHOLE song. it's very interesting. tell you at the end. (:
La la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la
Oh baby baby, have you seenAmy tonight? Is she in the bathroom? Is she smoking up outside? Oh baby baby, does she take a piece of lime For the drink that I'mma buy her Do you know just what she likes?
Oh
Oh, oh, tell me have you seen her 'Cause I'm so, oh, I can't get her off of my brain I just wanna go to the party she gonna go Can somebody take me home?
Ha ha he he ha ha ho
Love me, hate me, say you what you want about me But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see? All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me, hate me
La la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la
Oh baby baby, have you seenAmy tonight? Is she in the bathroom? Is she smoking up outside? Oh baby baby, does she take a piece of lime For the drink that I'mma buy her Do you know just what she likes?
Oh
Oh, oh, tell me have you seen her 'Cause I'm so, oh, I can't get her off of my brain I just wanna go to the party she gonna go Can somebody take me home?
Ha ha he he ha ha ho
Love me, hate me, but cant you see what i see? But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see? All of the boys and all of the girls arebegging to if you seek Amy
Love me, hate me, say you what you want about me But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see? All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me, hate me, say you what you want about me (yeah) Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see? All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me, hate me Oh, say what you want about me Oh, but can't you see what I see? Love me, hate me Oh, say what you want about me
HAHAHA! do you realise i coloured some words red? in the beginning, and in the title, you may think that this song is plainly just about amy. then you go on listening, it doesnt make sense! then went onto youtube, they said there was a hidden msg.
say, IF YOU SEEKAMY. say it out just like how i type it. what does it sound??
if = F YOU = U SEE = C KA= K MY=ME
geddit?? all the people in the club are begging for sex. heeheehee.
so the whole chorus is like,
love me, hate me, but cant you see what i see all the boys and all the girls are begging to 'F.U.C.K.ME' :D
cool huh! i loved this song. but it's so wrong when it keeps repeating after you realise the msg to this song. DIRRTYYY. i still love it ;D LOVE ME, HATE ME, SAYWHATCHA WANT ABOUT MEEEE!
Written on: Sunday, February 8, 2009 Time: 2:50 AM
pisssssedddd offfffff. my asshole mom dont allow me to go out on weekends anymore! she really really suck a hell load. force me to do housework and all the shit stuff and in the end i get nothing just becos her fucking ring went missing -.- URGH. and all she knows how to say is, 'you know i don't trust you anymore' when i'm telling her more about what's happening in my life compared to the past. i even paid her 150 bucks just becos of that fucking ring that someone (i dont know who and i aint suspecting who) took it in my house or it's just misplaced. she should really fuck herself. URRRGHHHHH. and besides, she complains alot about me to my aunt -.- no, AUNTS. so cny was a BAD one. i havent mentioned that part i'm sure. she complains stupid stuff that sometimes i dont even remember doing it. and what, mostly is about, CLEANINESS? urgh, SERIOUSL MAN. get a life. dust particles can be cleaned away, FOR THAT MOMENT. and not when you clean it once, it's gone forever. so stop WIPING.
i dont care how am i gonna be punished becos i type such stuff about my mom, but i think it's worth the punishment to let the world know how fucking unreasonable she is. i'm improving, i'm studying alot now, my marks in tests are getting better, i'm learning to balance out between cca and work now, i'm chhaaaanginggggg, but does she see it? NO. DESPITE HAVING TO REPORT TO HER EVERYDAY WHAT HAPPENED IN SCHOOL AND YADAYADAYADA. and when i'm studying, SHE'S FUCKING NOISY. she goes in and out of the room, complain about this, complain about that. and mostly, it's about CLEANINESS. URGHHHHHHHHHHHH. she'll ask stupid questions like, 'have you cleaned the sofa?' and i'll be like, 'YES, i cleaned it!' then she'll keep asking every object that she sees, that has fingerprints and dust particles, whether have i cleaned that part -.- how to study, you tell me.
i am not gonna talk to her about ANYTHING anymore. when i talk to her about it, she seems understanding and caring and all the shit reaction and advices she gave -.- and i havent been asking to go out on weekends for ages and i cant even go out tmr. URRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH. -.- fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i feel so boiled up. URGH.
i swear, i am gonna move out on my own as soon as i am able to get my own life. and her, i dont need her. all she does in my life besides paying for everything, is teaching me how to be a clean freak just like her. and what have i learnt about anything related to teenage life? or generally, LIFE, throughout my whole 15 years of living in this world? nothing! NOTHING.AT.ALL.
i'm like the frog in the well that only sees the sky as a round sky.
urgh, FUCK THAT RING.
Written on: Saturday, February 7, 2009 Time: 11:30 PM
WATCH AND PLAY THIS! :D this is the Jonas Brother's interactive game. hahaha! see who do you match with. it's done by Venetian princess and only her :} check out her other videos about miley cyrus and all. damn cool and some are hilarious :}}
play!
i got joe :D
Written on: Friday, February 6, 2009 Time: 7:57 AM
someone teachh me how to download/find, nice rihanna- disturbia dance remixed songs! :{
i need it for dance ;[
i cant find any from anywhere!
SUCKS BIG BALLS.
i should call tanpohyoke to teach me.
anw, had dance toddaaay :D and guess what. we're learning popping. seriously man. i can't POP properly and here he is teaching us. GRAH. but nice la :D i like. i was soooo sticky and sweaty after that.
I NEED TO BUY MATH ASSESSMENT (SP?) BOOKS. I SCORED ONLY 21/30 FOR MY FIRST MATH TEST WHEN IT'S SO EASY. URGH. BEFORE I KNOW IT, I'LL START FAILINGGGG, AGAAAIN. ;[ i'm damn angry.
but on the brighter sideeeee, i got highest for historyy! :D 16/18 :D i thought i was gonna do badly for the sbq thingy. but scored full marks :D i'm satisfied. i hope monday would be okay :{ another hist test. nervouss.
and i needa cut my hair ;[ sucks bigggg baaaalllsssss. my fringe is getting in the way.
and i'm finally staying home alone tmr. which is a rare time on saturdays. dont have to face my aunt -.-
my brother's joining... BASKETBALL. OOOHHHHMMMMMMYYYYGGGAAAAH! EVERYONE'S GONNA BE TALLER THAN ME SOOON ;[ :{
oh yes, some weird love doctor added me on msn -.- and started asking me love questions and i answered one and i gave up on him. weird :O
PS, michelleeee, I NEEED TO KETCHUP WITH YOUU! D:
Written on: Wednesday, February 4, 2009 Time: 7:01 AM
I don't think I want this anymore As she drops the ring to the floor She says to herself: 'You've left before' This time you will stay gone, that's for sure
And he shouted something else She dragged her suitcase down the path, To the driveway. She had never gone that far.
Normally this would be the time That she would let him talk her out of leaving, But this time, without crying, As she got into her car, she said,
No, happily never after That just ain't for me, because finally I know I deserve better after all, I'll never let another teardrop fall.
As she drove away she starts to smile, Realized she hadn't for a while. No destination, she drove for miles Wondering why she stayed in such denial.
Laughing about the way he shattered something else To drag her suitcase down the path, To the driveway. She had never gone that far
Normally this would be, the time that she Would let him talk her out of leaving, But this time, without crying, As she got into her car, she said,
No, happily never after That just ain't for me, because finally I know I deserve better after all, I'll never let another tear drop fall.
I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done (So done, done, done, done, done) I'm free, I'm free, I'm free Free to be me.
She inhales an air she'd never breathed before Cure of no drama no more.
She said {3x} No, happily never after That just ain't for me, because finally I know I deserve better after all, I'll never let another teardrop fall.
ooowwoooooooowww
Another teardrop fall
Time: 6:48 AM
Everybody let go, We can make a dance floor Just like a circus;
MY LEG HURTS. grah. had dancey dance today. hamzah came late. and he was in a really bad mood. shouted at us, looking so annoyed at us becos he wants the steps to be perfect, perfect perfect. haha, but after an hour, he got better :} and we got better too. did blocking and all. it's really good :D it's so different from all the dance i've been in. like it ALOT :D
y'all must come kay! i dunno i'm writing this to how many people as i dunno who reads my blog besides people who tags. but i am STILL gonna promote :D
SUPPORT VANTAGE! :D & VOLTAGE! i'm in vantage :D -hint hint! :D- (hahaha! kidding laaa :D) funny name, i know. wonder who chose it. LOL. anyhoos, it's on 21st march, saturday, 12.30 @ VIVOCITYY :D you know, the zara and fox there? YEAAH. where the osim booth and all use to be. kekeke! we're dancing in AIRCON! :D
still got many eights to cover up. hope we'll finish it soon! :D cant wait for final product.
also, had math and history test today. did pretty well for history, luckily i memorised :X and i was struggling with memorisation till sheryl told me to slow down. keke, yeah, it worked! as for math, i'm not sure :X i scared though.
AH! havent finish ss project! gotta hurry finish by tmr.
oh yeah! i changed blog song! thanks to claudia for introducing from jasmine's blog. keke. take time to listen to the lyrics and all. it's soooooo nice.
heh heh heh. and i'm gonna change blogsong probs on monday. SO BE BACK. cos i have new songs! my ipod is happy! :D
bowling with chelle and others on sunday! :D hope i can make it :{
kay, i updated cos of christine. AGAIN. heehee! BYE. i better sleep early or sheryl will kill me :{ she got angry with me today for missing 2 busses. :{ sorrrrrrry :{
i give you PT :D i know you want it :D
Written on: Tuesday, February 3, 2009 Time: 6:56 AM
KEKEKE. sorry for my lack of updates. been lazy these few days. christine's bugging me to update. kekeke :D
omggggggggggg. ITS HISTORY TEST TMR. AND LOOK AT WHAT I'M DOING. hahahaha! sorrryyyyyy :{ -pouts- i'm itching to download the new song i heard today from claudia. :} damn nice laaaa. OMGGGGGGGGGGGG.
kay, i'm going crazy. there's math test tmr and history test. and while typing that, i'm bothered by my two fat layers of my tummy. it's clearly, 2 LAYERS now. i can see the deep line. grah. i seriously need to cut down eating too much junk and oily food. my fats are disgusting.
had english presentation todaayy! well, i think i did generally better than i expected. i thought i was gonna end up laughing, or mumbling to myself or my speech wont last for 2-3 mins. and my speech lasted for more than 5 mins. :X heh heh heh. blabber blabber blabber.
i hope i'll pass hist and math tmr. I CANT FAAAAAAAAIL ;[ kay, i'mma change blogsong and lyrics, then i'll go to bed. BYEBYE! :D
ps, thanks claudia for taking care of the hammies :} and for offering to take care of it for a longer period of time :} sheryl's gonna be relieved when she hears this! :D I LOVE YOUU! <3
Written on: Saturday, February 28, 2009 Time: 7:49 AM
I didn't wanna say I'm sorry For breaking us apart I didn't wanna say It was my fault Even though I knew it was
I didn't wanna call you back 'Cause I knew that I was wrong Yeah, I knew I was wrong
One in the same Never to change Our love was beautiful We got it all Destined to fall Our love was tragical Wanted to call No need to fight You know I wouldn't lie But tonight We'll leave it on the line
Listen baby,
Never would've said forever If we knew it ends so fast Why did you say I love you If you knew that it wouldn't last?
Baby, I just can't hear what you're saying The line is breaking up Or is that just us? Or is that just us?
One in the same Never to change Our love was beautiful We got it all Destined to fall Our love was tragical Wanted to call No need to fight You know I wouldn't lie But tonight We'll leave it on the line
I try to call again, I get your mailbox Like a letter left unread Apologies are often open ended But this was better left unsaid
One in the same Never to change Our love was beautiful We got it all Destined to fall Our love was tragical Wanted to call No need to fight You know I wouldn't lie But tonight We'll leave it on the line
We'll leave it on the line Yeah, oh yeah We'll leave it on the line, tonight
Time: 7:17 AM
One in the same, Never to change.
Our love is beautifulY
pretty rainbow :D
heh heh, little blurry but it was sooo clear when sheryl and i saw it in the bus! all seven colours :} it's so rare to see a rainbow.
this week's been fine. bio test was great :} though i made a mistake. xylem vessels, i wrote as, 'xylem cells' ;[ i hope i paaaaaaasssss ;[
was suppose to have physics test on friday, luckily it's postponed to monday! i'm so not prepared for physics ;[
anw, went for yiru's birthday today :D just had lunch with yiru, nancy, tyn, saraht, velda, sheryl and yiru's friend :} hahaha, had sakae's pasta outlet at wheelock. it was, okayyyy. nothing special. wanted to have sakae buffet but it's not available on weekends ;[ SADDENING.
yeaah, after lunch, sheryl and i left to go to my place cos i had to go ;[ (i wasnt suppose to be out actually) :{ so my apologies for not being able to cut cake with yiru and all ;[
hahaha, and sorry for not updating, christine and racheeel! i know y'all love to read my blog right! so here's a post FORCED to post by your two! lolol. love y'all many many :}
i'm gonna go now. upload new blog song :}
Written on: Monday, February 23, 2009 Time: 7:19 AM
I'm running out of patients 'Cos I can't believe what the hell I'm hearing And speaking of hell It don't compare to this heat That I am feeling
I love you too much It shows All my emotions go Out of control oh woah woah Good for you bad for me When I can hardly see From the tears that flow oh woah
Can't forget to breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gonna breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Not gonna lie Or even try You've got my wheel spinning And I ain't the one to shoot The gun 'Cos that means you will be Winning oh yeah
I love you too much It shows All my emotions go Out of control oh woah woah Good for you bad for me When I can hardly see From the tears that flow oh woah
Ohh oh ooh Can't forget to breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gonna breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Somebody better hold me back You're lucky I know how to act (So lucky ain't gunna attack) I'm being calm and cool But believe me you It's taking everything to just Breathe breathe breathe...
Can't forget to breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gonna breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Can't forget to breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gonna breathe slow Count from one to ten With my eyes closed 'Cos ladies take it in And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Time: 7:02 AM
have you heard about the word, 'attention seeker'?
i'm sure to all, characteristics of this group is normally known as loud (???), annoying (???) or maybe, just plain crazyy (???) but i never would have thought someone that crazy would sit on a merry-go-round just to lie about unnecessary stuff(s). which to me, is really pointless. never knew this kinda person would still exist in my world after i graduated from primary six. seriouslyyyyy. but oh well, it's not like we can do anything bout' it but to play along. kinda both shocked, yet disgusted that someone (quite) close to me would do such silly things which makes me feel really sympathetic of.
sigh, how am i gonna live my day from now when i know everything i hear is probably made up or well, made up? :X
Written on: Sunday, February 22, 2009 Time: 7:36 AM
Apologies are often open ended.
OMG. I AM BACK FROM CAMP! :D heehee. i'm like having a really uneven skin tone on my face now, which really annoys me. it's like i have some skin disease. worse, i'm peeling! D:
grah! but overall, camp was really great :} something that sucked was not getting to bathe as often as i can back at home. oh yes! peeing too. and having good foood. so i am very appreciative of what i get everyday now. :X
shall type what we did throughout the whole 3 days :} though it'll take a really long time. :X it's alr 12 and there's school tmr :{ -yawns
Day One! went for the ropes immediately after departure from school. it was reaaaaal scary okayyy! i went on the one rope thingy which is reallly really high. and when i was up there, trying to balance on A ROPE, i had a good view of cars passing by on the expressway. YES. really scary. and yiru was behind me, waiting for me to at least finish half so that she can go on. :X but i was trembling so hard till the whole string that attaches me from up there to people below me supporting me, in case i lose balance, i'll still be hanging up there, was trembling too. :X siti (she was the one pulling my rope) was complaining that the whole rope was trembling vigorously. :X yeaaah. but i manage to pull through :} i almost lost balance halfway. and when i did, i realised the ropes attached to me really helps. it prevents me from falling. lol. so i gained a little trust from it :} and finally, i finished it. heh heh heh.
then i did another one that has two ropes and it's really high with claudia :} equally as scary as the one rope one though it's a little lower. she promised me before we went up, 'i'll be as still as a log up there kay!' cos if she trembles, and i tremble, we'll both fall like crazy. sp, when we're up there, i was really really scared. but she made me overcome a little of my phobia of heights. which is really nice :} when she took a step, she'll say, 'left, right' and i'll follow her. but her one small step, is my three steps. :X yeahh, that's how scared i was :/ but still she was really, very, brave and without her, i would've died. lol. that course made me learn alot about teamwork. and of course, a little more bonding session between us :}
after the ropes, went to our camp site, pasir ris for the first time and saw our tents pitched up, ready for us to go into :} so, we had dinner and lined up at the super long queue just to shower. grah. showered nakedly with claudia, cos they said that the more people showering together, the time limit will extend :} 1 person = 3mins 2 persons = 6mins (and so on and so forth) hahah. so we had 6 mins! :} but in the end, we took up 10mins till we were rushed to come out.
had gala night briefing and stuff and went to bed ;] slept in with leticia, christine, abigail and claudia :} right next to our tent was tyn, sarah.t, velda, yiru and nancy. (they were REALLY NOISY. LOL) nancy was a pig, she slept first :D
DAY 2! LOL. woke up the next day at 6++++? was waken up by stupid sheryl. ;[ she woke claudia and i up cos we were the only ones sleeping :X
had breakfast as the MARQUEE (pronounced at mar-kee, and we often hear it as market and the instructor will correct us :X) (we had rice for breakfast, and rice for yesterday's lunch and dinner too :/) then depart for DRAGON BOATING! :D had difficulties rowing the boat as first though. i kept hitting my middle finger in between the boat and the 'rowing thingy :X'
/tyn just messaged me and we're currently fighting in the middle of the night -.- LOL
anw! 3/10 won! :D we beat 3/7 and 3/9 :D IN YOURRRR FAAACEEE :DDDDDDD kiddingggg kidddingg :} LOL. it was great fun. though i flooded sheryl's shoes. heehee.
then headed back to the camp site to have lunch (rice again -.-) and cook and play AMAZING RACE! hahaha. our food sucked. cos we didnt really have time to heat up everything due to time restrain and the wind that keeps putting out the fire. i love the beans though! :D (which made me fart ALOT in the tent. :X along with christine and abi. yes, poor leticia and claudia :X hahaha!)
then we had our dinner :D (rice again -.-) and we had to prepare for our gala night during campfire. OUR CLASS SCREWED UP. but wtv. :X hahaha! i like our cheer that claudia taught us though :D it goes like this,
"we got a fever, we're hot and we can't be stopped. we got a fever, we're hot, and we can't be stopped. we got a oooh, oooh, oooh, hot hot hot! we got a oooh, oooh, oooh, hot hot hot! pssssssss *finger on our butttt* *cheeers!*"
so cool right! heh heh heh. there were gangsters around though -.- they camp into our area when they clearly know they shouldnt -.- they wanted to go into one of the tents. and our instructor chased them away. and cos it was friday night, there were loads of weird people around. esp, drunkards. more like, DRUNKASS. they kept pestering us. then we'll run and they'll be like, 'eh, dont run lah. come talk to us' crazy man.
yuppp. so the teachers we very worried about our safety. tsktsk.
DAY 3! (our last daaay ):) had breakfast :D (FINALLY, IT'S BEEHOON! D:)
then we had a whole level game play :} really fun. haha! :} three-ten needs a little more co-ordination though. but still, i think we did great together ;] everyone wanted to participate :D
then headed back to school :} and poor sarah.t lost her wallet. i hope she found it!
kayyy. it's like super duper late now. bye folks :D see me in my ugly two toned face tmr :{
i'm thinking of locking my blog. so i can open my blog to certain people. hmmmmm. should i? :/
Written on: Tuesday, February 17, 2009 Time: 7:32 AM
OMG -.- stupid miss seet. LOL. she let us hear this song for history the other day and it's like, one of my favourite song now? -.- but it's really interesting. LOL. it's the Russia's history. :D the man is called, rasputin. DAMN COOOL. i downloaded the song -.- OMG. help me.
just listen :D read the lyrics. heck about the video :D
There lived a certain man in Russia long ago He was big and strong, in his eyes a flaming glow Most people looked at him with terror and with fear But to Moscow chicks he was such a lovely dear He could preach the bible like a preacher Full of ecstacy and fire But he also was the kind of teacher Women would desire
RA RA RASPUTIN Lover of the Russian queen There was a cat that really was gone RA RA RASPUTIN Russia's greatest love machine It was a shame how he carried on
He ruled the Russian land and never mind the czar But the kasachok he danced really wunderbar In all affairs of state he was the man to please But he was real great when he had a girl to squeeze For the queen he was no wheeler dealer Though she'd heard the things he'd done She believed he was a holy healer Who would heal her son
(Spoken:) But when his drinking and lusting and his hunger for power became known to more and more people, the demands to do something about this outrageous man became louder and louder.
"This man's just got to go!" declared his enemies But the ladies begged "Don't you try to do it, please" No doubt this Rasputin had lots of hidden charms Though he was a brute they just fell into his arms Then one night some men of higher standing Set a trap, they're not to blame "Come to visit us" they kept demanding And he really came
RA RA RASPUTIN Lover of the Russian queen They put some poison into his wine RA RA RASPUTIN Russia's greatest love machine He drank it all and he said "I feel fine"
RA RA RASPUTIN Lover of the Russian queen They didn't quit, they wanted his head RA RA RASPUTIN Russia's greatest love machine And so they shot him till he was dead
(Spoken:) Oh, those Russians...
Written on: Saturday, February 14, 2009 Time: 9:50 AM
CREDITS TO CHRISTINE! i looooooooooovvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee this soooooongggggggggg! ZOMY.
You can, think you can get free You think you won't need me That you're gonna get you somethin' better, But you know that we're in this forever, And you can, think you can walk out Even with your doubts, But you know that we're in this together You can try to push me from you Nothing you do can pull us a part
Cause it's too late, there's no escape Might as well face it, baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Ain't nothin you can do about it It's been too long, this is too strong Cause we belong here Baby, we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Stuck in love with each other (stuck in love with each other)
Yeah Now I can say that I would not care If you were not there, Tell myself that I'll be fine without ya but I would die if I was not around ya, and I can try to convince you I don't need to be with you, But my only thoughts are thoughts about ya, What can I do, love is like glue. There's no way to Tear our hearts apart
Cause it's too late (too late, too late) There's no escape, might as well face it, Baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other (with each other) ain't nothin I can do about it It's been too long, this is too strong yes, we belong here, Baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other (stuck with each other) stuck in love with each other (stuck in love with each other)
Bridge: Shontelle There's nothing I'd rather do Than to sit with you forever Can't think of nothin better Than to be stuck with you
Cause it's too late, there's no escape Might as well face it, baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Ain't nothin we can do about it Oh yeah
Cause it's too late, there's no escape Might as well face it, baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Ain't nothin I can do about it It's been too long, this is too strong Yes, we belong here baby, we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Stuck in love with each other (stuck in love with each other)
Cause it's too late, there's no escape Might as well face it, Baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Ain't nothin we can do about it It's been too long, it's been too strong Yes we belong here, baby we're stuck with each other Stuck with each other Stuck in love with each other (stuck in love with each other)
Ain't nothin gonna stop me and you ey Cause you know we just stuck like glue ey
Ain't nothin we can do We stuck in love with each other (stuck in love with each other)
Time: 9:36 AM
baby, we're stuck with each other. &there's nothing we can do bout it Y
OMG. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! spent it with stupid sheryl :} cabbed to jack's at amk and it's temporary closed cos it's full house -.- GRAH. so end up having pizza hut. HAHA. what a big difference. definitely cheaper though :} but you know what toot dont allow me to pay for ANYTHING. haha! :} had fun though :D
I HAVE PICTURES!
my favourite bouquet :D
my stupid finger was there -.-
i look damn ugry.
i look like i have a big face and many wrinkles.
she can be mr lim's full time daughter! 'PEACE!'
twice!
of course, there's a THRICE.
heh heh!
Written on: Friday, February 13, 2009 Time: 8:57 AM
tag replies are here!
SORRY GUYS! i haven't been replying. heh heh! lazyyyy! had to do it here cos i am afraid you wont be able to find what you last typed cos there's alot of dued ones. heheheh! forgive me.
meiting: heeeheeee! i will link you la toot :} simplest action is to HELP ME PUT YOUR LINK DOWN ON THE TAGBOARD RIGHT!
christine: yes yes ;] i'll try to update everyday for you okay!! haha! okay! stuck with you nice uh? by who?
M: hahaha! thank you laaah :} wo ai ni! eh, where's my VDAY present!
stelle: heh heh "} THANKYOUVERYMUCH! i want SYF tickets!
rachel: anything's thats gotta do with ME, is COOL. hahahaha! eh, GO OUT SOON BEFORE YOU START WORRYING BOUT YOUR Os!
my secret admirer: STUPID SARAH TAN. HAHA!
jacov: hahaha! you rock uhm.. porks!
ah shen: yes yes :} when i'm free kay :D
TYN: I AINT STARING AT CHEW MAN. ugly poot. HAHA! remember our poo-poot! i'm poo! you're poot! when i say poo, you say? :D -tyn eagerly says 'POOT!'-
yiru: hahaha! sexy dances? CAN. you say one ah! dont regret! :D
saraht: ashleee simpson? HAHAHA! i go search!
MARSA: AHAHA. ping ding! hahaha! and your 'zhen fu' -> (government), you mstook as 'zhang fu' -> (husband) ahahaha! sucker.LEARN TING XIE!
HEHEHEHEH. thats all! all dued so long ago! ANYWAY, I HAVE GOT GOOD NEWSS! I CHANGED PHONNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AND NUMBER!! i changed to the samsung touchscreen oneee! i am very happy :D
its valentine's day today! recieved cookies, chocolates, jellies and FLOWERS :} plus a bouquet from sheryl :* damn sweet "D thanks guys, for those who remembered me on v'day! hahaha! well, i didnt forgettt okay! i just didnt have time and i didnt know what to buy. so i'll look this weekend kayy! (:
oh yes, i wanna compliment meiting and claudia's cookies. they are delicious man :}}} thanks claudia for giving me the extra one COS I'M SPECIAL. hahaha.
finally passed up ss proj! hope we do well :}
kay, going out with stupid girl tmr. ;]
HAPPY VALENTINE'S
EVERYONEE :}
hope you all have your
dates!
dont be lonely
this year!
you can ask me
out if you wanna :}
*hint hint!*
hehheh! i need to watch bride wars! >:{
oh yes, dance has been really goood ;] love hamzy. ;]
Written on: Monday, February 9, 2009 Time: 8:03 AM
NEW SONG YOW :} listen to the WHOLE song. it's very interesting. tell you at the end. (:
La la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la
Oh baby baby, have you seenAmy tonight? Is she in the bathroom? Is she smoking up outside? Oh baby baby, does she take a piece of lime For the drink that I'mma buy her Do you know just what she likes?
Oh
Oh, oh, tell me have you seen her 'Cause I'm so, oh, I can't get her off of my brain I just wanna go to the party she gonna go Can somebody take me home?
Ha ha he he ha ha ho
Love me, hate me, say you what you want about me But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see? All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me, hate me
La la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la
Oh baby baby, have you seenAmy tonight? Is she in the bathroom? Is she smoking up outside? Oh baby baby, does she take a piece of lime For the drink that I'mma buy her Do you know just what she likes?
Oh
Oh, oh, tell me have you seen her 'Cause I'm so, oh, I can't get her off of my brain I just wanna go to the party she gonna go Can somebody take me home?
Ha ha he he ha ha ho
Love me, hate me, but cant you see what i see? But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see? All of the boys and all of the girls arebegging to if you seek Amy
Love me, hate me, say you what you want about me But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see? All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy Love me, hate me, say you what you want about me (yeah) Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see? All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me, hate me Oh, say what you want about me Oh, but can't you see what I see? Love me, hate me Oh, say what you want about me
HAHAHA! do you realise i coloured some words red? in the beginning, and in the title, you may think that this song is plainly just about amy. then you go on listening, it doesnt make sense! then went onto youtube, they said there was a hidden msg.
say, IF YOU SEEKAMY. say it out just like how i type it. what does it sound??
if = F YOU = U SEE = C KA= K MY=ME
geddit?? all the people in the club are begging for sex. heeheehee.
so the whole chorus is like,
love me, hate me, but cant you see what i see all the boys and all the girls are begging to 'F.U.C.K.ME' :D
cool huh! i loved this song. but it's so wrong when it keeps repeating after you realise the msg to this song. DIRRTYYY. i still love it ;D LOVE ME, HATE ME, SAYWHATCHA WANT ABOUT MEEEE!
Written on: Sunday, February 8, 2009 Time: 2:50 AM
pisssssedddd offfffff. my asshole mom dont allow me to go out on weekends anymore! she really really suck a hell load. force me to do housework and all the shit stuff and in the end i get nothing just becos her fucking ring went missing -.- URGH. and all she knows how to say is, 'you know i don't trust you anymore' when i'm telling her more about what's happening in my life compared to the past. i even paid her 150 bucks just becos of that fucking ring that someone (i dont know who and i aint suspecting who) took it in my house or it's just misplaced. she should really fuck herself. URRRGHHHHH. and besides, she complains alot about me to my aunt -.- no, AUNTS. so cny was a BAD one. i havent mentioned that part i'm sure. she complains stupid stuff that sometimes i dont even remember doing it. and what, mostly is about, CLEANINESS? urgh, SERIOUSL MAN. get a life. dust particles can be cleaned away, FOR THAT MOMENT. and not when you clean it once, it's gone forever. so stop WIPING.
i dont care how am i gonna be punished becos i type such stuff about my mom, but i think it's worth the punishment to let the world know how fucking unreasonable she is. i'm improving, i'm studying alot now, my marks in tests are getting better, i'm learning to balance out between cca and work now, i'm chhaaaanginggggg, but does she see it? NO. DESPITE HAVING TO REPORT TO HER EVERYDAY WHAT HAPPENED IN SCHOOL AND YADAYADAYADA. and when i'm studying, SHE'S FUCKING NOISY. she goes in and out of the room, complain about this, complain about that. and mostly, it's about CLEANINESS. URGHHHHHHHHHHHH. she'll ask stupid questions like, 'have you cleaned the sofa?' and i'll be like, 'YES, i cleaned it!' then she'll keep asking every object that she sees, that has fingerprints and dust particles, whether have i cleaned that part -.- how to study, you tell me.
i am not gonna talk to her about ANYTHING anymore. when i talk to her about it, she seems understanding and caring and all the shit reaction and advices she gave -.- and i havent been asking to go out on weekends for ages and i cant even go out tmr. URRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH. -.- fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i feel so boiled up. URGH.
i swear, i am gonna move out on my own as soon as i am able to get my own life. and her, i dont need her. all she does in my life besides paying for everything, is teaching me how to be a clean freak just like her. and what have i learnt about anything related to teenage life? or generally, LIFE, throughout my whole 15 years of living in this world? nothing! NOTHING.AT.ALL.
i'm like the frog in the well that only sees the sky as a round sky.
urgh, FUCK THAT RING.
Written on: Saturday, February 7, 2009 Time: 11:30 PM
WATCH AND PLAY THIS! :D this is the Jonas Brother's interactive game. hahaha! see who do you match with. it's done by Venetian princess and only her :} check out her other videos about miley cyrus and all. damn cool and some are hilarious :}}
play!
i got joe :D
Written on: Friday, February 6, 2009 Time: 7:57 AM
someone teachh me how to download/find, nice rihanna- disturbia dance remixed songs! :{
i need it for dance ;[
i cant find any from anywhere!
SUCKS BIG BALLS.
i should call tanpohyoke to teach me.
anw, had dance toddaaay :D and guess what. we're learning popping. seriously man. i can't POP properly and here he is teaching us. GRAH. but nice la :D i like. i was soooo sticky and sweaty after that.
I NEED TO BUY MATH ASSESSMENT (SP?) BOOKS. I SCORED ONLY 21/30 FOR MY FIRST MATH TEST WHEN IT'S SO EASY. URGH. BEFORE I KNOW IT, I'LL START FAILINGGGG, AGAAAIN. ;[ i'm damn angry.
but on the brighter sideeeee, i got highest for historyy! :D 16/18 :D i thought i was gonna do badly for the sbq thingy. but scored full marks :D i'm satisfied. i hope monday would be okay :{ another hist test. nervouss.
and i needa cut my hair ;[ sucks bigggg baaaalllsssss. my fringe is getting in the way.
and i'm finally staying home alone tmr. which is a rare time on saturdays. dont have to face my aunt -.-
my brother's joining... BASKETBALL. OOOHHHHMMMMMMYYYYGGGAAAAH! EVERYONE'S GONNA BE TALLER THAN ME SOOON ;[ :{
oh yes, some weird love doctor added me on msn -.- and started asking me love questions and i answered one and i gave up on him. weird :O
PS, michelleeee, I NEEED TO KETCHUP WITH YOUU! D:
Written on: Wednesday, February 4, 2009 Time: 7:01 AM
I don't think I want this anymore As she drops the ring to the floor She says to herself: 'You've left before' This time you will stay gone, that's for sure
And he shouted something else She dragged her suitcase down the path, To the driveway. She had never gone that far.
Normally this would be the time That she would let him talk her out of leaving, But this time, without crying, As she got into her car, she said,
No, happily never after That just ain't for me, because finally I know I deserve better after all, I'll never let another teardrop fall.
As she drove away she starts to smile, Realized she hadn't for a while. No destination, she drove for miles Wondering why she stayed in such denial.
Laughing about the way he shattered something else To drag her suitcase down the path, To the driveway. She had never gone that far
Normally this would be, the time that she Would let him talk her out of leaving, But this time, without crying, As she got into her car, she said,
No, happily never after That just ain't for me, because finally I know I deserve better after all, I'll never let another tear drop fall.
I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done (So done, done, done, done, done) I'm free, I'm free, I'm free Free to be me.
She inhales an air she'd never breathed before Cure of no drama no more.
She said {3x} No, happily never after That just ain't for me, because finally I know I deserve better after all, I'll never let another teardrop fall.
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Another teardrop fall
Time: 6:48 AM
Everybody let go, We can make a dance floor Just like a circus;
MY LEG HURTS. grah. had dancey dance today. hamzah came late. and he was in a really bad mood. shouted at us, looking so annoyed at us becos he wants the steps to be perfect, perfect perfect. haha, but after an hour, he got better :} and we got better too. did blocking and all. it's really good :D it's so different from all the dance i've been in. like it ALOT :D
y'all must come kay! i dunno i'm writing this to how many people as i dunno who reads my blog besides people who tags. but i am STILL gonna promote :D
SUPPORT VANTAGE! :D & VOLTAGE! i'm in vantage :D -hint hint! :D- (hahaha! kidding laaa :D) funny name, i know. wonder who chose it. LOL. anyhoos, it's on 21st march, saturday, 12.30 @ VIVOCITYY :D you know, the zara and fox there? YEAAH. where the osim booth and all use to be. kekeke! we're dancing in AIRCON! :D
still got many eights to cover up. hope we'll finish it soon! :D cant wait for final product.
also, had math and history test today. did pretty well for history, luckily i memorised :X and i was struggling with memorisation till sheryl told me to slow down. keke, yeah, it worked! as for math, i'm not sure :X i scared though.
AH! havent finish ss project! gotta hurry finish by tmr.
oh yeah! i changed blog song! thanks to claudia for introducing from jasmine's blog. keke. take time to listen to the lyrics and all. it's soooooo nice.
heh heh heh. and i'm gonna change blogsong probs on monday. SO BE BACK. cos i have new songs! my ipod is happy! :D
bowling with chelle and others on sunday! :D hope i can make it :{
kay, i updated cos of christine. AGAIN. heehee! BYE. i better sleep early or sheryl will kill me :{ she got angry with me today for missing 2 busses. :{ sorrrrrrry :{
i give you PT :D i know you want it :D
Written on: Tuesday, February 3, 2009 Time: 6:56 AM
KEKEKE. sorry for my lack of updates. been lazy these few days. christine's bugging me to update. kekeke :D
omggggggggggg. ITS HISTORY TEST TMR. AND LOOK AT WHAT I'M DOING. hahahaha! sorrryyyyyy :{ -pouts- i'm itching to download the new song i heard today from claudia. :} damn nice laaaa. OMGGGGGGGGGGGG.
kay, i'm going crazy. there's math test tmr and history test. and while typing that, i'm bothered by my two fat layers of my tummy. it's clearly, 2 LAYERS now. i can see the deep line. grah. i seriously need to cut down eating too much junk and oily food. my fats are disgusting.
had english presentation todaayy! well, i think i did generally better than i expected. i thought i was gonna end up laughing, or mumbling to myself or my speech wont last for 2-3 mins. and my speech lasted for more than 5 mins. :X heh heh heh. blabber blabber blabber.
i hope i'll pass hist and math tmr. I CANT FAAAAAAAAIL ;[ kay, i'mma change blogsong and lyrics, then i'll go to bed. BYEBYE! :D
ps, thanks claudia for taking care of the hammies :} and for offering to take care of it for a longer period of time :} sheryl's gonna be relieved when she hears this! :D I LOVE YOUU! <3
Dirty FUNK!
ANNE
IJTP
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