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    Written on: Sunday, August 31, 2008
    Time: 8:57 AM

    omgomgomg.
    i was on youtube trying to find for another version some song that stead asked me to find,
    and i came across HSM3's trailer.
    omgomgomg!

    NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

    i'mma watch it and i'm booking my baby ;DDD


    omogmg.
    WATCH IT IF YOU'RE AS SLOW AS ME! ;DDDD








    OMGGG. ;DDD
    i betcha drooling for Zac Efron now.
    tsktsk.

    lolol. going for tuition with sheryl tmr (;
    hope it's not pressurising )):
    i cant work under pressure ):

    omg! and science extra lesson!
    URGH.
    boring much.



    4 more days baby ;D
    3 more days to my surprise ;D
    i can't wait ;D

    Written on: Saturday, August 30, 2008
    Time: 11:33 AM

    my baybeh's suggestion ;D
    this song's so sweeet!
    how can i miss this man







    Well I don't mind waiting
    Til you're comfortable with me
    But what's it gonna take to prove that I'm for real?
    Cause you know how I feel about you
    You know I can't live without you
    I just wanna stay and make it real

    Cause I know, you know
    It can't get much better
    Fireworks flying whenever we're together
    I know, you know, that I know you love me

    Well I've made up my mind
    That I want you to be the one
    The one I wanna be with
    When I'm ninety-two

    Cause I know, you know
    It can't get much better
    Fireworks flying whenever we're together
    I know, you know, that I know you love me

    Cause I know, you know
    It can't get much better
    Fireworks flying whenever we're together
    I know, you know, that I know you love me

    I just wanna feel you tonight
    Making sure the moment's just right
    I could die just staring in your eyes
    I just wanna feel your heartbeat
    Hold you even closer to me
    Fall asleep with you right by my side
    We'll see fireworks tonight
    We'll see fireworks tonight

    I've waited all my life to make this perfect every way
    And sharing it with you would make it even more than that

    Cause I know, you know
    It can't get much better
    Fireworks flying whenever we're together
    I know, you know, that I know you love me

    Cause I know, you know
    It can't get much better
    Fireworks flying whenever we're together
    I know, you know, that I know you love me
    We'll see fireworks tonight

    I know, you know
    It can't get much better
    Fireworks flying whenever we're together
    I know, you know, that I know you love me
    We'll see fireworks tonight

    Written on: Thursday, August 28, 2008
    Time: 8:59 AM

    wahahahaa.
    i just got back from stead's house ;D
    today's sucha boring day i swear ):
    but math was fun, i guess.
    went personally to miss mazlind about some questions about pythagoras theorem.
    so annoying ):
    didn't go for animation again. :X
    went to meet sheryl, leticia and all to mos. ;D
    ate and wentt back to my place and headed straight to sheryl's and pranked called people. HAHHA! damn toot la. but we both failed. HAHAHA!
    stupid stead, keep laughing. tskTSK.

    she's so retarded.
    hahah.
    went to school early in the morning and she pissed me off >;[
    luckily there was eunice to cheer me up :X
    hahaha! or i would've died.
    went to class and blast my eardrums with 'liar, liar'
    nice song to vent my anger on :X

    anw,
    i think it's sucha unglam day today.
    i shall post unglam photos ;DDDD




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    wahahha! euniceee!



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    my baby ;D


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    that idiot. squeezing her chilli sauce.



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    spasm ;D



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    SO CUUTTTEEEE!



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    my shithead i love so much ;DDDD



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    first time, she initiated this picture.
    HAHAH!



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    i love you TOO. d;



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    TSKTSK. ;D


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    hello my fwen. ;D


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    I LOVEEEEEE MYYYYY DARLING ;D
    tsktsk, i cant wait to write in that book again ;DDDD
    with the poeeemmm and the heading, 'HAPPY 16TH MONTH ;D'






    i'm getting gold class tickets! ;D
    i'm hinting my dear ;D











    ANDANDAND,

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    this scares me. :X
    i really dunno how it ended in my phone. HAHAA!
    hi stelle ;D




    ugggghhh. that's all i have ;D
    teacher's day tmr ;D

    Written on: Monday, August 25, 2008
    Time: 8:06 AM



















    we'll make the world jealous of this love
    that can never be found elsewhere,
    we'll make the world envious
    cos of this love we share <333




    (picture from michelle, she thought it reminded her of me ;D hahaha! tedddddiessss!)




    GRAAAH. just got back from sheryl's house ;D
    supposingly was there to study, but she's sooooo cute and amusing till we both got distracted.
    HAHAHA!
    urgh!
    this post is gonna be about this idiot ;D

    when we reached her place, rest for awhile and started to do our work.
    before we laid everything on the table, she said, "i wanna studyyy toodayy! dont spoil my plan! :D"

    so i was doing my work, just disturbing her whenever i write in her journal.
    and she just kept going in and out of her room.
    finally when she settled down, we were both doing our work from 8+++-935.

    after that, she just lie on her bed and pulled my hand and started smiling and whining at me. then i was like, "I THOUGHT YOU WANNA STUDYYY??? ;D"
    then she was like, "you luh ): disturb me ):"
    then i was like, "i never luh ): i was doing my work!"
    then she said, "oh yeaaaaahhhh. ;D -smiles RETARDEDLY-
    then i said, "you just wanna play with me right?"
    hahahaha! we both burst out laughing as she admitted. -.-

    hahahhaha! she's daaamn cute lah!
    like small girl lidat.


    and many retarded stuff she did that made me laugh so hard i swear.
    she saw a 'beetle' on my head (as she couldnt confirm if it was -.-)
    she just stone at it till i got what she was trying to tell me, i fling my hair all over the place alr, then she came to her sense and said something -.-

    HAHAHA! and she said she was trying to recover from the shock -.-
    just like when i wrote her the above poem and asked her if it's nice,
    her maid gave her a shock by coming into the room suddenly and asked about tmr's breakfast, when her maid went out, i asked, "eh! nice anot!"
    then she "-stared and smiled blankly at me-"
    and i was like, "not nice uh?"
    then she came to her senses and said, "sorryysorrry! i was recovering from the shock from my maid. -.-"

    HAHHAHA! friggging funnyy! graaah.


    anw, i posted some reallly CUTE photos of eunice oon her blog.
    and she DELETED 'accidentalllyyyyyy'
    hahahaa! nvm, I CAN POST HERE. but next time ;D


    i'm OFFF ;D






    TANG POH CHEOK, LIM KIAG SENG & PENG YING YING SECRETLY LIKES _________. i'm furious.





    &i miss you every second of my life

    Written on: Friday, August 22, 2008
    Time: 10:31 PM

    i'm gonna CUT MY HAIR.

    my mom says i should reaaallly, reaaalllyyy, go for a hair cut.
    my fringe looks like a mop.
    wthhhh ):
    i can't bear to part with my hai luh. ):
    sucks much.
    i wanna cry alr.
    what if it turns out like shit? :X
    my stead's gonna ditch me ):

    graaah.
    it's raaaininggg.
    so tired ):
    i love this song that's on my blog nowww. ;D
    woohoooo!

    i failed practically all my tests.
    cos i didnt study ):
    graaah.
    i could've passed chinese if i studied.
    URGH.
    and i could've passed maths if i practiced more.
    i wanna die alr.

    okay, it's like 140 and i havent got ready for my 330 hair cut D:

    BYEEEEE ;D

    Time: 10:14 PM









































    Soft kiss and wine
    What a pretty friend of mine
    We’re finally intertwined
    Nervous and shy
    For the moment we will come
    Alive
    Tonight
    Secret valentine

    We’ll write a song
    That turns out the lights
    When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
    Don’t waste your time
    Speed up your breathing
    Just close your eyes
    We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all

    Lay down, be still
    Don’t worry, talk they will
    I’ll be loving you until
    Morning’s first light
    Breaks tomorrow, I’ll take care
    Of you
    Tonight
    Secret valentine

    We’ll write a song
    That turns out the lights
    When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
    Don’t waste your time
    Speed up your breathing
    Just close your eyes
    We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all

    When guilt fills your head
    Brush off, rise up from the dead
    This is
    The moment that we
    Will come alive
    Brace yourself for love
    Sweet love
    Secret love

    We’ll write a song
    That turns out the lights
    When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
    Don’t waste your time
    Speed up your breathing
    Just close your eyes
    We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all

    We’ll write a song (we’ll write a song)
    That turns out the lights (turns out the lights)
    When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
    (Nothing at all)
    Don’t waste your time
    Speed up your breathing
    (Nothing at all)
    Just close your eyes
    We’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all
    Nothing at all

    Written on: Monday, August 18, 2008
    Time: 8:40 AM

    RAHH ;D
    camp rock songs are definitely much much better than hsm.
    well, most of it. xD
    watched the trailer again today.
    omggg. it's so tempting and it's worse when you dont have the cable.
    good gracious. ):

    RAAAH.
    rachael &rachel's absent today ):
    math test was fun :X
    jasmine kept lying on my back.
    claudia kept coughing ):
    eunice hates vegetables.


    hahaha. you know why?
    whenever we buy something that has veg in it, whenever i walkaway, i see my plate piling up with vegs from eunice and jasmine.
    just like today.
    tsktsktsk xDDD


    oral comm,
    'lets scream, "con-sti-pa-tion"'

    "i dont even remember myself screaming this word out loud for my whole life!", says mrs roch.

    Time: 8:40 AM

    They tell you a good girl is quiet
    And that you should never ask why
    Cause it only makes it harder to fit in
    And you should be happy, excited
    Even if you're just invited
    Cause the winners need someone to clap for them

    It's so hard just waiting
    In a line that never moves
    It's time you started making
    Your own rules

    You gotta scream until there's nothing left
    With your last breath
    Say here I am
    Here I am
    Make em listen
    Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
    Not anymore
    Say here I am
    Here I am
    Here I am
    Here I am

    You only get one life to work it
    So who cares if it's not perfect
    Say "it's close enough to perfect for me"
    Why should you hide from the thunder
    And the lightening that your under
    Cause there ain't nobody else you want to be

    If how your living isn't working
    There's one thing that`ll help
    You got to finally just stop searching
    To find yourself

    You gotta scream until there's nothing left
    With your last breath
    Say here I am
    Here I am
    Make em listen
    Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
    Not anymore
    Say here I am
    Here I am
    Here I am

    The world better make some room
    Yeah move over, over
    Cause your coming through
    Cause your coming through

    You gotta scream until there's nothing left
    With your last breath
    Here I am
    Here I am
    Make em listen
    Cause there is no way you'll be ignored
    Not anymore
    So here I am
    Here I am
    Here I am
    Here I am
    Here I am

    Written on: Friday, August 15, 2008
    Time: 8:57 AM


























    &I just can’t pull myself away
    Under a spell i can't break;
    Shes the sweetest taste of sin<3




    whoooo. TGIF ;DDD

    thank god it's friday! ;D
    grah. i'm so getting sick of school sometimes.
    stuff gets stolen all the time.
    curse those people who steals man.
    i bought new markers, SHE took all the new ones and left all the old ones for me ):
    now i'm back to square one, before i bought my markers ):
    so stupid.
    what's the point of stealing markers man.
    it's not like markers cost a thousand of dollars.
    and whats more, rachael's wallet got stolen.
    gaaah.
    i'm very sure it's stolen by someone in our class as it got stolen during art class when we're all i the com lab and chael just left her wallet there and went to the washroom.
    the rest of us were there.
    how weird can this get.

    urgh. and poeple in the class are just so childish sometimes.
    URRRGGGHHH.
    'i dont understand a single word they're saying'
    -.-
    urgggh. we said, 'ANY QUESTIONS?' but nooooo, you just had to give us your witch face.
    urgh.
    i have no idea whats up with this class.
    there's no bond at all and people are really making it worser by complaining the hell outta us when it's really unnessesary at times.
    GRAH.




    sorry, i just felt like typing that :X
    anw, had lunch with rachael, eunice, claudia, rachel and amanda yesterday at MOS.
    ;D
    fattening much ):
    yuppp. after amanda and rachel left, we started having this talkkk.
    lol. we just practically had so much to say about each other.
    and we just shoot everything out.
    that was like, this very first time we actually had such a straightforward talk :X
    but it really clear the boulders between us and i hope after this, things would get better between all of us.
    and i swearrr, i wont pangseh rachael anymore ):
    if i do, y'all come after me ;D


    yuppp. and todaaayyy!
    i can officially sayyyy,
    ART IS FUN.
    hahahaa!
    thanks to rachel.
    she helped me outta my world.
    i was L.O.S.T.
    hahaha. and i edittted photos!
    so cool ;D
    and guess what,
    I FORGOT TO SAVE IT.
    @#%&*#^$$$@#.
    GRAH.
    how dumb can i get.
    yupp.
    and went to stead's place yesterday and today. (:
    (i overcame my feaaarrrr ;D)

    sigh, tuition tmr):
    mathmathmath.
    i'm gonna ask him to teach me graphs all over again ;[

    stead suck.
    ):
    she went to sleeeeep without replying my important messages ):







    __________ is a bitch.
    &she looks like a witch.
    (SHE REALLY DOES LOOK LIKE A WITCH xD)
    created by claudia sau-tah-piah ;D

    Written on: Thursday, August 14, 2008
    Time: 7:52 AM

































    This was never the way I planned
    Not my intention.
    I got so brave, drink in hand
    Lost my discretion
    It's not what I'm used to
    Just want to try you on
    I'm curious, for you,
    Caught my attention

    I kissed a girl
    And I liked it
    The taste of her cherry chapstick
    I kissed a girl
    Just to try it
    I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

    It felt so wrong
    It felt so right
    Don't mean I'm in love tonight

    I kissed a girl
    And I liked it
    (I liked it)

    No, I don't even know your name
    It doesn't matter
    You're my experimental game
    Just human nature
    It's not what good girls do
    Not how they should behave
    My head gets so confused
    Hard to obey

    I kissed a girl
    And I liked it
    The taste of her cherry chapstick
    I kissed a girl
    Just to try it
    I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

    It felt so wrong
    It felt so right
    Don't mean I'm in love tonight

    I kissed a girl
    And I liked it
    (I liked it)

    Us girls we are so magical
    Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
    Hard to resist, so touchable
    Too good to deny it
    Ain't no big deal it's innocent

    I kissed a girl
    And I liked it
    The taste of her cherry chapstick
    I kissed a girl
    Just to try it
    I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

    It felt so wrong
    It felt so right
    Don't mean I'm in love tonight

    I kissed a girl
    And I liked it
    (I liked it)

    Time: 7:49 AM

    wahahaha.

    stead said that my songs are TOO EMO.
    so...






    HOW'S THIS.

    HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


    I KISSED A GIRL &I LIKED IT.

    HOW'S THAT xD

    HAPPY ENOUGH OR NOTTT. :DDDD
    complain somemore ;D

    Written on: Wednesday, August 13, 2008
    Time: 5:44 AM

    wakaka.
    i went for track!
    and i ran ten rounds.
    HAHAHAHA!
    i dont run okayyy. and for the first time after napfa, i ran ten rounds non stop.
    that's an accomplishment man!
    hahaha!

    anw, had english today and mrs jay showed us this movie trailer!
    i wanna go watch it!
    she said it's good.
    it's out in cinemas nw (:
    it's called mad about english and it's freaking funny.
    especially hearing the china people speak english.
    it's a nice documentary (:
    watch watch!









    rachael nv come school today):

    Written on: Tuesday, August 12, 2008
    Time: 7:56 AM






























    There's a story at the bottom of this bottle and I'm the pen
    Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
    Cause it feels like stealing hearts
    Calling your name from the crowd







    OMGGGG.

    GUESS WHAT BABIES.

    I'VE GOT MY THIRD HOOOOLLLLEEEE ;DDDDD


    okay laaaa. i know abit loser laaa. everyone got third hole alr.
    hahaha! ehhhh, but be proud of me man.
    it was painful okayy D:

    went to pierce it as amk hub; bits and pieces ;D
    with claudia, eunice, SHERYL, rachel, charlotte, ashley, amanda!
    wakakaka.
    but only claudia, eunice, amanda and i pierced.
    amanda was CRAZYYY.
    she wanted to pierce the top of the ear.
    damn cool la.
    but she couldntas her bone there too hard.
    yesss, you should see her ear.
    very thick and covered with an extra layer :X
    okay, sounds sick now :X
    hahaha!
    but she's normal la!
    just bone too hard. :X
    the lady there seem so afriad of our ears :X

    OHYES.
    i just made a big discovery.
    GUESS WHAT.
    i think i like pink.
    realllyyyy!
    it's damn weird i swear.
    it's like, i noticed everything i have is PINK.
    pink pink pink.
    ear studs, i like choosing pink since dunno when :X
    i noticed i like sweet stuff. :X
    GAH.
    i feel so small suddenly.
    i thought i was so over pink since... since i stopped playing with my barbie dolls? :X
    butbutbut,
    i still have them :X
    heh heh heh!

    anw, any comments on my skin?
    :X
    ugly issssiittttt?
    ))):

    Written on: Sunday, August 10, 2008
    Time: 6:56 AM

    graaah):
    boring dayyy.
    didnt meet sheryl today as she couldnt make it. ):
    hope she'll make it tmr ;D
    gonna shop with ills at bugis!
    ;D


    anw,
    WATCH THISSSS!
    IT'S HILARIOUS.









    SO CUTE RIGHT!
    she's so amused that she can do somersault(sp?) :X
    so funny la ;D

    okay, i gtg (:
    INCREDIBLE TALES!

    Written on: Saturday, August 9, 2008
    Time: 8:55 AM








































    i solemnly swearrr,

    i love my stead very very very very much

    and i never wanna lose her ever again ):










    yayyy (: the skies are blueeee nowww ;D
    i know this is expected after ever fight between us,
    but i have no intention of getting back with her kay!
    hahaha! kidding kidding.
    i was dying without her ):
    grah. i'll skip that :D


    anw, did i mentioned i watched MONEY NO ENOUGH2? ;D
    ahh! IT'SSOOONNICEEE!
    hahahha! watched it with leticia, stead and mel on friday(:
    mel criedddd.
    sheryl and leticia ran off to the front seat halfway.
    stead abandoned me. ):
    hahaha!
    the show was hilarious yet cryable. :X
    it's fun (:
    leticia's skirt got WET.
    and it's kinda a mystery to where the water came from as she had no 'bestfriend' yet. :X

    its niceee. should go catch it.
    i reaaaaaaaaaaaaally wanna watch the mummy ))):
    pleasepleasepleaseeeee, sheryl go watch with meee tmr ):

    yay yay yay.
    oh yes,
    happy birthday ashley, jeremiah, timothy and ryannn!!
    love you guys (:
    oh yes,
    AND MY OL' SINGAPOREEE!


    went to temple today(:
    mom forced me to goooo.
    she say it's for my safety.
    lol. ohwells. (:

    i'm thrilled after watching so many killing shows.

    I NEED MORE CLOTHES.
    SHOPPINGGGG ON MONDAY! ;D







    i was lost without you;

    Written on: Friday, August 8, 2008
    Time: 7:51 AM

    I can honestly say
    You've been on my mind
    Since I woke up today, up today
    I look at your photograph all the time
    These memories come back to life
    And I don't mind

    I remember when we kissed
    I still feel it on my lips
    The time that you danced with me
    With no music playing
    I remember those simple things
    I remember 'till I cry
    But the one thing I wish I'd forget
    The memory I want to forget
    Is goodbye

    I woke up this morning
    And played our song
    And through my tears I sang along
    I picked up the phone and then
    Put it down
    Cause I know I'm wasting my time
    And I don't mind

    I remember when we kissed
    I still feel it on my lips
    The time that you danced with me
    With no music playing
    I remember those simple things
    I remember 'till I cry
    But the one thing I wish I'd forget
    The memory I want to forget

    Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
    With your ring tone
    I hesitate but answer it anyway
    You sound so alone
    And I'm surprised to hear you say

    You remember when we kissed
    You still feel it on your lips
    The time that you danced with me
    With no music playing
    You remember those simple things
    We talked 'till he cried
    You said that your biggest regret
    The one that you wish I'd forget
    Is saying goodbye

    Saying goodbye
    Oh, Goodbye

    Time: 3:07 AM

    sometimes i wonder how people change so fast.
    even if you see them everyday, they would just change drastically.
    blame it on the different classes?
    or blame it on the person who changed.
    or blame it on me for not knowing how to lead the person?
    or blame it on me for being so sensitive.
    but i know it's been too much and i dont think i can hold it any longer.
    i despise people who uses dialect vulgarities, yes i do.
    i despise people who also uses rough dialect words.
    it's not that dialect languages cannot be used.
    its a form of language just like the typical global language that we're all using nw; english.
    but dont use it till it sounds so gross to the ears.
    neither do you use it all of a sudden.
    neither do you have to use it for fun just becos you cant think of any english words to replace it.

    dont even come up with an excuse that your whole class uses it.
    my father, my mother, my relatives use it all the time.
    my mom scolds me till she can even call me a prostitute in dialect.
    my mom uses all sorts of language when she's angry. and worse, it's everyday.
    but i understand and i dont even get influenced by it.

    sometimes i just wonder whether do you even think before you say your sentences.
    i wonder too, where's the friend that hated vulgaries.
    whenever i said 'fuck', she says i should stop it.
    and becos i know she cared and i know she dislikes it, i tried my best to change and use it only when i'm super angry.
    read all my posts, when did i ever use FUCK in all the sentences even if i'm not angry?
    do i say, 'today i'm so fucking happy. today i went to a fucking cinema and watched a fucking funny show.'
    or did i even say, 'i used it only when i'm FUCKING angry' in the previous sentence?

    i know when i'm angry i'll have a full post with FUCKS.
    but it's better than making it into a word that dont seem to be a vulgar word.

    and now what? she's becoming more rough and vulgar than me.
    vulgarities aint only the issue.
    how about rough languages?
    was it so necessary to use such a rough word in your daily sentence?
    like, SIBEI?
    my dad uses SIBEI.
    and when i used it when i was young, I GOT WACKED WITH A CANE BY HIM.
    he said it's too much for a girl to use it like me.

    i dont blame it if you say you're influenced.
    but if you know that you're influenced, the obvious thing is to do something about and not build it up.

    stealing, taking ec, whats more?
    teaching you, turning you around, care for you, love you, trust you, what more do i have to do?
    when i just barely said, i dont care, you make it into such a big issue.
    i said i dont care becos i know if i care, you'll find me a nuisance.
    why do i think that way?
    cos whatever i told you what's wrong or right, you dont listen.
    still want me to care.
    dont you think you're too much huh.

    when i told you it's wrong,
    you can tell me it's not wrong cos your friend told you it's not.
    and you can still tell me, CHILL LA.
    chill, yeah, i will.
    finally, i will.
    i dont think i should blow up also.
    you dont even care about where you're really going.
    find me unreasonable for all you want.
    i rather be lose everyone than to waste my time on someone that doesnt listen. just like you.

    i dont even know why do i care so much about you more than you, caring about your OWN life.
    becos of you, i dont know how much i've teared and how many things i've sacrificed.
    and if becos of vulgarities and rough dialect words and we end this friendship,
    truthfully, i find it a waste.
    and if nothing's gonna make you change, then i guess i've got nothing to lose.
    to think about it, you're the one making things so messed up.

    everyday cos of you, i've to wait like some mad dog, killing my time cos of you.
    and it's not like you waiting for for me cos i'm late BY 5-10 MINS IN THE MORNING.
    i wait FOR HOURS.
    think for yourself what i've said to you before.
    you do what you like, while making people suffer.
    issit too much telling you beforehand that i'm afraid people would not wait for me after animation and ask you to be back in tp by 330?
    issit too much to ask as a bestfriend?
    not making your bestfriend wait for you too long?
    luckily there was rachael waiting with me.

    dont tell me you waited for me during my dance period.
    you were sure someone is wating with you.
    and moreover, its something that i have to be there for.
    it's not like i'm having fun and making you suffer.

    and what, the other times.
    making me wait and wait for you to get ready, not knowing what to do at home while waiting cos my mom is always grumbling.
    and you? happily sit infront of your couch, watching tv.
    you know you're late, you're still sitting right there.
    even when i've got not enough sleep, i purposely force myself up just to get ready to be in time to meet you.
    and you? what have you done?

    to think about it, i dont know why did i change whenever you disliked something.
    starting from tying french pletes to vulgarities to studying to using the com too much.
    what have you done for me then besides making me quarrel with you.
    you think i like it?

    sigh. i've got nothing more to say.
    i'll return the shoes on tues including every bit that i owe you.

    this doesnt even hurt you huh?
    you dont even feel sorry at all?
    how about the letter you wrote to someone ADMITTING you're changing.
    you make no sense to me.
    anw, it's your call.
    return me my shoes?
    i will listen to you for the last time and give it back to you.
    i'vegot no regrets for picking this fight with you.



    oh, and whatever i said at the top, if any of you feel offended by it, then i'm sorry. i dont care if you're using it or not. as i only care for the one person this post is referring to.

    she used to be the sweetest girl;

    Written on: Tuesday, August 5, 2008
    Time: 7:52 AM

    Never thought that I'd be so inspired
    Never thought that I would find the higher truth
    I believed that love was overrated
    'Til the moment I found you;









    yayy. i love my blog song. :X
    it's so cute i swear. (:
    anw, I WATCHED THE DARK NIGHT AND MONEY NOT ENOUGH2(half of it :X)
    HAHHA.
    it's good ;]
    should really catch the joker.
    frigging cute ;D
    oh yes, and prom night.
    did i mention that before? :X
    it's damnnnn cooool.
    got freaked out many times :X

    yupp ;]
    spent my whole day today with rachael honey ;D
    she's damn cute i swearrrr!
    kept laughing whenever i'm with her.
    tsktsk.
    she said i got B.O. ):
    I FRIGGING DONT HAVE LUH ))))):
    she kept repeating that ):
    GRAH.
    had lunch at mos with her till about 4plus, stead caaame! ;D

    went to my place and she got so addicted to the stupid game from my bro's psp.
    SUCKER ):
    she left me out luh):
    sucker.


    school's been boring.
    GRAH.
    i think claudia's really cute and innocent.
    HAHAHA!
    i cant stand it sometimes. :D

    Written on: Monday, August 4, 2008
    Time: 6:01 AM

    NEW SONG!
    from michelle ;D
    damn cute! ;D









    Alright so this is a song about anyone, it could be anyone
    You're just doing your own thing and someone comes out of the blue
    They're like,
    "Alright
    What are ya saying?
    Yeah can I take your digits?"
    And you're like, "No not in a million years, you're nasty
    Please leave me alone"

    Cut to the pub on a lad's night out
    Man at the bar cause it was his shout
    Clocks this bird and she looked OK
    She caught him looking and walked his way
    "Alright darlin', you gonna buy us a drink then?"
    "Er no, but I was thinking about buying one for your friend..."

    She's got no taste, hand on his waist
    Tries to pull away but her lips on his face
    "If you insist I'll have a white wine spritzer"
    "Sorry love, but you ain't a pretty picture"

    You can't knock 'em out, you can't walk away
    Try desperately to think of the politest way to say
    Just get out my face, just leave me alone
    And no you can't have my number
    "Why?"
    Cause I lost my phone

    "Oh yeah, actually yeah um, I'm pregnant
    Um, yeah I'm having a baby in like 6 months so no, yeah, yeah..."

    I recognize this guy's way of thinking
    As he walks over her face starts sinking
    She's like,
    "Oh here we go..."
    It's a routine check that she already knows,
    She's thinking, "They're all the same"

    "Yeah you alright baby? You look alright still, yeah what's your name?"
    She looks in her bag, takes out a fag
    Tries to get away from the guy on a blag, can't find a light
    "Here, use mine"
    "You see the thing is I just don't have the time"

    You can't knock 'em out, you can't walk away
    Try desperately to think of the politest way to say
    Just get out my face, just leave me alone
    And no you can't have my number
    Cause I lost my phone

    Go away now, let me go
    Are you stupid? Or just a little slow?
    Go away now, I've made myself clear
    Nah, it's not gonna happen
    Not in a million years

    You can't knock 'em out, you can't walk away
    Try desperately to think of the politest way to say
    Just get out my face, just leave me alone
    And no you can't have my number
    Cause I lost my phone

    You can't knock 'em out, you can't walk away
    Try desperately to think of the politest way to say
    Just get out my face, just leave me alone
    And no you can't have my number
    Cause I lost my phone

    "Actually I'm getting married next week"

    "No, seriously"

    "Nah, I've gotta go; my house is on fire"

    "I've got, I've got herpes, err no, syphilis!"

    Written on: Friday, August 1, 2008
    Time: 11:23 AM



























    I was born to tell you I love you
    And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
    Stay with me tonight
    (I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)








    i know i just pierced a reallly really sharp knife into your heart ever since that talk.
    saying those that if you ever change, i'mma just ditch you cos i wont accept whoever you are.
    i don't wanna make it seem so cliche, saying that i dont mean it.
    cos i was aware of what i said and i know i meant it.
    whatever i said last night was really the first time that i know and i mean every single word i said last night.
    yes, i despise those.
    i'm sorry if i'm unreasonable, spoiling your fun, controlling you too much and all.
    but i know i was doing the right thing telling you i'm grossed out cos it's wrong.
    and that's becos i care and i don't want you to go astray.
    but i can't possibly wake you up by saying it in a nice tone right.
    or it wouldnt help at all.
    i had to force myself to make an impact so that you'd think about it and decide for yourself if it's right or wrong.
    for me, i strongly stand at where i am now and say that's wrong.
    no matter what people might say, 'it's a point of growing up' or whatsoever.
    cos i know it's not the you i know and not the you that i treasured and care for so much the first time i met.
    so blame it on me if i made this whole thing seem so big and made it spoil your night and all.
    if you wanna end this with me, i'm very well prepared.
    at least i know i did the right thing for you and me.
    but still, i still hope you'll change no matter how small those things you may have done to you and your friends.
    even if i'm the only one that keeps suspecting you, not believing you'll not do it again, i still very much hope you'll change.
    it's not that i dont trust you.
    i do. but i've seemed to lost it.
    don't say i dont care and you feel demoralised whenever you say you wouldn't do it again and i say that it's your life and i dont care.
    i meant that if you wanna do it again, it's your choice cos i've made myself clear that i think that it's wrong and the rest it's up to you to decide.

    so now you decide for yourself.
    if i dont care, i wouldnt be thinking about it for so long after we hung up.
    if i dont care, i wouldnt be wasting my time typing this when i can just go to bed.
    if you still think i dont care,
    then, whatever.