Count the Headlights On The highway
Turn up the drums and have a l i l rave.

Hold me closer, tiny dancer

TWITTER
    follow me on Twitter

    ADS

    Credits

    Icon: LJ/sixthmile
    Layout: tuesdaynight
    Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery

    Written on: Tuesday, October 28, 2008
    Time: 9:14 AM

    i’m looking at you, and my heart loves the view
    cause you mean everything;





    guess where i went today!
    HAW PAR VILLA!
    HAHAHA.

    was discussing with sheryl where to go today and suggested to go to somewhere historical.
    and went to rachael's blog and saw that she went haw par villa and look quite interesting :X
    so decided to visit there ;D

    took a cab down to pasar panjang and got off at theentrance.
    and guess what i heard.
    sheryl said it's rumoured that it is haunted -.-
    omg. scared the hell of me can.
    but anw, broad daylight :X
    so we jst went in.

    thought it was gonna be a really high hill to climb but fortunately, it wasnt :X
    went to 10 courts of hell first ;]
    OMG.
    it's so coool!
    but it's scary at thesame time.
    really freaky.

    it's like, when you die, you'll go through this test where you have to go through 10 of it and if you have sinned, you'll get retribution.
    you'll have to look into the mirror of your life and see where you have gone wrong.
    after that, you'll have to get punished :X
    so freaky!
    burn in oil, intestine taken out, drown in filthy blood, body dismented and all the gruesome stuff.

    then we came across this mirror which says, 'look into the mirror to see how you look like in your pastlife'
    and when baby and i were concentrating on how we look like, 2 STATUE HEADS POPPED OUT.
    omg.
    we both freaked out :X
    there were alot of weird wierd things in there :X
    but interesting ;]

    anw, after all your punishments afterlife,
    you'll be sent to a judge to see if you'll recarnate as a animal or human.
    then you'll meet this magical lady, named meng-po, and she'll give you a cup of tea, called the 'forgetfull-ness tea' and you''ll have to drink it so that you'll forget your pastlife and recarnate ;]

    so freakyyy.
    then we had to walk out of the dark tunnel.
    WHOOO.
    lolol.
    wanted to snap pictures but sheryl say better not :X
    then we met the guy in charge of this thing, he said, 'TAKE ALOT OF PICTURES!'
    i was like.. AAAHH!
    HAHAH!

    yuppp. walked around the place, all the states and alll for about an hour,
    then took a cab down to suntec ;]
    wanted to take the singapore flyer but changed our minds.
    and sheryl wanted to take the bungee jumping thing!
    graaah. then i promised her some other day ;[
    i'm DEAD.

    lol. anw, ate fish and co. for lunch.
    OMG.
    it was damn goood ;]
    we couldnt finish the calamari.
    but it's so good.
    omg. this is making me hungry.

    lol. yupp. then shopped.
    OMG. today was MEGA SHOPPING DAY for sheryl man!
    hahaha!
    we walked till my legs were SORE.
    try try try, buy buy buy.
    for me, i try try try, put back put back put back :X
    LOL.
    yupp.
    went topman, fox, revoltage, fourskin, recoil, topshop, mango and other shops that i cant really remember.
    omg. haha.
    she bought 7 clothes and 1 slipper.
    lolol.
    and guess what ;D i bought baby 2 tees for the.. 3rd time ;DD
    the tee suits her to a T :D

    yupp. after all that shopping, cabbed to amk hub to get my ear pierced!
    hahaha!
    i pierced at the bone there!
    so funn ;]
    i love it.
    baby wanted to pierce but she was scared after she saw mine.
    lolol.
    i told me mom ;]
    she was fine with it :X

    then cabbed to sheryl's house to see baby hammies and have dinner ;]
    i had a great great wonderful day with that toot ;D


    anw,
    wanna watch hsm 3 again tmr ;]
    or probably coffin? :D
    issit open?
    i wanna scare myself ;]
    haha!

    kaykay. i shall post up pictures ;]


    Photobucket

    haw par vills ;D




    Photobucket


    aunt ;] our face look plastered :X


    cam whoring ;D

    Photobucket

    we look like monkies :D



    Photobucket

    i look so fat!
    and my hair's out of shape!





    Photobucket




    Photobucket

    hmm.. what number did i last stop for counting all this poses? :D









    there ;D
    anw, i'm gonna strt on my year-end dedications before i'm the last one to post it up my blog!
    hahahaaaa ;D

    MISS ME ;]

    Written on: Monday, October 27, 2008
    Time: 12:27 PM

    it's 330 now and i'm still blogging ;[
    hahaha.
    guess what.
    i met some new friends from habbo.
    OMG. some weird guy asked me for stead in R.L and habbo please -.-
    hahaha! i said i'm attached.
    so dumb guy.
    and i hosted FF without scamming! :D
    i feel like primary sch suddenly
    haha!

    anw, short post.
    went for baby's bbq yesterday.
    got so pissed as she was flirting ;[
    and stella kept molesting my leggg!
    HAHAA!
    and shryl's cousin thought stella and i were les. -.-


    today, went chinatown shopping with family and aunt ;]
    pretty fun. just that the rain spoilt it all.
    went to great world city after that and had a trying spree at Zara ;D

    omgomg. parents came in :XX



    Photobucket



    Photobucket


    my baby's the new chef for the night ;D
    hahaa!
    quoted from sheryl's mom ;]

    kkk. gtg ;]

    OH YES.
    have i mentioned, HSM3 IS SOOOO NICEEE!
    hahah!
    the song above is stuck in my head please ;}
    so sweet ;D

    MUST WATCH!
    bye! :D

    Written on: Friday, October 24, 2008
    Time: 7:40 AM

    -[Gabriella]
    Take my hand, take a breath
    Pull me close and take one step
    Keep your eyes locked on mine,
    And let the music be your guide.

    [Troy, Gabriella]
    Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
    We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

    (chorus)
    It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
    It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
    And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
    So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
    Can I have this dance

    [Troy]
    Take my hand, I'll take the lead
    And every turn will be safe with me
    Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
    You know I'll catch you threw it all

    [Troy, Gabriella]
    And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
    'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

    (chorus)
    It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
    It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
    And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
    So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
    Can I have this dance

    [Gabriella And Troy]
    Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
    'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
    Let it rain, let it pour
    What we have is worth fighting for
    You know I believe, that we were meant to be

    (chorus)
    It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
    It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
    And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
    So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
    Can I have this dance

    Can I have this dance
    Can I have this dance

    Written on: Tuesday, October 21, 2008
    Time: 4:34 AM

    this love we share,
    it's very rare.





    grah. got my results back.
    i'm dropping to normal acade ;[
    sigh. where have i gone wrong.
    grah. i dont wanna talk about it.
    i just know that i should look at the bright side rather than the dark side like what eunice said ;]
    1. i get to see sheryl till we graduate together
    2. i got one more year to study
    3. i'd still be an ij girl for another year after express people leaves


    yuppp. whatever la.
    at least i have baby, claudia, jasmine and other people that are currently in norm now.
    claudia and jas, lets persevere and persist kay! we'll do the best out of this second chance given, study hard, very hard ;]
    i'm very motivated.
    i'm just really scared about the environment ;[
    like, really really scared.
    but, i'm sure with baby around, i'll be fine ;]

    meeting mrs jay tmr to get form, report book and NA's booklist.
    sigh. my parents are so dissapointed with me please.


    urgh. stop talking about it ;[
    anw, few days back when i was talking to stelle online,
    some horny guy added her and she added me into the convo please!
    hahaha!
    then we planned to make him damn horny andtoast him!
    hahaha
    but he was so boring please.
    he's so dumb.
    he was agreeing to whatever we were saying cos he wanna have sex -.-
    and he wants it real life please.
    so we said, we'll meet him the next day at his house.
    HAHAA!

    then estelle said, 'i'll poke your dick with a fork! more blood, more pleasure!'
    then the guy said, ya! but first, i want blowjob
    then stelle said, 'no fork = no sex'
    and the guy just agreed -.-
    next, estelle said she wanna poke many needles. HAHA.
    and the guy had to agree!

    and i was like, let's finger you!
    then he replied, okay. but i finger you two first
    then estelle was like, i want banana. no banana = no sex. only if you're a banana'
    hahaha! she's so cute please!
    and that stupid horny guy agreed please!
    HAHAA.

    i think guy's IQ level drops whenever they're horny -.-
    what losers.

    haha! anww! i got something interesting to share!


    i adapted from a book. freaking cool.
    HAHAHA!
    please reaad ;DDDD



    Photobucket


    Photobucket


    Photobucket


    Photobucket


    Photobucket


    Photobucket


    Photobucket



    Photobucket


    Photobucket

    hope y'all can read the peeks ;D
    oh yes. i said in my previous blog post, i went farm outing with sheryl's family? :X
    hahaha!
    i got the pics ;D
    wait ah..


    went to fish farm, croc farm and somemore farms :X
    hahaha. it was fun ;] sheryl was making a fool of herself ;D
    kay kay. stupid photobucket.
    so long ;[

    Photobucket


    Photobucket
    sun-tanning ;D
    sheryl's mom was laughing at this. HAHA!


    Photobucket
    WAIT FLIES GO IN THEN YOU KNOW.


    Photobucket
    gross :X


    Photobucket



    Photobucket


    Photobucket


    Photobucket


    Photobucket

    this is a crazy turtle.
    i just go close to it and take a look, it was like splashing the water and was so eager to come out please :X
    might as well be land turtle right.


    Photobucket
    the fishes were attracted to sheryl's hand cos they thought she was gonna feed them :X
    hahaha!


    Photobucket
    she's doing some ritual ;D

    Photobucket
    disturbia ;D

    Photobucket
    baby girl, pudding ;D

    Photobucket
    where's shari? :D

    Photobucket
    where's mel?
    and my eyes are closed! -.-

    Photobucket

    birthday girl and mother ;D
    hahaha! anw, i wanna play habbo now ;]]
    i got more to post.
    post it up later ;]



    and me personal fav ;D
    Photobucket



    It's like catching lightning
    The chances of finding,
    someone like you.
    It's one in a million,
    the chances of feeling the way we do
    And with every step together
    We just keep on getting better

    So can I have this dance?

    Written on: Sunday, October 19, 2008
    Time: 9:29 AM

    Oooooh ooooh
    I never needed you to be strong
    I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
    i never needed pain,i never needed strain.
    My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
    I never needed you for judgement
    I never needed you to question what i spent
    I never asked for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
    And it's a little in the conversations
    There isn't anything that you can say.
    And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me and listen to me because,


    I don't want to
    Stay another minute
    I don't want you
    To say a single word
    Hush Hush, Hush Hush
    There is no other way
    I get the final say
    Because
    I don't want to
    Do this any longer
    I don't want you
    There's nothing left to say
    Hush Hush, Hush Hush
    I've already spoken
    Our love is broken
    Baby Hush Hush


    I never needed your corrections
    On everything from how i act to what i say
    i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday
    I'm sorry for the way i let go
    Of everything i wanted when you came along
    But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
    I know next to you is not where i belong
    And it's a little late for explanations
    There isn't anything that you can do
    And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby


    I don't want to
    Stay another minute
    I don't want you
    To say a single word
    Hush Hush, Hush Hush
    There is no other way
    I get the final say
    Because
    I don't want to
    Do this any longer
    I don't want you
    There's nothing left to say
    Hush Hush, Hush Hush
    I've already spoken
    Our love is broken
    Baby Hush Hush


    No more words
    No more lies
    No more crying ooh ooh
    No more pain
    No more hurt
    No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah
    Because


    I don't want to
    Stay another minute
    I don't want you
    To say a single word
    Hush Hush, Hush Hush
    There is no other way
    I get the final say
    Because
    I don't want to
    Do this any longer
    I don't want you
    There's nothing left to say
    Hush Hush, Hush Hush
    I've already spoken
    Our love is broken
    Baby Hush Hush


    Yeah Oh
    Hush Hush, Hush Hush
    I've already spoken
    Our love is broken
    Baby

    Written on: Saturday, October 18, 2008
    Time: 12:11 PM

    hush hush.


    wheeeee ;]
    just got back from youtube-ing ;]
    i simply love youtube!
    it's so easy whenever you wanna kill time.
    go watch stupid videos and music videos ;]

    i'm currently addicted to pussycat dolls songs and music vids esp, 'when i grow up'
    OMGGG. the breakdown is really really good.
    i miss dance ;[
    like, it's been ages since i said that please.
    i'm still in dilemma if i should go for syf auditions.
    how how howww ;[
    i think i lost all my techniques alr ;[

    anw, inter-class competition next weeek!
    actually, i dont know when.
    hahaha. wed issit?
    omgggg. came up with what to do for class dance alr.
    but no steps, no music.
    well, hope estelle has good moves!
    and i've been looking for music.
    guess what i came across!
    dance night's krumping song!
    haha! brought back so much memories.
    reminded me of so much tears, fears and tense-ness in everyone.
    and krumping group was the most eye catching one.
    which also reminded me of ru hui!
    in that white hat and throwing herself on the floor with all that vigorous moves :X
    hahaha! i miss that period of time ;]

    well, i hope i can put my piorities in the right place ;[
    should i gooooo? D}: (bee's favourite face :DDD)
    grah.
    anw, i cant wait for class dance prac!
    well, surprisingly. :X
    cos i was never into it till i saw 2/5's dance!
    it's sooooo goood please!
    and i've yet to see 2/7's!
    michelle! shake that THANG ;D
    hahahaha.

    i hope 2/8 will do a better job this time round.
    what happened to all our active dancers man!
    it's really the last time where the 'majority dancers class' which people used to call us sluts and bitches and bimbos cos we lovve to dance and WE'RE PRETTTYYY! HAHAHA! kidding, kidding.
    lets revive that sec one spirit mann ;]
    it's the only last thing we can ever do to leave a footprint of 2/8 in 2008 ;[
    lets do our best best best man ;D

    kay, enough about dancing.
    i think i watched too much dance videos today :X
    haha!
    went for shari's party today ;]
    it was so much fun.
    kinda got pissed off at sheryl cos she was soooo long please!
    then leticia, peck yi ning, mel and sheryl came knocking on my door!
    just to persuade me to go :X
    haha! forced me to change out somemore ;[
    i wanted to not go please ;[
    yeaaah. but still, i'm glad i went.
    so much drama mama.

    went to penin, got shari's present - berms.
    and guess what. she had that berm and wore it when she met us.
    how COINCIDENT can this be?!
    yeaah, so she had to change it.
    haha.
    mel got her a personal present - hoodie ;D
    yuppp.

    had my period and was FORCED to go into the pool.
    hahaha! leticia and i had a dilemma if we should go in as we didnt wanna wet our butts.
    HAHAHA! her reason was, 'I FEEL WEIRD!'
    hahaha! whereas, mine is period.
    SO GROSS.
    expected a red pool when they pushed me in. :X
    but luckily it wasnt!
    hahaha!

    yeah, then ate and left at 10 ;]
    OMG. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH OUR TAXI FARE WAS?!
    24.45.
    and plus plus plus cos i got off before leticia and pyn.

    OMGG D:


    OH YES, I'M PLAYING HABBO AGAIN.
    hahaha! how lame can i get!
    but heyyy! it's fun!
    i like FF.
    brings me memories when i played with crystal ong and sarah tan during primary school time :X
    hahaha! then give furni here, give furni there, scam here, scam there.
    hahaha!
    AND MICHELLE, HABBO IS FUN.
    and stop flirting!
    hahaha! cant believe your motto is
    'hello boys'!!?!??!
    hahahha!! you're so hilarious.
    i love you ;D



    anw, i think i'm going shopping tmr ;D
    oh yes, have i mentioned about my marks?
    nah, i dont wanna talk about it.
    it was a dissapointment.


    BYE ;]
    (i realised i blogged about alot of people today. they all just came to my mind! that's NEW ;D)


    i guess you finally know what's going on







    i know next to you, is where i belong;

    i.l.y.b. ;D

    Written on: Thursday, October 16, 2008
    Time: 9:20 AM

    I wake up every evening
    with a big smile on my face
    and it never feels out of place
    And you're still probably workin'
    at a 9 to 5 pace
    I wonder how bad that tastes

    When you see my face, hope it gives you hell
    Hope it gives you hell
    When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell
    Hope it gives you hell

    Now where's your picket fence, love?
    And where's that shiny car?
    It didn't ever get you far
    And you never seemed so tense, love
    I've never seen you fall so hard
    Do you know where you are?

    And truth be told, I miss you
    And truth be told, I'm lyin'

    When you see my face, hope it gives you hell
    Hope it gives you hell
    When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell
    Hope it gives you hell
    When you find a man that's worth a damn
    and treats you well
    Then he's a fool; you're just as well
    Hope it gives you hell
    Hope it gives you hell

    Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
    "Where did I go wrong?"
    But the list goes on and on

    But truth be told, I miss you
    And truth be told, I'm lyin'

    When you see my face, hope it gives you hell
    Hope it gives you hell
    When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell
    Hope it gives you hell
    When you find a man that's worth a damn
    and treats you well
    Then he's a fool; you're just as well
    Hope it gives you hell

    Now you'll never see
    what you've done to me
    You can take back your memories
    They're no good to me
    And here's all your lies
    You can look me in the eyes
    With the sad, sad look
    That you wear so well...

    When you see my face, hope it gives you hell
    Hope it gives you hell
    When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell
    Hope it gives you hell
    When you find a man that's worth a damn
    and treats you well
    Then he's a fool; you're just as well
    Hope it gives you hell

    When you see my face, hope it gives you hell
    Hope it gives you hell
    (Hope it gives you hell)
    When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell
    Hope it gives you hell
    (Hope it gives you hell)
    When you hear this song and you sing along
    But you never tell
    (You never tell)
    Then you're a fool; I'm just as well
    Hope it gives you hell
    (Hope it gives you hell)
    When you hear this song
    I hope that it will give you hell
    (Give you hell)
    You can sing along
    I hope that it puts you through hell.

    Time: 8:45 AM

    if i could say what i want to see
    i want to see you go down on one knee,
    'marry me today'
    yes, I’m wishing my life away
    Y




    i'mma make a short post to keep my ugly blog alive ;]
    it's 1145 now ;]
    and yes, i ponneddddd school today cos i looked terrible in the morning.
    hahaha! yes, what an excuse.

    anw, to replace cinnamon baby, sheryl and i bought another pudding ;]
    so now, we've got a male pudding and a female pudding.
    i must say, the female pudding, (pudding jr.) is sooooo sooo sooooo adorable! :D
    brought it to school yesterday and everyone was like saying it's so angelic ;D
    the reason why we suggested to bring it to school was because male pudding and female pudding dont get along.
    omg, you know, they fought damn badly.
    they scratched and bite each other whenver we put them in the same cage.
    and sheryl and i wanted to go out after we bought the new pudding and wanted to just put new pudding into the cage and go off.
    and luckily, we didnt.
    we went home and watch them play for awhile.
    and soon after 15 mins, they started fighting and squeeked.
    omg, we were shocked.
    and we saw male baby's cheek pouch bleeding.
    and it's back also.
    the female one injured it's leg.
    but still, luckily it was just minor injuries.
    they're still standing strong ;]
    yuppp.

    now we bought different cages and all. and i brought it to school as there was not enough water bottle. and i had to feed it during school hours manually ;]
    so adorable whenever it licks my hand for water ;]

    yuppp. will uploadmore pictures of hammies ;D
    i'mma go sleep now.
    cant afford to pon tmr.
    i need to know my results ;[
    BUHBYEE ;DD



    i'll try, not to blow up so often whenever y'all wanna meet up okay?
    well, DEPENDS ;D
    but i truly love the letter you gave.
    it's so sweet ;]
    esp. the love bug lyrics ;]
    and i trust you. and _______ :}
    well, FOR NOW ;DD
    *smiles widely*

    B.I.L.Y <3

    Written on: Monday, October 13, 2008
    Time: 6:23 AM



























    i feel so depressed today ;[
    one of my favourite hamsters went missing.
    and yes, we couldnt find it ;[

    yesterday night, sheryl had to leave the cage out as her dad dont like hamsters in th house.
    so we left it outside at her picnic table.
    and we were playing in the afternoon, spending time with them, feeding them their favourite treat, sunflower seeds.
    and i swear, that was one of the best time i ever had for the past one week with them both.
    cos at first, sheryl didnt like one of them, which was 'cinnamon'. it was a tinier one, and it was a really really hyper hamster.
    and so, only yesterday, she started liking it cos it was sooo cute!
    but whereas, i liked it long ago :X cos it didnt bite me ;[

    anw, after playing, we carefully put it into the cage and let them play inside themselves while about 7 plus, 8,
    sheryl's mom got back and we all followed her to play badminton at a CC.
    it was so much fun please ;]
    i can harly hit the ball.
    and her mom was bully sheryl and stella cos they have to keep picking up the shuttlecourt (sp? i'm not good in sports :X not even to knw their names!)
    yeah, it was fun.
    then we got home and sheryl and i quarrelled. :X
    well, due to some reasons.
    and so, after dinner at about 9 plus, 10,
    i called cab and went home.
    but before that,
    sheryl and i went out to the pinic table, where the babies are and we started talking things out.
    but however, i just left angrilly.
    and sheryl just stoned at the table till i left without even noticing the babies.
    but, before i left, i swear that i clearly saw the both of them. i even tried to carry them but changed my mind.
    yeahh.

    and they was left out there, all night by themselves.
    during midnight, sheryl and i were talking on the phone.
    we were like discussing what if something bad happens to babies. ;[
    we were like asking each other,
    'what if cat eat?'
    'what if bird eat?'
    and sheryl replied,
    'if anything were to happen to them, i rather them escape than get eaten'

    and so, we ended the conversationwithout having a thought of checking them before going to bed after all that talk.

    at 630 in morning, i recieved a phonecall from sheryl and she told me,
    'cinnamon is missing and pudding is all we've left'
    omg.. you know how pain my heart was? :[
    and i really thought she was joking.
    cos it's too coincident alr.
    but yeah, she wasnt.
    i quickly rush down to her place at about 7 plus and tried finding for cinnamon.
    but sadly,
    we failed.

    sigh, i kept thinking about it all day ;[
    and whenever i see her photo, i'll just tear ;[
    and like, i've never liked hamsters before.
    i wasnt even interested in getting one actually.
    but never have i known to get so attached to them both in just one week and i even know how they behaved and everything.

    to sheryl and i, i'm sure we both thought cinnamon and pudding were perfect for each other.
    they played together, interacted with each other right after we bought these two.
    and they were left in different cages initially and they got along so, so well.
    and that's what happened.

    pudding's like really sad now, it's so bored and all by itself.
    we got another cinnamon. but it just felt so strange to us.
    it even bite stella's hand till it bled.
    and in that big cage, usually cinnamon pudding would play together and run around the cage till it was so messy.
    but now, both are like seperated.
    pudding tried to make friends but the other one kept fighting.
    sigh.
    i think it's all so quiet now ;[
    i wonder wheres cinnamon right now ;[
    could it have been picked up by a better owner?
    eaten by birds?
    cats?
    ants?
    i dunno ;[

    GRAHHHH. ;[
    i feel so emotional towards this little thing ;[
    and i feel worried for pudding.
    it's character is changing, ALOT ;[


    sigh, anw, here's a few pictures ;[
    i guess i can never post anyy pictures of baby cinnamon ever again ;[


    Photobucket

    it's so cute and tiny, it's like a baby :[
    it cxouldnt even bite the sunflower seed open.
    and sheryl had to help her bite. ;[





    this was the last time ;[[[

    i miss youuuu, cinnamon ;[[

    Written on: Sunday, October 12, 2008
    Time: 9:15 AM

    Ooooh yeah
    i should have known it was you all along
    i didn't know what i had till it was gone
    now i'm fallin down, fallin down, fallin down

    and the trouble with the truth that you face
    is that you're haunted by all your mistakes
    and now i'm callin out, callin out
    but you can't be found, can't be found

    those nights those days will not be replaced
    when I throw them away

    I had to go all the way around
    I had to go all the way around
    Just to figure out how to get back where I started from
    I had to search higher and low
    I had to search everywhere to know
    that everything i wanted was what i had
    (had to go) all the way around just to get back where i started from

    all the way around
    all the way around
    all the way around
    just to get back where i started from
    just to get back where i started from

    would you listen to a heart that has learned
    could you give another chance to this girl
    i'm so sorry now, sorry now, sorry now

    can't believe that i might be too late
    i see my future when i'm starin at your face
    i'm not letting go cuz we belong
    i was a fool baby
    i was wrong

    and these arms they ache
    And this soul is in pain
    Cuz I threw the best thing I ever had away

    I had to go all the way around
    I had to go all the way around
    Just to figure out how to get back where I started from
    I had to search higher and low
    I had to search everywhere to know
    that everything i wanted i was what i had
    (had to go) all the way around just to get back where i started from

    all the way around
    all the way around
    all the way around
    just to get back where i started from
    just to get back where i started from x2

    Written on: Saturday, October 11, 2008
    Time: 9:33 AM

    i wanna watch this! ;D
    premieres in MTV, on the 30th november ;D

    sorry, i know i very k-po ;DDDD
    but sounds so interesting! :D






    Written on: Friday, October 10, 2008
    Time: 10:11 AM

    what a bitch i may sound,
    but i just gotta let it out.

    well, here it goes.
    i hope you know YOU'RE THE ONE i'm talking about.




    you're such a no life bitch,
    sitting down there with a butt that itch
    thinking that there's always a friend that cares
    whenever you want them to be there.

    hell no, bitch.
    dont make use of people whom know you dislike.
    and damn you much
    for taking my trust
    i've never met someone like you before,
    'a two headed snake' that's what i'd call.


    bitching about people,
    aint gonna gain you victory
    being nice to the ones you hate
    are gonna make the others leave

    for all the nasty things they heard,
    whatever you're doing now, are just absurd
    those 'i dont care' dont seem like what it sounds.
    cos everthing's just going round

    just so you know,
    what a perfect bitch you make
    a bimbo that always makes mistakes
    a friend that puts up a fake front
    and always, ALWAYS, trying to be nice,
    just to get what you want.


    dont gain friends by trying to be nice to them everyday
    and dont you get pissed when things dont go your way
    open up your eyes and see,
    cos you're losing every friend you need


    now, you're a nobody.







    (dream on bitch, i'm awake now.
    others? gonna get used by you again and again BY YOUR 'NICE-NESS'?
    lemme think...
    I DON'T THINK SO.)


    Written on: Thursday, October 9, 2008
    Time: 6:16 AM

    OMGGGGGGGG!
    ARE YOU READING THIS PROPERLYYYY!!

    EXAMS ARE OVER!
    OMGGGG ;DDD
    SO EXCITED!



    wheeeee!
    omgggg.
    finally yo.
    i've been waiting for this day for so many many many months ;]
    hahaha.
    anw, papers have been rather do-able.
    except for a lil doubt in math and science ;[
    oh wells,
    i know i'll have to take a retest ;[
    URGH.

    okay, enough about exams ;]
    i hope i can pass that's all ;]

    anw, bought grey and brown contacts today at queensway!
    so happy. ;]
    baby said i cant buy scary colours or she'll runaway from me ;[
    so i had to choose neutral colours :X
    hahaha!
    yuppp. then ate some laksa ;]
    it's good ;]
    after that, crossed over and went to ikea ;]
    oh yeah!
    i forgot who was there,
    uhm, leticia, mel, shari, sheryl shen, petrina and baboon ;D
    yuppp. so played retardedly at ikea :X
    shari pushed stead into the trolley.
    hahaha! and everyone just push her halfway and left her at one corner.
    hahaha!
    damn funny.

    yuppp. walked around, played and all, then everyone went seperate ways and met at baby's place ;]
    whereas, mel and i went to wheelock to get an IPOD for sheryl ;]
    bought an ipod classic, 120GB ;]
    grah. spent almost 400 bucks on that filthy girl that doesnt bathe ;D
    hahaha!
    yeaaah, and we exchanged ipods.
    cos that was what i got her for our seventeenth month ;D
    hoep she likes and is happy with it ;]

    yupp. and made a so called 'surprise trip' to her house ;]
    pet and all were there akr ;]

    oh YES, did i mention,
    sheryl and i shared 2 hamsters? ;D
    so cute right!
    hahaha!
    one boy hammy and one girl ;D
    hoping that they'll mate ;D
    the male is called, 'PUDDING'
    the female is called, 'CINNAMON'
    ;D
    they are so adorable please!
    haha! and surprisingly, they got along so well ;]
    never fight for once ;]
    they love playing with each other on the wheeel ;D
    but it pees all the time ;[
    everyone hates cinnamon ;[ cos it bites alot oftimes ;[
    but heyyyy, it's just 2weeks plus old ;[[[
    yuppp ;]
    they're so adorable!!
    i can just stare at them play in the cage for HOURS ;D
    heh heh heh ;]

    i've got picccccttuuurrresss ;]
    i'll upload it ;]








    Photobucket
    can you see them in the tuubbbeeee? :D



    Photobucket
    PUDDINGGGG ;D



    Photobucket
    CINNAMON ;D


    Photobucket
    both ;D on top of each other ;D
    trying to sleep ;]


    Photobucket
    heather's frustrated. :D


    Photobucket

    IN THE TROLLEY ;D


    Photobucket

    hahaha! same pose ;D


    and my picture of the dayyyy,


    Photobucket
    my baby and other baby! ;D



    okayyy! shopping and house bunny tmr! ;DDDD
    hmmm, what to wear? :[



    i'll run a thousand miles,
    just to make you happy(:

    Written on: Wednesday, October 8, 2008
    Time: 8:32 AM

    SHARI SHIMMEN AH-BU-SHI-GA-NA-THAN IS SOOOO RETARDED.
    PLEASE IGNORE THE PREVIOUS PLANET STUPID POST.
    OMGG.
    HAHAHA!



    to shari,
    you are so hilarious please!
    i love you!
    and your craps :D




    i feel so nice ;D personal post to shimmenz :D

    Time: 8:27 AM




















    Called you for the first time yesterday
    Finally found the missing part of me
    Felt so close but you were far away
    Left me without anything to say

    Now I’m speechless
    Over the edge
    I’m just breathless
    I never thought that I’d catch this
    Lovebug again

    Hopeless
    Head over heels in the moment
    I never thought that I’d get hit
    By this lovebug again

    I can’t get your smile out of my mind
    (I can’t get you out of my mind)
    I think about your eyes all the time
    You’re beautiful but you don’t even try
    (You don’t even, don’t even try)
    Modesty is just so hard to find

    Now I’m speechless
    Over the edge
    I’m just breathless
    I never thought that I’d catch this
    Lovebug again

    Hopeless
    Head over heels in the moment
    I never thought that I’d get hit
    By this lovebug again

    Kissed her for the first time yesterday
    Everything I wished that it would be
    Suddenly I forgot how to speak
    Hopeless, breathless, baby, can't you see

    Now I’m…
    Yeah!

    Now I’m speechless
    Over the edge
    I’m just breathless
    I never thought that I’d catch this
    Lovebug again

    Now I'm hopeless
    Head over heels in the moment
    I never thought that I’d get hit
    By this lovebug again
    Ohh... lovebug again

    #02. Greetings from Planet Stupid
    Time: 7:01 AM

    Hello earthlings. Im back with more reports on your weird human behaviour.
    Well, today i yet again used my mambo jambo kewl alien powers to study the behaviour on the emotonally unstable satanic bitches, Female earthlings. I took the form of Sheryl Phua Yan Qing and dumped her in one of the most heavenly places in Singapore..... The RUBBISH DUMP, the scent down there is easily the best in Heaven and Earth.
    We went over for this really weird practice of you humans which is called BREAKFAST at this really disgusting fastfood outlet called MacDonalds. Why the hell would someone name their retraunt after DUCKS(DONALD DUCK)?!?!
    Jie Ying was with her friends while i studied their weird human behaviour. My studies concluded that this little satanic bitches love to talk alot. And when i say alot, i really mean ALOT. All of them can just blab whatever they're thinking even when others are talking, how rude. If that happens in my planet, Stupid, they will most prolly get a alienish fine. I mean seriously, don't your parents teach yall how to be considerate to others while they're talking? Sheesh.
    Things they talk about are the most retarded-est things on your weird planet. One moment they will be talking about Satan, next they would be talking about your current economic crises all over your dying(NO PUN INTENDED) Planet. My... you poor little creatures, all of you will be suffering in poverty + global warming. Just as what we aliens back in Planet Stupid predicted 1000,00000,000000 years ago, you little earthlings will pay for taking over what belongs to us, PLANET EARTH, but looking at the situation now, whatever, you 4limbs,twenty fingers/toes, two eyed,bald/hairy creatures can jolly well have this tarnished planet to yourselves(WE WERE ACTUALLY PLANNING T HAVE REUNION DINNER WITH YOU EARTHLINGS NEXT YEAR FOR CHEENA NEW YEAR MAN)

    Written on: Monday, October 6, 2008
    Time: 8:37 AM

    YO PEOPLEEE ;D


    i'm soooooo excited till the end of exams please ;]
    grah.
    lessee how many papers more ;]




    english
    chinese
    lit
    math

    GEOG
    SOVA
    SCIENCE
    HISTORY
    HOME ECONS


    omgggg. 5 more papers and i'm DONE.
    grah.
    anw, math was..
    okayyyy. i think paper 1 is easy ;]
    well, cope-able.
    i hope ;[
    i dont wanna fail math ;[

    GRAH.
    anw, i've got many things to rant about.
    but after seeing all these videos,
    i cooled down a little ;]
    so probably next time ;]]]




    THIS IS SOOOOO TERRIBLY,
    SHOCKING.
    THAT EXPLAINS MY UNEXPLAINABLE FEELING TOWARDS...
    hahahaha!
    melanie gve me the link.
    i was, HORRIFIED.
    my mouth opened wide throughout the whole video in,
    SHOCK.

    GRAH.
    please, get a pillow to hug!
    HAHAHA!







    hahaha! and watch these two!
    it's SO AMAZINGGGGG.
    ;D

    you need flash player btw ;]



    http://alanbecker.deviantart.com/art/Animator-vs-Animation-34244097


    http://alanbecker.deviantart.com/art/Animator-vs-Animation-II-50891749

    Ponies...
    Written on: Sunday, October 5, 2008
    Time: 8:13 AM

    Hello, my name's anne and i hail from planet Stupid.

    Just like what my planet's name suggests, yes, we're a bunch of nicampoop-ish and dumb alien nation. Recently, i was visiting Planet Earth. The tourism board suggested this tiny island called Singapore. So I arrived here just only last weekend. I was taken aback by how singaporeans are gah gah gah gah gah over Formula One. I think it's a car that those little humans use to drive themselves around in circles, how stupid.

    I studied how the breed of humans which bears two huge thangs called Boobs. My, they're such emotionally unstable creatures from what my studies concluded.

    They have this really really weird habit of using Bras. From what i observed, bras comes in different sizes, shapes and colours. And one more important point, different types of 'em.

    They have the sports bra, wonder bra, push up bra and padding bra.

    Bras aside, this female human breed enjoys smiling. But ironically, they smile when they're around a large crowd but when i used my alien mambo jambo powers to look into their heart to see what's making 'em so happy, it seems as though my powers are reading 'em as the word Sad.

    What does it feel like to feel sad? I asked this female breed called Jie Ying, And she gave me a fabulous answer to my question why do females feel sad and it 's because... Their boobs are either too small or big. So what exactly is the perfect boobs size? I wonder...

    Another thing about this Jie Ying female breed, i used mah mambo jambo alien powers to study her while she is at home tonight. Funny how she was sad for a moment. She seemed so hysterical when someone messaged her something. I think its called Short Message Service Text. Wow, im suprised with how you humans can actually keep up with such awesome technology. I observed after afew text messages and some weird messages that kept popping out of this screen Jie Ying's sitting infront of, she started looking all happy again. Weird.... What's up with you female breeds!!! Why can't you all just stick to one emotion!! And just be happy like My Little Pony!!!!! I shall study the male breed now and be back with more reports just like Charlie Gordon.


    Written on: Saturday, October 4, 2008
    Time: 11:27 AM


















    &to god i pray,
    that 'us' we will stay
    throughout our journey of life
    till the time,
    we go into the light;








    wheee. part of the poem i made for princess ;]
    nothing much to blog about todayy.
    i didnt study today ;[
    was playing with princess ;D
    hahaha.

    anw, i'm sooooo pissed with this particular character.
    but heather told me,
    'welll.. u should be mature, n just ignore'
    yuppp. i'mma ignore, yes yes, i will.
    BUT, i'm still damn darn furious please.
    GAH. no one has ever said that before that created such a huge impact on me.
    please, who do you think you are man.
    disgusting piece of SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
    URGH!
    GROSS.

    i tried to be nice to you man.
    hearing your tone, i still didn't change my tone towards you.
    but hey man, is this a backfire?
    URGH, WHATEVER.
    i don't bother wasting my time typing this for you, XXXXXLLLLLLLLL.



    grah. i should be happy today in fact ;]
    i'll not let childish stuff take over me ;[
    got so hurt after seeing/hearing it.
    BUSTARD.

    okay, i'mma go now.
    i had two things in mind to blog about only. :X
    haha.
    OFF TO BED ;]

    1 MORE DAY TILL MATH PAPER ;[
    GOSSSHHHH.
    how unprepared am i.




    she'll treasure this for all her life
    as she knows you come once in a life time

    10pm,
    that's only the beginning
    like those bells,
    these hearts are singing
    take a deep breath
    there's so much more left
    to go through,
    for me and you.

    so take her hand tonight
    and hold it tight,
    try to never pick on fights
    just being there, by your side

    10pm,
    that's only the beginning
    hear those bells?
    this heart is singing.

    Time: 9:04 AM

    Photobucket


    HAPPY SEVENTEENTH MONTH BABYYYY! ;D



    you sucker much.
    pangseh me the whole of today.
    i got so fucked up with you.
    anyhow give empty promises one.
    i waited like shit for you and all you did was to drag even MORE.
    GRAH. i'm still angry with you.

    anw, we should really stop quarrelling before the 4th.
    it's like a bad luck day or something :X
    soooo, i should say the sweeetest things somewhere else. ;D
    but i wanna proclaim to the world thattttt,

    I LOVE YOU A WHOLE LOAD ;D
    no matter how many times you piss me off and all.
    but surprisingly, we didnt quarrel for the past one month ;D
    that's new ;]]]

    okayyy, i've got a song to dedicate specially to you ;D
    well, not this current blog songg :X
    itssss,







    THIS ONEEE!

    ;DDDD












    Do you hear me,
    I'm talking to you
    Across the water across the deep blue ocean
    Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
    Boy I hear you in my dreams
    I feel your whisper across the sea
    I keep you with me in my heart
    You make it easier when life gets hard

    I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
    Lucky to have been where I have been
    Lucky to be coming home again
    Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

    They don't know how long it takes
    Waiting for a love like this
    Every time we say goodbye
    I wish we had one more kiss
    I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

    I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
    Lucky to have been where I have been
    Lucky to be coming home again
    Lucky we're in love in every way
    Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
    Lucky to be coming home someday

    And so I'm sailing through the sea
    To an island where we'll meet
    You'll hear the music fill the air
    I'll put a flower in your hair
    Though the breezes through trees
    Move so pretty you're all I see
    As the world keeps spinning round
    You hold me right here right now

    I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
    Lucky to have been where I have been
    Lucky to be coming home again
    I'm lucky we're in love in every way
    Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
    Lucky to be coming home someday

    Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
    Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh






    [I.L.Y.M.MY]

    but...
    [I.H.Y.F.S.T.W.D.W.H]
    (i'm sure we played this game many times ;] go crack it ;])

    Time: 7:23 AM

    SPECIALLY,
    FOR RACHEL ;D
    (your name big enough? :DDD)





    HOUSEFLY,
    YOU MAKE MY DAY
    I THINK I'D DIE
    WITHOUT YOU TODAY.

    YOU CHEERED ME UP WHEN I WAS DOWN,
    I LEMME THOUGHT ABOUT IT ALL AROUND.

    ASS THAT USED UP THE WHOLE TOILET BOWL
    FART STINKS LIKE HELL, IT SO FOUL ;DDDD

    I REALLY HOPE THAT YOU WILL STAY,
    ON MY BED YOU LAY,
    YOU TELLING ME ONE MORE TIME,
    THAT I'M AS JUICY AS THAT LIME


    I HOPE THAT YOU LOVE THIS POST,
    SPECIALLY FOR YOU,
    I KNOW YOU'LL LOVE THIS POST,
    JUST LIKE HOW I LOVE YOU!



    WO AI NI HOUSEFLY!


    Written on: Friday, October 3, 2008
    Time: 11:33 PM

    you make me so fucked up.

    Time: 11:32 PM

    we'll make the clock stop,
    make your heart drop

    &come alive




    two days back went to stead's house to sleepoverrr.
    wanted to stay up and study till midnight, we FAILED.
    hahaha. well, surprisingly we didnt playyy.
    we studied till 11 plus, i went to shower, she was half asleep alr ;[
    and so, we decided to turn in.
    but little did i know that, I COULDNT SLEEEEP.
    omg.

    but it was damn hilarious.
    i was under the blanket and sheryl's body was holding it up, so i couldnt really feel the blanket over my head.
    and so, i thought the room was eerie dark!
    and i couldnt sleep ;[
    i was on the verge of tears cos i seriously cannot see anything as her blanket was made out of SILK and cloth on the other side. AND I COULDNT SEEEEE ;[
    then i think i woke her up and she ask me to sleep up abit so that my head can get the pillow.
    and guess what, the room became brighter -.-
    then i realised i was sleeping under the blanket. :X

    graaah. embarassing much ;[
    but after that, i still couldnt sleeep :X
    i only slept at 3 plus. then kept waking up.
    ;[
    but overall, i like it ;D


    anwwww,
    LIT PAPER WASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS,
    a-okay ;D
    hahaha. i really dunno what to say.
    though i know i made mistakes.
    as long as i know i tried me best! ;D
    but i was frigging sleeeeppy.
    i heard claudia slept for the first 30 mins!
    hahaha!

    anw, it was fine.
    the passage was quite easy luh.
    just that, i got not much to write. :X
    i dunnoooo ;[
    my mind was so sleeeepy ;[
    probably because i was in a rush today and i forgot to drink my chicken essence ;[
    GRAH.
    you know what, i am gonna drink 2-3 bottles for MATH PAPER ON MONDAY.

    speaking of math,
    i'mma fail math for sure.
    everything that i've learnt, all went down the DRAAAINN ;[
    grah. my mom's gonna be so disappointed in meee.
    GRAH.

    had lunch after lit paper today with rachel ;]
    ate macs breakfast.
    I AM PUTTING ON MOREEEE WEIGHT!
    tyn and deanne kept bugging us!
    hahahaha! i pinched tyn's ASS.
    it was WHOOOOOOOO.

    lolol. yeahh.
    then ate the new wasabi shaker fries.
    couldnt finish it cos RACHEL hates wasabi ;[
    then i felt so sinful eting alone.
    so ate a few and ran offff.
    hahaha ;]


    anw, can someone tell me where to go for a niceeeee dinner ;[
    i'm trying to crack my brains so i can bring THAT PRINCESS to eat tmr ;D

    GRAAAH ;[
    she pang-seh me today. ;[
    SUCKER.

    i downloaded NEW SONGGGGSSS.
    i feeel so accomplished ;]
    and i finished notes for geog.
    WHOOOO.
    next, a few chapts for science?
    and HE.
    OH WAIT. and SOVA.
    greaaaah! then i'm done ;[

    sucks.
    i'm dirty. i'mma go pong-pong (:
    ta-ta!




    YONE MORE DAYYYY,

    princess ;D


    Time: 8:00 AM

    State the obvious,
    I didn't get my perfect fantasy
    I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
    So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
    That's fine; you won't mind if i say (original line: I'll tell mine you're gay)

    And by the way...

    I hate that
    stupid old pickup truck
    You never let me drive
    You're a redneck heartbreak
    Who's really bad at lying
    So watch me strike a match
    On all my wasted time
    As far as I'm concerned you're
    Just another picture to burn

    There's no time for tears,
    I'm just sitting here
    planning my revenge
    There's nothing stopping me
    From going out with all of your best friends
    And if you come around saying sorry to me
    My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be

    'cause I hate that
    stupid old pickup truck
    You never let me drive
    You're a redneck heartbreak
    Who's really bad at lying
    So watch me strike a match
    On all my wasted time
    As far as I'm concerned you're
    Just another picture to burn


    If you're missing me,
    You'd better keep it to yourself
    Cause coming back around here
    Would be bad for your health...

    'cause I hate that
    stupid old pickup truck
    You never let me drive

    You're a redneck heartbreak
    Who's really bad at lying
    So watch me strike a match
    On all my wasted time
    in case you haven't heard

    I really really hate that
    stupid old pickup truck
    You never let me drive
    You're a redneck heartbreak
    Who's really bad at lying
    So watch me strike a match
    On all my wasted time
    As far as I'm concerned you're
    Just another picture to burn

    Burn, burn, burn, baby, burn
    You're just another picture to burn
    Baby, burn...

    Written on: Thursday, October 2, 2008
    Time: 9:10 AM

    Ycounting down,
    2 more days princess ;D