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    Written on: Sunday, November 30, 2008
    Time: 8:54 AM

    MY BLOG IS DEAD.

    hahaha. i'm really tired and i'm here blogging.
    woke up at 7.30 for work today ;D keke.

    anw.
    i needa say something to someone named 'passerby'.

    ohmy. from whatever i say here, it's myyyy point of view.
    so i dont really care how people might think of what i say here or whatsoever.

    first.
    this is my blog.
    from whatever you, passerby, said, it seems like you're here to judge how i blog or something -.-
    if i'mma emo kid, probably i'll take your words like, ATTENTION SEEKER to heart and try to change.
    but do YOU even know me?
    or do YOU know me VIRTUALLY huh?
    have you forgotten IP addresses can be checked in CBOX?
    and lucky me, your IP address seemed to have appeared once when my virtual habbo friend tagged.
    so, who ARE you?

    i'm glad i have sheryl.
    lol. she hacked into my acc, guessed my username and pw.
    i must say, she's smart.
    LOL. and tracked down whose the stupid passerby. -.-

    look, i posted that stupid picture was becos i was DUMB, STUPID AND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING.
    and hell, it was so long time ago!
    i was like under depression that time!
    look at all the stupid posts and i'm sure you kay-po passerby knows.
    and i have no idea where can i find the stupid post -.-
    i dont even remember it and there you are, unrelated person to me in life, happily coming here and telling me those -.-
    do you even think you have the rights to?
    this is MY blog, MY say and MY life.
    i dont care how you felt/think about me.
    so take back whatever 2 cents worth thingy back.

    and, mind you nosey poker, i DIDNT CUT.
    and i dont think you needa know what i did.
    neither do i even think you needa care!

    OMG.
    and you know what gets me more annoyed?
    you're unrelated, you're some passerby, aint some social worker or councillor, what makes you think you can call me a girl who looks DUMB, ATTENTION SEEKER and what?!
    DOUBT ANYONE WILL FEEL SORRY FOR ME?

    LOL!
    i didnt post it out of sympathy that i was very sure.
    i was practically just posting it as i was amazed by how long those lasted, i regretted doing it and I HAVE NO IDEA WHY WHEN I'M ANGRY I DO IT -.-
    so call me sicko, psycho, take me to councilling or whatever.
    i just dont think your tag was very nice.
    anw, thanks for breaking the record for being the first person to be right HERE, insulting me, my life, and my blog -.-
    that's why i'm proudly copying and pasting your tag right here.
    not for people to read, AS I'M AN ATTENTION SEEKER,
    just that CBOX will delete the old tags.
    and yours will be really interesting to read 10 years later down the road.
    probs i'll really LOL at you and this blog.
    sucker. seriously.
    you're so piss-able.


    anw, here it is.

    28 Nov 08, 10:21
    Passerby: Just happened to chance by your blog and saw your pic where you cut your wrist. You're just sec 2, why bother doing such stuffs?


    28 Nov 08, 10:22
    Passerby: Ido you cut because you find life too hard? And the purpose of you cutting then taking a pic and posting it on your blog shows that you're just an attention craving little girl. Grow up hun; d
    <----- me know this typing.

    28 Nov 08, 10:23
    Passerby: dont do silly things like this, because in other people's eyes, you'll just look like dumb (what language -.-) , i doubt anyone would feel sorry for you. Just givine my 2 cents worth :] you take care



    30 Nov 08, 02:38
    anne - passerby: LOL. hello you. hmm, if you checked the date, it's was donkey months or years ago. and man, didnt know you'll read my old posts. cant blame me for posting it. -.- i didnt know what was i thinking anw.

    30 Nov 08, 02:39

    anne - passerby: and neither do you have the right to come to my blog and teach me how to be a human living on earth. if you're not happy, press the red cross button on the left. i dont need people to criticise me or


    30 Nov 08, 02:40
    anne - passerby: anything you just did. not happy, your problem. aint mine cos that was the past. why bring it up? i appreciate your eagerness in reading my blog. but teaching me and criticising, i rather have no readers like you.

    reading it a second time, boils my bloood.



    rant's over.
    ---------------------------------------


    anwww! I GOT A JOB AND I GOT MY PAY!
    currently working with mel and nanthini (SP? i really needa know how to spell her name :X)
    i'm giving out flyers at orchard!
    and my target is...

    PHILIPINOS!
    hahahha! you must be thinking why why why.
    cos i'm working for a phillipine country thingy ;D

    woke up at 730 to meet them at 830at tp inter ;D
    had trouble thinking of what to wear cos, no fitting clothes or reavealing stuff.
    and loook at my wardrobe.
    shorts, razors, tubes, dresses and.. VERY LITTLE TEES.
    and all my tees are just right for my body.
    so.. HOW TO NOT WEAR FITTING CLOTHES!
    sorry mel, bothered you the whole morning asking you what can i wear.

    after staring at the wardrobe, took out a fitting white tee and a dress.
    YES. i wore over.
    and.. in case my dress too short, i wore tights.
    hahaha. and hey! i look fine! i swear.
    kekekeke.
    for the first time, i look.. decent.
    HAHA.

    anw, went to lucky plaza to give our ez-link card, get to know our person-in-charge and took 1500 flyers as 500 to each ;D

    our p-i-c said we have to head to a hotel called NEW YORK HOTEL new MOUNT-E hospital.
    okay. sounded easy.
    so walked walked walked, finally got to mount-e.
    and we were like,
    WHERE IS NEW YORK HOTEL!!
    there aint no hotel!

    so, nvm. continued.
    the more we walked, we got confused. cos paragon was there! i dont see no hotel.
    esp the name, NEW YORK HOTEL -.-
    lol. so nanthini asked the security guard of paragon's carpark.
    and he said,


    guard: new york hotel? or york hotel?

    nan: nono. new york, uncle.

    guard: there isnt any new york hotel. but there is york hotel! walked straight down and you'll see a big flower on the building. that's YORK hotel.
    -smiles widely at our stupidity as we asked for a hotel name that doesnt exist in his mind.


    hahaha. anw, we just tried out luck and went to YORK hotel.
    so when we were outside the hotel, i swear it looks damn run-down.
    me and mel were like makig fun of the number of stars the hotel has.
    hahaha. but when we went in, it looks, well, preeeeetttyyyy fine ;D

    lolol! greeeted by two door-opening man.
    friendly ;]
    so we hung around the lobby, wondering if we're at the right place.
    so, i took the courage to ask the guard :S

    me: uhm, is there a seminar today that a phillipine bank was suppose to come?

    man: i'm not sure, ask the counter there

    me: ohh, okay. uhm, do you know where is NEW YORK HOTEL?

    man: new york? this is york hotel girl.

    me: nono. i'm looking for new york.

    man: singapore no NEW YORK hotel girl! only YORK!

    me: so is there a NEW YORK HOTEL anywhere?

    man: ya, have.
    JOHOR BAHRU.


    yes. malaysia. -.-
    LOL. so nan, mel and i were so confused!
    we didnt know if we're at the right place!
    hahaha! so, anyhoo, we just went up to the second level, led by the receptionist that there is a phillipino seminar going on.
    yuppp!

    andddd after checking with many many many people,
    WE WERE AT THE RIGHT PLACE ;D

    hahaha. the place were filled with maids!
    hahaha. heard the phillipine's national anthem.
    quite catchy eh :X
    hahaha! like can march to it :X

    yuppp. so, at 10, the BIG BOSS OF THE COMPANY CAME.
    hahaha. and so, we could leave MOST OF THE FLYERS THERE.
    hahaha. so we took advantage.
    the receptionist of the seminar took a stack alr.

    but mel and i suggested we give MOREEE.
    kekeee.
    so we kept asking,
    'uhm, you need anymore?'
    then the receptionist and all keep saying, 'nono, enough alr. got alot here'

    then i was like, 'uhm, nevermind. we leave more here. -puts another stack on the table- we're going off! :D'

    so we quickly took our bags and went off ;D
    WANTED to slack instead of giving out.
    heh heh. cos the ocmpany wont check.
    but mel thought it could be fun.
    so we gave out ;D
    and in less than 15 minutes, we GAVE EVERYTHING OUT!
    hahahha!
    hmmmm, well, uhm, hmmm, we kinda gave 3-4-5-6-7 per person :X

    HAHAHAH!
    so went to slack at lido waaaay before our lunch time ;D
    sheryl came to find us ;D
    and while we're eating, nan and mel went to take more flyers to 'act' hardworking ;D
    hahhaa. yupp. and when they're back, we decided to watch,
    WILDCHILD.

    kekeke. VERY NICEE ;]
    me like it.
    should catch it.
    yupp. but after movie, baby wanna give out the flyers.
    so we played our truthful game with the giving out 3-4-5-6-7 flyers per person,
    WE GAVE OUT EVERYTHING IN NO TIME ;D

    so went to far east and slack slack slack till 5pm and walked back to collect pay!!
    we each had 50 bucks.
    hahaha! damn cool, i swear.
    it was such an enjoyable job.
    i LOVE nanthini who hooked me up with a job so fast ;]
    now i can have no worries about getting something good for sheryl ;D

    kayyyyy, i really needa sleep.
    it's 2.01 am.
    ohmyyy.
    have to wake up at 7.30 to go raffles town club to swim with cuzzies.
    long time since i've mention 'cuzzies'
    lololol.

    MISS YOU MICHEEELLLEEE!!


    4 more days to KL ;D
    3 more days to 2nd :D

    Written on: Friday, November 28, 2008
    Time: 9:41 AM

    I AM HAVING A REALLY BAD HEADACHE.
    omggg..
    just got back from my aunt's company function.
    yes, i was the youngest.
    LOL.

    anw, firstly,
    i really really, wanna sincerely apologise to michelle as i bailed on her for 2 whole days.
    i was suppose to meet her yesterday but couldnt make it as i was with mel.
    today, i went to buy books early in the morning as i was suppose to buy yesterday but was so lazy. so i was thinking i buy it today with michelle but my dad was so impatient and angry cos he thought i was gonna spend the money for myself -.- grah. YES.
    so i had to buy asap.
    instead, i met mel, nanthini (sp?) and sheryl early this morning to get the books as mel wanna get too.
    then went to ate and messaged michelle as i remembered i forgot to reply her message.
    and after eating, i had to go home to fetch my brother to my aunt's place and i have to put my books down and change.

    graaah. and guess what. it was pretty late alr. so i decided not to meet michelle but i didnt know how to tell her :X cos i know she's gonna be so furious with meee.
    yuppp. i'm so sorry.
    the reason why i didnt meet was becos i had my aunt's function to go to.
    and i had to meet her at 6.30 and by the time i finished everything was about 3 plus. so i decided not to meet as it'll be rushy ;[
    i'm soooo sorrry michelle ;[
    i hope yo forgive me.
    i was thinking of how to apologise to you the whole of today.
    and finally thought of making a blog post for you and msg you later ;[
    i'm sincerely sorry and i promise promise promise, i'll ask you out personally again and spend the whole day with you kay!
    i'm sorrrrryyyy ;[
    sorry sorrry ;[




    and to my babyyy,
    i'm sorry too ;[
    for keeping the fact that i found a job ;[
    i'm sorrry ;[
    cos i've been so broke nowadays and you kept paying for my everything and i really dont want that to go on.
    neither do i want our next month to be like shheeet.
    and i wanna get you the bext christmas present ;[
    i'm really sorryyy.
    i called you so many times but you just keep pressing the red button ;[
    i hope you have a sweet dream tonight and forgive me tmr ;[
    i'm really sorry baby ;[
    dont get angry anymoreee;[
    i just didnt wanna tell you so soon and give you a surprise ;[
    i still wanna see you on sunday when i'm working ;[
    reallly. i wanna have dinner with you.

    even if you cant have dinner, i wanna have early dinner.
    even if you cant have early dinner, i wanna have late lunch with you.
    even if you cant have late lunch, i wanna have early lunch with you.
    even if you cant have lunch, i am most willing to wake up at 7 before work just to cab to your house and bring you breakfast then go even if you're asleeep.

    just dont get angry alr luh ;[
    i ignored you for a many days and you wanna waste another day without talking to meee ;[
    i'm sorry ;[
    forgive meeee.



    yupp,
    lastly,


    I SINCERELY APOLOGISE TO MICHELLEEY KA POONEYYYY
    AND SHERYL ;[
    I HOPE Y'ALL FORGIVE MEEE ;[




    anw, my head hurts ;[
    baby's not returning my phone calls ;[
    i'll talk more about my aunt's thingy tmr ;]
    it was super grand.
    OMYYYYYY.

    byebye world ;]]]

    Written on: Wednesday, November 26, 2008
    Time: 10:01 AM

    don't speak liar.




    grah. had a long day todayy.
    waited for my aunt for almost an hour in the evening after she got off from work.
    omggg. i was dying of boredom. and my brother was there playing toys at raffles city.

    saw hsm3 and hannah montana toys.
    omg. if i was 3 years old, i'll probably nag my mom to buy them all for me.
    and i realised, i've finally grown. keke.
    though i sat here and played with them, i realised how all these toys can actually con small kids.
    just becos zac efron's face or miley's face is on the bad, pencil, pencil cases, toys and all, it's a 'must-get'. LOL.
    and that was me when i was young.
    and i realise, hannah montana's toys and stuffs are EXACTLY THE SAME as hsm3!
    i mean, for example, a mini toy locker with hsm3's songs,
    the other side of the shelf has hannah montana's exact same one!

    omg. they just had to print a different one for the kids.
    lol. and kids are so adorable to go beg their mommys to buy for them and cry when they dont get it (i'm talking about me- indirectly ;X)
    hahaha. am i making sense here?

    anw, finally the queen came!
    ate at swisshotel. i feel super duper fat now.
    ate pasta with clams and scallops and cherry tomatoes.
    it was pretty good just that, there were many many CLAM SHELLS but i didnt eat a single clam at all. -.-
    they should modify their menu to, spaghetti with clam SHELLS, scallops... yadayadayda.

    just talked to mel on the phone.
    i was suppose to call her days ago!
    hahaha!
    finally got to call her again.
    poor girl. crying in the late evening ;[
    you uh! gotta be strong!
    but i'm glad y'all are fine noww ;]

    swimming tmr!
    i hope i can wake up ;]
    mel shall be my wake up call ;D
    heh heh heh. ;]

    i'm offfffff!

    Written on: Friday, November 21, 2008
    Time: 10:46 AM





    i'm getting into you,
    because you got to me
    in a way words can't describe.

    i'm getting into you,
    because i've got to be
    you're essential to survive
    i'm going to love you with my life.













    hahah, the lyrics are so sweet :}
    i love me babyyyy! :D
    second lyric dedicated after.. 19 mths of friendship? :D
    hahaha. baby steps, nice and slowww :}
    i like to see improvements and surprises! :D
    i really do, and i find it sooo cute :D
    wakakaka.

    anw! MICHELLEY KA POOONEY'S BACK FROM HER BORING CAMPP!
    hahaha. and she's gonna be ex-co eh! :D
    michelle, we really need to meet soon :{
    dinner maybe? :}
    we're living so near yet so far.
    TSKTSK.
    you la. BUNNY face D;
    (dont kill meee!)

    DID I SAY, I'M SOOO HOOKED TO THIS SONG.
    keke.
    and i wont be online tmr :{ and sunday :{
    probs sunday night :}
    staying over at aunt's place.
    GRAH.
    sucky. as there's no com.
    well, i think i spoiled it :X
    hahaha! cos i kept downloading songs. well, and virus. :X
    but i didnt know okay!
    it was from this stupid china website called, sogou.com.
    and this technician told m to never download stuff from china websites as they will slowly eat your computer up.
    keke. :}
    i didnt knoww okayyy.

    anyhooos! MY BFF EPISODE 9 ISNT OUT ON THE NET YET ;[
    I WANNA CRYYYY.
    LIFE'S SO BORING NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
    episode 8 was really hilarious.
    keke.
    the 5 remaining besties had to get 'makeovers' by their enemies.
    AND OMG, THEY LOOK HORANDOUS {SP} OMG. I DUNNNO HOW TO SPELL.
    hehe.
    i told my mom to get me a tutor for math, again.
    well, hopefully this my future tutor will be patient with my puny brains :}
    or, brain.


    HABBO, HERE I COME! :D

    Written on: Thursday, November 20, 2008
    Time: 10:25 AM

    Once upon a time
    I believe it was a tuesday
    when I caught your eye
    we caught on to something
    I hold on to the night
    you looked me in the eye
    and told me you loved me
    were you just kiding
    'cause it seems to me
    this thing is breaking
    down, we almost never speak

    I don't feel welcome anymore
    baby, what happened, please tell
    me 'cause one second it was perfect
    now you're half way out the door

    and I stare at the phone, he
    still hasn't called and you
    feel so low, you can't feel
    nothin' at all and you flashback
    to when he said forever and always
    oh, ohhh and it rains in
    your bedroom and everything
    is wrong, it rains when you're
    here and it rains when you're
    gone 'cause i was there when
    you said forever and always

    was I out of line, did I say
    something way too honest, made
    you run and hide like a scared
    little boy, I looked into
    your eyes, but I knew you for
    a minute now I'm not so sure,
    so here's to everything
    coming down to nothing, here's
    to silence, that cuts me to the
    core, where is this going,
    but I knew for a minute, but I
    don't anymore

    and I stare at the phone, he
    still hasn't called and you
    feel so low, you can't feel
    nothin' at all and you flashback
    to when he said forever
    and always. oh, ohhh and it rains
    in your bedroom and everything is
    wrong, it rains when you're here
    and it rains when you're gone
    'cause i was there when
    you said forever and always

    you didn't mean it baby

    I don't think so

    oh, ohhhhh

    oh, back off, baby back off,
    did you forget everything,
    back up, baby back up, did
    you forget everything

    'cause it rains in your
    bedroom and everything is wrong,
    it rains when you're here and it
    rains when you're gone 'cause i
    was there when you said
    forever and always

    oh, I said, at the phone, he
    still hasn't called and you feel
    so low, you can't feel nothin' at
    all and you flashback to when we
    said forever and always. and it rains
    in your bedroom and everything is
    wrong, it rains when you're here and
    it rains when you're gone 'cause i was
    there when you said forever and always

    you didn't mean it baby, we said
    forever and always, yeah






    heard from her interview with ryan seacrest {SP?}
    she said that this song was referring to joe jonas.
    wakaka.
    she said the first part was a nice melody. then, she starts screaming into the mic as she was so angry.
    LOL.
    and she had to beg the record label to let her record this song last minute, a day before the record was due.
    whooo.
    youtube's the god.
    :D

    actually, i didnt know joejonas and taylor swift broke up.
    let alone, they were dating!
    hahaha.
    and joe jonas doesnt find taylor swift's humour funny.
    and she said that she'll never date a guy that thinks her humour aint funny.
    wakakakakakaka.
    kay, i'm still slow.
    :{

    BYE!
    my new bfffff! here i come! :D

    Time: 10:08 AM

    OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
    I AM GOING CRAZY NOWWW.
    I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING BECOS I'M STUCK WITH...




    PARIS HILTON'S MY NEW BFF SHOWWW!

    hahaha. i tell you, it's so OMFFFFFFFFFFFF GOOODDD!
    it's so sad sometimes to see some contestants get eliminated.
    those that should get out is still in the competition from where i stopped :X
    hahaha. i only started watching the day before after shalyn, my cousin, told me about it. :X
    hahaha! more like reminded me. i wanted to find out what was it,
    but i kept forgetting!
    now, i'm neglecting habbo :{
    grah. my HC days are soon over and i just renewed :D
    OH YESS! DID I MENTION I'MMA HABBO GUIDE - LEVEL TWO!
    ahhaha.
    kay, i should stop talking about habbo.
    BUT ITS FUNN!
    check out my room ;D


    anw, poems keep coming to my head these few days.
    creepy.

    here's one ;D


    you're like a rare rose in the desert,
    so hard to find.
    cliche as it seems,
    yet i feel so deep
    about a girl whose so loving,
    about a girl whose so sweet
    about a girl who loves me,
    more than anything
    Y


    WEEEPEEE. I'M OFF. ;D

    OH YES.
    y'all should really watch 'my new bff' if you're as slow as me :X
    go find it on the net! :D
    i'm not sure if mtv still has it.
    not sure :X
    cos i only watched till ep.4.
    wakaka.
    i guess after this, i'mma watch gossip girl.
    i find myself utterly jet-lag as i keep hearing this show, but i havent even watch a single episode -.-
    well, besides watching ep. 27 with michelle when she's here :D
    wakaka.
    so, at least she explained to me what was going on ;D

    baby's porridge is really good.
    should try some one day! :D
    esp. with vinegar ;D
    hmmm, porridge + vinegar?
    hahaha. her porridge's my first time eating like that.
    ;D but it's super goood!

    OH YES. I WATCHED ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY.
    just, yesterday.
    keke.
    i'm slow, i know :X
    tell you a secret, i thought it was coming out in theatres!
    shhhh..
    :D

    kay, i'm off ;D
    wait, did i say that just now?

    Written on: Sunday, November 16, 2008
    Time: 8:51 AM

    Numb.

    i didnt understand jealousy was a sin.
    till today.

    neither, have i realised. it's wrong to get jealous.

    this all happened due to jealousy and no one could help me get out of this. not even the closest person next to me.
    it's not a 'could not' help me kinda thing.
    but it's a 'chooose to ignore' and leave me alone to pick myself up.
    well, what am i in the position to say anything now.
    clearly stated and black and white that i don't mean, well, anything.
    and i guess i shouldn't really care anymore.
    checking my phone and anxiously thinking who the missed calls are from.
    was so sleepy that i fell asleep at 10 and had this suudden alarm clock in me to wake up MIDNIGHT to see whose still online.
    i mean, why bother, right?
    reasons, excuses, reasons, excuses.
    all the same.
    where's the solution.
    SO-LU-TION.
    if there was one i could come up with, i would have said it.
    but noooooo, i dont.
    so what. torture and drown myself in reasons and excuses as solutions to the whole damn thing.
    sigh.
    even if there was a solution, would you abide it?
    nah.
    it's exactly 1am.
    and you've ran through my head the whole day and night.
    why bother, eh?

    i-dont-care, i'll remember you for that.

    Time: 8:27 AM

    All this time I was wasting, hoping you would come around
    I've been givin' out chances every time and all you do is let me down
    And its taken me this long baby but I figured you -- out
    And you think it would be fine again but not this ti-ime around

    CHORUS:
    You don't have to call anymore
    I won't pick up the phone
    This is the last straw
    Don't wanna hurt anymore

    And you can say that you're sorry
    But I don't believe you baby,
    Like I did before
    You're not sorry. Oh-h-h no. No. No.

    Looking so innocent, I might believe you if I didn't know
    Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold
    And you got your secrets and I'm tired of being last to know
    And now you're asking me to listen cause its worked each time before

    CHORUS:
    [But] you don't have to call anymore
    I won't pick up the phone
    This is the last straw
    Don't wanna hurt anymore

    And you can [tell me] that you're sorry
    But I don't believe you baby,
    Like I did before
    You're not sorry. No, no. Oh-h-hh-hh.
    You're not sorry. No, no. Oh-h-hh-hh.

    You had me crawling for you honey
    And it never would have gone away, no
    You used to shine so bright, but I watched all of it fade.

    CHORUS:
    [So] you don't have to call anymore
    I won't pick up the phone
    This is the last straw
    There's nothing left to beg for

    And you can say that you're sorry
    But I don't believe you baby,
    Like I did before
    You're not sorry. No, no. Oh-h-hh-hh.
    You're not sorry. No, no. Oh-h-hh-hh.




    courtesy to claudia for introducing at the right time :}

    Written on: Saturday, November 15, 2008
    Time: 10:27 AM

    i don't even know you.
    but i'm already hating you,

    more than you ever knew.





    So you don't have to call anymore
    I won't pick up the phone
    This is the last straw
    There's nothing left to beg for
    And you can tell me that you're sorry
    But I don't believe you baby,
    Like I did before
    You're not sorry.
    No, no,
    You're not sorry.

    Written on: Friday, November 14, 2008
    Time: 10:28 AM

    'hey hey! look at the differences! you'll find some!'
    "hmmm, lemme see. NO THERE ISN'T. get some originality man."






    URGH. effing irritated.
    i swear this aint the first time where i see copied stuff from me _______.
    NO. EXACTLY THE SAAAAME.
    OMG.
    what have i done to deserve thisssss?!!
    LOL. i'm laughing right now cos i think i'm abit too drama.
    BUT STILL, OMG. whyyy in the worrlddd is thisss happening to meeeeeeeeeee.
    WHY THE HELL AM I GETTING ANGRY OVEER UNKNOWN A ZOO ANIMAL?
    BECAUSE I DONT SEE NO REASON WHY I CANT GET ANGRYYYY WITH IT.

    ZOMGG.
    I NEED HABBO.
    bye.



    no, i just signed out of hhabbo.
    URGHHH.
    i'll blog.

    'surprised' baby by going her house today! :D
    WELL, NOT SURPRISE ANYMORE cos she said she was gonna sleep and stopped messaging me and when i was at her gate, i saw her watching tv >:{
    hahaha. but got over it after we went into the room and talked. :D
    she's sick today ;[
    and she's suppose to tag my blog ;[
    but she empty-promised me AGAIN.

    nvm ;D
    when i'm gone on the 5th-8th, i expect her to blog on my blog ;D
    wakakaka.
    guys, make sure she blogs here kay.
    or NEVER LET HER WHINE AGAIN IN 3/11.
    ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

    talking about her makes me happy.
    KAYYY.

    i gotta confess,
    I MISS MICHELLE.
    LOADS.
    i wanna take neos AGAIN WITH YOUUUUU!
    hahaha. meet up soon kay ;D
    wo ai ni ;D


    kay, i'mma go off soon :}




    "i'll feed you with loads of vitamins so you'll grow healthy and live long with me ;D"

    Written on: Thursday, November 13, 2008
    Time: 9:21 AM

    I WATCH MADAGASCARRRRRR {SP?}
    hahahha.
    IT'S SOOOO FUNNYYY!
    hahhaa. it's really cute ;]
    watched it with sheryl and her cousin, jasmine :D
    sooo cute!
    GO WATCH IT!








    OMGGG!!
    i feel so ACCOMPLISHED tonight!
    all thanks to lovely deanne :D
    she taught me so much tonight.
    HAHAA.
    downloading fonts, uploading WMV videos on youtube, screenshot! :D
    HAHAH. damn cool please!
    now i'mma edit many many pictures from now. HAHA.
    i think i dont mind using edited photos to tell you about my day :X
    probs i just type what i wanna say on top of the picture :X
    so y'all will, READ the pictures instead of my blog :X
    LOL.



    anw, here's one of the font ;]
    same as the one on top.
    it's called journal ;]
    i wanted something simple and natural :D
    so i found this!

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    the baby so cute right!
    her name's jewel :D
    my baby cousin :D
    so cutee!
    she screams like a cat :X
    she sound like she's meowing :X
    HAHAHA!


    anw,
    THANKS YOU DEE DEE :D
    you make me feel so smart now :D
    if you're not online tonight, i think i'd waste anothernight playing HABBO.
    hahaha!
    so, thanks dear!
    i wanted to copy your picture on your blog and EDIT WITH MY NEW TEDDY FONTS ;D
    but i was afraid you might scream at me for putting your face here :X
    but whatever it is,
    THANK YOU MAMA DEARIE ;D
    see, i made a post for youuu!

    better read my blog i tell you.
    people, PM OR SMS OR CALL DEANNE TO READ MY BLOG NOW ;D
    cos she doesnt :{


    anw!YES, I DOWNLOADED TEDDY FONTS.
    HAHAHA!
    i'll try to use it somewhere! :D

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    yes, i practically just chose the teddy font and typed, A, B, C, D, E, ... D;
    hahaha!
    ARENT THEY ADORABLEEE! :D
    DONT YOU JUST WANNA COPY AND PASTE THEM EVERYWHEREEE? :D
    okay, i know. you must be thinking, 'NO!'
    hahaha. but whatever! i LIKE ;D



    BYE! OFF TO HABBO!

    Written on: Wednesday, November 12, 2008
    Time: 8:43 AM

    kekeke :}
    i know it's fast.
    but i fell in love with this song after i downloaded it today :X
    the other song's also nice :}
    of course, it's THE SCRIPT ;D
    so listen to both kay!

    i officially dedicate this song to babyyy :D
    i think i bullied her a hell load today.
    scolded her, made her stand under the rain with two big hamster cage alone waiting for taxi at night, scolded her a fucking annoying bitch, threatened her to kill hammies :X

    i'm sorry :{{
    dont take it to heart k ;]
    listen to the song and feel,
    WARM AT HEART :D

    ily Y


    give me more lovin then i've ever had.
    make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
    tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.


    make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
    barely gettin mad,
    im so glad i found you.
    i love being around you.
    you make it easy,
    as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

    theres only one thing two do three words four you.
    i love you.
    (i love you)
    theres only one way two say those three words
    and that's what i'll do.
    i love you.
    (i love you)

    give me more lovin from the very start.
    piece me back together when i fall apart.
    tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

    make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
    best that i've had.
    im so glad that i found you.
    i love being around you.
    you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

    theres only one thing two do three words four you.
    i love you.
    (i love you)
    theres only one way two say those three words
    and that's what i'll do.
    i love you, i love you
    (i love you)

    you make it easy, its easy as 1234
    theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
    (i love you)
    theres only one way two say those three words
    thats what ill do i love you
    (i love you)

    i love you i love you.
    one two three four i love you.
    (iloveyou)
    i love you
    (i love you)


    Written on: Tuesday, November 11, 2008
    Time: 10:12 PM






    I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
    Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
    Cos I got time while she got freedom
    Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

    Her best days will be some of my worst
    She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st
    While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
    Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

    What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you and
    What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
    I'm falling to pieces yeah
    I'm falling to pieces

    They say bad things happen for a reason
    But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
    Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
    And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

    What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you and
    What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
    I'm falling to pieces yeah
    I'm falling to pieces yeah
    I'm falling to pieces
    (One still in love while the other ones leaving
    I'm falling to pieces
    (Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

    Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
    You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
    Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains ooh
    Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

    I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
    Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
    Cos I got time while she got freedom
    Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
    No it don't break
    No it don't break even no

    What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
    What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
    (Oh glad your okay now)
    I'm falling to pieces yeah
    (Oh I'm glad your okay)
    I'm falling to pieces yeah
    (One still in love while the other ones leaving)
    I'm falling to pieces
    (Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

    Oh it don't break even no
    Oh it don't break even no
    Oh it don't break even no


    Time: 9:17 AM

    kill me for my lazy-ness to post nowadays :X
    HABBO'S FAULT!

    anw, i've got preeeettyy pictures ;]






    BABYGIRL! :D
    she got so scared when sheryl and i showered her with hammy soap yesterday.
    was shivering so badly till we had to call pet lovers centre's hotline :X
    she's fine now ;]


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    i look screwweddd.
    hammie in my hand! :D

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    outing with shaz, ills, michelle, euge and maria on.. 5th of november! :D
    they were all mesmerised by some big screen tv above :X

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    I NEED DIVA ACCESSORIES. ;[

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    if you can, ZOOM IN THIS PICTURE.
    michelley ka pooney thought she cant be seen -.-
    and made a funny face.
    HAHHAA!
    ZOOM AWAY!

    oh! see the rexona deoderant? (SP)
    I WANNA TRY!
    the model's armpit is spotless.
    try to see one at your nearby enclosed mrt station :D

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    michelley at my place and took a bottle of cream and drew this on my thigh :O

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    CLASS GATHERING ;]


    this was what i said to eunice:
    PRETEND YOU'RE A MODEL!
    GIMME A FEEL!
    YOU'RE ON THE BEACH!
    FEEEL, FEEEL!
    -CAPTURE-

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    NOW, YOU'RE PLAYING FREESBEE!
    YOU WANNA PROMOTE THE FREESBEE!
    NOW, POSE!
    -CCAPTURE-


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    YOU WANNA THROW THE FREESBEE!
    BUT YOU STILL WANNA PROMOTE THE FREESBEEE.
    YES YES, GIVE ME THE FEEEEEELLLLL.


    -CAPTURE-


    {HAHAH! retarded ;D}
    wo ai eunice! :D

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    tried to brighten it as it was pitch dark in the original :X

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    CRACKERS ;D

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    MY FAACE ;[

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    my FACEEE ;[
    eunice is really pretty ;]

    my and first serious talk with jasmine throughout my 2 years of being in the same class :D
    how memorable :}

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    GO MEEE! :D


    i'm done ;]
    changed blog picture.
    i need a new blog skin.
    hahaha!
    christabel introduced a website to edit pictures and it's SO COOL ;D
    i'mma do it more often ;D

    goodie, nights! :D

    Written on: Sunday, November 9, 2008
    Time: 9:11 AM













    i'm loss for words.























    wakakaka. WATCHED HSM3 AGAAAIN!
    it's so niceeeeee!
    kept being on the verge of tearing cos this sentence kept appearing in my hear- 'last time to see zac efron in hsm! :{'
    hahaha. but anw, it's so good. i dont mind watching it again ;]

    anw, went SWIMMING today at jurong.
    omg. it looks exactly like WWW!
    just that, its BETTER.
    and i swear, that effing dollar you put in that coin machine as entrance fee, it's freakin worth it.
    wanna go WWW?
    go JURONG.
    you ownt regret!
    they have lazy pool, tsunami, many many playgrounds and 3 HUGE SLIDES ;]
    one was super duper fast till my brother cried.
    hahaa!
    oh yes, i went with baby, stella, jacov and me brother ;]

    yuppp. it was great.
    just that, my brother almost drowned at the tsunami due to my careless-ness.
    he was holding onto my float at the 1.7m area.
    and sheryl was swimming. so i thought of going down too. guess what.
    my float over turned, caused my brother to drop into the poool!
    omg! i tell you, WE ALL PANICKED LIKE SHIT.
    my brother could hardly touch the ground please!
    no, he cant! not at all!
    i was so afraid cos none of us can reach! esp wqith sheryl and i struggling to breathe and my brother dropped into the pool.
    OMG. we were trying to look for a float for him, and for rourself
    i tell you, 3 lives could easily be taken by that stupid pool.
    the lifeguard didnt come! :{
    we were too silent i guess.

    anw, LCKILY, stella has a fast reaction and grabed my brother's both shoulders while she's on the float.
    OMG. i just rmembered she wasnt properly on the float.
    that adds to.. 4 lives in danger.
    i was LOST i tell you. all i could do was grab my brother's hips and try to keep him afloat.
    i think ever if i drown, i wont mind.
    he was so tiny in that tsunami pool!
    but luckily stellla grabed him to the shore ;]
    omg, without stella, my bbrother could've died alr.

    so yuppp. was there for a few hours ;]
    pretty fun laaa. just that there were 3 slides.
    the yellow, blue and red.
    the YELLOW WAS THE FASTEST.
    we tried that out first.
    my brother had the guts to try.

    after going through that long tunnel of FRIGHT, he got so scared after he came out :X
    he cried :X
    hahaha. from then, the others he didnt try.
    the other two pools were very enjoyable.
    just that, i was so afraid i couldnt get out, or i get stuck :X cos it's so LOOONGGG.
    did i mention, it was FRIGGING HOT IN THERE.
    i was so afriad :X
    but anw, it was great;]

    went to eat KFC after that ;]
    then took a train down to amk to watchHSM3!
    played arcade with them ;]
    i loooovee the daytona thingy!
    i can drive well! :D
    well, to me! :DDD

    after the movie, ended at about 8 plus, cabbed to sheryl's house to makan dinner ;]
    was gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood ;]
    it's been so long since i've ate there :x
    hahaha.

    went home at about 10 ;]

    i enjoyed myself ;]
    i've got sunburn ;[
    WTH right.
    nobody have except me.
    i seriously needa go under the sun more often.
    :{

    Written on: Friday, November 7, 2008
    Time: 7:53 AM

    this nightmare is finally gonna be over.









    WHEEHEEE!
    had class party yesterday at east coast.
    it was fun ;]
    i'm so so so proud of myself that i can still ride a 2-wheeled bike!
    hahaha! guess that's what they say, you dont have to practice to ride a 2-wheeled bike once you get the hang of it :D



    met up with eunice, claudia, jasmine and christabel at about 330 at j8.
    hahaha. then went down to fairprice to get their canned fruits.
    and guess what. no one bought can opener and we had to open with a scissors!
    all thanks to yanyi's great idea!


    anw, suggested to take a cab down to east coast as jasmine thought bishan's interchange had bus number 31.
    hahahaha. but when i travelled all the way there, they said they realised it's only at tp.
    so, took a cab ;]
    pretty cheap cos there were five of us.
    we tried to hide claudia and it was pretty funny.
    they kept asking me to seduce the taxi driver so they wont see claudia -.-

    hahaha!



    yupp. reached at about 440 and guess what.
    less than 20 people were there!
    and was told that we had to wait till 5 then we can set offf.
    but it was obviously pass five till everyone arrived!
    hahah.



    well, mainly about this whole class gathering thing, didnt really feel like a gathering, as always for our class.
    everyone went they seperate ways during the whole time :X
    the only time we got together was the time where the covers of the food opened and everyone came :X



    yupp. if not, we cam whored the whole time at the beach ;]
    eunice's freesbee {sp} flew into the sea!
    luckily some guy help us swim there to pick up :X


    yupp. oh yes! i cycled on a two seater bike!
    cycled seraphina.
    she has a phobia of riding a bike herself. and evven landed into hospital for once.
    and yesterday, she had me as her 'driver' for the evening and i think she cycle herself would be better :X
    i bumped into the bush!
    which gave us both scratches!
    i even almost had ourselves falling into the drain -.-

    but, we're still alive! :D
    i have many many scratches on my leg. really annoying.
    went near the sea, the slat water kept stinging my leg.
    ah wells ;]

    had great fun today.
    kept singing with claudia.
    I TELL YOU, MY VOICEBOX GONNA BREAK IF I SEE CLAUDIA EVERYDAY.
    hahaha! cos i know she'll SING AND SING.
    lololol!

    thanks to claudia's dad i'm back safely ;]




    i dont care.
    not anymore, i'm sure.

    Written on: Sunday, November 2, 2008
    Time: 8:38 AM

    i think strawberries are sexy :}



    OMGGG.
    i got a slight sunburn -.-
    stupidddddd tanning oil without sun block.
    how can i be so dumb all the time :{
    anw, had fun with stella, baby, jacov and brother toddayy ;]
    hahaha!
    i think my stamina in water is really BAD.

    tired shit.
    slept at 530am last night as my dad was snoring so loudly in my room -.-
    have no idea why he had to sleep with my brother and i suddenly -.-

    anw, I WANNA SWIM AGAIN ;]

    oh yes, sheryl asked me this,
    'why does girls in tv, their armpit always so clean uh?'

    hahaa. frigging cute ;]
    i'm off! :D

    watched those videos? :D

    Written on: Saturday, November 1, 2008
    Time: 11:11 AM

    wahaha.
    i'm BACK.
    not gonna bloggg.
    i'mma just comment on videos i watched! :D

    watch please!






    - HILARY DUFF; REACH OUT AND TOUCH ME.



    omg.. remember the times when we watched lizzie mcguire? :X
    look how much she's change!
    she licked and sucked someone's thumb :X
    i knw she's alr 21, but i'm not used to it :X

    WATCH.










    -PARIS FOR PRESIDENT (????)

    hahahahaha!
    this song or so called her presidency campaigne video is hilarious.
    did she really run for president?? :X


    WATCH! :D
    (lyrics below)


    Paris For President
    At the Palms chillin' with the martini
    Paris For President
    Your commander in bikini

    When they tell you 'bout my policies
    To stop the player hating on the USA
    Incentivize Nuclear Non-Proliferation
    And ratify Kyoto today
    You can ride in the motorcade,
    In my hybrid, pink, Escalade, Hey!

    Paris For President
    Not another oldie cliche
    Paris For President
    You can get married if you're straight or if you're gay

    If you’re gonna put lipstick on a pig,
    Make sure that shade matches the skin-tone
    You can trust me with my finger on the button
    Nucular (Bush voice) a sad vocabulary don't!
    Trading in the cabinet for a walk, in, closet Hey!

    Paris For President
    America should put me in charge
    Paris For President
    Look at Bush it cant be that hard

    Simon Cowell he might be a little mean
    But when one of the judges kicks the bucket
    I'll put him on the Court Supreme
    Then I'll paint the white house pink
    And look into a trip to Maui

    Paris for President
    A proponent of clean air energy
    Paris for President
    The real Maverick in D.C.

    Water boarding is torture and
    Global warming is totally not hot
    I'll make a department called the fashion police
    And fix the economy with all of the new jobs
    Makeover Lady Liberty in Donna, Tommy & Calvin Klein, Hey!

    Paris for President
    Get your cute little butt out there and vote
    Paris for President
    Dispensing beauty tips, and hope
    Paris for President (repeats)

    I'm Paris Hilton and I approve this message.






    -BEYONCE; SINGLE LADIES



    THIS IS SOOO FUNNYY!
    hahha!
    the way she danced :X
    well, to me.
    but it's pretty good ;]











    -BEYONCE; IF I WERE A BOY



    OMGG ;[
    michelle showed me this.
    listen to the song and watch the video!!
    so true :X

    (lyrics below)






    If I were a boy
    Even just for a day
    I’d roll out of bed in the morning
    And throw on what I wanted and go
    Drink beer with the guys
    And chase after girls
    I’d kick it with who I wanted
    And I’d never get confronted for it
    Because they’d stick up for me

    If I were a boy
    I think I could understand
    How it feels to love a girl
    I swear I’d be a better man
    I’d listen to her
    Cause I know how it hurts
    When you lose the one you wanted
    Cause he’s taken you for granted
    And everything you had got destroyed
    If I were a boy

    I would turn off my phone
    Tell everyone its broken
    So they think
    that I was sleeping alone
    I’d put myself first
    And make the rules as I go
    Cause I know that she’d be faithful
    Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

    If I were a boy
    I think I could understand
    How it feels to love a girl
    I swear I’d be a better man
    I’d listen to her
    Cause I know how it hurts
    When you lose the one you wanted
    Cause he’s taken you for granted
    And everything you had got destroyed

    It’s a little too late for you to come back
    Say its just a mistake
    Think I forgive you like that
    If you thought I would wait for you
    You thought wrong


    But you're just a boy
    You don’t understand (and you don’t understand)
    How it feels to love a girl
    Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
    You don’t listen to her
    You don’t care how it hurts
    Until you lose the one you wanted
    Cause you've taken her for granted
    And everything you had got destroyed
    But you're just a boy…

    good song ;]
    i think i'mma change blogsong soon ;]


    OH YES. BLOGSKIN TOO.


    swimming with baby, stella and brother tmr ;]
    cant wait! :D