Written on: Wednesday, July 30, 2008 Time: 8:10 AM
you done done me and you bet, i felt it i tried to be chill but you're so hot that i melted;
hello there ;D my blog's dead, i know. :X i was not allowed to use the com ): sad eh. hahahaha. yeaaah. so i wont be posting as often as i used to. :X well, i'll try to keep upp. not as if anyone's interested to read my blog or my life is damn happening :X but i guess that's how people write whenever they dont blog for awhile :X wahahaha.
anw, had hhf today and got a shock of my life that estelle my dear wasnt in schoool. ru, nut and i werent mentally prepared at ALL, I SWEAR. nut took over for the first part and nearly died cos we were fighting for time and she was finding it hard to cope and so, i tried. IT WAS HORRIBLE. WE FORGOT WARMUPS.
and i dunno why i got so out of breath either. as to some people who are really curious about it. -.- and my throat hurts ): my muscles hurt tooo. i seriously wonder how estelle cope man. :X i embarassed myself throughout the whole thing as i kept forgetting the steps. (heyyy! i just learn today kay ):) hahaha. yeaah. it was a really scary experience i swear. it never crossed my mind that estelle wouldnt be here. GAH. i was shiveringgg. i never wanna do it again. ):
yupp, after hhf, gulpped down almost half a bottle of 100plus. that was how thirsty i was andi swear my throat hurt like hell :X graah. yuppp. after that, went for lessons per normal ;] after school, wanted to watch the dark night with steado ;D butthe timing for it is damn late. :x so we chose Money not enough 2 ;D DAMNNNN FUNNNY I SWEARRR. if you understand dialect, you'll find it funny. go catch it ;D
watched prom night last weeek! it was DAMNNNN GOOOOOD. stupid sheryl. she wasnt scared at all in there la. she even made fun of leticia and i cos we were scared to death :X my heart was thumping damn fast luh :X lunatic teacher. :X go watch it ;D
i'm gonna catch the mummy anddddd, the dark night ;D I CAN'T WAIT FOR DARK NIGHT.
anw, watch this :D DAMN FUNNY I SWEAR. these are not the real batman and joker. it's just to make fun :XX batman's talking like that as his voice in the movie is really really low and coarse. :X so they're trying to make fun of it :X WATCH. STOP READING.
HAHAHA! FRIGGING FUNNY. ;D
okayy i'm off.
geog test, english test and home econs test. ): i'm deadmeat.
while ya thinking you're the only dude, she's off in the mall living off of you, letting everybody know she got you, &now you feel like a fool.
Written on: Tuesday, July 22, 2008 Time: 8:47 AM
Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in Because it's cold outside cold outside it's cold out side Share with me the secrets that you kept in Because it's cold inside cold inside it's cold inside
And your slowly shaking finger tips Show that your scared like me so Lets pretend were alone And I know you may be scared And I know we're unprepared But I don’t care
Tell me tell me What makes you think that you are invincible I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure Please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable Impossible
I was born to tell you I love you Isn't that a song already I get a B in originality And it's true I cant go on without you Your smile makes me see clear If you could only see in the mirror what I see
And your slowly shaking finger tips Show that your scared like me so Lets pretend were alone And I know you may be scared And I know were unprepared But I don’t care
Tell me tell me What makes you think that you are invincible I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure Please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable Impossible
Slow down girl you're not going any wear Just wait around and see Maybe I'm much more you never no what lies ahead I promise I can be anyone I can be anything Just because you were hurt doesn’t mean you shouldn’t bleed I can be anyone, anything, I promise I can be what you need
Tell me tell me What makes you think that you are invincible I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure Please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable Impossible
introduced by my bestie, GAYLEN ;D hahaha! i listen to the songs you send okay!(:
Time: 7:37 AM
i was born to tell you i love you, it's not a song already. i promise i can be anyone, anything, i promise i can be what you need<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABYY ;]
you sucker(: you're finally 14! ;] no more calling me olddd and no more saying that your stead has WHITE HAIRSSS cos you're like meee noww ;]
wahaha. (: i reallyyy reallyyy hope you like the presents COS I DO ;D lol.
we're so rocky and we fight all the time. :X we kept getting back together till no one really care anymore whenever we fight as they know we'll get back together SOMEHOW. ;D i still treasure, love, care and trust you since the first time i said it to you and it's still growing and it's never gonna change.
i treasure every moment spending with you and i hope that our friendship will never end ;D lets hit 2 years together kayy ;] i'll make it come true as no one can ever replace someone that's just so hard to find like you ;]
again, HAPPY WAPPY BIRTHDAY ;DDDDD
i love you so so, MUCHsteadddd ;D &you'll always be my baby<333
;you can hold me once, you can hold me twice, even better if the stars are good tonight. you can hold me &be my one and only.
(i'm sure you wont want me to write another essay like how i did in the book i gave you xD)
Written on: Monday, July 21, 2008 Time: 7:08 AM
2 MORE FRIGGING HOURS TO MY BABY'S BIRTHDAYYY! ;D
and she still thinks i'm angryyyy. dont wanna bother asking me why i never reply her message somemore ):
Written on: Saturday, July 19, 2008 Time: 9:22 AM
;please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable.
graaah. i've got nothing to blog todayy. i just wanna share something really amusing :X i wanna blog about it yesterday :X but it slipped outta my mind :X anw, here it goes,
i was at subway queueing up with sheryl till it's out turn to order. and before us, there were two couples (age around.. 35-40?) and it was OBVIOUSLY their first time there as they were practically asking loads of question about how to order the bread -.- yeaaah, so they ordered their fillings alr and the woman taking the order asked "okay, now your choice of bread" then the wife was like, "bread arh?" (saw the bread chart and pointed to italian bread to the husband" then the husband was like, "huh. still need bread arh? err, GARDENIER lorh" and the lady making the bread was staring blankly at them :X
DAMN FUNNY I SWEAR. THEY ARE DAMN SUA KU. HAHAHA.
after that, sheryl dared me to order SUNSHINE bread :X hahahahha! yes, and we both did it. it was hilarious. GAAHAHAHA.
i'm damn tired. i shall go to bed. (:
URGH. AKSJDFNDLFDSNDMDKFELRUEIFJSLKDSMALDMF. I CAN' T STAND YOU ANYMORE. URRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SOMEONE HELP ME.
Written on: Friday, July 18, 2008 Time: 6:31 AM
And your slowly shaking finger tips Show that your scared like me so Lets pretend were alone And I know you may be scared And I know we're unprepared But I don’t care
wakakaka. i'm getting really bored of my blogskin. and seriouslyyy, i'm getting really tired of blogging can)): gaaah. but i'm trying to keep it up ;D heh heh heh.
kinda quarelled with some anonymous person on galen's tagboard. so immature can. bling bling -.- jingles = boobs -.- graaah. and now they wanna come after meee. hahaha!
anwww, went for yongxun's finals today at bishan sports hall. NO AIRRR CONN ))): SO HOTTT): anw, yongxun was damn nervous. so he didnt practice first. he was good(: all the spinning and everythinggg. :X ate KFC in there ;D yumyumm (:
during prize giving, sheryl and the rest, (ashley and claudia) went to the foam thinggg. DAMN FUNNY! sheryl was like a child playing in there. damn cute laaah! hahaha! I HAVE A VIDEO ;D i post it some other time(: cos she said, 'DON'T POST IT TODAY' hahaha! so other day loh(:
graaah. i've got loadsa pictures of teddy :X and a unglam picture offff.. ((((x i'll post it some other time(: i'mma go rest now (:
counting downnn,
4 MORE DAYS<3
Written on: Tuesday, July 15, 2008 Time: 7:53 AM
I JUST LEARNT HOW TO MAKE THIS! WAKAKAKA. HOW SMARRRTTTT CAN I BEEEE. LOLOL. (:
okay, i'm damn lazy to blog. and i gotta rename my blog again. WHY? cos some idiot dont like this name):<
okayyy, i'm offff. (:
Written on: Sunday, July 13, 2008 Time: 7:41 AM
STEAD'S BIRTHDAY ;D
9 MORE DAYS BAY-BEE <333
Time: 6:21 AM
If it takes time then I’ll be patient Know that I will still believe I’ll take your hand and hold it tightly 'cause I know you’ll carry me
hello babies! i feel so so so so happyyy. hahaha! i change my URL. wakakaka. lets see who can stop me from BLOGGING MY THOUGHTS NOW.
acutally, I HATE SHERYL. ): she suck can. i dont like her. she's such a nuisance. GAH. HELP ME. SAVE ME FROM MY LUNATIC BESTFRIEND AND HER BEARY KISSES.
ANW, built a bear with sheryl(((: damn cute caaan! we both had to do the heart heart steps thing again. hahahaha! sheryl's face was BLUSHING. you should've seen her toot face holding and kissing the heart. HAHHAA! yesss, and put both our 'hearts' into the bearrr(: went to 'shower' it and chose it's clothes! we got it a blue top and white boxers. frigging cute can. hahahah! and we named it, ANNERYL(: mel came that name up. damn cuttteeeee. GRAH. ;D
yupp(: watched 10 promises to my dog and the strangers. basically, i dont understand the strangers. SERIOUSLY. WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS THE FRIGGING SHOWWW. it's good for scaring people. BUT SERIOUSLY, IT HAS NO STORYLINEEEE.
graaah. and 10 promises to my dog is damn cry-able. hahaha! nooo, i didnt cryyyy. sheryl cried(x
yessss! claudia introduce me 2 more songsss. and i passed it onto mel. HAHAHA! addictive man.
picturesss((:
breast-friends!
stellaaa and steaddd (: look at stead's face. going to blink, but havent blink, but sooon gonna blink xD HAHAHAHHAHAHA! damn cute. stella's damn prettyyy(:
dont like her.
TEDDDY = my baby<333 the other one's with sheryl):
yay(: i'm doneee. goodnight(:
ps. whatever i said about sheryl, i didn't mean it. :X not at all :D i love her man(:
Written on: Saturday, July 12, 2008 Time: 9:13 AM
Such angelic motion, You know you're made in heaven. The way you walk, the rythmn when you're dancing, Every inch of you smells of desire, You're such a rush, the rush is never ending, Now, You got it, you're wow wow wow WOW;
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. i'm damn lazy to blog :X hahaha! stupid sheryl say i dont care about my teddies anymore after i got my build-a-bear ): she's damn mean luh. now she loves my very first teddy cos i dont pay attention to it anymore and so, she loves it cos it doesnt make her jealous anymore >:{
damn angry luh))): i feel bad :X i really forget about all the teddies that went through thick and thin with me whenever i cry after i got this baby :X hahahaha! :X
okay, i'mma just upload pictures. someone gimme a new blogURL. ):
OHYES, for those who are curious about the song on my blog, i can send it to you(: damn nice right. yes, i know. xDDD all thanks to claudia, my baybeh ;D i'm addicted to it now :X it makes me sad outta no rhyme or reason :X SO WHATCHA WAITING FOR?! NUDGE ME NOW AND I'LL SEND IT RIGHTAWAY! LOLOL. ;D
picssies ;D
hello mama ;D
hello you ;D hahaha! i finally got a picture of you! (: ddaaamn cute ;D
spot the unglam.
yummmyyyy. ;D
meet my stead. ;D
meet the besties. xD (jere &GAY-LEN) galen's got WHITE HAIR.
my big chef ;D
YAYY!
NICE NICE? i wrote it outta angry :X the whole paper can feel how much force i used :X if your eyes are sharp, there's one 'iloveyou' somewhere... THERE(:
picking pencil cases at popular. HAHAHA.
pet pet ;D damn gay. worth the head rotation :X
our animation cartoon ;D
yesterdayy(: drama night ;D
yes, yes, she was high. HAHHA.
there she goes again. ;X
AND THE PICTURE OF THE DAYYYY, . . . . . . . . MY ALL-TIME FAVOURITE, . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
MY LOVE ;D
classic xD
kayy. i'm done ;] I WANT TO WATCH THE STRANGERSSS.
URGH. HOW GROSS CAN YOU GET. URGGGHHHHHHHH. yes, you can see, I DONT CARE ABOUT MY FONT SIZE SO YOU'RE ABLE TO READ THIS CLEARLYYYY.
Written on: Thursday, July 10, 2008 Time: 8:34 PM
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes A little righteous and too proud I just want to find a way to compromise Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers Never giving in But baby since you’ve gone I admit that I was wrong
CHORUS (1) All I know is I’m lost without you I’m not gonna lie How am I gonna be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever said we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye Don’t know what I’d do I’m lost without you
CHORUS (2) I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day Lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues? Baby I'm so lonely all the time Everywhere I go I get so confused You’re the only thing that’s on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night I miss you more each day Only you can make it right No I’m not too proud to say
CHORUS (1) All I know is I’m lost without you I’m not gonna lie How am I gonna be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever said we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye Don’t know what I’d do I’m lost without you
CHORUS (2) I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day Lost without you
If I could only hold you now Make the pain just go away Can’t stop the tears from running down my face (oh)
CHORUS (1) All I know is I’m lost without you I’m not gonna lie How am I gonna be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever said we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye Don’t know what I’d do I’m lost without you
CHORUS (2) I keep trying to find my way (yeah) but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day (but all I know is)Lost without you
I keep trying to find my way And all I know is I’m lost without you
i'm Lost without you
Time: 7:40 PM
If we ever said we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye Don’t know what I’d do I’m lost without you
HAPPY BELATED 14TH BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE ;DDD
yayyy!!
i'm 14 mann.
i wanna thankkkk,
-SHERYL &STELLA for being such an awesomeeee bestie in my life, your presence at the party and for the cute bear and the bagg ;D iloveit!
-RACHEL &RACHEL'S MOM for helping out with the partehh and the food was DAMN GOOD. (:
-HEATHER for being such a GREAT partner in school ;D and for being there at OUR parteh ;D
-GALEN, TIMOTHY, YONGXUN, BERNARD, RYAN, MELVIN, DARYL, DAVID, JEREMIAH for the lovely presents, (like the CONDOM xD) and for being so enthu at the partehhh ;DDD
and thanks to timothyyy, for throwing flour into my lovely right eye xD
-SHAUNNA, CLAUDIA, EUNICE, MELISSA.N, RACHAEL, EUGENIA, CHRISTABEL for your presence there and making the party a success ;DD
-to those who stayed up till twelve on the 7th just to wish me happy bithday ;D
-to those we remembered ;D
-to those who TAGGED ;D
YESSSSSS.
the parteh was greaaat.
though we didnt do much besides throwing flour. :X
WAIT, it's CORN STARCH.
we were suppose to play a PROPER GAME with it and guess what.
when i poured the flour onto the plate, everyone just started GRABBING it and throwing it at each other. :X
and before i knew it, one packet of starch was GONEEEE.
hahhaha!
it was damn funny.
everyone was white and they intended to go to the red house like that :X
but we didnt :X
they wanna go AT NIGHT.
yes, after playing with starch, sat around, played a lil, talked a lil and waited for the food to come (:
yesss, we met up pretty late :X
about 230-3. :X
yupp. the food was damn goooddd.
i love the mee goreng ;D
and all the food was specially prepared by rachel's mom (:
i love her man.
;]]]
yesssss,
after food, went to shower (:
timothy piggy-backed me!
and guess what. my inner thighs are burnt now):
two red round things :X
hahahah!
after showering, sent eugenia off and went to the red house.
THIS IS THE MOST INTERESTINGGG PART.
but, freaky.
yes, y'all can dont believe whatever i say hereeee, but yeah :X
it's true to us :X
anw, there were initially 14 people going there.
but heather went back cos she had an instinct that something might happen.
yupp. and so, there were only 13 of us.
what a number right.
yess, then we walked there and all.
the route was damn long X:
and freaky.
so quiet and isolated.
but there were people living around it luhhh.
yupp.
then we got to the red houseee.
it's damn dark in there.
very dark infact and galen shone his torch around the area.
suddenly, everyone heard cries and humming.
yes, i heard it too.
we all freaked out.
and yeaaah, people saw stuff, esp shaunna as she could see (you know)
yeah, it was my first time seeing all those and i freaked out.
i almost fainted :X
yeaaah. so i suggest, if y'all wanna go to those places, think twiceee about the consequences after that. :X
we're damn lucky nothing really happened to us after the whole thing luh.
cos the 'ppl' living in there wont leave the house.
yupppp.
so, DONT GO AND DISTURB THEEEEMMM.
*goosebumps*
kay, i'm outta here. :X
i've got drama night tonight (:
woohoooo.
pictures up next time(:
ohyes for more info about the red house,
go check it out online (:
Written on: Sunday, July 6, 2008 Time: 10:41 AM
Was it you that said that you could never get enough of me but you confessed that when we were alone you had to tell yourself to breathe so maybe i should feel a little more like i've been living in a dream well I'm asking you should I stay
Even though I love you (i cant help thinking about if i'd be better without you) if we stay together (it could get worse, then again, maybe it could get better) even though i love you (i cant help thinking about if i'd be better without you) somethings wrong we both know that you and i still got a long way to go
Why would you wanna be with me instead of other guys oh make me feel like something special God I think i've heard million times so would it be enough to buy you everything and call you mine cause it won't last long if I do
Even though I love you (I cant help thinking about if i'd be better without you) if we stay together (it could get worse, then again, maybe it could get better) even though I love you (I cant help thinking about if i'd be better without you) somethings wrong we both know that you and i still got a long way to go
If I would leave tomorrow you'd be the last to know
even though I love you if we stay together
Even though I love you (I cant help thinking about if I'd be better without you) if we stay together (it could get worse, then again, maybe it could get better) even though I love you (I cant help thinking about if I'd be better without you) somethings wrong we both know that you and i still got a long..long way to go
long way to go long way to go still got a long way to go
Time: 10:24 AM
graaah. just got back from the partehhh ;D i've totally got no mood to blog about the day right now. 2 stuffs are on my mind and they are killing me. especially something particular. and i think i really gotta rant it out.
what the fuck is wrong with you. how the fucking hell do i even have a fucking bestfriend like you. fuck you. be there for me? like who the fuck believes now. for the whole night today, what have you been doing. i was so fucking scared. and you just did nothing but what? in your fucking own world with someone hand in hand. dont you fucking think i need that too. dont you fucking think i needed a bestfriend next to me when all hose happen. who the fuck wants to rely on you now. fuck you. i cant believe i'm fucking crying now cos of what you fucking did. what a fucking happy birthday party. what a fucking bestfriend you are. i really DONTWANT to talk to you. neither do i even wanna sort things out with you. i dont EVER wanna see your fucking face ever again. the card was fucking sweet. i cried while reading it. both touched and at the same time, i felt betrayed. why? think for youself. fuck you. safe your breath if you ever wanna sms me or anything cos i NEVER wanna talk to you. NEVER EVER. you said you wanna be there for me cos i'v e always been there for you. you said you wanna be the best=bestfriend i ever had. fuck you. i dont even wanna believe that you're even TRYING. why are you so fucking insensitive. why are you so fucking ignorant towards how i feel. why are you so fucking self centered. why do you only care for yourself. from now, i never wanna rely on you for help or anything. cos i know when i shout for help, YOU'LL BE THE LAST ONE TO HOLD ME HAND AND TELL ME TO STAY STRONG AND THAT YOU'LL BE THERE FOR ME ALWAYS even if i were to shout, I DOUBT YOU'LL EVEN BE THERE COS YOU DONT FUCKING CARE, AT ALL. so now, I DON'T CARE EITHER. fucking hell, do whatever you want. just fucking get out of my sight. I HATE YOU, SO MUCH. FUCK YOU.
i'm not jealous. i just think you ain't worth it as someone that means so so so much to me. answer this to yourself. what have you done as a bestfriend.
Written on: Saturday, July 5, 2008 Time: 11:37 AM
HELLO WORLD ;] i change my background(: and now, i need comments.
i created a poll at the bottom of the very first picture you see when you enter my bloggg. (you knowww, the vintage vintage old old photo? with sheryl's toothead in the middle? xD) yeaaah. just scroll it all the way down till you see the poll. help me decide what should i do with this bloggg.
anddd, for the first question, these are the choices.
Verse 1 (Colby O'donis) - I beeped you on the phone just showing off ya stones and noticed, that that pinky ring is bright enough baby, I know your not alone, but I could just be wrong, the way them fellas hounding ya sizing you up baby And I like the way you take advantage of every man ya love (Akon - I see ya) and I know ya game girl but i dont mind if you come and, play with us, just dont talk to much (Akon- I see ya) ya so cute you dont have to say a word
Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon) See all those guys wanna come treat you right cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got, girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl you know that you need to stop. Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Verse 2: (Colby O'donis) Girl I can tell ya want something to love, thats why you hold on to everything that pass you by can't resist girl and I cant lie or tell if you are here for me or everybody watching you shake from left to right the way you move got me hypnotized the way you take advantage of every man ya love (Akon - I see ya) and I know ya game girl but i dont mind if you come and play with us, just dont talk to much (Akon- I see ya) ya so cute you dont have to say a word
Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon) See all those guys wanna come treat you right cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got, girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl you know that you need to stop. Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh.....Akon) Girl ya know that you need to stop.
Verse 3: (Akon) Cant keep my eyes away from you girl when ya get on the floor and do what you do and everybody wanna come back to that body the kind that remind me something like you, cause your that type to drive a man crazy will snatch him away from his lady, no matter how hard the man hold back he'll end up calling you baby, and they never really know what to do, once you expose that thing you do, you had em crawling on hands and knees and ya find a way to get em out they jeans, and while ya thinking your the only dude, shes off in the mall living off of you, letting everybody know she got you and now you feel like a fool
Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon) See all those guys wanna come treat you right cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got, girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl you know that you need to stop. Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Written on: Thursday, July 3, 2008 Time: 6:29 AM
Just because I'm losing Doesn't mean I'm lost Doesn't mean I'll stop Doesn't mean I would cross
Just because I'm hurting Doesn't mean I'm hurt Doesn't mean I didn't get What I deserved No better and no worse
I just got lost Every river that I tried to cross Every door I ever tried was locked oh, i'm just waiting 'tll the shine wears off.
yippeeee!
I'VE FINALLY GOT A
BUILD-A-BEARRRRRRRRR!!!
(AREN'T YOU JEALOUS?!)
ALL THANKS TO MY BABIES,
RACHEL, CLAUDIA, GALEN, YONGXUN AND BERNARD!
GRAAAH! i'm so happpyyy. went to vivo on thurs with all of them, mel and (secret unknown person xD) to get the bearbear ;D it's damn retarded though.
the process of making of the bear is damnnnnfunny.
first, choose the bear skin. secondly, the lady will stuff wool into the bearrr! thirdly, take a small heart forthly, rub the heart so that it'll be warm and rub onto my cheeks and rub it onto the bear's face! so that it'll be as pretty as me (HAHAHA, that's what the lady said!)
fifth, hold it in my palm and think of my favourite food and rub it onto the bear's tummmy so it wont get hungry xD
sixth, whisper my deepest darkest secret into the teddy's ear so it'll listen to me ;D
seventh, hold the heart and make a wish ;D
eighth, put the heart into the teddy's body and the lady sews the skin up ;D
so retarded right! hahaha! so now, my teddy's 'alive' HAHAHAHAH!
yeaaah! then i had to 'shower' and brush my teddy ;D so cute laaah! then had to choose the clothes. i think i spent the longest time there :X hahahah! yuppp. in the end, chose a red singlet and a demin pants! damn macho looking! hahaha!
after choosing, i had to enter the details of the bear and mine. i named it... TEDDDY! haha! and it's GAY. it can be a guy or a girl. muahahhaa!
and i had a birth cert for the bear!!! so cute can! yuppp. i'm damn happy with what i got as a brithday present xD it's the first birthday present from everyone. ;DDD DAMN CUTE. I LOVE ITTTT. ;D i bought two baby clothes for my tedddy and rachel's. xD frigging cute can. rachel's the godma! mel is the cousin/grandma xD pet's the papa!
hahaha! damn cute. i love it. xDDD thanks babies for getting me what i was so DESPO for. ;D i love you guys, SO MUCH. especially rachel for being so enthusiastic about the whole thing (: i realllyyyy appreciate thiss (: ILOVEYOU<333>
last but not least...
get well soon kay! drink more water! >:{ AND,NO MORE COKE FOR YOU. ): ILOVEYOUUU! ;D
done ;D
you G.R.O.S.S me out and you make my hair stand sky high. dont you ever have O.R.I.G.I.N.A.L.I.T.Y?
how much more do you wanna rip off. -.- you're frigging gross i swear.
seems like second chances never seem to end;
Written on: Wednesday, July 2, 2008 Time: 7:29 AM
Shopping for labels, shopping for love Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of Shopping for labels, shopping for love Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of
I already know what my addiction is I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love I shop for purses while I walk out the door Don’t cry, buy a bag and then get over it And, I’m not concerned with all the politics It’s a lot of men I know I could find another one.
What I know is that I’m always happy when I walk out the store, store I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks
(Chorus) Love’s like a runway but which one do I love more No emotional baggage, just big bags filled with Dior Love’s like a runway, so what’s all the fussing for Let’s stop chasing them boys and shop some more
I know I might come off as negative I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love Relationships are often so hard to tame A Prada dress has never broken my heart before And, ballin’s something that I’m fed up with I’mma do the damn thing, watch me do the damn thing Cause I know that my credit card will help me put out the flames I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks
[Chorus]
Gucci, Fendi, Prada purses, purchasing them finer things Men they come a dime a dozen, just give me them diamond rings I’m into a lot of bling, Cadallic, Chanel and Coach Fellas boast but they can’t really handle my female approach Buying things is hard to say Rocking Christian Audigier, Manolo, Polo, taking photos in my Cartier So we can’t go all the way, I know you might hate it but I’m a shop for labels while them ladies lay and wait for love
[Chorus]
Time: 6:31 AM
Shopping for labels, shopping for love Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of I already know what my addiction is I'll be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love
dont cry, buy a bag and get over it;
graaah. HHF todayyy! hahaha. sucked totally. had to lead in warm-ups. so scary knowww. i was shivering up there :X heh heh heh. STUPID STEAD WASN'T SHAKING. hahaha! (:
yyupp. but surprisingly, everyone was kinda happy about the whole thing. that was one thing i was worried about :X wakaka ;D
omgggg. i booked a bbq pit this sunday. believe it or not. it's my very first birthday party with my friends X: and i'm planning it till i'm going crazzzzyyy alr. my invitation cards really look screweed. )_: hahaha! but it's GAY. it's pink. (did it on purpose.)
yuppp. i'm combining the birthday party with darling heather. (: i owe her one man. i'm gonna make her a memorable birthday party ;D woohoo! i can't wait to turn officially 14 ;D
youth day's coming yo! performing again ); graaah. i thiink i really suck at dancing. GAAAH. i hope shaunna's okayy. she got admitted into the hospital yesterday ): poor thing. ):
GRAAH. my invitation cards are not ready yet. my food are not bought yet. miscellenous stuff are not bought yet. games are partly done. GAH. just the bbq pit is done -.-
GRAHH. INEEDTEDDY):
countdown! -6 days! -20 days! <333>
Written on: Wednesday, July 30, 2008 Time: 8:10 AM
you done done me and you bet, i felt it i tried to be chill but you're so hot that i melted;
hello there ;D my blog's dead, i know. :X i was not allowed to use the com ): sad eh. hahahaha. yeaaah. so i wont be posting as often as i used to. :X well, i'll try to keep upp. not as if anyone's interested to read my blog or my life is damn happening :X but i guess that's how people write whenever they dont blog for awhile :X wahahaha.
anw, had hhf today and got a shock of my life that estelle my dear wasnt in schoool. ru, nut and i werent mentally prepared at ALL, I SWEAR. nut took over for the first part and nearly died cos we were fighting for time and she was finding it hard to cope and so, i tried. IT WAS HORRIBLE. WE FORGOT WARMUPS.
and i dunno why i got so out of breath either. as to some people who are really curious about it. -.- and my throat hurts ): my muscles hurt tooo. i seriously wonder how estelle cope man. :X i embarassed myself throughout the whole thing as i kept forgetting the steps. (heyyy! i just learn today kay ):) hahaha. yeaah. it was a really scary experience i swear. it never crossed my mind that estelle wouldnt be here. GAH. i was shiveringgg. i never wanna do it again. ):
yupp, after hhf, gulpped down almost half a bottle of 100plus. that was how thirsty i was andi swear my throat hurt like hell :X graah. yuppp. after that, went for lessons per normal ;] after school, wanted to watch the dark night with steado ;D butthe timing for it is damn late. :x so we chose Money not enough 2 ;D DAMNNNN FUNNNY I SWEARRR. if you understand dialect, you'll find it funny. go catch it ;D
watched prom night last weeek! it was DAMNNNN GOOOOOD. stupid sheryl. she wasnt scared at all in there la. she even made fun of leticia and i cos we were scared to death :X my heart was thumping damn fast luh :X lunatic teacher. :X go watch it ;D
i'm gonna catch the mummy anddddd, the dark night ;D I CAN'T WAIT FOR DARK NIGHT.
anw, watch this :D DAMN FUNNY I SWEAR. these are not the real batman and joker. it's just to make fun :XX batman's talking like that as his voice in the movie is really really low and coarse. :X so they're trying to make fun of it :X WATCH. STOP READING.
HAHAHA! FRIGGING FUNNY. ;D
okayy i'm off.
geog test, english test and home econs test. ): i'm deadmeat.
while ya thinking you're the only dude, she's off in the mall living off of you, letting everybody know she got you, &now you feel like a fool.
Written on: Tuesday, July 22, 2008 Time: 8:47 AM
Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in Because it's cold outside cold outside it's cold out side Share with me the secrets that you kept in Because it's cold inside cold inside it's cold inside
And your slowly shaking finger tips Show that your scared like me so Lets pretend were alone And I know you may be scared And I know we're unprepared But I don’t care
Tell me tell me What makes you think that you are invincible I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure Please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable Impossible
I was born to tell you I love you Isn't that a song already I get a B in originality And it's true I cant go on without you Your smile makes me see clear If you could only see in the mirror what I see
And your slowly shaking finger tips Show that your scared like me so Lets pretend were alone And I know you may be scared And I know were unprepared But I don’t care
Tell me tell me What makes you think that you are invincible I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure Please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable Impossible
Slow down girl you're not going any wear Just wait around and see Maybe I'm much more you never no what lies ahead I promise I can be anyone I can be anything Just because you were hurt doesn’t mean you shouldn’t bleed I can be anyone, anything, I promise I can be what you need
Tell me tell me What makes you think that you are invincible I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure Please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable Impossible
introduced by my bestie, GAYLEN ;D hahaha! i listen to the songs you send okay!(:
Time: 7:37 AM
i was born to tell you i love you, it's not a song already. i promise i can be anyone, anything, i promise i can be what you need<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABYY ;]
you sucker(: you're finally 14! ;] no more calling me olddd and no more saying that your stead has WHITE HAIRSSS cos you're like meee noww ;]
wahaha. (: i reallyyy reallyyy hope you like the presents COS I DO ;D lol.
we're so rocky and we fight all the time. :X we kept getting back together till no one really care anymore whenever we fight as they know we'll get back together SOMEHOW. ;D i still treasure, love, care and trust you since the first time i said it to you and it's still growing and it's never gonna change.
i treasure every moment spending with you and i hope that our friendship will never end ;D lets hit 2 years together kayy ;] i'll make it come true as no one can ever replace someone that's just so hard to find like you ;]
again, HAPPY WAPPY BIRTHDAY ;DDDDD
i love you so so, MUCHsteadddd ;D &you'll always be my baby<333
;you can hold me once, you can hold me twice, even better if the stars are good tonight. you can hold me &be my one and only.
(i'm sure you wont want me to write another essay like how i did in the book i gave you xD)
Written on: Monday, July 21, 2008 Time: 7:08 AM
2 MORE FRIGGING HOURS TO MY BABY'S BIRTHDAYYY! ;D
and she still thinks i'm angryyyy. dont wanna bother asking me why i never reply her message somemore ):
Written on: Saturday, July 19, 2008 Time: 9:22 AM
;please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable.
graaah. i've got nothing to blog todayy. i just wanna share something really amusing :X i wanna blog about it yesterday :X but it slipped outta my mind :X anw, here it goes,
i was at subway queueing up with sheryl till it's out turn to order. and before us, there were two couples (age around.. 35-40?) and it was OBVIOUSLY their first time there as they were practically asking loads of question about how to order the bread -.- yeaaah, so they ordered their fillings alr and the woman taking the order asked "okay, now your choice of bread" then the wife was like, "bread arh?" (saw the bread chart and pointed to italian bread to the husband" then the husband was like, "huh. still need bread arh? err, GARDENIER lorh" and the lady making the bread was staring blankly at them :X
DAMN FUNNY I SWEAR. THEY ARE DAMN SUA KU. HAHAHA.
after that, sheryl dared me to order SUNSHINE bread :X hahahahha! yes, and we both did it. it was hilarious. GAAHAHAHA.
i'm damn tired. i shall go to bed. (:
URGH. AKSJDFNDLFDSNDMDKFELRUEIFJSLKDSMALDMF. I CAN' T STAND YOU ANYMORE. URRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SOMEONE HELP ME.
Written on: Friday, July 18, 2008 Time: 6:31 AM
And your slowly shaking finger tips Show that your scared like me so Lets pretend were alone And I know you may be scared And I know we're unprepared But I don’t care
wakakaka. i'm getting really bored of my blogskin. and seriouslyyy, i'm getting really tired of blogging can)): gaaah. but i'm trying to keep it up ;D heh heh heh.
kinda quarelled with some anonymous person on galen's tagboard. so immature can. bling bling -.- jingles = boobs -.- graaah. and now they wanna come after meee. hahaha!
anwww, went for yongxun's finals today at bishan sports hall. NO AIRRR CONN ))): SO HOTTT): anw, yongxun was damn nervous. so he didnt practice first. he was good(: all the spinning and everythinggg. :X ate KFC in there ;D yumyumm (:
during prize giving, sheryl and the rest, (ashley and claudia) went to the foam thinggg. DAMN FUNNY! sheryl was like a child playing in there. damn cute laaah! hahaha! I HAVE A VIDEO ;D i post it some other time(: cos she said, 'DON'T POST IT TODAY' hahaha! so other day loh(:
graaah. i've got loadsa pictures of teddy :X and a unglam picture offff.. ((((x i'll post it some other time(: i'mma go rest now (:
counting downnn,
4 MORE DAYS<3
Written on: Tuesday, July 15, 2008 Time: 7:53 AM
I JUST LEARNT HOW TO MAKE THIS! WAKAKAKA. HOW SMARRRTTTT CAN I BEEEE. LOLOL. (:
okay, i'm damn lazy to blog. and i gotta rename my blog again. WHY? cos some idiot dont like this name):<
okayyy, i'm offff. (:
Written on: Sunday, July 13, 2008 Time: 7:41 AM
STEAD'S BIRTHDAY ;D
9 MORE DAYS BAY-BEE <333
Time: 6:21 AM
If it takes time then I’ll be patient Know that I will still believe I’ll take your hand and hold it tightly 'cause I know you’ll carry me
hello babies! i feel so so so so happyyy. hahaha! i change my URL. wakakaka. lets see who can stop me from BLOGGING MY THOUGHTS NOW.
acutally, I HATE SHERYL. ): she suck can. i dont like her. she's such a nuisance. GAH. HELP ME. SAVE ME FROM MY LUNATIC BESTFRIEND AND HER BEARY KISSES.
ANW, built a bear with sheryl(((: damn cute caaan! we both had to do the heart heart steps thing again. hahahaha! sheryl's face was BLUSHING. you should've seen her toot face holding and kissing the heart. HAHHAA! yesss, and put both our 'hearts' into the bearrr(: went to 'shower' it and chose it's clothes! we got it a blue top and white boxers. frigging cute can. hahahah! and we named it, ANNERYL(: mel came that name up. damn cuttteeeee. GRAH. ;D
yupp(: watched 10 promises to my dog and the strangers. basically, i dont understand the strangers. SERIOUSLY. WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS THE FRIGGING SHOWWW. it's good for scaring people. BUT SERIOUSLY, IT HAS NO STORYLINEEEE.
graaah. and 10 promises to my dog is damn cry-able. hahaha! nooo, i didnt cryyyy. sheryl cried(x
yessss! claudia introduce me 2 more songsss. and i passed it onto mel. HAHAHA! addictive man.
picturesss((:
breast-friends!
stellaaa and steaddd (: look at stead's face. going to blink, but havent blink, but sooon gonna blink xD HAHAHAHHAHAHA! damn cute. stella's damn prettyyy(:
dont like her.
TEDDDY = my baby<333 the other one's with sheryl):
yay(: i'm doneee. goodnight(:
ps. whatever i said about sheryl, i didn't mean it. :X not at all :D i love her man(:
Written on: Saturday, July 12, 2008 Time: 9:13 AM
Such angelic motion, You know you're made in heaven. The way you walk, the rythmn when you're dancing, Every inch of you smells of desire, You're such a rush, the rush is never ending, Now, You got it, you're wow wow wow WOW;
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. i'm damn lazy to blog :X hahaha! stupid sheryl say i dont care about my teddies anymore after i got my build-a-bear ): she's damn mean luh. now she loves my very first teddy cos i dont pay attention to it anymore and so, she loves it cos it doesnt make her jealous anymore >:{
damn angry luh))): i feel bad :X i really forget about all the teddies that went through thick and thin with me whenever i cry after i got this baby :X hahahaha! :X
okay, i'mma just upload pictures. someone gimme a new blogURL. ):
OHYES, for those who are curious about the song on my blog, i can send it to you(: damn nice right. yes, i know. xDDD all thanks to claudia, my baybeh ;D i'm addicted to it now :X it makes me sad outta no rhyme or reason :X SO WHATCHA WAITING FOR?! NUDGE ME NOW AND I'LL SEND IT RIGHTAWAY! LOLOL. ;D
picssies ;D
hello mama ;D
hello you ;D hahaha! i finally got a picture of you! (: ddaaamn cute ;D
spot the unglam.
yummmyyyy. ;D
meet my stead. ;D
meet the besties. xD (jere &GAY-LEN) galen's got WHITE HAIR.
my big chef ;D
YAYY!
NICE NICE? i wrote it outta angry :X the whole paper can feel how much force i used :X if your eyes are sharp, there's one 'iloveyou' somewhere... THERE(:
picking pencil cases at popular. HAHAHA.
pet pet ;D damn gay. worth the head rotation :X
our animation cartoon ;D
yesterdayy(: drama night ;D
yes, yes, she was high. HAHHA.
there she goes again. ;X
AND THE PICTURE OF THE DAYYYY, . . . . . . . . MY ALL-TIME FAVOURITE, . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
MY LOVE ;D
classic xD
kayy. i'm done ;] I WANT TO WATCH THE STRANGERSSS.
URGH. HOW GROSS CAN YOU GET. URGGGHHHHHHHH. yes, you can see, I DONT CARE ABOUT MY FONT SIZE SO YOU'RE ABLE TO READ THIS CLEARLYYYY.
Written on: Thursday, July 10, 2008 Time: 8:34 PM
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes A little righteous and too proud I just want to find a way to compromise Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers Never giving in But baby since you’ve gone I admit that I was wrong
CHORUS (1) All I know is I’m lost without you I’m not gonna lie How am I gonna be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever said we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye Don’t know what I’d do I’m lost without you
CHORUS (2) I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day Lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues? Baby I'm so lonely all the time Everywhere I go I get so confused You’re the only thing that’s on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night I miss you more each day Only you can make it right No I’m not too proud to say
CHORUS (1) All I know is I’m lost without you I’m not gonna lie How am I gonna be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever said we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye Don’t know what I’d do I’m lost without you
CHORUS (2) I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day Lost without you
If I could only hold you now Make the pain just go away Can’t stop the tears from running down my face (oh)
CHORUS (1) All I know is I’m lost without you I’m not gonna lie How am I gonna be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever said we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye Don’t know what I’d do I’m lost without you
CHORUS (2) I keep trying to find my way (yeah) but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day (but all I know is)Lost without you
I keep trying to find my way And all I know is I’m lost without you
i'm Lost without you
Time: 7:40 PM
If we ever said we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye Don’t know what I’d do I’m lost without you
HAPPY BELATED 14TH BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE ;DDD
yayyy!!
i'm 14 mann.
i wanna thankkkk,
-SHERYL &STELLA for being such an awesomeeee bestie in my life, your presence at the party and for the cute bear and the bagg ;D iloveit!
-RACHEL &RACHEL'S MOM for helping out with the partehh and the food was DAMN GOOD. (:
-HEATHER for being such a GREAT partner in school ;D and for being there at OUR parteh ;D
-GALEN, TIMOTHY, YONGXUN, BERNARD, RYAN, MELVIN, DARYL, DAVID, JEREMIAH for the lovely presents, (like the CONDOM xD) and for being so enthu at the partehhh ;DDD
and thanks to timothyyy, for throwing flour into my lovely right eye xD
-SHAUNNA, CLAUDIA, EUNICE, MELISSA.N, RACHAEL, EUGENIA, CHRISTABEL for your presence there and making the party a success ;DD
-to those who stayed up till twelve on the 7th just to wish me happy bithday ;D
-to those we remembered ;D
-to those who TAGGED ;D
YESSSSSS.
the parteh was greaaat.
though we didnt do much besides throwing flour. :X
WAIT, it's CORN STARCH.
we were suppose to play a PROPER GAME with it and guess what.
when i poured the flour onto the plate, everyone just started GRABBING it and throwing it at each other. :X
and before i knew it, one packet of starch was GONEEEE.
hahhaha!
it was damn funny.
everyone was white and they intended to go to the red house like that :X
but we didnt :X
they wanna go AT NIGHT.
yes, after playing with starch, sat around, played a lil, talked a lil and waited for the food to come (:
yesss, we met up pretty late :X
about 230-3. :X
yupp. the food was damn goooddd.
i love the mee goreng ;D
and all the food was specially prepared by rachel's mom (:
i love her man.
;]]]
yesssss,
after food, went to shower (:
timothy piggy-backed me!
and guess what. my inner thighs are burnt now):
two red round things :X
hahahah!
after showering, sent eugenia off and went to the red house.
THIS IS THE MOST INTERESTINGGG PART.
but, freaky.
yes, y'all can dont believe whatever i say hereeee, but yeah :X
it's true to us :X
anw, there were initially 14 people going there.
but heather went back cos she had an instinct that something might happen.
yupp. and so, there were only 13 of us.
what a number right.
yess, then we walked there and all.
the route was damn long X:
and freaky.
so quiet and isolated.
but there were people living around it luhhh.
yupp.
then we got to the red houseee.
it's damn dark in there.
very dark infact and galen shone his torch around the area.
suddenly, everyone heard cries and humming.
yes, i heard it too.
we all freaked out.
and yeaaah, people saw stuff, esp shaunna as she could see (you know)
yeah, it was my first time seeing all those and i freaked out.
i almost fainted :X
yeaaah. so i suggest, if y'all wanna go to those places, think twiceee about the consequences after that. :X
we're damn lucky nothing really happened to us after the whole thing luh.
cos the 'ppl' living in there wont leave the house.
yupppp.
so, DONT GO AND DISTURB THEEEEMMM.
*goosebumps*
kay, i'm outta here. :X
i've got drama night tonight (:
woohoooo.
pictures up next time(:
ohyes for more info about the red house,
go check it out online (:
Written on: Sunday, July 6, 2008 Time: 10:41 AM
Was it you that said that you could never get enough of me but you confessed that when we were alone you had to tell yourself to breathe so maybe i should feel a little more like i've been living in a dream well I'm asking you should I stay
Even though I love you (i cant help thinking about if i'd be better without you) if we stay together (it could get worse, then again, maybe it could get better) even though i love you (i cant help thinking about if i'd be better without you) somethings wrong we both know that you and i still got a long way to go
Why would you wanna be with me instead of other guys oh make me feel like something special God I think i've heard million times so would it be enough to buy you everything and call you mine cause it won't last long if I do
Even though I love you (I cant help thinking about if i'd be better without you) if we stay together (it could get worse, then again, maybe it could get better) even though I love you (I cant help thinking about if i'd be better without you) somethings wrong we both know that you and i still got a long way to go
If I would leave tomorrow you'd be the last to know
even though I love you if we stay together
Even though I love you (I cant help thinking about if I'd be better without you) if we stay together (it could get worse, then again, maybe it could get better) even though I love you (I cant help thinking about if I'd be better without you) somethings wrong we both know that you and i still got a long..long way to go
long way to go long way to go still got a long way to go
Time: 10:24 AM
graaah. just got back from the partehhh ;D i've totally got no mood to blog about the day right now. 2 stuffs are on my mind and they are killing me. especially something particular. and i think i really gotta rant it out.
what the fuck is wrong with you. how the fucking hell do i even have a fucking bestfriend like you. fuck you. be there for me? like who the fuck believes now. for the whole night today, what have you been doing. i was so fucking scared. and you just did nothing but what? in your fucking own world with someone hand in hand. dont you fucking think i need that too. dont you fucking think i needed a bestfriend next to me when all hose happen. who the fuck wants to rely on you now. fuck you. i cant believe i'm fucking crying now cos of what you fucking did. what a fucking happy birthday party. what a fucking bestfriend you are. i really DONTWANT to talk to you. neither do i even wanna sort things out with you. i dont EVER wanna see your fucking face ever again. the card was fucking sweet. i cried while reading it. both touched and at the same time, i felt betrayed. why? think for youself. fuck you. safe your breath if you ever wanna sms me or anything cos i NEVER wanna talk to you. NEVER EVER. you said you wanna be there for me cos i'v e always been there for you. you said you wanna be the best=bestfriend i ever had. fuck you. i dont even wanna believe that you're even TRYING. why are you so fucking insensitive. why are you so fucking ignorant towards how i feel. why are you so fucking self centered. why do you only care for yourself. from now, i never wanna rely on you for help or anything. cos i know when i shout for help, YOU'LL BE THE LAST ONE TO HOLD ME HAND AND TELL ME TO STAY STRONG AND THAT YOU'LL BE THERE FOR ME ALWAYS even if i were to shout, I DOUBT YOU'LL EVEN BE THERE COS YOU DONT FUCKING CARE, AT ALL. so now, I DON'T CARE EITHER. fucking hell, do whatever you want. just fucking get out of my sight. I HATE YOU, SO MUCH. FUCK YOU.
i'm not jealous. i just think you ain't worth it as someone that means so so so much to me. answer this to yourself. what have you done as a bestfriend.
Written on: Saturday, July 5, 2008 Time: 11:37 AM
HELLO WORLD ;] i change my background(: and now, i need comments.
i created a poll at the bottom of the very first picture you see when you enter my bloggg. (you knowww, the vintage vintage old old photo? with sheryl's toothead in the middle? xD) yeaaah. just scroll it all the way down till you see the poll. help me decide what should i do with this bloggg.
anddd, for the first question, these are the choices.
Verse 1 (Colby O'donis) - I beeped you on the phone just showing off ya stones and noticed, that that pinky ring is bright enough baby, I know your not alone, but I could just be wrong, the way them fellas hounding ya sizing you up baby And I like the way you take advantage of every man ya love (Akon - I see ya) and I know ya game girl but i dont mind if you come and, play with us, just dont talk to much (Akon- I see ya) ya so cute you dont have to say a word
Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon) See all those guys wanna come treat you right cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got, girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl you know that you need to stop. Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Verse 2: (Colby O'donis) Girl I can tell ya want something to love, thats why you hold on to everything that pass you by can't resist girl and I cant lie or tell if you are here for me or everybody watching you shake from left to right the way you move got me hypnotized the way you take advantage of every man ya love (Akon - I see ya) and I know ya game girl but i dont mind if you come and play with us, just dont talk to much (Akon- I see ya) ya so cute you dont have to say a word
Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon) See all those guys wanna come treat you right cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got, girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl you know that you need to stop. Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Oooh.....Akon) Girl ya know that you need to stop.
Verse 3: (Akon) Cant keep my eyes away from you girl when ya get on the floor and do what you do and everybody wanna come back to that body the kind that remind me something like you, cause your that type to drive a man crazy will snatch him away from his lady, no matter how hard the man hold back he'll end up calling you baby, and they never really know what to do, once you expose that thing you do, you had em crawling on hands and knees and ya find a way to get em out they jeans, and while ya thinking your the only dude, shes off in the mall living off of you, letting everybody know she got you and now you feel like a fool
Chorus: (Colby O'donis), (Akon) See all those guys wanna come treat you right cause ya sweeter than apple pie, everything that you want you got, girl you know that you need to stop, most beautiful thing in sight always taking all the spotlight, always in the club looking hot girl you know that you need to stop. Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Always talking bout what you got,(Akon- Hey) Girl ya know that you need to stop (Akon- Ya)
Written on: Thursday, July 3, 2008 Time: 6:29 AM
Just because I'm losing Doesn't mean I'm lost Doesn't mean I'll stop Doesn't mean I would cross
Just because I'm hurting Doesn't mean I'm hurt Doesn't mean I didn't get What I deserved No better and no worse
I just got lost Every river that I tried to cross Every door I ever tried was locked oh, i'm just waiting 'tll the shine wears off.
yippeeee!
I'VE FINALLY GOT A
BUILD-A-BEARRRRRRRRR!!!
(AREN'T YOU JEALOUS?!)
ALL THANKS TO MY BABIES,
RACHEL, CLAUDIA, GALEN, YONGXUN AND BERNARD!
GRAAAH! i'm so happpyyy. went to vivo on thurs with all of them, mel and (secret unknown person xD) to get the bearbear ;D it's damn retarded though.
the process of making of the bear is damnnnnfunny.
first, choose the bear skin. secondly, the lady will stuff wool into the bearrr! thirdly, take a small heart forthly, rub the heart so that it'll be warm and rub onto my cheeks and rub it onto the bear's face! so that it'll be as pretty as me (HAHAHA, that's what the lady said!)
fifth, hold it in my palm and think of my favourite food and rub it onto the bear's tummmy so it wont get hungry xD
sixth, whisper my deepest darkest secret into the teddy's ear so it'll listen to me ;D
seventh, hold the heart and make a wish ;D
eighth, put the heart into the teddy's body and the lady sews the skin up ;D
so retarded right! hahaha! so now, my teddy's 'alive' HAHAHAHAH!
yeaaah! then i had to 'shower' and brush my teddy ;D so cute laaah! then had to choose the clothes. i think i spent the longest time there :X hahahah! yuppp. in the end, chose a red singlet and a demin pants! damn macho looking! hahaha!
after choosing, i had to enter the details of the bear and mine. i named it... TEDDDY! haha! and it's GAY. it can be a guy or a girl. muahahhaa!
and i had a birth cert for the bear!!! so cute can! yuppp. i'm damn happy with what i got as a brithday present xD it's the first birthday present from everyone. ;DDD DAMN CUTE. I LOVE ITTTT. ;D i bought two baby clothes for my tedddy and rachel's. xD frigging cute can. rachel's the godma! mel is the cousin/grandma xD pet's the papa!
hahaha! damn cute. i love it. xDDD thanks babies for getting me what i was so DESPO for. ;D i love you guys, SO MUCH. especially rachel for being so enthusiastic about the whole thing (: i realllyyyy appreciate thiss (: ILOVEYOU<333>
last but not least...
get well soon kay! drink more water! >:{ AND,NO MORE COKE FOR YOU. ): ILOVEYOUUU! ;D
done ;D
you G.R.O.S.S me out and you make my hair stand sky high. dont you ever have O.R.I.G.I.N.A.L.I.T.Y?
how much more do you wanna rip off. -.- you're frigging gross i swear.
seems like second chances never seem to end;
Written on: Wednesday, July 2, 2008 Time: 7:29 AM
Shopping for labels, shopping for love Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of Shopping for labels, shopping for love Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of
I already know what my addiction is I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love I shop for purses while I walk out the door Don’t cry, buy a bag and then get over it And, I’m not concerned with all the politics It’s a lot of men I know I could find another one.
What I know is that I’m always happy when I walk out the store, store I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks
(Chorus) Love’s like a runway but which one do I love more No emotional baggage, just big bags filled with Dior Love’s like a runway, so what’s all the fussing for Let’s stop chasing them boys and shop some more
I know I might come off as negative I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love Relationships are often so hard to tame A Prada dress has never broken my heart before And, ballin’s something that I’m fed up with I’mma do the damn thing, watch me do the damn thing Cause I know that my credit card will help me put out the flames I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks
[Chorus]
Gucci, Fendi, Prada purses, purchasing them finer things Men they come a dime a dozen, just give me them diamond rings I’m into a lot of bling, Cadallic, Chanel and Coach Fellas boast but they can’t really handle my female approach Buying things is hard to say Rocking Christian Audigier, Manolo, Polo, taking photos in my Cartier So we can’t go all the way, I know you might hate it but I’m a shop for labels while them ladies lay and wait for love
[Chorus]
Time: 6:31 AM
Shopping for labels, shopping for love Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of I already know what my addiction is I'll be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love
dont cry, buy a bag and get over it;
graaah. HHF todayyy! hahaha. sucked totally. had to lead in warm-ups. so scary knowww. i was shivering up there :X heh heh heh. STUPID STEAD WASN'T SHAKING. hahaha! (:
yyupp. but surprisingly, everyone was kinda happy about the whole thing. that was one thing i was worried about :X wakaka ;D
omgggg. i booked a bbq pit this sunday. believe it or not. it's my very first birthday party with my friends X: and i'm planning it till i'm going crazzzzyyy alr. my invitation cards really look screweed. )_: hahaha! but it's GAY. it's pink. (did it on purpose.)
yuppp. i'm combining the birthday party with darling heather. (: i owe her one man. i'm gonna make her a memorable birthday party ;D woohoo! i can't wait to turn officially 14 ;D
youth day's coming yo! performing again ); graaah. i thiink i really suck at dancing. GAAAH. i hope shaunna's okayy. she got admitted into the hospital yesterday ): poor thing. ):
GRAAH. my invitation cards are not ready yet. my food are not bought yet. miscellenous stuff are not bought yet. games are partly done. GAH. just the bbq pit is done -.-
GRAHH. INEEDTEDDY):
countdown! -6 days! -20 days! <333>
Dirty FUNK!
ANNE
IJTP
Secondary Three Ten
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