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    Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery

    Written on: Friday, May 30, 2008
    Time: 7:44 AM



























    this is our last dance;






    OMGGGGGGGGGGGG.
    DANCE NIGHT'S TMR BABYYY!
    WOOOHOOOO ;]

    yesss.
    my schedules so busy tmr can.
    let's list it out.

    845 --> report at SJI
    9-123 --> BLOCKINGGG [boring]
    1-130 --> lunch ;D
    130-430 --> full-dress rehersal )):
    5-630 --> make up!
    630 --> STANDBYYY.
    7 --> arrival of guest
    730-930 --> SHOWTIMEEE.
    10 --> dismissal.


    YESSS. i'm so scared and nervous can.
    i feel like screaming nowww.
    my mom's coming luh!
    embarassing much.

    anw, went to SJI todaay. ;]
    prettyfreaky.
    we got lost there :X
    the auditorium so hard to go la.
    hahah.

    had breakfast at macs first before heading to SJI.
    met christabel, illya and eunice there (:
    bought bigbreakfast ;D
    and illya bought some burger. :x
    and as we all know, christabel will just stare at us.
    she freaks me out.
    seriously :X
    i dunno if she reads this but, yeaah :X she knows i get freaked out when she doesnt eat.
    gaaah. but she's improving luh. at least she'll eat like bread or something now :X

    anyhoo, had this really hilarious talk with her today.
    this was how the convo went:

    me: eh, christabel, did you ever eat a proper meal before?
    bel: uhm, you mean noodles, rice and everything?
    me: yeaah :X those. do you?
    bel: no. ):
    illya: haiyo! not enough lah! where you get your energy from!
    bel: no laaa. i ate rice last night ;]
    illya: you mean one grain of rice? [in a joking manner]
    then we all started laughing. and soon, the topic was over.
    then christabel was silent for a minute.
    then she said,
    no lah. about 10-20 grains of rice.

    WHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.
    hahahahhaha!
    it was HILARIOUS BUT FREAKY.
    serioussslyyy.
    omg!
    HAHAHAHHA.
    then illya said: so you count your rice? -.-
    then bel said: no lah. estimate.
    illya: but one big spoon is like 100 grains alr leh. imagine how lil youate!
    and christabel wa slaughing her ass off while we were all worried -.-

    gaaah. CHRISTABEL, IF YOU SEE THIS, PLEASE EAAAAAAT.
    omg ): i want you to grow man. ):

    yupp. anw, the runs were baddd.
    i think everything's gonna suck ):
    i hope not luh.
    i'm worrried, scared, nervous and maaad.
    i'm going crazy.
    GAAH.

    i just hope i dont get my steps mixed upp.
    whoooo ):
    okay, i'mma go pack now.
    ;]

    Written on: Thursday, May 29, 2008
    Time: 7:40 AM





















    i'm with the sweetest thing that's on the map
    &i broke her heart in thirty seconds flat.





    omggg. i feel so terribly stupid :X
    i was listening to some song on the com's speakers and i realise myy brother's sleeping beside me :X
    so i wanted to put ear piece so i wont disturb him X:
    i switched off my speakers and put on the ear piece.
    it was silience for 5 seconds :X
    then i was wondering why no sound when my WMP's volume is blasting alr :X
    so i thought i mute the main volume.
    so i went to check, i was super high.
    and guess what, i stood up and i realise my earpiece were unplugged -.-

    anwww, i got eye bagggsss ):
    i've been sleeping for 8 hours daily, been late for dance due to my greediness for sleeping,
    i still got this two black thing underneath my eyes.
    sucks mann ):
    my shoulders hurt ):
    i got muscle acheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
    and guess what.

    DANCE NIGHT'S IN 1 DAY TIMEEEE.

    OMGGGGGG. have to go down to SJI's auditorium in the morning.
    sucks man.
    we have to head there ourselves somemore luh.
    yeah ):
    anw, i got my costumes alr.
    grease's costume is soooooo ugly can.
    :X
    i look pregnant.
    hahaha! they were all laughing at me ):
    then sage one they all say look like plumber ):
    so the only one i'm satisfied with is my hip-hop one ;]

    yesss, full dress fun tmr man ):
    tiring know.
    dance dance dance.
    choreographers want E.N.E.R.G.Y.
    it's so hard to give 100000 percent know.
    my body just flings everywhereee. ):
    i'm so exhausted i swear ):
    gah.
    but it's gonna be over soon man ;DDDDD

    i got so many people that i wanna go out with ;D
    whooo.
    okay, i'mma go sleep noww ):
    gotta wake up at 9 tmr. ):


    SJI, here i comeeeeeeeeeeee! ;D




    i got some things i gotta let her know,
    to fix the love now its impossible.
    but baby baby if we take it slow,
    we can make it work.
    we just cant throw the love down in the dirt
    you probably think that i'm a fucking jerk


    cos the way i let you down, it made you hurt.
    i didnt mean to make you hurt;




















    cos love's such an old-fashion word;

    Written on: Wednesday, May 28, 2008
    Time: 6:57 AM
























    &this is ourselves under pressure;














    YES. PRESSUREEEE.

    dance night's in 2 friggginggg daaaays.

    so stressful ):



    everyone's like practising from morning till evening.
    gaaah.
    anw, i'm so psyched up for dance night.
    but till now, i'm still forgetting my steps.
    if i screw up on that day, i'm gonnna kill myself.
    GAH.

    had danceworks filming todayy (:
    haha. it was super retarded.
    those who're going this sat, will see the video before the danceworks item.
    it's re-tar-ded.
    i look screwed up.
    hahah. had so many NGs. :X

    and guess what ):
    no more teacher's item. ):
    no more tanglin guys )))))))))))':

    the one that's suppose to be for the teachers has become a student's item -.-
    sucks man.
    i wanted to see TJL dance.
    sucks.
    and the group that i've been looking forward to,
    IS NOT COMINGGGGGGGGGGG ):
    GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. ):

    sigh.
    anw, all items are done alr (:
    just grease lighting (supposingly teacher's item)
    yes, we have to cover up the parts where teachers were suppose to come in.
    GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
    i'm so frigging nervous.
    HELPPPPP.





    GAAH. and i wanna chang emy blogskin so badly.
    i found a few but whenever i wanna change, i change my mind first.
    whooo.
    and yes,
    I.NEED.TO.GO.SHOPPING.
    I.WANNA.WATCH.MOVIEEEE.
    I.WANNA.GO.OUT.
    I.WANT.TO.BE.FREEEEE.ALL.DAYYYY.
    and yes, i can do all those very, very SOOON.
    (i hope)

    oh oh oh!
    I'M GONNA BOOOOK ALOT OF PEOPLE ALR.
    HAHAHA.
    go crazy with me during the june hols kay!
    and yes, study at the same time.
    i can't leave my books behind for dust to sit on it anymore man ):



    okaaay, i'mma go sms melissa.
    i miss her man ):

    Written on: Sunday, May 25, 2008
    Time: 8:41 AM

    omgggg.

    GAAAAAH.


    i logged onto msn and,

    i just had the biggest shock on my life.

    *$^&&%$#@%$^%&$%





    OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

    freakkky.

    girly, dont accept i tell you.
    it's grosssss.
    *toot* might ask you do watch THOSE with *toot*.
    wahahah.
    good luck babe (:




    yes. anw,
    counting down:



    6 more days till dancenight.

    YES! ;D
    nervous, nervous. ):

    Written on: Friday, May 23, 2008
    Time: 5:50 AM



























    &remember me tonight when you're asleep.







    STRESSSSSSS.

    omggg. can you believe how happening my life is.
    okay, not really happening.
    it just suck.

    my results are damnnnn bad till i had a letter to ask my parents to meet the V.P.
    YES. THE V.P.
    can you imagine how serious that is.
    i can't believe how in the world can i fail english and pass lit -.-
    a bit no link right.
    sucks know.
    and i've been reading before exams were here.
    and i FAILED englishhhh.
    GAH. everyone's so over this topic about exams but i'm still here fretting over it.
    that's becos i gotta meet the V.P tmr.

    omggg ): you know how shocked am i when i got that ass letter.
    in my whole entire life, i've never been issued a letter to meet parents or WORSE, V.P.
    gah. what's happening.

    anw, i told my mommy about it.
    and my daddy.
    they both just asked me whyyy and my mom just nagged about my over usage of messaging and that i gotta go for councilling cos of that :X
    and yeaah. my dad just ask me to work harder and mom asked me to buck uppp.
    strangely, they didnt really scream at me. :X

    i expected my daddy to take a belt a whip me :X
    luckily, he didnt :XX

    yuppp. and secondly,
    dance night is in 7 days.
    can you imaging how much work is left to be covered?
    omg. seriously. you can never imagine.
    a frigging bigggg concert is in 7 days and our items are not quite done yet.
    i'm worried.
    we had a vettingg yesterday which sucked.
    uhm, for me luh :X
    i did stupid stupid things :X
    so nervous okayyyy.
    everyone was like shivering and freaking out.

    gahk. oh, tell you a secret,
    i thought zaki would be much much slimmer. :X
    now i'm wondering how he does his splits. :X

    yessss! anw, miss weee and zaki is scary.
    gah gah gah.
    really. they kep[t frightening us and telling us how unprepared we are.
    and that there's a chapel at SJI.
    so he said that we can go and pray before the performance. :X
    sounds encouraging eh?
    but, nopeeee. he's actually telling us we have no hope till we have to count on fate.
    tsktsk.

    but i think we'll do just right luhh. :X
    i hopeeee. ):

    oooh, and retreat!
    it's goooood. very very very goood.
    it made meee, open my eyes.
    yeaaah. number of people cried.
    some just laugh.
    buttt overall, it was goood.
    i think we should have more retreats. :X

    yuuuppp. anwww,
    TCF concert's cominggggg!!
    omgggg! i cant waaaitttt.
    gaaah. and seriously, i cant wait till i get over and done with, with dance night performance.
    as much as i know i'll miss it :X
    but seriously mannn, i need my breakkkkkk. D:

    okay, i'mma go nowww.
    (i actually dread to blog today :X didn't i know i had so much to rant about ;x)

    lovvvesss!
    ;D


    Written on: Tuesday, May 20, 2008
    Time: 6:42 AM




















    If you listen to these words
    Know that we are standing tall
    I don't ever see the day that
    I won't catch you when you fall
    Cause it's us against the world tonight




    WHOOO. MY BLOG'S DEADDDD.
    like seriouslyyyy.
    ANW!
    I WATCHED MADE OF HONOUR AND WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGASSSS.
    hahaha MOH was awesome!
    as for vegas, can someone tell me the climax?
    cos i wasnt paying attention.
    HAHAHAHAH.
    yeah, but it was nice laaaa (:
    oooh, and had fiesta on.. 15 may?
    OMGGG. it was sooo boring.
    why is that so?
    i really dunno :X
    sucks man.
    long queues and shits.
    it was so boring!
    last year's was better.
    definately.
    GAH. shari was roller blading around schoool.
    hahahah! super funny.
    with her high waisted pants.
    HAHHAHA. (if she sees this, i'm sooo dead ): )
    hahahah. yeaah. anw, I DUNKED PETTT ;]]]]]]
    SOOO CUTE LAH!
    i threw the call and i AIMED accuatelyyy and DOOOM! she fell ;D
    hahaha. and then, she dunked me.
    GAH. leaves went into my nostrils ):
    yucky.
    yupp, played at foam party, collected sweets at candy house (IT WAS FUN. hahha!) haunted house, got dunked, played mine sweeper and ATE AND ATE AND ATEEEE.
    i still got tickets thouogh :X
    i'm gonna throw it away. :X


    and yes,
    tmr's the last day for dancers to sell and collect money for tickets.
    gaaah.
    from 13 tickets, down to 5.
    reserved a number alr. :X
    gaaaaah.
    yessss.
    i hope i can sellit all )):
    *cross fingers*


    OH, MY MOM IS COMING. SHITTTTHEADDDD.
    i dont want ):
    i have NO IDEA WHY DID I TELL HER OUTSIDERS CAN COME.
    gaaaaaaah!
    darn it.
    okay, last one.
    i'm super tired.
    and my muscles hurts ):


    I THINK HEATHER'S REALLY CUTE.
    WAIT, I COPYYY AND PASTE.

    Heather says:
    iee lurbzxs chewzxsxss

    Heather says:
    WORRZX

    Heather says:
    do u noe what worrrxx is?

    Heather says:
    i have no clue



    HAHAHAHAH. SUPER FUNNY RIGHT!
    OMG. I WAS LAUGHING MY ASS OUT WHEN I SAW THAT.
    HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. i love heather i swearrr.
    she's so cute.
    gah.
    okay, i think i really dont give a damn about my blog nowww. :X
    blogging is boring suddenly ):

    booo ): i'mma go now ):

    OH, WAIT. I THINK I'VE GOT PICTURESSS!

    waitwaitwaittt.


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    (sorry, self entertain :X)
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    shari! ;D high pants ;D
    SUPER CUTE!



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    PET PET IN ACTION! ;D



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    UNGLAM. ;DDDD


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    ooops. forgot to rotate :X



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    my lover. tsktsk. unglammm. HAHAHA



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    oliviaaa<333

    sheryl toot was in the toilet, changing into my red house shirt. tsktsk. PEEP!




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    during dance prac (: i swear i was falling asleep :X




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    TODAY! ;]


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    hahaha. did i tell you i fell asleep during dance today for half an hour? :X

    yes. pig, i know ):

    thats what sheryl calls me. i sleep wherever i go :X LOLOL.

    thanks christabel (:


    anwww, throughout all the pictures, the only one that makes me smile issssss,
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    THIS. ;DDD


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    iloveyou ;D

    Written on: Thursday, May 15, 2008
    Time: 4:52 AM




























    i didn't mean to say we're over in the message.
    i still care kayy.

    Written on: Wednesday, May 14, 2008
    Time: 6:14 AM



















    cause being with you ain't easy;












    i'm peeling, peeling.
    oh baby i'm peelingggg.

    yes. i'm peeling on my BACK due to sunburn.
    soooo grossss.
    it's like, one big patch. :X
    but it's fun to peeeel.
    hahaha.

    changed my bloggg.
    editted and all.
    whoooo. it's boring, i know.
    but bear with me.
    blogskins nowadays are atrocious :X
    (to me)
    and i am sick of the pink one.
    heh heh.

    anw, pon school today.
    well, not intentionally.
    was becos my mom wanted me to stay home to look after my brother.
    sucks much.
    i wanted to see my papers!

    heard that there were maggots in my class.
    yucks.
    how disgusting :X

    hahaha. yeah, anw, my bro was okay.
    not sick anymore.
    so brought him to his childcare and wanted to head for dance :X
    felt so lazy, smsed illya and she said she wasnt going :X
    so i skipped.

    met up with mel at macs!
    together with pet, shari, mithra, marilyn andddd 3 other seniors.
    talked and caught up with mellyyy.
    asked her how's class and all.
    and indeed, it changed.
    yeah, censored.

    anwww, marilyn had to go after a while.
    then pet and i started cam whoring like maaaaaad.
    hahahahah.
    then we had this sudden 'family' topic and i'm her girlfriend -.-
    then mithra's the mother.
    HAHAHA.
    then i was playing with pet and mithra was like,
    'WHY YOU FLIRTING WITH MY SON? HE'S MARRIED (mel)'
    HAHAHA.
    super funny.
    then she said it in the tamil accent.

    yeaah. so mel's the wife.
    tsktsk. :X
    and i'm mel's lover. WAHAHAH.
    mithra's myyy bestfriend i think.
    HAHAH. friend lah. i forgot. :X

    yeah. it's retarded lah.
    hahaha. then we had this topic about, supernatural stuff that we encountered before.
    it started cos pet told me that she is gonna camp at school.
    so i told her to becareful cos olivia and all encountered stuff. :X
    yeaah. then told her about our school and all,
    everyone started adding in about their lives and relatives and things that happened.
    hahaha. it continued and continued till we had to go home.

    and poor lil pet was tearinggg. ;[
    she got so scared know!
    so cute laaah!
    hahhaa. then she wiped her tears on my sleeves -.-
    lolol. super cute.

    anwww, i'm pretty scared to sleep now.
    after all we've talked today :X

    i cant blog further ):
    needa do dnt stuff.
    SUCKS MUCH.
    okay, bye ;D


    PICTURES.

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    i'm her mistresss.
    OMGGG.




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    stupid mel. hahaha. she took it.




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    pettty boob ;]






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    stupid mel ;D
    ILOVEYOUUU<3>

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    my playdohhh ;]



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    she wanted a formal couple picture -.-
    she said this smile is formal. HAHA

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    my 'bestfriend'! HAHAHAH.


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    SHE THOGUHT I WAS LICKING HER


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    i broke them apart. LOLOL.





    presenting the two new famous people.
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    pet's mom's crazy.



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    she was looking at my picture (:



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    her expression when she was hearing mithra's ghostly incident.
    SO CUTE!


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    she said she wasnt ready. HAHAH


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    unglam shit<3333


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    ILOVEPETTYBOOB. hahahah!


















    sometimes i feel irritated with myself.
    having to talk to you about the same old thing,
    overandoveragain.



    Written on: Tuesday, May 13, 2008
    Time: 5:22 AM































    So I lay my head back down,
    and I lift my hands and pray
    to be only yours.







    whooooo. cool shittttttt.
    GUESS WHAT.
    I CARRIED A SNAKEEEEEEEEEEEE.

    ewwwwwwwwwww.
    i'll get to that later.

    anwww, MATH TRAIL SUCKS.
    THE FACIL SUCKED.
    that ass named justin. -.-
    some old freak.
    i like the name justin luh.
    then this ass guy just spoil the whole image of the name.

    seriously.
    he's got a bitchy attitude problem.
    HEEE has a bitchhhhy a.p.
    he rolls his eyes!

    at the sentosa express, [yes. math trial was there -.- was a place -.-]
    he came up to rachael, eunice, rachel and i and suddenly talked to us randomly.
    he was like,
    "err, you first time here in sentosa island?"

    then rachael was like,
    "err, NO! we came here like a thousand times"
    then eunice and rachel echo-ed.

    then he was like,
    "oh, yeah, i can see [then he rolls his eyes and turn to the back]

    after that all of us said it out loud,
    "he's ****ing straightforward lah*

    and i think he heard (:

    sucks much.

    then we walked past some ocean stall, there was this bird being the mascot of the shop luh.
    then estelle went to pose next to it and she looked exactly like it!
    and that ass guy made fun of her the whole day.
    and it wasnt even funny.
    poor estelle.

    after that, we went to the sentosa luge.
    OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
    I WANT TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
    yeaaah. we had to go check out the price then times here, times there.
    and we had to sit under the umbrella brenches.
    rachel took out her jelly beans and shared with all of us.

    that asshole came over and said really loudly,
    "you can only have your break, as and when i said so.
    as and when i say so."
    sucker.
    then he walked away -.-

    and there was alot more luh.
    the more i type, the more i feel like smashing the whole keyboard.
    :X

    yeaah.
    anw, then we walked to the images of singapore,
    there was this booth that has two python snakes.
    it doesnt bite :X
    i think it's python :x
    that's what miss mazlind say.
    yeah, then she paid for me and rachael to carry the snake :X
    it was soooo, EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
    ewwwww.
    my goosebumps were standing. :X



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    EWWWWWWW.



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    i swear this was candid. :X
    when me and rachael saw it, we were laughing like hell. :X
    we were both having the same reaction. HAHAHAHAHA.



    anw, you can see that i was holding it's tail.
    IT WAS SICCCCKKKKK.
    the texture of it was soo..
    EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
    it's like leather.
    but not hard. :X
    it leather texture but like you're touching a sausage :X
    EWWW, okay, not sausage :X
    I DUNNO. IT WAS JUST SICK.
    and i think it farted at me.

    i dunno whether did it fart or whenever they move, their body will make sounds :X
    but i was holding it's tail, and the bottom, there was this black small lil hole :X
    halt, does snake shit? :X
    and do they shit from that hole? :X
    I DUNNO.
    but anw, i felt wind and i heard sound. :X
    but no smell la!
    lol.
    yeaaah :X so sick lah.
    i'm never ever gonna carry a snake.
    first and last time.
    eww.

    yuuup. then had dance and everything.
    i swear miss mazlind was damn cute today.
    in the toilet, we were all very noisy at sentosa.
    then she came ot and say,
    "haiyo! alll so noisy! i cannot concentrate my pee!"

    then in the bus, i was smsing then she was looking at m messages.
    SO CUTE LA. which teacher lidat (:
    then she hates that justin guy also. say his voice super irritating and all.
    somemore use mic -.-
    lol. so i was like,
    I GOT EARPIECE!

    then she started laughing and laughing then she was like, "eh! good ah!"

    hahah. yeaah. many more. (:
    cute. realllly cute.

    okay, i'mma go now.
    my shoulders hurt ):
    I NEEDA GO SHOPPPINGGG.
    ):



    more pictures (:



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    YUCKS. looks so fatt. :X


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    another one :X


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    in the bus! ;D
    sleeeping beauty ;]



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    still having the yucky feelinggg. :X






    i hope you have a clue that you're changing.
    for the worse.

    Written on: Monday, May 12, 2008
    Time: 6:41 AM


















    i count down the days, till we say goodbye;





    had dance todayyy (:
    many funny convos happened.
    went to school at 930 ):
    had danceworks prac till 11.30.

    met ruhui, christabel and estelle for lunch.
    suggested delifrance as i was craving for western food.
    had lasagne ;DD
    yummmy.

    after that, we decided to walk around tpyy.
    tried on shorts (:
    i'm gonna get one tmr! ;D
    need it for hip hop item ):

    after that, went back to hub and saw SALAD at coffeebean.
    or starbucks?
    :X i cant remember :X i get those two mixed uppp :X

    yupp, ate salad and carrot cake ;D
    {we shared}
    hahah. yup. it was nice.

    then sat and talk, went back to school and changed to our slacks t get ready for hippy hoppy (:
    i cant remember the steps ):
    it's all so rustyyy.
    :X sucks much.

    after tht, stayed back till 6.30 and saw flashback's item.
    omgg):
    so niceeee.
    i regretted i didnt joinnnn ):
    GAAAAH.

    yyupp. then went to have dinner (:
    boring much.


    anw, dance night's ticket is upppppppp forrrr saaaaaale ;D
    you may get it from any of the dancers you knoww.
    it's priced at $15, held on the 31st mayyy.
    730pm (i guess)
    @sji ;D
    support dancers kaaayyyy.
    it'll be worth your time and money.
    i promise you(:
    mrs zaileee had a talk todayyy :X
    she was like asking us to continue putting in effort and rmb the steps.
    she was like,
    "we are going to hold this event at SJI and we are going to sell tickets to SJiI boys. please do behave yourselves and learn your steps properly so you wont catch people's attention."
    "when you're suppose to kick with left leg, dont kick with right leg! rmb, your uncles, aunties, grandmother, grandfather, mother, father, sisters, brothers, boyfriends and ppl from other schools are going to see you."
    lol. she's just retarded lah. it sounded funny when she said it. :X
    lololol. (:
    yeaah.
    dance tmr ):
    OH, AND I GOTTA SAY THIS.
    i miss melissa.
    so badly ):
    and i finally got to see her today for awhile.
    gaaah. hugged her sooo tightly.
    melissaaaaaa ): i misss youuuuuuuuuuuuu.
    life's been so different without youuuuu ):
    i'm sorry that i can't meet up with you in maay ):
    but i promise, the june hols is yours ;]
    love youu;D






    -end ;D





















    Everytime I think of you
    I don't wanna face the truth
    Why wait forever knowing we may never following through?


    Guess I should get over you
    But I can't let go so soon
    I'll wait forever knowing we may never follow through.


    I count down the days until we say goodbye
    I wish there was a way that I could just stop time



    ;Just wishing i could stay with you.

    Time: 6:02 AM

    lol. deanne gave me a task. tsktsk.
    i think her answers are super funny. [okay, maybe it wasnt suppose to be funny, but, yeaaah :X]
    go check it out :X






    Instructions: Remove one question from below, and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their tagboard that they've been tagged.

    1. At what age do you wish to get marry?
    uhm, 25? 26? :X but no intentions of getting married yet. :X seeing and hearing about too many divorce cases. :X

    2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
    eeeaaasssy ;] friends. ;] TEDDDDY!

    3. Who is the person you trust the most?
    sheryl ;DD but she keeps things from me ;[ i think she's hard to find. ;]
    ohoh, and mel ;D i can tell her, EVERYTHINGGG without feeling afraid ;]

    4. Does Deanne suck fulltime?
    NO. not at all. ;[

    5. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
    uhm, i wish i'd be less matured. with a really small and childish brain.

    6. Do you believe in everlasting friendships?
    nope. i'll never until someone proves to me it does.

    7. What are your goals for this year?
    to pass math, make dance night a success, grow thinner and tryyy to make it two years (:


    8. Do you believe in eternity love?
    lol. i dunno? :X

    9. Have you broken someone heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
    HAHAHAHA. crapp. more like the other way.
    10. What feeling do you love most?
    carefree's the in thing. ;]

    11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
    3 things!
    -name
    -looks
    -personality.
    {you wont want a guy named ah-bu-shi-ga-na-than right.}

    12. What feeling do you hate the most?
    stress? sad? being jealous? {it's a sin though :X}

    13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
    uhm, i suck at that. i think i'm selfish to friends who treasures me. :x
    it happened since primary school :X sucks big time.

    14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
    hmm, i believe that's infatuation.

    15. What do you think is the most important thing in in your life?
    my stead ;D

    16. Who cares for you the most?
    i dunno :X you tell me.

    17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
    {DEANNE TAN something ling. OH, SU LING ;D}

    cute :D

    dumb :D

    crazyyyy :D

    tinyyyy :D


    creative. :D

    18. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
    uhh, i dunnno. i cant think. all i wanna do now is shit. :X
    TUMMMYYY ACCHHEEE.


    19. IF time were to rewind, will you want it to be?
    yup :X there's a few things i wanna stop time about, there's a few i wanna change about and there's a few i just wanna get over and done with about.

    20. Do you believe that whats meant to be is meant to be?
    probably :X that's why time cant rewind and this is where i am nowww :X
    but i guess, i'm happy (:





    TAGGGG.

    uhhhm, i dunno.
    anyhow la ;] wanna do, do.
    dont wanna do, dont do :X
    lololol.

    Written on: Sunday, May 11, 2008
    Time: 8:36 AM

    -blog song ;D




    There’ll be girls across the nation that will eat this up.
    Babe I know that it’s your soul but could you bottle it up.
    Get down to the heart of it.
    No, it’s my heart.
    You’re shit out of your luck.
    Don’t make me tell you again my love, love, love, love.
    Love, love, love, love.

    I am aiming to be somebody this somebody trusts with her delicate soul.
    I don’t claim to know much,
    Except soon as you start to make room for the parts that aren’t you,
    It gets harder to bloom in a garden of love, love, love, love.
    Love, love, love, love.

    Only thing I ever could need,
    Only one good thing worth trying to be and it’s love, love, love, love.
    I do it for love, love, love, love.

    We can understand the sentiment you’re saying to us.
    Oh, but sensible sells so could you kindly shut up,
    And get started at keeping your part of the bargain.
    Aw please little darlin’,
    You’re killing me sweetly with love, love, love, love.
    Love, love, love, love.

    Only thing I ever could need.
    Only one good thing worth trying to be and it's love, love, love, love.
    I do it for love, love, love, love.

    Started as a flicker meant to be a flame.
    Skin has gotten thicker but it burns the same.
    Still a baby in a cradle got to take my first fall.
    Baby’s getting next to nowhere with a back against the wall.
    You meant to make me happy, make me sad.
    Want to make it better better so bad.
    But save your resolutions for your never new year.
    There is only one solution I can see here.

    Love you’re all I ever could need.
    Only one good thing worth trying to be and it’s love, love, love, love.
    I do it for love, love, love, love.
    (Oh, only gonna get get what you give away, so give love, love.
    Only gonna get get what you give away.
    Love.)

    Time: 5:57 AM

































    you're killing me sweetly with love;









    HAPPY
    MOMMY'S
    DAAAYYYY <333





    HAHA. i went blog hoppping and every new blog post always starts with THIS.

    yupp.
    anw, mommy's day wasn't much of a big thing in my family.
    not even daddy's day.
    my family's not so, loving. -.-

    really. even if you give present, they'll just smile and paiseh, paiseh accept.
    but never say thank you.
    ohwells.
    but this was one year that i gave my mommy something.
    lol.

    it didn't start out well.
    my mom was like nagging non-stop about small matters.
    and i got so annoyedd. but for the first time, i didn't talk back. :X
    sigh. yeah, then went for dinner with my family.

    went to The oasis at town park.
    the new restaurant there.
    the queue was so frigging longgg.
    then my dad manage to get a seat.
    haha.

    i didn't wanna eat at first. :X
    but my parents ordered so much!
    it felt like we gotta need a second table :X
    super full after that D:
    i felt like i was pregnant :X

    whoooo. yeah, after eating, walked abit to loosen upp.
    then went home by myself. ;]

    gaaaah. i feel awkward on this kinda occasion X:
    i dunno what to say or do :X
    lol. okay, end of post.
    i went blogskin shopping yesterday.
    omg, all so ugly can.
    i'm getting sick of this.
    i chose a fewww.
    probs i'll try it later (:



    pictures from yesterday and the day before (:


    Photobucket ashhleeeeyy! ;D CUTE AND TINY ;D





    Photobucket matthewwww. (:
    i'm scared of him.
    but he's really cuuteee.







    Photobucket
    in the truck ;D claudia and matthewww. ;]




    Photobucket
    MATTHEWW WILLIAM WATER YONG.. ;]




    Photobucket
    rachel ;]
    i look plump.
    i'm putting on weight i swear.


    kay, i'm done (:









    new song, new mood. :\







    i guess, this is the new me.


    'You meant to make me happy, make me sad.
    Want to make it better better so bad.
    But save your resolutions for your never new year.
    There is only one solution I can see here. '