Written on: Monday, October 29, 2007 Time: 4:43 AM
;its too late to apologise. i'm at michelley ka pooney's houseee!! hahah. she loves me. she wants to give me a kiss. like, seriously. she keeps saying she has SUPPLE (michelle just corrected my spelling.) AND WET LIPS. gahh. lol funnayye.
anyways, i went to bugis todayy. first thing when we're there, we went to mos. oooh. sexxayee. the minute i stepped in there just gives me memories. gahh. johnny chan wasnt there. :XXX hahah. only old women working at the cashier. hahaah. i didnt eattttt!!!! i only at chicken nuggets and drink. couldnt finish my drink. and my nuggets. so i donated my nuggets to shaz, illya and melissa. and i left my drink to evaporate. (: lalaala.
after that, we went to the LIBRARY!! HAHA. SEXXAYYE. it was.. HUGE DUDE. we sat the lift up and down. from 1st-14th from 14th-1st. so funnayye. it was fun. (michelle is taking a picture with me now.) lalalaa. ah. i went to the library to emoo!! while the others were doing the class stuff. me and illya were emoing. (: i was apart from the group. cool eh.
anyways, i thought it though. whats the point of keeping something that doesnt wanna be with you? and whats the point of being all so upset when the other person isnt? i dont know lah okay. talked to deanne over the phone yesterday. yeah. sheryl should have went home with tyn. tyn could accompany sheryl through a longer bus journey. yeah. i know. i know i came in between. i dont know why sheryl waited for me too. sorry anyways.. thats why i dont wanna treat sheryl as something so important to me anymore. neither do i wanna keep her as m bestfriend. lets just say, normal friends yeah. we'll talk (or not) when we have to.. anyways, she was never not awkward with me before. whats the point of keeping this anyway.. i cant be compared to any of her friends anyways. its not like i didnt try my best to be someone who is really there for her. sigh.
and I'm not jealous, no I'm not i just want everything shes got you look at her so amazed I remember way back when you used to look at me that wayything she's got. tell me what makes her so much better than me what just makes her everything i can never be what makes her your every dream and fantasy because i cant remember when it was me..
Now you don't care if I'm alive How did we let the fire die (nah. im used to it) its okay.
anyways, i'm finally talking to melissa. (: i miss talking to her. i really do. lets see this:
melissa(: candy sweet(: says: well even though its been quite awhile since we last talked melissa(: candy sweet(: says: but i dont break promises,if you need me,i will always be re for you anne; says: what did she type to sheryl? anne; says: hah.. yeahh. i know. you've always been there for me. anne; says: just that.. i didnt know how to treasure someone like you. anne; says: probably now i know how sheryl feels. anne; says: :X anne; says: you treasure her, she doesnt. anne; says: (; anne; says: but, I DO TREASURE YOU. just that.. melissa(: candy sweet(: says: ? anne; says: i dont know. i notice if we're too close, i'll just lose it. anne; says: and whenn we drift, i'll start missing the times when we're together. anne; says: somethings wrong with me. i know. anne; says: : XXX melissa(: candy sweet(: says: hahaha.lol. n whats gona happen? melissa(: candy sweet(: says: hahahha melissa(: candy sweet(: says: nah its okayy luh anne; says: i dont knoww. anne; says: hah. err.. stay where we are now? just that, WE SMILE, TALK AND ALL?? anne; says: : DDD anne; says: and not puke a little whenever we see each other. anne; says: HAHAH.
yeah. sweet. (: okay. i got to go. michelle's playing with my water bra strap. shes AMAZED by the glitter and stars and water in it. xDDDD aww. i know you want one michelle. xxDDD
Written on: Monday, October 29, 2007 Time: 4:43 AM
;its too late to apologise. i'm at michelley ka pooney's houseee!! hahah. she loves me. she wants to give me a kiss. like, seriously. she keeps saying she has SUPPLE (michelle just corrected my spelling.) AND WET LIPS. gahh. lol funnayye.
anyways, i went to bugis todayy. first thing when we're there, we went to mos. oooh. sexxayee. the minute i stepped in there just gives me memories. gahh. johnny chan wasnt there. :XXX hahah. only old women working at the cashier. hahaah. i didnt eattttt!!!! i only at chicken nuggets and drink. couldnt finish my drink. and my nuggets. so i donated my nuggets to shaz, illya and melissa. and i left my drink to evaporate. (: lalaala.
after that, we went to the LIBRARY!! HAHA. SEXXAYYE. it was.. HUGE DUDE. we sat the lift up and down. from 1st-14th from 14th-1st. so funnayye. it was fun. (michelle is taking a picture with me now.) lalalaa. ah. i went to the library to emoo!! while the others were doing the class stuff. me and illya were emoing. (: i was apart from the group. cool eh.
anyways, i thought it though. whats the point of keeping something that doesnt wanna be with you? and whats the point of being all so upset when the other person isnt? i dont know lah okay. talked to deanne over the phone yesterday. yeah. sheryl should have went home with tyn. tyn could accompany sheryl through a longer bus journey. yeah. i know. i know i came in between. i dont know why sheryl waited for me too. sorry anyways.. thats why i dont wanna treat sheryl as something so important to me anymore. neither do i wanna keep her as m bestfriend. lets just say, normal friends yeah. we'll talk (or not) when we have to.. anyways, she was never not awkward with me before. whats the point of keeping this anyway.. i cant be compared to any of her friends anyways. its not like i didnt try my best to be someone who is really there for her. sigh.
and I'm not jealous, no I'm not i just want everything shes got you look at her so amazed I remember way back when you used to look at me that wayything she's got. tell me what makes her so much better than me what just makes her everything i can never be what makes her your every dream and fantasy because i cant remember when it was me..
Now you don't care if I'm alive How did we let the fire die (nah. im used to it) its okay.
anyways, i'm finally talking to melissa. (: i miss talking to her. i really do. lets see this:
melissa(: candy sweet(: says: well even though its been quite awhile since we last talked melissa(: candy sweet(: says: but i dont break promises,if you need me,i will always be re for you anne; says: what did she type to sheryl? anne; says: hah.. yeahh. i know. you've always been there for me. anne; says: just that.. i didnt know how to treasure someone like you. anne; says: probably now i know how sheryl feels. anne; says: :X anne; says: you treasure her, she doesnt. anne; says: (; anne; says: but, I DO TREASURE YOU. just that.. melissa(: candy sweet(: says: ? anne; says: i dont know. i notice if we're too close, i'll just lose it. anne; says: and whenn we drift, i'll start missing the times when we're together. anne; says: somethings wrong with me. i know. anne; says: : XXX melissa(: candy sweet(: says: hahaha.lol. n whats gona happen? melissa(: candy sweet(: says: hahahha melissa(: candy sweet(: says: nah its okayy luh anne; says: i dont knoww. anne; says: hah. err.. stay where we are now? just that, WE SMILE, TALK AND ALL?? anne; says: : DDD anne; says: and not puke a little whenever we see each other. anne; says: HAHAH.
yeah. sweet. (: okay. i got to go. michelle's playing with my water bra strap. shes AMAZED by the glitter and stars and water in it. xDDDD aww. i know you want one michelle. xxDDD
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ANNE
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