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    Layout: tuesdaynight
    Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery
    Written on: Saturday, November 10, 2007
    Time: 8:31 AM

    just the sound of your voice, makes my heart melt.
    you never have to question my love
    i'm all about us
    I AM SLEEPY.
    went to deanne's church today.
    funnn.
    its like a rock concert.
    : DDD
    got special guest!!
    : DDD
    hahah,
    sheryl went toooo.
    she smelled good. :XXX
    hahah.
    and yayy. she didnt feel awkward!
    she made me happy. hahah.
    anyways, the church was cool.
    so dark.
    so many songss.
    hahah,
    AND MY BLADDER WAS GONNA BURST.
    sooo cold luhhh!
    and sheryl and deanne didnt careee ):
    hahah. probs they are too engrossed with their own bladder.
    :XX
    anddd,
    i read tyn's email.
    im touchedd by what sheryl said though.
    and at the same time..
    i feel..
    guilty.
    yeahh..
    im feeling mixed.
    idontknow.
    its like..
    i actually didnt think that sheryl would choose between me and tyn.
    gah.
    its really not what i wanted to happen or what i was expecting sheryl to do..
    yeahh.
    idontknow. :XX
    but i kinda feel lucky that i have a friend like sheryl after reading that email though..
    but at the same time, i feel selfish. :d
    yeahh.
    i feel like i really wronged sheryl all these while :X
    ahhh.
    and this make me treaure her EVEN more now. (:
    yeah.
    i cant really copy and paste the whole email cause its kinda personal. hahahah.
    and sheryl might KILL ME.
    gahh.
    hahaha.
    but yeahh,
    ilovesheryl!!
    to tyn:
    yeahh.. im sorry too yeahh..
    for coming in between..
    for scolding you and all.
    telling you that i was irritated with you too.
    but i couldnt help it cause,
    as you know,
    sheryl really means alot to me.
    and like, you kinda insulted her unreasonably and all..
    i couldnt help but to poke my nose into it..
    im sorry for acting so harsh yeahh.
    hope you guys can be friends again.
    okay. done. :D
    now, melissaaaa!
    man, i saw her blogg. so sweet luh she.
    man, i feel guilty and i really feel terrible for not treasuring her..
    okay. i shall say about her noww. : DDD
    replyy!
    to melissa:
    man, im really touched by what you wrote me.
    anyways, im really sorry for neglecting you, leaving you out of my circle of friends.
    i really feel like a jerk.
    you've always been there for me.
    keeping your promises.
    never leaving me out.
    you're really a friend that everyone should treasure.
    and i was the lucky one.
    you treasured me.
    but i didnt.
    :X
    uhm, i didnt, didnt treasure you.
    just, didnt know how to.
    cause you're too perfect.
    you're a friend everyone would dream of.
    and you're the perfect bestfriend to make.
    ever since last year.
    i'm always disappointing you..
    breaking all my promises.
    but i swear, i've never forgotten what i promised.
    i promised never to hurt you again.
    but on and on, i did.
    i really dont know how to make it up to you.
    its like the biggest sin i've ever done.
    but i guess its all too late now yeahh..
    we found the path that we wanna walk.
    and we're happy with that direction im sure?
    but more or less,
    i reaally wanna apologise for hurting you 7 times.
    i PROMISE you. no more okay?
    i really dont wanna pierce another knife into your heart anymore..
    cause i finally know how you felt.
    and im really really sorry.
    lets always and forever remain as friends okay?
    i do miss the times when we used to go out and have funn.
    i do miss it even when im not talking to you.
    yupp.
    imsorryokayy?
    iloveyouloadss!! : DD
    outing sooonn!
    :DD