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    Icon: LJ/sixthmile
    Layout: tuesdaynight
    Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery
    Written on: Saturday, December 22, 2007
    Time: 5:49 AM

    Sometimes solutions arent so simple.
    Sometimes goodbyes the only way.

    i'm so freaking UNCOOL.
    haha.
    anyways, i'm with michelle nowwww.
    just finished her church thingy.
    so touching.
    they had a play and all.
    we both cried when i accepted.
    : DDDD
    well, i''ve learnt alot todayy.
    like, ALOT.
    (and i just bit michelle's darling)
    (he is angry now. ): )
    HAHAHAHAA.
    dont angry laaaaa. HAHAHA
    anyway, i've learnt in her church that
    HATRED is like murder.
    its tiring and its a sin. ):
    but right NOW,
    IJUSTCANTHELPBUTTOTYPETHIS.
    dammit.
    last minute?
    honey, you're suppose to tell me first.
    AND I FUCKING HAVE MY REASONS.
    IS THAT FOR YOU TO CARE?
    OR FOR YOU TO BE ANGRY ABOUT?
    I UNDERSTAND IF YOU'RE MY MOM OR SOMETHING.
    HEY, FACEIT OKAY.
    IF YOU THINK SOMEONE'S GONNA JUST BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEED THEM,
    OR WHEN YOU'RE FREE, OR WHEN YOU'RE BORED OF YOUR LIFE,
    DREAM ON OKAY.
    YEAH. I HAVE MY OWN LIFE AND I HAVE MY OWN FRIENDS.
    WHO ARE MUCH MORE UNDERSTANDING.
    YEAH. WRITE ON YOUR FUCKING BLOG SAYING YOU
    DONT CARE OR NEITHER DO YOU WANNA POKE INTO FRIENDSHIP PROBLEMS.
    ITS NOT BECAUSE I NEGLECTED YOU.
    IS THAT YOU WERE NEVER WILLING TO DO IT.
    AND I DONT CARE.
    I HAD ENOUGH.

    REMEMBER THAT NIGHT WHEN YOU WERE CRYING
    BECAUSE YOU FOUGHT WITH YOUR MOM?
    HELLO. YOU WERE FEELING DOWN.
    ME TOO.
    AND IN THE END I FUCKING GOT SCOLDED BY YOU?
    OH YEAH RIGHT.
    WHEN YOU'RE ANGRY, YOU OWN THE WORLD.
    HAH!
    DONT MAKE ME LAUGH.
    STOP BEING SO UNREASONABLE OKAY.
    I'VE BEEN PUTTING UP WITH YOU FOR A VERY LONG TIME.
    THAT TUITION THING WAS A MISTAKE.
    I SAID I'M BUSY. IS THAT UNREASONABLE TO YOU THAT
    YOU HAVE TO BLOW UP AND ALL?
    YOUR CHURCH THING.
    I SAY I SEE HOW.
    MUST THAT ATTITUDE BE SHOWN?
    YOU HAVE YOUR LIFE TOO.
    AND I'M NOT INVADING IT.
    AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
    POSTING SOME POST TRYING TO MAKE ME GUILTY?
    GO LOOK INTO THE MIRROR AND REFLECT ON YOURSELF AND
    HOW YOU TREAT YOUR FRIENDS.
    KNOWING YOU WAS FUN KAY.
    I KNOW YOU'VE BEEN THERE FOR ME AND ALL.
    BUT AINT I THERE FOR YOU TOO?
    I NEED A BREATHER TOO OKAY.
    SINCE YOU THINK ITS NOT ENOUGH,
    FIND ANOTHER FRIEND THAT'LL BE THERE FOR YOU.
    I WONT WANNA HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU GUYS ANYMOREITS WRONG.
    IF I PUT TOO MUCH EFFORT IN IT,
    YOU THINK ITS NOT ENOUGH.
    HAH.
    RIGHT.
    I SHALL GET.OUT.OF.YOUR.LIFE.
    BLOG ABOUT ME FOR ALL I CARE.
    I DONT EVEN THINK IM UNREASONABLE.
    SAY WHAT-TEVER YOU WANNA.
    AS LONG AS NEXT YEAR I'M NOT INVOLVED,
    THATS ENOUGH.