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    Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery

    Written on: Monday, February 18, 2008
    Time: 6:52 AM

    Photobucket have you ever loved and lost somebody
    wish there was a chance to say 'i'm sorry'



    ANNE, WHAT A F-ING JERK YOU ARE. YOUR BRAINS ARE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY DAMAGED THAT YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO BALANCE OUT YOUR FRIENDS PROPERLY.
    I CANT STAND YOU AT TIMES.
    WHAT A GREAT BIG SUCKER AT FRIENDSHIP YOU ARE.




    i feel utterly guilty about it.
    its not tht i didnt think about how you feel or you're my sidetrack or something.
    you mean as important to me like how shes as important.
    i may seem biased and stuff and i'm reallly sorry about it.
    i really dunno how to express myself to you.
    but that really dont mean that i you dont mean anything to me.
    you're someone whose really important to me and you're someone whom i'll feel incomplete if i ain't got you. i know this isnt the first time you've been talking to me about this.
    the last fight we hasd was about this too. i'm really sorry. i dunnno what else can i do besides saying a bunch of sorries noww.
    i mean it from the bottom of my heart.
    i really dont mean to get you feeling all those by saying what i gave her and what she means to me.
    but i cant possibly say out to you how i feel about you right?
    i reallly dont wanna lose you cause i know i wont be able to live without you.
    you're my bestie too kay.
    and that note that i posted was actually to write 5 names that means most to you.
    and that we had to cancle out the ones whom we know tht we'll lose.
    and i didnt cancel your's as i know you're a great friend and if anything happens, i'll try my best to keep you by my side throughout my life.

    i know i've been a really bad friend to you, despite the times that you've been there for me through my darkest nights. and i knew something was affecting you but i just dunno who was it to do with. till i saw your blog and it rang a bell when i remembered i heard her name when you told a____ something.
    i'm really sorryy. i'm such an asshole, jerk and an effing coward.
    i keep pushing all the stupid blames on you, not knowing my actions have hurt you so badly.
    i hope you'll give me another chance to change and to show you how much you really mean to me.

    i'm sorry.