Written on: Wednesday, March 19, 2008 Time: 7:28 AM
Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin' And I really hope you still want me the way I want you I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
GRAAAH. I FEEL THE SENSE OF SATISFACTION. I FINISHED THE SCIENCE SLIDES YO! OMGGGGG. I'M SO SMARTTTT. i did it by myself kay (: grah. ;D
okayyy, today is a raaainy/sunny day. even the weather is confusing me. -.- yuppp. had aerobics as HHF!! ;D rachael said i look reeee-tarded. HAHAHA. funnnayye, BUT HURTFUL. toot that chael.
yupp, after school, went off with shazz! and it was POURRRINGGGG. whattodo; ate lunch in school. hahaha. while eating, saw mel and mithra! so they sat with us and started talking bout some stuff. ;] yeap. it was funnn. everyone started confessing. okay. not everyone. mel and pet. HAHAHAH.
yeaah, pet is soooooo retarded. seriously. we all know you looove miss mah/mar now. ;D
lol. yupp, stayed till five plus and went home with christine ;D took 231. wahahah. WEDNESDAY! PIZZAAAAAAA. ;D kay, gotta sleep early. michelle's gonna killlll me if i meet her late tmr. wahahaha. i had alot to post luh. but, laziness is taking over me. woots.
tell me, have you forgotten i've got feelings too. no question mark. ain't no question as i don't need an answer. just what are you trying to prove now. shovering me aside whenever I took that damn initiative to come to you? just, WHAT are you trying to tell me. you don't mean it? or what. i don't wanna complain so much. i know your flaws. but that's really too much. too-much. you have no idea how i feel right now. no, right THEN. you don't even have enough time to spend with me. i know i've got dance and such. but i still took the initiative to ask you out. MANY TIMES. you? just that night? isn't it abit too late? just think about it. the one week holiday. when did you ever THINK of going out with me. sunday, asked you out. dunno, dunno dunno. you kept me waiting, and waiting. when you should know that i know what's on your mind. you went out the whole fucking week and then it's my problem that you wanna rest. it's not that you can't rest know. but think about how i feel when i think that you actually went out one whole f-ing week with friends you could see everyday and that one pathetic day, that's my answer. i'm not blaming you that you wanna rest. if i were you, i 'd wanna rest too. but, when you had opportunities to spend time with me on the other days, the answer's always, no, no, NO. i'm tired too kay. as you know i've got dance. i've got VERY LITTLE TIME to spend with you. and i'm TIRED. i've to dance like shit for almost the whole weeek. and i still thought of asking you out. but no, you cant. you've got plans with your friends. project still nvm. but, its normal lunch or going to their place. it's okay. i don't care who's house you go to. but the thing is that, you know you don't see me often. and that lead you to feeling awkward with me. and here i am trying to help, but nope. i'm not talking about sacrificing here. sacrificing is a really big word. but it's that, you're just trying to tell me, your priorities goes to your classmates. tell me, how would i feel. you see them ALL DAY. just the ONE DAY, go with me, is that a really hard thing to do? yeah, probably. but i know now, i'm not gonna make any effort to ask you out for lunch ever again. really, mark my words. no matter HOW MUCH i miss you, 'go lunch with me' shall not come out of me anymore. this should hit right in your face, why do i always get upset and always bringing up the same topic over and OVER again. why did i say, 'go watch with THEM' go think about it. you said i'm important. but this just don't seem to apply here.
you are jusso confusing. sometimes i really wonder, who actually means to you most. seriously, i do. cause from what i'm seeing now, it's not giving me the right answer as what you told me. issit just me. or what. the more you tell me, the answer kept within you is enough, the more insecure i feel. i'm flummoxed. very. i come to you, you push me away. you don't take the initiative to ask me out. your classmates are what you only need.
it's just like sharing a freaking minute piece of cake. i'd rather give up and have my own.
i won't feel all these actually. but you're just doing things, that's making things worse. can't you be a little more sensitive. can't you? you know how i feel whenever i see, or i hear bout those. you know it. you just don't seem to think about how i freaking feel. everything you do, counts. go think about it. this is alr a very big hint. a straightforward one. go think about it. i don't you to apologise. really. cause deep down inside, i still love you. but i jusso you know, you've did something that got me affected. again.
just, how many times do you wanna apologise. you tell me. and answer me, how many times do you want ME, to get upset again. go on, think.
and overall, i still think you're keeping something from me. you've been acting so cold since yesterday and i dunno why.
24 hours a day. 168 hours a week. how many hours do you actually have a thought of spending time with me.
{thats my main question}
&i'm still loving you.
Written on: Wednesday, March 19, 2008 Time: 7:28 AM
Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin' And I really hope you still want me the way I want you I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
GRAAAH. I FEEL THE SENSE OF SATISFACTION. I FINISHED THE SCIENCE SLIDES YO! OMGGGGG. I'M SO SMARTTTT. i did it by myself kay (: grah. ;D
okayyy, today is a raaainy/sunny day. even the weather is confusing me. -.- yuppp. had aerobics as HHF!! ;D rachael said i look reeee-tarded. HAHAHA. funnnayye, BUT HURTFUL. toot that chael.
yupp, after school, went off with shazz! and it was POURRRINGGGG. whattodo; ate lunch in school. hahaha. while eating, saw mel and mithra! so they sat with us and started talking bout some stuff. ;] yeap. it was funnn. everyone started confessing. okay. not everyone. mel and pet. HAHAHAH.
yeaah, pet is soooooo retarded. seriously. we all know you looove miss mah/mar now. ;D
lol. yupp, stayed till five plus and went home with christine ;D took 231. wahahah. WEDNESDAY! PIZZAAAAAAA. ;D kay, gotta sleep early. michelle's gonna killlll me if i meet her late tmr. wahahaha. i had alot to post luh. but, laziness is taking over me. woots.
tell me, have you forgotten i've got feelings too. no question mark. ain't no question as i don't need an answer. just what are you trying to prove now. shovering me aside whenever I took that damn initiative to come to you? just, WHAT are you trying to tell me. you don't mean it? or what. i don't wanna complain so much. i know your flaws. but that's really too much. too-much. you have no idea how i feel right now. no, right THEN. you don't even have enough time to spend with me. i know i've got dance and such. but i still took the initiative to ask you out. MANY TIMES. you? just that night? isn't it abit too late? just think about it. the one week holiday. when did you ever THINK of going out with me. sunday, asked you out. dunno, dunno dunno. you kept me waiting, and waiting. when you should know that i know what's on your mind. you went out the whole fucking week and then it's my problem that you wanna rest. it's not that you can't rest know. but think about how i feel when i think that you actually went out one whole f-ing week with friends you could see everyday and that one pathetic day, that's my answer. i'm not blaming you that you wanna rest. if i were you, i 'd wanna rest too. but, when you had opportunities to spend time with me on the other days, the answer's always, no, no, NO. i'm tired too kay. as you know i've got dance. i've got VERY LITTLE TIME to spend with you. and i'm TIRED. i've to dance like shit for almost the whole weeek. and i still thought of asking you out. but no, you cant. you've got plans with your friends. project still nvm. but, its normal lunch or going to their place. it's okay. i don't care who's house you go to. but the thing is that, you know you don't see me often. and that lead you to feeling awkward with me. and here i am trying to help, but nope. i'm not talking about sacrificing here. sacrificing is a really big word. but it's that, you're just trying to tell me, your priorities goes to your classmates. tell me, how would i feel. you see them ALL DAY. just the ONE DAY, go with me, is that a really hard thing to do? yeah, probably. but i know now, i'm not gonna make any effort to ask you out for lunch ever again. really, mark my words. no matter HOW MUCH i miss you, 'go lunch with me' shall not come out of me anymore. this should hit right in your face, why do i always get upset and always bringing up the same topic over and OVER again. why did i say, 'go watch with THEM' go think about it. you said i'm important. but this just don't seem to apply here.
you are jusso confusing. sometimes i really wonder, who actually means to you most. seriously, i do. cause from what i'm seeing now, it's not giving me the right answer as what you told me. issit just me. or what. the more you tell me, the answer kept within you is enough, the more insecure i feel. i'm flummoxed. very. i come to you, you push me away. you don't take the initiative to ask me out. your classmates are what you only need.
it's just like sharing a freaking minute piece of cake. i'd rather give up and have my own.
i won't feel all these actually. but you're just doing things, that's making things worse. can't you be a little more sensitive. can't you? you know how i feel whenever i see, or i hear bout those. you know it. you just don't seem to think about how i freaking feel. everything you do, counts. go think about it. this is alr a very big hint. a straightforward one. go think about it. i don't you to apologise. really. cause deep down inside, i still love you. but i jusso you know, you've did something that got me affected. again.
just, how many times do you wanna apologise. you tell me. and answer me, how many times do you want ME, to get upset again. go on, think.
