graaah. just got back from the partehhh ;D i've totally got no mood to blog about the day right now. 2 stuffs are on my mind and they are killing me. especially something particular. and i think i really gotta rant it out.
what the fuck is wrong with you. how the fucking hell do i even have a fucking bestfriend like you. fuck you. be there for me? like who the fuck believes now. for the whole night today, what have you been doing. i was so fucking scared. and you just did nothing but what? in your fucking own world with someone hand in hand. dont you fucking think i need that too. dont you fucking think i needed a bestfriend next to me when all hose happen. who the fuck wants to rely on you now. fuck you. i cant believe i'm fucking crying now cos of what you fucking did. what a fucking happy birthday party. what a fucking bestfriend you are. i really DONTWANT to talk to you. neither do i even wanna sort things out with you. i dont EVER wanna see your fucking face ever again. the card was fucking sweet. i cried while reading it. both touched and at the same time, i felt betrayed. why? think for youself. fuck you. safe your breath if you ever wanna sms me or anything cos i NEVER wanna talk to you. NEVER EVER. you said you wanna be there for me cos i'v e always been there for you. you said you wanna be the best=bestfriend i ever had. fuck you. i dont even wanna believe that you're even TRYING. why are you so fucking insensitive. why are you so fucking ignorant towards how i feel. why are you so fucking self centered. why do you only care for yourself. from now, i never wanna rely on you for help or anything. cos i know when i shout for help, YOU'LL BE THE LAST ONE TO HOLD ME HAND AND TELL ME TO STAY STRONG AND THAT YOU'LL BE THERE FOR ME ALWAYS even if i were to shout, I DOUBT YOU'LL EVEN BE THERE COS YOU DONT FUCKING CARE, AT ALL. so now, I DON'T CARE EITHER. fucking hell, do whatever you want. just fucking get out of my sight. I HATE YOU, SO MUCH. FUCK YOU.
i'm not jealous. i just think you ain't worth it as someone that means so so so much to me. answer this to yourself. what have you done as a bestfriend.
Written on: Sunday, July 6, 2008 Time: 10:24 AM
graaah. just got back from the partehhh ;D i've totally got no mood to blog about the day right now. 2 stuffs are on my mind and they are killing me. especially something particular. and i think i really gotta rant it out.
what the fuck is wrong with you. how the fucking hell do i even have a fucking bestfriend like you. fuck you. be there for me? like who the fuck believes now. for the whole night today, what have you been doing. i was so fucking scared. and you just did nothing but what? in your fucking own world with someone hand in hand. dont you fucking think i need that too. dont you fucking think i needed a bestfriend next to me when all hose happen. who the fuck wants to rely on you now. fuck you. i cant believe i'm fucking crying now cos of what you fucking did. what a fucking happy birthday party. what a fucking bestfriend you are. i really DONTWANT to talk to you. neither do i even wanna sort things out with you. i dont EVER wanna see your fucking face ever again. the card was fucking sweet. i cried while reading it. both touched and at the same time, i felt betrayed. why? think for youself. fuck you. safe your breath if you ever wanna sms me or anything cos i NEVER wanna talk to you. NEVER EVER. you said you wanna be there for me cos i'v e always been there for you. you said you wanna be the best=bestfriend i ever had. fuck you. i dont even wanna believe that you're even TRYING. why are you so fucking insensitive. why are you so fucking ignorant towards how i feel. why are you so fucking self centered. why do you only care for yourself. from now, i never wanna rely on you for help or anything. cos i know when i shout for help, YOU'LL BE THE LAST ONE TO HOLD ME HAND AND TELL ME TO STAY STRONG AND THAT YOU'LL BE THERE FOR ME ALWAYS even if i were to shout, I DOUBT YOU'LL EVEN BE THERE COS YOU DONT FUCKING CARE, AT ALL. so now, I DON'T CARE EITHER. fucking hell, do whatever you want. just fucking get out of my sight. I HATE YOU, SO MUCH. FUCK YOU.
i'm not jealous. i just think you ain't worth it as someone that means so so so much to me. answer this to yourself. what have you done as a bestfriend.
Dirty FUNK!
ANNE
IJTP
Secondary Three Ten
bestfriendstilldawn_8@hotmail.com
Don't want no paper gangsta, not interested in fakers.
