Written on: Thursday, July 3, 2008
Time: 6:29 AM
Time: 6:29 AM
Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I would cross
Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get
What I deserved
No better and no worse
I just got lost
Every river that I tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked
oh, i'm just waiting 'tll the shine wears off.
yippeeee!
I'VE FINALLY GOT A
BUILD-A-BEARRRRRRRRR!!!
(AREN'T YOU JEALOUS?!)
ALL THANKS TO MY BABIES,
RACHEL, CLAUDIA, GALEN, YONGXUN AND BERNARD!
GRAAAH!
i'm so happpyyy.
went to vivo on thurs with all of them, mel and (secret unknown person xD) to get the bearbear ;D
it's damn retarded though.
the process of making of the bear is damnnnnfunny.
first, choose the bear skin.
secondly, the lady will stuff wool into the bearrr!
thirdly, take a small heart
forthly, rub the heart so that it'll be warm and rub onto my cheeks and rub it onto the bear's face! so that it'll be as pretty as me (HAHAHA, that's what the lady said!)
fifth, hold it in my palm and think of my favourite food and rub it onto the bear's tummmy so it wont get hungry xD
sixth, whisper my deepest darkest secret into the teddy's ear so it'll listen to me ;D
seventh, hold the heart and make a wish ;D
eighth, put the heart into the teddy's body and the lady sews the skin up ;D
so retarded right!
hahaha!
so now, my teddy's 'alive'
HAHAHAHAH!
yeaaah! then i had to 'shower' and brush my teddy ;D
so cute laaah!
then had to choose the clothes.
i think i spent the longest time there :X
hahahah!
yuppp. in the end, chose a red singlet and a demin pants!
damn macho looking!
hahaha!
after choosing, i had to enter the details of the bear and mine.
i named it...
TEDDDY!
haha! and it's GAY.
it can be a guy or a girl.
muahahhaa!
and i had a birth cert for the bear!!!
so cute can!
yuppp.
i'm damn happy with what i got as a brithday present xD
it's the first birthday present from everyone.
;DDD
DAMN CUTE.
I LOVE ITTTT.
;D
i bought two baby clothes for my tedddy and rachel's. xD
frigging cute can.
rachel's the godma!
mel is the cousin/grandma xD
pet's the papa!
hahaha! damn cute.
i love it. xDDD
thanks babies for getting me what i was so DESPO for. ;D
i love you guys, SO MUCH.
especially rachel for being so enthusiastic about the whole thing (:
i realllyyyy appreciate thiss (:
ILOVEYOU<333>
last but not least...
get well soon kay!
drink more water!
>:{
AND,NO MORE COKE FOR YOU. ):
ILOVEYOUUU! ;D
done ;D
you G.R.O.S.S me out and you make my hair stand sky high.
dont you ever have O.R.I.G.I.N.A.L.I.T.Y?
(AREN'T YOU JEALOUS?!)
ALL THANKS TO MY BABIES,
RACHEL, CLAUDIA, GALEN, YONGXUN AND BERNARD!
GRAAAH!
i'm so happpyyy.
went to vivo on thurs with all of them, mel and (secret unknown person xD) to get the bearbear ;D
it's damn retarded though.
the process of making of the bear is damnnnnfunny.
first, choose the bear skin.
secondly, the lady will stuff wool into the bearrr!
thirdly, take a small heart
forthly, rub the heart so that it'll be warm and rub onto my cheeks and rub it onto the bear's face! so that it'll be as pretty as me (HAHAHA, that's what the lady said!)
fifth, hold it in my palm and think of my favourite food and rub it onto the bear's tummmy so it wont get hungry xD
sixth, whisper my deepest darkest secret into the teddy's ear so it'll listen to me ;D
seventh, hold the heart and make a wish ;D
eighth, put the heart into the teddy's body and the lady sews the skin up ;D
so retarded right!
hahaha!
so now, my teddy's 'alive'
HAHAHAHAH!
yeaaah! then i had to 'shower' and brush my teddy ;D
so cute laaah!
then had to choose the clothes.
i think i spent the longest time there :X
hahahah!
yuppp. in the end, chose a red singlet and a demin pants!
damn macho looking!
hahaha!
after choosing, i had to enter the details of the bear and mine.
i named it...
TEDDDY!
haha! and it's GAY.
it can be a guy or a girl.
muahahhaa!
and i had a birth cert for the bear!!!
so cute can!
yuppp.
i'm damn happy with what i got as a brithday present xD
it's the first birthday present from everyone.
;DDD
DAMN CUTE.
I LOVE ITTTT.
;D
i bought two baby clothes for my tedddy and rachel's. xD
frigging cute can.
rachel's the godma!
mel is the cousin/grandma xD
pet's the papa!
hahaha! damn cute.
i love it. xDDD
thanks babies for getting me what i was so DESPO for. ;D
i love you guys, SO MUCH.
especially rachel for being so enthusiastic about the whole thing (:
i realllyyyy appreciate thiss (:
ILOVEYOU<333>
last but not least...
get well soon kay!
drink more water!
>:{
AND,NO MORE COKE FOR YOU. ):
ILOVEYOUUU! ;D
done ;D
you G.R.O.S.S me out and you make my hair stand sky high.
dont you ever have O.R.I.G.I.N.A.L.I.T.Y?
how much more do you wanna rip off. -.-
you're frigging gross i swear.
seems like second chances never seem to end;
you're frigging gross i swear.
seems like second chances never seem to end;
