I was born to tell you I love you And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight (I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
i know i just pierced a reallly really sharp knife into your heart ever since that talk. saying those that if you ever change, i'mma just ditch you cos i wont accept whoever you are. i don't wanna make it seem so cliche, saying that i dont mean it. cos i was aware of what i said and i know i meant it. whatever i said last night was really the first time that i know and i mean every single word i said last night. yes, i despise those. i'm sorry if i'm unreasonable, spoiling your fun, controlling you too much and all. but i know i was doing the right thing telling you i'm grossed out cos it's wrong. and that's becos i care and i don't want you to go astray. but i can't possibly wake you up by saying it in a nice tone right. or it wouldnt help at all. i had to force myself to make an impact so that you'd think about it and decide for yourself if it's right or wrong. for me, i strongly stand at where i am now and say that's wrong. no matter what people might say, 'it's a point of growing up' or whatsoever. cos i know it's not the you i know and not the you that i treasured and care for so much the first time i met. so blame it on me if i made this whole thing seem so big and made it spoil your night and all. if you wanna end this with me, i'm very well prepared. at least i know i did the right thing for you and me. but still, i still hope you'll change no matter how small those things you may have done to you and your friends. even if i'm the only one that keeps suspecting you, not believing you'll not do it again, i still very much hope you'll change. it's not that i dont trust you. i do. but i've seemed to lost it. don't say i dont care and you feel demoralised whenever you say you wouldn't do it again and i say that it's your life and i dont care. i meant that if you wanna do it again, it's your choice cos i've made myself clear that i think that it's wrong and the rest it's up to you to decide.
so now you decide for yourself. if i dont care, i wouldnt be thinking about it for so long after we hung up. if i dont care, i wouldnt be wasting my time typing this when i can just go to bed. if you still think i dont care, then, whatever.
Written on: Friday, August 1, 2008 Time: 11:23 AM
I was born to tell you I love you And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight (I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
i know i just pierced a reallly really sharp knife into your heart ever since that talk. saying those that if you ever change, i'mma just ditch you cos i wont accept whoever you are. i don't wanna make it seem so cliche, saying that i dont mean it. cos i was aware of what i said and i know i meant it. whatever i said last night was really the first time that i know and i mean every single word i said last night. yes, i despise those. i'm sorry if i'm unreasonable, spoiling your fun, controlling you too much and all. but i know i was doing the right thing telling you i'm grossed out cos it's wrong. and that's becos i care and i don't want you to go astray. but i can't possibly wake you up by saying it in a nice tone right. or it wouldnt help at all. i had to force myself to make an impact so that you'd think about it and decide for yourself if it's right or wrong. for me, i strongly stand at where i am now and say that's wrong. no matter what people might say, 'it's a point of growing up' or whatsoever. cos i know it's not the you i know and not the you that i treasured and care for so much the first time i met. so blame it on me if i made this whole thing seem so big and made it spoil your night and all. if you wanna end this with me, i'm very well prepared. at least i know i did the right thing for you and me. but still, i still hope you'll change no matter how small those things you may have done to you and your friends. even if i'm the only one that keeps suspecting you, not believing you'll not do it again, i still very much hope you'll change. it's not that i dont trust you. i do. but i've seemed to lost it. don't say i dont care and you feel demoralised whenever you say you wouldn't do it again and i say that it's your life and i dont care. i meant that if you wanna do it again, it's your choice cos i've made myself clear that i think that it's wrong and the rest it's up to you to decide.
so now you decide for yourself. if i dont care, i wouldnt be thinking about it for so long after we hung up. if i dont care, i wouldnt be wasting my time typing this when i can just go to bed. if you still think i dont care, then, whatever.
Dirty FUNK!
ANNE
IJTP
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