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    Layout: tuesdaynight
    Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery

    Written on: Friday, September 12, 2008
    Time: 8:42 AM

    'yes' to my question, was what i was really hoping for(:



    had puffed up eyes this morning.
    looked really, really UGLY.
    lolol. so annoying.
    had this big shit with sheryl yesterday.
    OMGGGG. ):

    yuppp.
    went for breakfast this morning ;D
    with rachel and my darling ;D
    both of them eat macs in the morning will 'lao sai'
    hahaha!
    frigging funny!
    first it was rachel.
    then it was sheryl ;]
    it's so cute please.
    all same effect.
    hahaa!

    school was like shit.
    didnt learn anything today though.
    art was a waste of time.
    the teacher printed out my picture and misplaced it.
    DAMMMIT.

    hahaha. watched 'make it happen'
    it's not much, besides dancing and all.
    just like step up.
    but i guess the storyline was too simple and predictable.
    lolol.
    what i enjoyed most today- your company(:


    i'll paste the trailer ;D

    go watch it ;D








    okay, exams are..
    should i say outside my door? or it's coming up my place? ):
    i'm reaaaaaalllyyyyy reaaaaaaaallyyyyyyyy not prepared ):
    gaaaah.

    ):

    i'mma go soon.
    tuition tmr with sheryl(((:



    i'm glad things are so much better now ):
    and i'll change okay ):
    i know you get really irritated that i keep scolding you, making you feel like shit and all.
    i know you get really annoyed that i get jealous so easily, making you feel restricted and all ):
    though you've never showed it out what you're really feeling, instead, trying to please me all the time ):
    where can i find another like you? ):
    tell me next time okay.
    it's not like i'll kill you or anything.
    i know i over-reacted when you told me about the jealousy thing. ):
    cos partly, i was angry that you get annoyed.
    but i know i'm at fault as at times, i go too far and start being cold towards you.
    and not wanting things to go that way, you try to give in to me ):
    but sometimes i really feel neglected by you whenever we're together.
    it's like, the phone's more important or something.
    everytime when i'm trying to talk to you, tell you something, watching a movie with you, having just a few hours to spend with you,
    you're just with your phone all the time.
    and like, i have to wait till you're done with your phone then i can continue with what i was saying.
    and you seem to not concentrate during the movies.
    i mean, it's not talking about jealousy here, i'm really fine with it.
    but sometimes, it gets too much that you get so into the phone and neglect the people around you ):
    messages and replies can wait right? ):
    yeaaah. that's why sometimes i just get so irritated and everytime i'll just keep shouting at you as i dont feel good inside ):
    i'm sorry ):
    but whatever it is, i'm not asking for a drastic change.
    i know there're times where you put everything aside and concentrate on things that are around you.
    i'm just asking for a lil improvement, for the sake of keeping this friendship steady):
    i really dont wanna get angry unnecessarily from now.
    i realise how much this means to me from what happened yesterday.
    i really dont wanna mean it when i say it's the last time.

    but whatever it is, i'm reallly glad i got my answer (:
    i hope it's true and i hope you're not saying it as you dont wanna affect my exams and all.
    i hope it came right from your heart ;]
    if you're just trying to please me, ):
    just tell me okay? i dont want things to happen just like yesterday ):
    i love you so freakkkinggg much (((:

    i'm sorry for what i've done ):
    seeing you cry so many times yesterday was just so heartbreaking):
    I LOVE YOU ;]]




    andandand, ):
    i want the ring again ):









    i'm missing you,
    and i'm upside down,
    i can't come down,
    it feels like i'm going around.
    this is not me,
    i cant stand this grieve,
    filling in my head
    &it's driving me insane.
    (i wanted to say this to you today if things arent okay ): )