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    Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery

    Written on: Monday, October 13, 2008
    Time: 6:23 AM



























    i feel so depressed today ;[
    one of my favourite hamsters went missing.
    and yes, we couldnt find it ;[

    yesterday night, sheryl had to leave the cage out as her dad dont like hamsters in th house.
    so we left it outside at her picnic table.
    and we were playing in the afternoon, spending time with them, feeding them their favourite treat, sunflower seeds.
    and i swear, that was one of the best time i ever had for the past one week with them both.
    cos at first, sheryl didnt like one of them, which was 'cinnamon'. it was a tinier one, and it was a really really hyper hamster.
    and so, only yesterday, she started liking it cos it was sooo cute!
    but whereas, i liked it long ago :X cos it didnt bite me ;[

    anw, after playing, we carefully put it into the cage and let them play inside themselves while about 7 plus, 8,
    sheryl's mom got back and we all followed her to play badminton at a CC.
    it was so much fun please ;]
    i can harly hit the ball.
    and her mom was bully sheryl and stella cos they have to keep picking up the shuttlecourt (sp? i'm not good in sports :X not even to knw their names!)
    yeah, it was fun.
    then we got home and sheryl and i quarrelled. :X
    well, due to some reasons.
    and so, after dinner at about 9 plus, 10,
    i called cab and went home.
    but before that,
    sheryl and i went out to the pinic table, where the babies are and we started talking things out.
    but however, i just left angrilly.
    and sheryl just stoned at the table till i left without even noticing the babies.
    but, before i left, i swear that i clearly saw the both of them. i even tried to carry them but changed my mind.
    yeahh.

    and they was left out there, all night by themselves.
    during midnight, sheryl and i were talking on the phone.
    we were like discussing what if something bad happens to babies. ;[
    we were like asking each other,
    'what if cat eat?'
    'what if bird eat?'
    and sheryl replied,
    'if anything were to happen to them, i rather them escape than get eaten'

    and so, we ended the conversationwithout having a thought of checking them before going to bed after all that talk.

    at 630 in morning, i recieved a phonecall from sheryl and she told me,
    'cinnamon is missing and pudding is all we've left'
    omg.. you know how pain my heart was? :[
    and i really thought she was joking.
    cos it's too coincident alr.
    but yeah, she wasnt.
    i quickly rush down to her place at about 7 plus and tried finding for cinnamon.
    but sadly,
    we failed.

    sigh, i kept thinking about it all day ;[
    and whenever i see her photo, i'll just tear ;[
    and like, i've never liked hamsters before.
    i wasnt even interested in getting one actually.
    but never have i known to get so attached to them both in just one week and i even know how they behaved and everything.

    to sheryl and i, i'm sure we both thought cinnamon and pudding were perfect for each other.
    they played together, interacted with each other right after we bought these two.
    and they were left in different cages initially and they got along so, so well.
    and that's what happened.

    pudding's like really sad now, it's so bored and all by itself.
    we got another cinnamon. but it just felt so strange to us.
    it even bite stella's hand till it bled.
    and in that big cage, usually cinnamon pudding would play together and run around the cage till it was so messy.
    but now, both are like seperated.
    pudding tried to make friends but the other one kept fighting.
    sigh.
    i think it's all so quiet now ;[
    i wonder wheres cinnamon right now ;[
    could it have been picked up by a better owner?
    eaten by birds?
    cats?
    ants?
    i dunno ;[

    GRAHHHH. ;[
    i feel so emotional towards this little thing ;[
    and i feel worried for pudding.
    it's character is changing, ALOT ;[


    sigh, anw, here's a few pictures ;[
    i guess i can never post anyy pictures of baby cinnamon ever again ;[


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    it's so cute and tiny, it's like a baby :[
    it cxouldnt even bite the sunflower seed open.
    and sheryl had to help her bite. ;[





    this was the last time ;[[[

    i miss youuuu, cinnamon ;[[