Written on: Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Time: 7:45 AM
R.Y.
you know, i knew some people cant be trusted. hahaha. i was really prepared for the things that i said to your friend over the phone that it will come to you someday, and i'm really glad it probably did.
anyway, i just wanna say, you mentioned about me not appreciating whatever you did for me, on my birthday. are you kidding me? i was appreciative all the way. ALL THE WAY till i realise how fucking nasty you can be. so what? by doing one good thing, and doing 10 bad things, what's there to appreciate in the end? haven't you heard of this? the only thing that will leave an impression deep in a human head is that when you've done something wrong. and you havent just left a mark in my heart. but A STAB, AND a scar. and you want me to think about that birthday? where you were all so nice and we were all so close? and months later, you became a frog? thinking about it will only make me feel worse.
i didnt even have a thought that you were a begger. i had the thought that you were hypocritical. and yes, i tell that to EVERYONE that mentions your name. but have you heard what's added to that SOMEONE who told you everything that i said?
yes, i'll say all that bad things you've done to hurt many. and i'll add after that, you're a really nice girl and it hurts that you're like that. it's so easy to trust you, and it's so easy to talk to you about stuff. you've got great personality, and i loved and missed your company.
but it's really a pity that you're like that. i dont think i can change or anyone can. i tried to change you after that fight. but i dont think it actually worked out.
some said you're still fishy, some say you're still insensitive, some say you're just so self-centered.
so, what can i do? the impression of you just gets worser day by day as i talk to your friends. so dont point arrows at me only when i'm not the only one. but i'll like to add that not everyone is perfect. so, yeah. i guess that's you and no one can change that.
but i dont really care now. i'm tired of holding this grudge. your friend is equally hypocritical. and i'm glad i was prepared :} read your blog everyday to see if this 'pass the message' game has reached the last person. and i guess it finally did after your friend finally made his decision.
i told myself just the other day after talking to your friend, that i'm gonna wipe my ass of your business. what's the point of saying sorry and thanking me for being such a great friend? then what, things get back to normal? as in, BAD STUFF starts happening again? think about it, your sorry means everything? well, it did. but not anymore. and i dont think you care. cos i'm no longer in the same class as you. and i know you're the kind that goes for new toys and dumps the old. OR, keep the old toys, ONLY WHEN YOU KNOW THEY COME IN HANDY.
oh yes, and if you still think i'm unappreciative, i'll like to thank you, and your family for sucha wonderful 14th birthday. i still remembered everything. the time when we bought food together, the pain and trouble your mom took just to marinade the food, fry the food and buy the food, the pain and trouble for your mom and dad to drive all the way down from serangoon to pasir ris, and the cute build-a-bear you got me. so you think i forgot everything? what happened at redhouse, i can still CLEARLY remember. you wanna ask me how that party started, that flour game we played and timothy threw flour in my eye, i can still remember. so i hope that this would prove to you, i am so grateful for that and that i enjoyed myself so very much.
the lunch thing, the listening ear thing, and all the other school related stuff we did together becos our registered number was close, that i remembered and i appreciate it. but didnt i did the same thing too? i listened to your problems, waited for you till you're done with your turn in oral and all, try to go out with you becos your plans with your friend was cancelled last minute but in the end i couldnt make it, and stood up for you when your friend was AGAINST YOU.
you think you did it for me and you had nothing in return? think again. what and who made our friendship wall crumble down? think again. you think it hurt you only? think AGAIN.
i am a person that will not hate you for no reason. i will not curse you for no reason either. and i believe that from this, it will show you how i can be really nice, and how i can get really annoying and hypocritical when you did something that can really hurt me badly. in short, you do it to me, i'll do it back.
whatever it is, i'm tired alr. your apology is accepted and i'm sorry too. so i can assure you, you'll not hear about me bitching about you from now from your friends.
have fun in school next year. i'll see you around.
Written on: Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Time: 7:45 AM
R.Y.
you know, i knew some people cant be trusted. hahaha. i was really prepared for the things that i said to your friend over the phone that it will come to you someday, and i'm really glad it probably did.
anyway, i just wanna say, you mentioned about me not appreciating whatever you did for me, on my birthday. are you kidding me? i was appreciative all the way. ALL THE WAY till i realise how fucking nasty you can be. so what? by doing one good thing, and doing 10 bad things, what's there to appreciate in the end? haven't you heard of this? the only thing that will leave an impression deep in a human head is that when you've done something wrong. and you havent just left a mark in my heart. but A STAB, AND a scar. and you want me to think about that birthday? where you were all so nice and we were all so close? and months later, you became a frog? thinking about it will only make me feel worse.
i didnt even have a thought that you were a begger. i had the thought that you were hypocritical. and yes, i tell that to EVERYONE that mentions your name. but have you heard what's added to that SOMEONE who told you everything that i said?
yes, i'll say all that bad things you've done to hurt many. and i'll add after that, you're a really nice girl and it hurts that you're like that. it's so easy to trust you, and it's so easy to talk to you about stuff. you've got great personality, and i loved and missed your company.
but it's really a pity that you're like that. i dont think i can change or anyone can. i tried to change you after that fight. but i dont think it actually worked out.
some said you're still fishy, some say you're still insensitive, some say you're just so self-centered.
so, what can i do? the impression of you just gets worser day by day as i talk to your friends. so dont point arrows at me only when i'm not the only one. but i'll like to add that not everyone is perfect. so, yeah. i guess that's you and no one can change that.
but i dont really care now. i'm tired of holding this grudge. your friend is equally hypocritical. and i'm glad i was prepared :} read your blog everyday to see if this 'pass the message' game has reached the last person. and i guess it finally did after your friend finally made his decision.
i told myself just the other day after talking to your friend, that i'm gonna wipe my ass of your business. what's the point of saying sorry and thanking me for being such a great friend? then what, things get back to normal? as in, BAD STUFF starts happening again? think about it, your sorry means everything? well, it did. but not anymore. and i dont think you care. cos i'm no longer in the same class as you. and i know you're the kind that goes for new toys and dumps the old. OR, keep the old toys, ONLY WHEN YOU KNOW THEY COME IN HANDY.
oh yes, and if you still think i'm unappreciative, i'll like to thank you, and your family for sucha wonderful 14th birthday. i still remembered everything. the time when we bought food together, the pain and trouble your mom took just to marinade the food, fry the food and buy the food, the pain and trouble for your mom and dad to drive all the way down from serangoon to pasir ris, and the cute build-a-bear you got me. so you think i forgot everything? what happened at redhouse, i can still CLEARLY remember. you wanna ask me how that party started, that flour game we played and timothy threw flour in my eye, i can still remember. so i hope that this would prove to you, i am so grateful for that and that i enjoyed myself so very much.
the lunch thing, the listening ear thing, and all the other school related stuff we did together becos our registered number was close, that i remembered and i appreciate it. but didnt i did the same thing too? i listened to your problems, waited for you till you're done with your turn in oral and all, try to go out with you becos your plans with your friend was cancelled last minute but in the end i couldnt make it, and stood up for you when your friend was AGAINST YOU.
you think you did it for me and you had nothing in return? think again. what and who made our friendship wall crumble down? think again. you think it hurt you only? think AGAIN.
i am a person that will not hate you for no reason. i will not curse you for no reason either. and i believe that from this, it will show you how i can be really nice, and how i can get really annoying and hypocritical when you did something that can really hurt me badly. in short, you do it to me, i'll do it back.
whatever it is, i'm tired alr. your apology is accepted and i'm sorry too. so i can assure you, you'll not hear about me bitching about you from now from your friends.
have fun in school next year. i'll see you around.
Dirty FUNK!
ANNE
IJTP
Secondary Three Ten
bestfriendstilldawn_8@hotmail.com
Don't want no paper gangsta, not interested in fakers.
