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so i SAW,
not HEARD,
that you're upset, I DON'T DO MY DUTIES,
as a fucking vice-chair.
why is that so?
cos when you're late, i don't take attendance for you. (:
then air head,
get this into you k.
DO YOU MESSAGE ME, CALL ME, SHOUT AT ME, CALL YOUR WHOEVER TO CALL ME TO TELL ME, YOU'RE FUCKING LATE? (since you clearly know who's close to me too in the morning, grab your phone and call that person to tell her, to tell ME, that you're late)

YOU CANT CATCH UP WITH THE BUS, FELL DOWN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD, OR YOU FUCKING CANT FIND YOUR LEGS TO GET OUTTA BED,
yeah, SURE, i know all that happened.
yeah, sure i do.
when i sit in the parade sq all morning,
thinking that YOU will take the attendance.
cos i recieve, NO PHONE CALLS SAYING 'SOS, MY FRIEND, GET THE ATTENDANCE LIST, COS I AM SO DAMN LATE'
then your irresponsibility of lack of communication leads to my IRRESPONSIBILITY OF MY POSITION?
you saying me? or you?

firstly, you took the attendance, just like a chairperson since the first day of school.
i offered to help BEFORE. then you said, OKAY. then the next day, you took the attendance and started marking AGAIN.
and same goes for the other days.
you wanna do it, it's your problem.
and when you can't do it for THAT DAY,
MESSAGE ME, MAYBE? and get me to take it.
what's your phone for then.
and YOU CAN FUCKING SAY YOU CALLED ME? AND I NEVER PICK UP?

fuckface, i didn't get calls from ANYONE, besides sheryl as a wake up call in the morning.
and you bitch can tell me, you CALLED?
hah! my ass!
you wanna lie, dig for a better lie.
don't lie when there's prove, maybe?

and sure, i don't do my duties as a VCP.
i don't talk much in class.
i dont get change of seats at all during this whole period in school DURING LESSONS cos i 'TALKED TOO MUCH'.
i remind stuff on board.
i write the attendance on board.
i TRY to shut the class up when class gets noisy.
i tried to shut you up too, INDIRECTLY (TRYING NOT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS OR SOUR OUR 'FRIENDSHIP' - if that's what you call it, or treat me as a friend)
when teachers get so mad there's mumbles going on at the back of her head.
i don't get scoldings often.

i am NOT trying to be ego cos i think i did no wrong in school. i'm a human. i still can forget to bring my stuff at times. -.-
so don't bring this whole paragraph above this, COPY AND PASTE EVERYWHERE IN YOUR BLOG and say,
'i'm the most, egoistic shit, EVER'

anw,
so to the above mentioned,
i dont think i have a bad reputation as a VCP.
and if ANYONE can object to that sentence,
tag me/message me/call me/call your gang to beat me up
and i'll apologise.
but don't come and blog about me, THEN TREAT ME SO NICELY/TALK TO ME IN SCH and BEING SUCH A TWOFACE.

and as to what YOU'VE reasoned out,
then that's too bad.
i won't lick your boot and tell you that i'm sincerely apologetic about not taking attendance for you, every morning just becos you're late.
well, simply, that's just becos you dont take up the initiative to tell me.

so what more do you have to say?
that i'm annoying cos i'm REASONING out with you on my blog?
and sure, spread it like kaya in school and let everyone go against me, BECOS YOU'RE OH-SO REASONABLE.
and one reason why i'm typing it here, MF, it's becos you started typing it there first.
and trying to make it so obvious to me, that you want me to know, I'M ANNOYING.
so i'm doing the same.
cos i'm not afraid of what YOU say/think/bitch about me.
i'll just bitch, wrong word, reason it out with you, IN YOUR FACE.
and the next time i see such hideous comments about me in your LOCKED POST, with my fucking name on it, that you're gonna ignore/dao/get annoyed with me,
i'll just come up right to your face with my bad breath, and ask you,
'WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM'
and there won't be a question mark.
cos i don't expect an answer from you.
cos i know, it's effing childish.
and till when i know it's reasonable,
i'll come up to you in a different manner.
you should know me by now.
i'm NOT that unreasonable and childish.

and when you wanna write it on your blog, tell someone your dirty little secret to get sympathy,
don't be afraid to see an answer from the person you complained about.
cos even in court, the guilty gets to reason out themselves.
why can i then?
and you hate me so much,
please, seriously, dont try to talk to me in sch when you feel this way towards me.
it'll only make me think, you're a faker.
and we'll see how life goes on in class.
with TWO LEADERS IN CLASS FEELING SUCH NEGATIVITY TOWARDS EACH OTHER.
and it's all becos of your childishness and unability to communicate properly and shooting bullets at me indirectly, for things i dunno i've done that MIGHT affect you so badly.
and i didn't know, it's becos of you.



so go on,
get all your attention.
the first one that will be there,
right at the front seat, haunting you everywhere,
is me.
and trust me, i am not that two face.


OH YES,
and that money matter that i said 'you asked me to pay and never pay back',
bird brain, i'm not referring to nancy's cake.
i chose a better cake for nancy and y'all to eat,
it's MY FAULT that i over estimated the money that we've raised.
so i'm not that unreasonable to quarrel with you cos of this.
and moreover, i managed to get back 7buck. and i just paid 3 bucks more than you guys for Y'ALL to enjoy the cake.
i didnt wanna eat the cake either.
so, YOU, even when you're not the birthday girl, be smart and appreciative I AM NOT THAT CALCULATIVE -.-
i asked money back was becos i was broke. now, i dont even care bout it.
so what i said in my previous post, was probably referring to your habit of asking people, to help you pay first cos you've no money, then never return.
but seriously man, i don't really care.
i'm just stating there to let you know HOW GOOD WAS I TREATING YOU.
but sadly, you didnt appreciate it.
so forget it k.

you wanna act like this,
being a total bitch to me, behind my back and in class,
then just leave it.
till the end of the year.
i won't solve it with you.
i won't bother to.
unless YOU TAKE UP THE COURAGE TO STOP TELLING PEOPLE AND TYPING IN YOUR BLOG, HOW MUCH YOU HATE ME and COME UP TO ME AND SORT OUT WHATEVER NEGATIVVE FEELINGS YOU HAVE TOWARDS ME, then i'll sort it out WITH YOU.

so, dont bitch about me, to my friends and in your blog, though i know it's your blog -.-
but be more sensitive to how i feel, MAYBE.
cos if you wanna take things all the way to THE TOP,
believe me, i'll take it to THE TOP with you.
you won't like it,
neither would i like to waste my time on such effing posts like this, just for you.


and so, i'll be waiting. to see what you have to reply to this.
and don't show me, you're afraid or trying to hide.
it'll just make me more irritated with you.
and disappointed, to see someone like you, SO BRAVE AND STRONG, to write such things on your blog with lock posts, then to see you hiding with more lock posts, preventing me from seeing what you got to say bout me, will just make me think you're a loser from hell.

i'm not trying to be harsh.
you're the one who was insensitive towards my feelings, IN THE FIRST PLACE.
i'm just defending myself right now.

so i SAW,
not HEARD,
that you're upset, I DON'T DO MY DUTIES,
as a fucking vice-chair.
why is that so?
cos when you're late, i don't take attendance for you. (:
then air head,
get this into you k.
DO YOU MESSAGE ME, CALL ME, SHOUT AT ME, CALL YOUR WHOEVER TO CALL ME TO TELL ME, YOU'RE FUCKING LATE? (since you clearly know who's close to me too in the morning, grab your phone and call that person to tell her, to tell ME, that you're late)

YOU CANT CATCH UP WITH THE BUS, FELL DOWN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD, OR YOU FUCKING CANT FIND YOUR LEGS TO GET OUTTA BED,
yeah, SURE, i know all that happened.
yeah, sure i do.
when i sit in the parade sq all morning,
thinking that YOU will take the attendance.
cos i recieve, NO PHONE CALLS SAYING 'SOS, MY FRIEND, GET THE ATTENDANCE LIST, COS I AM SO DAMN LATE'
then your irresponsibility of lack of communication leads to my IRRESPONSIBILITY OF MY POSITION?
you saying me? or you?

firstly, you took the attendance, just like a chairperson since the first day of school.
i offered to help BEFORE. then you said, OKAY. then the next day, you took the attendance and started marking AGAIN.
and same goes for the other days.
you wanna do it, it's your problem.
and when you can't do it for THAT DAY,
MESSAGE ME, MAYBE? and get me to take it.
what's your phone for then.
and YOU CAN FUCKING SAY YOU CALLED ME? AND I NEVER PICK UP?

fuckface, i didn't get calls from ANYONE, besides sheryl as a wake up call in the morning.
and you bitch can tell me, you CALLED?
hah! my ass!
you wanna lie, dig for a better lie.
don't lie when there's prove, maybe?

and sure, i don't do my duties as a VCP.
i don't talk much in class.
i dont get change of seats at all during this whole period in school DURING LESSONS cos i 'TALKED TOO MUCH'.
i remind stuff on board.
i write the attendance on board.
i TRY to shut the class up when class gets noisy.
i tried to shut you up too, INDIRECTLY (TRYING NOT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS OR SOUR OUR 'FRIENDSHIP' - if that's what you call it, or treat me as a friend)
when teachers get so mad there's mumbles going on at the back of her head.
i don't get scoldings often.

i am NOT trying to be ego cos i think i did no wrong in school. i'm a human. i still can forget to bring my stuff at times. -.-
so don't bring this whole paragraph above this, COPY AND PASTE EVERYWHERE IN YOUR BLOG and say,
'i'm the most, egoistic shit, EVER'

anw,
so to the above mentioned,
i dont think i have a bad reputation as a VCP.
and if ANYONE can object to that sentence,
tag me/message me/call me/call your gang to beat me up
and i'll apologise.
but don't come and blog about me, THEN TREAT ME SO NICELY/TALK TO ME IN SCH and BEING SUCH A TWOFACE.

and as to what YOU'VE reasoned out,
then that's too bad.
i won't lick your boot and tell you that i'm sincerely apologetic about not taking attendance for you, every morning just becos you're late.
well, simply, that's just becos you dont take up the initiative to tell me.

so what more do you have to say?
that i'm annoying cos i'm REASONING out with you on my blog?
and sure, spread it like kaya in school and let everyone go against me, BECOS YOU'RE OH-SO REASONABLE.
and one reason why i'm typing it here, MF, it's becos you started typing it there first.
and trying to make it so obvious to me, that you want me to know, I'M ANNOYING.
so i'm doing the same.
cos i'm not afraid of what YOU say/think/bitch about me.
i'll just bitch, wrong word, reason it out with you, IN YOUR FACE.
and the next time i see such hideous comments about me in your LOCKED POST, with my fucking name on it, that you're gonna ignore/dao/get annoyed with me,
i'll just come up right to your face with my bad breath, and ask you,
'WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM'
and there won't be a question mark.
cos i don't expect an answer from you.
cos i know, it's effing childish.
and till when i know it's reasonable,
i'll come up to you in a different manner.
you should know me by now.
i'm NOT that unreasonable and childish.

and when you wanna write it on your blog, tell someone your dirty little secret to get sympathy,
don't be afraid to see an answer from the person you complained about.
cos even in court, the guilty gets to reason out themselves.
why can i then?
and you hate me so much,
please, seriously, dont try to talk to me in sch when you feel this way towards me.
it'll only make me think, you're a faker.
and we'll see how life goes on in class.
with TWO LEADERS IN CLASS FEELING SUCH NEGATIVITY TOWARDS EACH OTHER.
and it's all becos of your childishness and unability to communicate properly and shooting bullets at me indirectly, for things i dunno i've done that MIGHT affect you so badly.
and i didn't know, it's becos of you.



so go on,
get all your attention.
the first one that will be there,
right at the front seat, haunting you everywhere,
is me.
and trust me, i am not that two face.


OH YES,
and that money matter that i said 'you asked me to pay and never pay back',
bird brain, i'm not referring to nancy's cake.
i chose a better cake for nancy and y'all to eat,
it's MY FAULT that i over estimated the money that we've raised.
so i'm not that unreasonable to quarrel with you cos of this.
and moreover, i managed to get back 7buck. and i just paid 3 bucks more than you guys for Y'ALL to enjoy the cake.
i didnt wanna eat the cake either.
so, YOU, even when you're not the birthday girl, be smart and appreciative I AM NOT THAT CALCULATIVE -.-
i asked money back was becos i was broke. now, i dont even care bout it.
so what i said in my previous post, was probably referring to your habit of asking people, to help you pay first cos you've no money, then never return.
but seriously man, i don't really care.
i'm just stating there to let you know HOW GOOD WAS I TREATING YOU.
but sadly, you didnt appreciate it.
so forget it k.

you wanna act like this,
being a total bitch to me, behind my back and in class,
then just leave it.
till the end of the year.
i won't solve it with you.
i won't bother to.
unless YOU TAKE UP THE COURAGE TO STOP TELLING PEOPLE AND TYPING IN YOUR BLOG, HOW MUCH YOU HATE ME and COME UP TO ME AND SORT OUT WHATEVER NEGATIVVE FEELINGS YOU HAVE TOWARDS ME, then i'll sort it out WITH YOU.

so, dont bitch about me, to my friends and in your blog, though i know it's your blog -.-
but be more sensitive to how i feel, MAYBE.
cos if you wanna take things all the way to THE TOP,
believe me, i'll take it to THE TOP with you.
you won't like it,
neither would i like to waste my time on such effing posts like this, just for you.


and so, i'll be waiting. to see what you have to reply to this.
and don't show me, you're afraid or trying to hide.
it'll just make me more irritated with you.
and disappointed, to see someone like you, SO BRAVE AND STRONG, to write such things on your blog with lock posts, then to see you hiding with more lock posts, preventing me from seeing what you got to say bout me, will just make me think you're a loser from hell.

i'm not trying to be harsh.
you're the one who was insensitive towards my feelings, IN THE FIRST PLACE.
i'm just defending myself right now.