had a great day with michelle, shaz, illz and rachel today @vivo. shopped like crazy w michelle after they left(: bought leggings and long tank top dress. proud of myself. principal gave this congratulating letter which didn't say much. but my mom was damn retarded. she's not drawn to anything, but the sentence that says 'thanks to you parents that helped her strive...... blah blah blah' she's like, whoa, see, listening to your parents does help you improve! urgh. lol. my mom asked if i was interviewed -.- lol. it's like a big deal that i finally passed all in my family. but it's still very retarded of my mom. and sheryl shen's really cute. she told me that letter's really impt and warned me not to throw i away. she's really cute. (:
You seized this chance, to get back with her. You just threw all my hopes away. I don't really care if she means more or i'm just letting my mind go wild. If you wanted to get back with her, you could've just said so. Not take this break up as an opportunity. Now, i don't even know where to start or end. We quarreled cos of something else. Now i've to apologise for something else that i've been against for, for 2 years. Now, that's really, REALLY fair to me. You dont even know how much it hurts to even try. And you just went along with your well-planned plans. Well yeah, there you go. Anne lost the battle. &i'm too tired to fight back. So, please, stop forcing me to give in. I've tried accepting her before. But which part of 'i really cant do it' and 'i really did try' do you not understand. & all you do is say, that i can 'harp on how selfish you are but it's not going anywhere'. Yeah, you're not selfish. I am the one, alright? You can even talk happily to someone that treated me so badly this year when i didn't even do anything, just becos we broke. You just dunno how much it hurts. Well yeah, i'm not as heartless. I dont give back whatever is memorable. Instead, i want to keep it. Becos i know it was the happiest time of my life. But i never knew, throughtout this whole entire period of time, i brought you, NOTHING, but tolerance, selfishness and unhappiness. So yeah, you happily chose your path. I should choose mine now. I can't change the part of accepting her. That's why i can't bring myself to apologise to you though i really wished i could, cos i know i am really mean to you. And this really got the best out of me.
I'm finished.
Written on: Friday, May 29, 2009 Time: 8:44 AM
I'm finished.
-eyes looked extremely ugly in all these photos.
had a great day with michelle, shaz, illz and rachel today @vivo. shopped like crazy w michelle after they left(: bought leggings and long tank top dress. proud of myself. principal gave this congratulating letter which didn't say much. but my mom was damn retarded. she's not drawn to anything, but the sentence that says 'thanks to you parents that helped her strive...... blah blah blah' she's like, whoa, see, listening to your parents does help you improve! urgh. lol. my mom asked if i was interviewed -.- lol. it's like a big deal that i finally passed all in my family. but it's still very retarded of my mom. and sheryl shen's really cute. she told me that letter's really impt and warned me not to throw i away. she's really cute. (:
You seized this chance, to get back with her. You just threw all my hopes away. I don't really care if she means more or i'm just letting my mind go wild. If you wanted to get back with her, you could've just said so. Not take this break up as an opportunity. Now, i don't even know where to start or end. We quarreled cos of something else. Now i've to apologise for something else that i've been against for, for 2 years. Now, that's really, REALLY fair to me. You dont even know how much it hurts to even try. And you just went along with your well-planned plans. Well yeah, there you go. Anne lost the battle. &i'm too tired to fight back. So, please, stop forcing me to give in. I've tried accepting her before. But which part of 'i really cant do it' and 'i really did try' do you not understand. & all you do is say, that i can 'harp on how selfish you are but it's not going anywhere'. Yeah, you're not selfish. I am the one, alright? You can even talk happily to someone that treated me so badly this year when i didn't even do anything, just becos we broke. You just dunno how much it hurts. Well yeah, i'm not as heartless. I dont give back whatever is memorable. Instead, i want to keep it. Becos i know it was the happiest time of my life. But i never knew, throughtout this whole entire period of time, i brought you, NOTHING, but tolerance, selfishness and unhappiness. So yeah, you happily chose your path. I should choose mine now. I can't change the part of accepting her. That's why i can't bring myself to apologise to you though i really wished i could, cos i know i am really mean to you. And this really got the best out of me.
I'm finished.
Dirty FUNK!
ANNE
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